Nite

Nite?  Nite

A Little Sorry

I just don't know what to do.  I don't know how sorry I am.

So, otherwise..

hope things are going well.

Big Issue

My dad gets mad whenever I have something going for me.  If one thing is a little wrong, he loses it forever and has an outbreak if I say something.

Before

It was good but not under the tutelage of what it is.  I don't know why they did this.

I'm upset my dad was upset.  He's just upset about the psychiatrist yelling with us.

Problem

These people watching me are bothering me.  I don't feel I wanna hear nor see what these particular people have to say.

Problem

You people watching me in my room are really mean,

What is wrong?

My dad is being such a waste of time.  I asked why he doesn't just live his life and mind his own business or such and he yelled.  I said Ellen seemed to look at me, and he got so upset it seemed in how he drove but like it was a secret.

Problem

My dad keeps being mean, and they keep rubbing a person in.  Or 2.

I had a right to say what I did.

You're just inhibiting me in my relationships.  Looks like you are a liar.

This Whole Imposition

Punishment.  I don't agree.  I mean, it's abnormal.

As Luck Would Have It

I got Chris Mann as the Phantom when I saw it.  There are 3 I think alternating.  So, when I watch a show, I have to call and ask about it.  This and if Cats are the only things that hold my interest.  Camelot would be nice, saw it once and thought it was boring, tho.  Nice aura.

and

it wasn't supposed to be about any 1 person mostly and in the majority regard

Why did I even write all that?

Anyway, I'll be back Friday I think possibly at night.

Something Else Important?

Are you using my failure as a gain to your success?  I mean making me a failure so you can be seen as a successor?  I'm talking about going in and like hurting me, tho.  I dunno, this thought seems to exist.  I mean using me as in like the way you feel good is to make me feel bad?  So, using the idea that I'm a failure to say well if that's it I am a success?  You don't seem to do much else much.  I know how observant young Fort Lauderdalians/Miamians are.  Their brains get very large.  Do they?  Mine is too large, too.  I think we need to shrink it.  I've done that before.

What is it?

You just want to feel power?  What is the matter?  I know one thing I should admit is that I posted karaokes online thinking it was legal by word of mouth.  I took them down, tho.  I didn't post them before and didn't know they were legal.  It's hard to think with a Pennsylvanian dad around.

Do you think you're getting a little carried away?

being mean to my parents?  I didn't do anything really wrong.  Admit my life sucks.

Be civilized

Don't be like an animal to me about my own blog.  I didn't really name names.. names came to me.  I mean, if you have a problem, present it in a civilized manner and I can react and write about it.

Why did I..

..even write all that.. because it was something to write about?  For counseling?  To sort out feelings?  I know that's true that you need a computer to sort out feelings.  You make charts and graphs for some things.  You say what you want and on the way change your mind.

So

I managed to talk about what was on my mind without using anything against an innocent bystander!  I wish I didn't have to talk about it.  It wasn't about a person.