Going to the store

and vet and gym today.

Theater

It just helps me focus to realize a foreign object that being dance.  I know I can make it.  It's up to my choices.

I kinda wanna do ballet instead, but for some reason it doesn't look like the right choice.

Theater is okay as well.  It's the reading that gets me.  I thought theater was not supposed to be so much to remember, though I had no problems.  I wish I started this when I was 9.

Problems With Reading Comprehension

I still want to do theater, but there's a myth about high school theater or kid theater being better, not too late.  I think that dance is very important and that it's about socialization.  I work out at the gym and jogging.

They divide these classes into beginner, intermediate, and advanced.  I take it I will progress in jazz but not hip hop.

Dance

http://www.spotlightdancecenter.com/adult_schedule.htm

I want to go here and take adult hip hop and jazz.  I am sure it will help me become a dance team member with the kind of competition I've looked into.

I always wanted hip hop, and jazz.  I already know how to do ballet, too.  Just dancing is fun and it's a nice achievement to get down and working.

They told us.

The grandfather told us.  But, he doesn't look that way.

The Nigger in Me

Well, my dad's mom has ancestors on her dad's side that have some kind of Native American that was burned down where the records were kept.  Shultz may be Swiss Jew, and Kifer may be Polish Jew, though none spoken of.

Chinese, Vietnamese, and Korean

People get disappointed in the Chinese but still ignore them.  I only know of Johnny Depp having significant amounts of Native Cherokee blood.

There are things about Asian that seem more likeable to Europeans.

Anyway, my mom's ancestors lived at the capitol area of Indonesia probably for 500 years.  There are newer Chinese there, and the Sundanese is Taiwanese from like a million or thousands of years ago.

Here is a shot of Taiwanese province woman in China with a HK guy:

http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://p1.img.cctvpic.com/20091220/images/1261298211438_1261298211438_r.jpg&imgrefurl=http://english.cctv.com/20091220/102471.shtml&usg=__pV5RL7qPyJE7n75YihbPBClNFvQ=&h=450&w=301&sz=23&hl=en&start=45&zoom=1&tbnid=AAhCKeJ6L2WOPM:&tbnh=160&tbnw=117&prev=/images%3Fq%3DSoutheast%2BChinese%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN%26biw%3D1680%26bih%3D850%26tbs%3Disch:10%2C456&um=1&itbs=1&iact=rc&dur=281&ei=dAecTOGQHcH38Aa03fT0DQ&oei=cAecTMKaGMT_lgeI1qDLCQ&esq=2&page=2&ndsp=32&ved=1t:429,r:3,s:45&tx=68&ty=72&biw=1680&bih=850

So, it's pretty obvious that the picture of my mom is Chinese.  Why did it matter in the first place?

I wanna put up some pix of my ancestors which are from my dad's side, though.

I guess I feel a bit upset but not really.  It's just how I talk, my dialect, and I am mad that people are so mean because I feel singled out recently going out all weekend, so sorry but I can't go back and fix what I write all the time because when I did that was how I lost my opportunity moving.  It seems like it's sarcastic, but it's not.  I wonder.  I can't ask anyone to accept me, but when people do they try to play around.  It hurts.

I just noticed.

My hair grew back in white and strawberry blonde, the hair on the top limb of my arm, it is a little fuzzy and sticks out.  I've had white hair on my face, but my brother's was more noticeable.

Going to see that owl movie

first eating out and later walking around the mall

It took awhile.

She was a ballet star in the community.

Having just posed a picture of my mom...

...she was the #1 champion of gymnastics.  She did ballet as a child since there was no ice skating and then in high school she did gymnastics.  She was thin and is petite.

I just lost a lot of weight.

Well

That took awhile.

I wonder why I can't send myself a friend request on MySpace.

Going 2 the Mall

I wonder what rides I will go on.

I'm definitely not doing the boat.  I don't like the swings.  I can do the revolving things and if there's that ride that has boats that fly in a circle with loud music, called for us the Rock and Roll ride.

I'm also apprehensive about Halloween.

We are eating supper there, too, so I wonder what it will be.  I just ate kinda a lot.  I won't throw up on a ride though.

It never gains otherwise.

My weight did sky rocket.

I'm going to a festival tonight.