I need to go to sleep soon.

People literally

tell people my age no in general because of age.

Do you see people who can't believe

they don't have a track record of receiving attention and affection and are looking out to make sure the answer isn't no?

Film

It says to take art and music.

I might stay here

and take film acting?  I kinda wanna go up north.

I just wish I could live at home and go to a college like this.  I don't know the answer to this.  Maybe, I need to get out.

4-Year Breakdown

YEAR 1

MUC 101F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 111 - Tonal Harmony 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 112 - Solfège/Eurhythmics 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 141 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 147 - Opera Workshop 1: Encountering Text, 1 credit hour
MUC 221I - Music History & Literature 1: World and Medieval Music History, 3 credit hours

MUC 102F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 113 - Tonal Harmony 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 114 - Solfège/Eurhythmics 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 142 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 148 - Opera Workshop 2, 1 credit hour
MUC 223I - Music History & Literature 2 Renaissance and Baroque Music History, 3 credit hours


YEAR 2

MUC 201F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 211 - Tonal Harmony 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 212 - Solfège 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 241 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 247 - Opera Workshop 3: Singing, Speaking And Moving, 1 credit hour
MUC 321I - Music History & Literature 3 Music of the Classical and the Romantic Eras, 3 credit hours

MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 314 - Solfège 4, 2 credit hours
MUC 213 - Tonal Counterpoint, 2 credit hours
MUC 311 - Form and Analysis, 2 credit hours
MUC 242 - Singer's Diction and Literature 4, 2 credit hours
MUC 248 - Opera Workshop 4: Communicating In Italian, 1 credit hour
MUC 323I - Music History & Literature 4 Music Since 1900, 3 credit hours


YEAR 3

MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 313 - Theory of Music Since 1900, 2 credit hours
MUC 347 - Opera Workshop 5: Advanced Acting Techniques, 1 credit hour

MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 348 - Opera Workshop 6: Application of Advanced Acting Techniques/communicating in German, 1 credit hour
MUC 303 - Partial Junior Recital, .5 credit hour


YEAR 4

MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 447 - Opera Workshop 7: Audition Preparation, 1 credit hour

MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 448 - Opera Workshop 8: Introduction to Conceptualization/ Communicating in French, 1 credit hour
MUC 404 - Full Senior Recital, 1 credit hour


ELECTIVES

BALLET

MUC 001 - Performance Attendance, 0 credit hours (6 semesters)
MUC 002 - Departmental Recital, 0 credit hours (8 semesters)
MUC 291 - Conducting, 2 credit hours
MUC 205F - Major Ensembles, 1 credit hour 3
MUC 305 - Pedagogy of Music, 3 credit hours
MUC 309 - Entrepreneurship and Advocacy, 1 credit hour

ENG 131 - Workshop in Exposition and Argument, 3 credit hours
MTH 135 - Introduction to Probability and Statistics, 3 credit hours or higher
LAS 200 - Enduring Questions for an Intercultural World, 3 credit hours
HPE 110W - Personal Wellness, .5 credit hour
HPE - Activity Courses 1.5 credits
Foreign Language5 16 credits
Liberal Arts Electives or Minor Field of Study6 10 credits

Requirements in 4 Years

This is a real conservatory.

MUC 001 - Performance Attendance, 0 credit hours (6 semesters)
MUC 002 - Departmental Recital, 0 credit hours (8 semesters)

MUC 101F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 102F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 201F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 202F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 401F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 402F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 301F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1

MUC 110 - Music Technology and Notation, 1 credit hour
MUC 111 - Tonal Harmony 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 113 - Tonal Harmony 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 211 - Tonal Harmony 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 112 - Solfège/Eurhythmics 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 114 - Solfège/Eurhythmics 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 212 - Solfège 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 314 - Solfège 4, 2 credit hours

MUC 213 - Tonal Counterpoint, 2 credit hours
MUC 311 - Form and Analysis, 2 credit hours
MUC 313 - Theory of Music Since 1900, 2 credit hours

MUC 141 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 142 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 241 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 242 - Singer's Diction and Literature 4, 2 credit hours

MUC 147 - Opera Workshop 1: Encountering Text, 1 credit hour
MUC 148 - Opera Workshop 2, 1 credit hour
MUC 247 - Opera Workshop 3: Singing, Speaking And Moving, 1 credit hour
MUC 248 - Opera Workshop 4: Communicating In Italian, 1 credit hour
MUC 347 - Opera Workshop 5: Advanced Acting Techniques, 1 credit hour
MUC 348 - Opera Workshop 6: Application of Advanced Acting Techniques/communicating in German, 1 credit hour
MUC 447 - Opera Workshop 7: Audition Preparation, 1 credit hour
MUC 448 - Opera Workshop 8: Introduction to Conceptualization/ Communicating in French, 1 credit hour

MUC 291 - Conducting, 2 credit hours

MUC 205F - Major Ensembles, 1 credit hour 3

MUC 303 - Partial Junior Recital, .5 credit hour
MUC 404 - Full Senior Recital, 1 credit hour

MUC 305 - Pedagogy of Music, 3 credit hours
MUC 309 - Entrepreneurship and Advocacy, 1 credit hour

MUC 221I - Music History & Literature 1: World and Medieval Music History, 3 credit hours
MUC 223I - Music History & Literature 2 Renaissance and Baroque Music History, 3 credit hours
MUC 321I - Music History & Literature 3 Music of the Classical and the Romantic Eras, 3 credit hours
MUC 323I - Music History & Literature 4 Music Since 1900, 3 credit hours


MUC 133 - Keyboard Musicianship 1, 1 credit hour 2
MUC 134 - Keyboard Musicianship 2, 1 credit hour 2
MUC 233 - Keyboard Musicianship 3, 1 credit hour 2
MUC 234 - Keyboard Musicianship 4, 1 credit hour 2

It's hard to imagine

staying at 1 college.

It is a conservatory.

Having Fun

Setting up my college possibility plans.

Isn't it funny

the people from Loyola are not answering?

You can go your way.

I don't mind.. I just feel incredibly picked on, like I have to think I'm punished in a weird way I don't really understand.. and I will not believe I deserve to think I am punished and for something I like.

Well, what do you want to talk about?

What do you want me to do?

So, what could be wrong?

I said I like that girl getting attention but don't think of it as due punishment.

It hits me hard

When someone says something suddenly, but I want for the beset.  I just sometimes don't want to think certain things and am tired, not used to having friends to talk to.  Will I ever catch up?

Funny

I think I avoided getting too mad.  I just don't like to think I can be punished for petty shortcomings.  My mom kept provoking me.  This is highly uncomfortable.  I already said it was okay itself.  I'l just get over it.

What's yours is yours, I don't need to take it in punishment.  That's what I was thinking or meant to.

Diabetes Pill

Tiring, my 1st one.

If I were born in 1997/8

It'd probably be a good thing.  I saw a girl like that when she was about 6 in a movie.

I saw pictures.

My nose looked normal when born but could look bigger, at least from the side.  Later, my parents seem to have made it small.  Maybe they wanted me to start over.  Why didn't I finish??