Monday, October 24, 2016
My Anger
I can deal with people being mean to me online, strangers, celebrities.. However, if it has to do with Ellen DeGeneres said they could and should be mean and do whatever they want to me, it's not okay. People have turned on me cuza her. I guess, if I don't accept Ellen DeGeneres, people must be still fighting it or something for this to happen. People who are closer to me do this more. Maybe, they have more plans. I think some people must really like her a lot to do this, or maybe some people just want things from me and see it as an opportunity.
Um, excuse me?
Why do people like people my age with big noses so much and are mean to everyone else? It's not like I did anything.
Why don't people care about me?
I realize my life is about fixing myself concerning things like money and chores.
Otherwise, I mean, I am not set out to be bad. I feel like I'm treated harshly. Has everyone always been treated that way?
Otherwise, I mean, I am not set out to be bad. I feel like I'm treated harshly. Has everyone always been treated that way?
Going in Circles Here
I realize that I'm French and I go in circles and think anything can be seen in a positive way.
How did I end up in such a mess? To be safe, we should just say no to me?
I think about everything I do, in a way. I don't just say no for no reason. I know why, and I agree with why.
How did I end up in such a mess? To be safe, we should just say no to me?
I think about everything I do, in a way. I don't just say no for no reason. I know why, and I agree with why.
Things That Don't Sit Well
(1) I feel that people are trying to make my life miserable cuz I'm not born around 1997 and 1998 to Late Boom parents.
(2) People are acting like me speaking to someone who is cool who is a Late Boomer is too much and matters. They are stealing opportunities maybe I could have had. Basically, it's that they think I cannot talk to prestigious, emotional older adults. I used to be welcome to do that. People doing this are just messing around and don't care and just wanna be bad and mean to me. It doesn't matter. Let's not wait until we discover every individual in the world 1st! The word would stop going round.
(3) People present me with the lie they can ruin my relationship by me saying there's absolutely nothing wrong with them talking to people I like. That's a different issue.
(2) People are acting like me speaking to someone who is cool who is a Late Boomer is too much and matters. They are stealing opportunities maybe I could have had. Basically, it's that they think I cannot talk to prestigious, emotional older adults. I used to be welcome to do that. People doing this are just messing around and don't care and just wanna be bad and mean to me. It doesn't matter. Let's not wait until we discover every individual in the world 1st! The word would stop going round.
(3) People present me with the lie they can ruin my relationship by me saying there's absolutely nothing wrong with them talking to people I like. That's a different issue.
Something in Common
I noticed Bella Thorne and I are both form Florida and moved away. I don't remember what, but some things were in common. I know how she "makes it." 1st, you do something incredible that no one else can achieve. After that, you take a break and take watcha really want! She was in a TV show and she had to memorize soo much and with dances most episodes and isn't even an official dancer so must be something! It was so much fun to watch. I saw her in several movies in theaters after, and she had small main roles surrounded by other "stars." I think she went back to work, but I don't know if she will be in theaters in a more main role or a show starring herself.
What's different I'm wondering is that I want to live in glory in a way that was painful again but more organized and such. I wonder if she needed a break from the TV show before doing more things but after she graduated from high school.
What's different I'm wondering is that I want to live in glory in a way that was painful again but more organized and such. I wonder if she needed a break from the TV show before doing more things but after she graduated from high school.
I know the way to go.
You have to have white hair but be that mental case school drop out passive aggressive female.
You can count me out.
I see people are concerned about being treated nicely like a daughter, but there are such nice people older than me who people who could be my parents might be rather young to be all theirs. So, I have 1 point there.
Hocus Pocus (1993)
Everyone loves this. It has Bette Midler, too, who I also like in Gypsy (1993) with a lotta catchy/popular tunes. Everyone else prefers the little girl in Hocus Pocus as far as why they like this film. I find myself in the same boat.
Did you feel like a little princess when you were a little girl? because in this movie the little girl reminds me of people I know who are younger than me.
Did you feel like a little princess when you were a little girl? because in this movie the little girl reminds me of people I know who are younger than me.
The Theory of "One?"
People think when they see people like Tim Burton as an animator of stop motion that everyone should be the only one like that.
When they see people like Johnny Depp, they think they should be the only one all about him all the time.
I think these things are strange. I honestly don't want my life to *all be in a box*. I like a world full of more than a single point of a single thing. This is one way of looking at how I function and like it. What about things like you could be a classical artist? That's something different. It's not that you can't do arts and crafts.
When they see people like Johnny Depp, they think they should be the only one all about him all the time.
I think these things are strange. I honestly don't want my life to *all be in a box*. I like a world full of more than a single point of a single thing. This is one way of looking at how I function and like it. What about things like you could be a classical artist? That's something different. It's not that you can't do arts and crafts.
Matilda (1996)
It reminds me of the A Little Princess (1995.) Which one are you comfortable with?..
Highlight for Spoilers:
A Little Princess - a girl being reunited with her blood father after a war
Matilda - a girl at the end becomes adopted by her teacher and spends more time with her than she would with her blood parents
The actors are both sweet. A Little Princess is 2 years older than me, and Matilda is a year younger than me. The actresses are similar in many ways. I wonder how old their mom is. I guess people with older moms seem younger cuz they are babied more. I wonder if that's wrong. I wonder if they don't like it in that way.
I have an older dad considering my age. I feel like he and others try to act like I'm infantile in stupid ways, to "take care" of me. How cheap! I also find myself in messes, like my room and how possessions and important things have developed. It looks sorta cool, but I was hoping for it to be more artsy and complete. I go out in the house, and it is not something I want to like it looking like a warehouse. I want an escape. Like, when I was like a toddler or little kid I didn't have anything to do or look forward to. I mean, I had more time before I started school to learn to do chores, but then I wasn't given the opportunity. Later, I was tired from life and not enough money for food and things.
Highlight for Spoilers:
A Little Princess - a girl being reunited with her blood father after a war
Matilda - a girl at the end becomes adopted by her teacher and spends more time with her than she would with her blood parents
The actors are both sweet. A Little Princess is 2 years older than me, and Matilda is a year younger than me. The actresses are similar in many ways. I wonder how old their mom is. I guess people with older moms seem younger cuz they are babied more. I wonder if that's wrong. I wonder if they don't like it in that way.
I have an older dad considering my age. I feel like he and others try to act like I'm infantile in stupid ways, to "take care" of me. How cheap! I also find myself in messes, like my room and how possessions and important things have developed. It looks sorta cool, but I was hoping for it to be more artsy and complete. I go out in the house, and it is not something I want to like it looking like a warehouse. I want an escape. Like, when I was like a toddler or little kid I didn't have anything to do or look forward to. I mean, I had more time before I started school to learn to do chores, but then I wasn't given the opportunity. Later, I was tired from life and not enough money for food and things.
Too Late?
It seems too late to get to know about the other countries in Europe and the rest of the world because they've all grown up and married. You'd have had to have been smart and gone online and posted there around year 2000 or the late 1990s. Maybe, you'd become accomplished plus famous somehow / as a celebrity of some sort.
I'm also relearning values, normal manners, etc., from the English takeover that made us all too close and carefree in bad ways.
I'm also relearning values, normal manners, etc., from the English takeover that made us all too close and carefree in bad ways.
Some Pointers/Ideas
(1) People and Their Relationships
(A) Notice when people get along with those they like the most in certain ways because of complimentary personalities and personal preferences.
(B) Do not push people into unpleasantness in relationships, but remember to also respect them in having relationships they really would like.
(2) Respect others who have built themselves up as somebody known to others.
(A) Notice when people get along with those they like the most in certain ways because of complimentary personalities and personal preferences.
(B) Do not push people into unpleasantness in relationships, but remember to also respect them in having relationships they really would like.
(2) Respect others who have built themselves up as somebody known to others.
When you get pizza..
what do you get if you get dessert?
Cinnamon, chocolate chip pie, or a full brownie? I like the chocolate chip pie too much. Maybe, I should get a brownie this time. It has chocolate chips, too.
I just had some rice crispy treats. I like the M&M ones better than coco treats.
I had like a couple last night and 3 this morning. The M&M ones are gone!
Cinnamon, chocolate chip pie, or a full brownie? I like the chocolate chip pie too much. Maybe, I should get a brownie this time. It has chocolate chips, too.
I just had some rice crispy treats. I like the M&M ones better than coco treats.
I had like a couple last night and 3 this morning. The M&M ones are gone!
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