Saturday, June 27, 2015
Weirdos
You can't just throw away my resources and expect me to do okay. What's so funny about this never happy experience for me?? What's supposed to be so funnily obvious? Who are you to misjudge how I just said that here? Why am I considered different because I'm more obese now? I kept to a lifestyle regiment to lose the stress fat. I wanna be in stuff like physical programs, but it's hard moneywise, being accepted, travel. I'm also tired on pills.. I might join a program but do jog and have floor workouts for a minute..
I mean I am nice day to day, and this is what I get. So what if I wasn't perfect in the pass because something weird happened? No one warned me about schoolwork and the mental hospital. I feel threatened to be hurt as a baby, like I can't be normal.
I mean I am nice day to day, and this is what I get. So what if I wasn't perfect in the pass because something weird happened? No one warned me about schoolwork and the mental hospital. I feel threatened to be hurt as a baby, like I can't be normal.
Nice Experience
I was happy for what I saw for someone else, but I caught some negative vibes. I hope it's a nice experience. I, like, never feel accepted. I think it should have been more for this person as an experience, but more for this person to come at its best.
How many people can do it?
Why am I losing everything cuz I cursed when I was hurt? Lotta people just get away with it. Also, "this is the internet." What praytell were you expecting? I didn't use the words in bad ways, and maybe some could be judged that way but not meant in some vicious fashion or violent fashion.
How many people can do it?
Why am I losing everything cuz I cursed when I was hurt? Lotta people just get away with it. Also, "this is the internet." What praytell were you expecting? I didn't use the words in bad ways, and maybe some could be judged that way but not meant in some vicious fashion or violent fashion.
If someone can't..
If someone can't perfect their act, they can't expect the whole world to, like, turn into Pixar.
Come out of the closet.
How am I supposed to know something I'm willing to deal with like I've figured everything out and older people haven't.
I feel sad like I should
lose my parents and crack down on undercover changing the world.
That's sad.
I need to appreciate things. I just seem to have so many problems, with them too, but I don't yell in company.
That's sad.
I need to appreciate things. I just seem to have so many problems, with them too, but I don't yell in company.
People Who Are Way "Attractive" in Every Way
physically
emotionally
Why do people who are different get so attracted? Is it learned the wrong way? Can you let go and still feel good?? of some. Some seem more general, but others stick out that find ways of fitting in to make others feel so good. If I said it was hard being Chinese, you'd all say there you go Christina isn't white, but I have to be careful because people know. It's hard that way. I'm not a piece of trash. It's not too late for me, compared to others I've seen out of the closet.
emotionally
Why do people who are different get so attracted? Is it learned the wrong way? Can you let go and still feel good?? of some. Some seem more general, but others stick out that find ways of fitting in to make others feel so good. If I said it was hard being Chinese, you'd all say there you go Christina isn't white, but I have to be careful because people know. It's hard that way. I'm not a piece of trash. It's not too late for me, compared to others I've seen out of the closet.
Not Mad
I'm not admittingly mad but sad about something weird.
I just don't know why things present themselves to me as fights so often.
Am I as good as gone? Come on. You should have an answer. I'm getting this yes or no thing. Is there anything you could legit. lock me up for? Throwing things, being mad in weird ways? Maybe, those events have stayed with my past. Remember, the feeling to do things even if people say no and it's not illegal and you think it's a joke? You'll find you'll want me, anyway. Or you think "no one'll notice." Things that aren't really bad but can be to some? Ever get messed up doing things you don't remember you don't believe in? Do what's right rather than what someone deserves? I do regret the things. I feel more myself. I was kicked outta my college major and not right mentally!! I felt more before, tho. Sometimes, I don't. But I'm usually always there. Also, I thought my life was an experiment and no resolution, so that might not have helped under pressure. I bet that's it. I bet you don't care. This is my life. You may not like brunettes, but I did not chose to be a brunette.
I guess it's important because that's what morality says. Don't want to make mistakes like me.
I just don't know why things present themselves to me as fights so often.
Am I as good as gone? Come on. You should have an answer. I'm getting this yes or no thing. Is there anything you could legit. lock me up for? Throwing things, being mad in weird ways? Maybe, those events have stayed with my past. Remember, the feeling to do things even if people say no and it's not illegal and you think it's a joke? You'll find you'll want me, anyway. Or you think "no one'll notice." Things that aren't really bad but can be to some? Ever get messed up doing things you don't remember you don't believe in? Do what's right rather than what someone deserves? I do regret the things. I feel more myself. I was kicked outta my college major and not right mentally!! I felt more before, tho. Sometimes, I don't. But I'm usually always there. Also, I thought my life was an experiment and no resolution, so that might not have helped under pressure. I bet that's it. I bet you don't care. This is my life. You may not like brunettes, but I did not chose to be a brunette.
I guess it's important because that's what morality says. Don't want to make mistakes like me.
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