Feelings

Aw, I know you're schizophrenic.  Did I hurt your feelings?  Because I want to torture people?  You shouldn't be worried because I didn't really mean anything yet.  I just mean that I will not be humiliated.  I guess I can't change it, but it's how I will treat you.  I won't really be mean to you, but I do not accept.  You think I don't do anything at all, but you make yourself go in convulsions all over me?  I want to know who and what caused it.  Oooh, ha, I already know.  So, why are you asking me a stupid questions?

Dream

So, I was in bed and feeling good and not feeling like anyone was doing it to me, but I "felt it in the sheets," I mean, like I felt like I was all my sheets, too.  However, I think like dreaming, I was thinking of being like at a crack of a wall and like going over to it and facing it.  Like kinda on the side.  Imagining it was a person, and that person like ot me off and told me to stop.

I had a harsh dream I don't remember.

Well, I kinda remember the nature of it but feel tired from growing and eating.  :|

Wow

Supposedly, my dad was mean to me and so people don't like him like before, but it's all Nell Burton's fault, Tim Burton, you selfish father!

Why should I sit here and figure out how to feed my dad when I'm sick and hungry myself?

Is there something wrong with my mom?  Why does she think she feeds my dad well enough?  I hate her stupid food.  I don't even eat with them, now.

I really hate Nell Burton.  I feel all sorts of things inflicted on me because of her.  Her msideeds.  Alls he is is hatred toward me.  What use is that?  At hermometeor.

How is my dad supposed to be alert to her whims and desires?  She doesn't want to be Chinese?  Fine.  Then, don't eat Chinese food!  Dummy!  :^{

I don't want to mess up along the way.

Oh my God.  Is my dad a martyr to bad food?  My brother had chicken wings.  He also started liking steak.  I dunno, he had a noodle and other fixations.  Early on.

This food is stupid.  I like it, but I don't want to eat with my dad at home.

I don't like rice and shredded chicken. I want beef, soup, prepared vegetables, starches, some potatos, different kinds of noodles and things, European food, spicy food.  There's no good soup at the store.  I don't know how I'll have the time to make it.  I'm not into cooking right now.  My mom is busy, but she wasn't busy before.  My dad is more questionable to me about food.  He riles me up at the grocery store.  Go rile up your sisters, you bastard.

My dad is mean to me.  He wants to think I'm insignificant.

Why doesn't he get a grill and grill some steaks?  I know he's on a diet, but a little beef should be good.  That's what he eats out.  My mom doesn't cook the cauliflower anymore, and I don't really know why but think that she should.

I *BEEEP*

It seems Ellen DeGeneres thinks she has something against me.  She's not very nice, herself, really.  She's just not that much of an honest person who deserves to know the truth of what can happen to her.  As long as I'm around.

I can say whatever I want.  I'm not some uptight hokey.  You're not in the world.  You don't even know what life is.  That's probably why no one watches, WHAT THEY SAY WHAT YOU THINK IS OKAY FOR OTHER PEOPLE TO SAY WHO KNOW ABOUT YOU... your "stupid" show.

My dad is better off ****.  I can really h... him.  I wanna wipe that ... "silly" grin off his FACE!

I don't care "what" you say.  I'll corner you and hunt you down and then t... you.

I want to *beep*

I just felt something unpleasant in my egg sacks.  I caught on something.  Anyway, it felt like the whites of toenails or fingernails and not in a good way.  I felt it more prominently.  I don't think that had to happen.  Hm.  I hope you all never have babies!  I'm mad beyond belief.  I want to **** my psychiatrist, too.

Meanwhile, back at the ranch, my dad is just a nigger, a disgusting failure of a human being who can't shut up and leave me be like my mom, same with my aunts, they're just brats.

Thanks to the niggers in England for their saucy, dirty, stupid influence.  Go put yourselves together and stop seeking out successes in the U.S. to correct.

I'm tired of this Irish shit, too.

Don't even get me started with "Scottish" Americans.

I can do whatever I want.  Stop playing games.

I don't CARE ABOUT MY DAD'S STUPID SISTERS.  I GUESS I'LL JUST HAVE TO SAY THAT THIS IS WORTHLESS.

Don't start.

Some people with Native American are really forward with Europeans.  Don't think we can't like do what we want and even be mean to you without you getting back at us until you go mad.

ELLEN DEGENERES

I AM NOT PORTIA.  I AM NOT ITALIAN.  I AM NOT AUSTRALIAN.  WHY ARE YOU INFLUENCING MY PARENTS TO BE MEAN TO WONE ANOTHER?

No one cares about your stupid sisters.

MY DAD REALLY IS RETARDED

BUT THERE ISN'T ANY GOOD MEDICINE OUT THERE!!!!

He thinks we need to get ready for the world, but lets just hurt other people.

Stop treating me like a nigger.

You can't say I can't do something.

What else was I thinking?

Well, I can sense jealousy seeping in.  Why do you think you're the only one who can be jealous of me?  What do you think I am, your VooDoo doll?  I'm not a nigger, at any rate!

My dad is weak..

Wow, I must make my dad collapse to his knees.  I already am way smarter than my mom, you niggers.  My mom has made me strong, my whole life, but my brother is a weakling..

YOU STUPID NIGGERS

There's this boy online who's dad, who is about 5 years older than my dad died, and it seems that people want my dad to die.  Wow, go **** your own dads, you stupid niggers.

ELLEN DEGENERES

STOP PAYING ATTENTION TO OLD PEOPLE AND PAY MORE ATTENTION TO ME!  WHY DON'T YOU EVER TALK?  D*:

Tim Burton is a *beep*

Why doesn't he just pick one side?  He's a weakling.  He is a bad man.  He shouldn't have a daughter.

I care about my dad you stupid niggers.

If I don't DIE and go to Hell I could torture you slowly because I am the most powerful woman in the whole world and caused things like Hurricane Katrina.

My grandma is so stupid.

I don't want to say that, but she is like skirting around issues like that's my life, picking on my family all the time in hidden ways!  What a sick grandma.  The world is at her feet.  A nation waits, and how it hates to be cheated.

JOHNNY DEPP

NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR STUPID, SICK, MISERABLE LIFE AND YOUR FAILURES IN YOUR FAMILY AFFAIR.  I DON'T CARE IF *deleted*!  BECAUSE YOU SUCK UP TO PEOPLE LIKE MY DAD.

I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT TO YOU NIGGER

STOP PICKING ON MY MOM.  YOU RUINED MY LIFE.  GO BACK TO HELL.

SHUT UP DAD, YOU STUPID, GOOD FOR NOTHING AMERICAN.

YOU CAN'T MAKE A HOME.  GO **** YOURSELF FOR MAKING ME LIKE MICHAEL!

I'll just sit here and post hate messages to my disgusting, sick, nigger dad.

I don't have a dad.

I have an idiot who abuses women.

All I see is his shit around the house for thinking he had nothing to do with getting me to call someone the "n" word, which doesn't matter, except it may have hurt this person, though I was asked to do it and this person wanted me to do it.

His life is not even worth living or something.  I don't know what I'm thinking.

Oh, and fucking **** his sister for mimicking me like a retard.  He's influenced him too much.  I'm kidding.  I didn't say anything out loud.  :|  I have a right to for the suggestions she's had me sit with throughout the past 15 years.  I just don't know what to say.  I don't mean it literally, retards!