"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
Chelsea with an interesting last name.. Handler.. was on the show. She seems to really be into Ellen.
The little boy was very cute.
The boy who got married seemed nice and youthful.
Cat Week is going her way, now. I am 28, and I want to be something in the world. I just don't feel it coming. I want to stick to Hollywood stuff or find my own location elsewhere and do that there. I had said I wanted to have a place where I invite normal folk, like with a pool and maybe some rides, and we have fun. I can store it all online for the world to see whenever they want. I can also be an actress and an inspiring director behind the scenes. I assume that's the conductor of the symphony, the one who gets to be like a teacher and better be attractive. Even dying and cutting my hair, I don't seem to be making it. People are telling me I'm bad and wasting my life and therefore can't do it. As an actress, I'd have to be well-liked like Johnny Depp, too. People are basically greedy for the attention they get for the style they live and the year they are born, when the world was candy and flowers. They didn't do anything. It's all on a whim of what was and is always given to them.
Thursday, October 16, 2014
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Why are blondes
so inadequate? They're just against all brunettes as a way to say they're the best 1.
Life
was supposed to be open, not making fun of someone who's nice. I don't like how the world is all against me, like some big force.
I only called someone the n word because I thought they wanted me to.
Then, I got noises in my room and almost cursed out Ellen so was upset when my dad upset me instead.
I only called someone the n word because I thought they wanted me to.
Then, I got noises in my room and almost cursed out Ellen so was upset when my dad upset me instead.
We need more..
I'm watching ET and there's now only 1 ET, not 2 ETs, 1. We want more 80s movies and 90s music. So, encourage people who are talented or interested.
There's no "we have enough." We have nothing.
There's no "we have enough." We have nothing.
I was going to check my mail on Yahoo! and found this..
..https://screen.yahoo.com/cute-and-inspiring/inland-empire-mother-makes-ultimate-012500439.html
It was so sad, and I'm always a bit teary.
It was so sad, and I'm always a bit teary.
What's all this?
My dad can't tell me what's going on socially. I didn't "not do" something because my dad or Ellen says so, like telling me I don't fit in socially a certain way.
Closing off nice people
is not nice.
I can see all the men in their 60s vying for Ellen, like she is their own. Who are they to do that? They didn't listen. They are rash. Deciding what's popular.
I can see all the men in their 60s vying for Ellen, like she is their own. Who are they to do that? They didn't listen. They are rash. Deciding what's popular.
So
I just did a core and upper workout for about 4 minutes. It makes a difference and tires me out.
I was wondering about my own hair. It was light at 1st yesterday but then was mostly dark with some red highlights.
I don't know if I should join up and dye it blonde and have it cut short. It seems like you can't get famous and then do it later. It's like you have to do it earlier on or say I'm too young to do that. I don't mean anyone cares who's reading this maybe, but I don't really know what to do. I'm thinking I'll do it and get blue contacts because I see it doesn't work if you wait after everyone who knows you sees you differently. It did look good yesterday when it was curly/wavy/or like in wavy curls. I don't know if I should straighten it and wonder how much it costs. I asked the salon last time, and they didn't really answer. I am wondering if I should use over the counter products. Also, redying each month at a place is $60 at Dillards. From the shelf, you can now dye black hair light. It's just not as good and I'd rather not. In the end I will have $60 a month for clothes if I do this.
Some things are not for everyone, but if you do it early it may work. Like, I was gonna go for short and a sort or blonde. I'll have to think of something creative as an option for if I do this.
I was wondering about my own hair. It was light at 1st yesterday but then was mostly dark with some red highlights.
I don't know if I should join up and dye it blonde and have it cut short. It seems like you can't get famous and then do it later. It's like you have to do it earlier on or say I'm too young to do that. I don't mean anyone cares who's reading this maybe, but I don't really know what to do. I'm thinking I'll do it and get blue contacts because I see it doesn't work if you wait after everyone who knows you sees you differently. It did look good yesterday when it was curly/wavy/or like in wavy curls. I don't know if I should straighten it and wonder how much it costs. I asked the salon last time, and they didn't really answer. I am wondering if I should use over the counter products. Also, redying each month at a place is $60 at Dillards. From the shelf, you can now dye black hair light. It's just not as good and I'd rather not. In the end I will have $60 a month for clothes if I do this.
Some things are not for everyone, but if you do it early it may work. Like, I was gonna go for short and a sort or blonde. I'll have to think of something creative as an option for if I do this.
Is it in your vision of glory
to see me in my seat writhing over that which you think is right?
Like while you're onto something else? Something to keep me busy?? Don't I need that time to eventually have a career/job?
Is what I say degrading..or important? I'll tell you one thing, me and people on the streets think it cuz we are reacting to what startles us.
So, am I blasphemous or just personally degrading to you or is this post just a normal, innocent, regular exploring of feelings..which could prevent getting mad but make someone else do something to make us more mad?
I know successful people in this way can live a rung below or up but not on what I think.
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Like while you're onto something else? Something to keep me busy?? Don't I need that time to eventually have a career/job?
Is what I say degrading..or important? I'll tell you one thing, me and people on the streets think it cuz we are reacting to what startles us.
So, am I blasphemous or just personally degrading to you or is this post just a normal, innocent, regular exploring of feelings..which could prevent getting mad but make someone else do something to make us more mad?
I know successful people in this way can live a rung below or up but not on what I think.
Online recording software >>
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