Sunday, January 24, 2016
Saturday, January 23, 2016
Picked On
I still feel picked on. I am such a nice person, but people find me who don't know me and "use" me.
The Ultimate Mistake
The ultimate mistake is to say in the end I don't get what I got in life.
Mind all the little things you do/say against me manifesting in some problem.
Mind all the little things you do/say against me manifesting in some problem.
Did you notice..
Did you notice people heave like they're saying, "Well, okay!" in a friendly yet introverted way like they're bubbling or puffing out, when someone else has taken the brunt of blame for life's challenges?.. like they're the savior?
Stealing Our Dream
People my age had a dream, some of us at least.
Did you ever see men born in the later 1950s going around acting like it has to be it for their little princess like their fair-weathered claim on how good older dads's girls had it?
I never have to ask for anything, like to be approved of. Now, people experimenting on me are making people not accept me. I found it "repulsive" how people demanded attention of others. They are just messing with nature.
Did you ever see men born in the later 1950s going around acting like it has to be it for their little princess like their fair-weathered claim on how good older dads's girls had it?
I never have to ask for anything, like to be approved of. Now, people experimenting on me are making people not accept me. I found it "repulsive" how people demanded attention of others. They are just messing with nature.
Friday, January 22, 2016
A Problem
They took from what was ours and gave it to a higher generation just to solve a problem.
Do you hear how they get excited in such a weird way, can you sense it? I don't even wanna do that. I will not submit to people born in the *1950s, traitors! *1960s, sick!
*Sorry, not sure what floats your boat. I think I've hurt people's feelings about the truth.
Do you hear how they get excited in such a weird way, can you sense it? I don't even wanna do that. I will not submit to people born in the *1950s, traitors! *1960s, sick!
*Sorry, not sure what floats your boat. I think I've hurt people's feelings about the truth.
Perverted "Kids" Today
Anyone like 5 years or younger than me think, "We know all about what you said/think. You're never anything, you're never interesting, you did nothing!"
Automatically Thrown in the Fire by Gut Instinct
"You don't 'have it,' Christina!!"
If you're born in my generation you are.
If you're born in my generation you are.
A "Future"
A BS in Business Administration on the Communications side sounds good. I can work anywhere and do anything. I can work on my arts/music and getting famous, still, too.
Office Accounting I
Office Accounting II Using QuickBooks Pro
Business Communication
Travel Study in Business
Human Resources Management
Human Resources Recruitment and Staffing
Human Resources Compensation and Benefits Administration
Introduction to Human Resources Management Law and Regulations
General Studies
Introduction to Oral Communication
Humanities General Education course
Intermediate Algebra
Social Science General Education course
I will be automatically accepted into UCF.
I just need a note from my therapist for financial aid telling of my situation being mentally ill and withdrawing from too many classes. Also, I will get disability benefits, like testing alone.
Office Accounting I
Office Accounting II Using QuickBooks Pro
Business Communication
Travel Study in Business
Human Resources Management
Human Resources Recruitment and Staffing
Human Resources Compensation and Benefits Administration
Introduction to Human Resources Management Law and Regulations
General Studies
Introduction to Oral Communication
Humanities General Education course
Intermediate Algebra
Social Science General Education course
I will be automatically accepted into UCF.
I just need a note from my therapist for financial aid telling of my situation being mentally ill and withdrawing from too many classes. Also, I will get disability benefits, like testing alone.
Distance
I bet my dad believed I just wanted to be a robot and excel as much as I could in something that's hard and that if I want to meet people I have to just talk to him like I haven't already.
Lies
I'm not from where my dad is from. I know he used to be too distant. He can't be all the get up now and act like he can track me and correct me, like I'm him.
He does it in his attitude, and he yells threatening to throw me outta the house if I mention something like it or try to get into this kinda stuff.
I don't think my parents got dirt on me. I think my mom started to get onto me when I started looking more white. It made me catch on and act the same way back without thinking, but I feel I got into secret trouble. If my dad is responsible, I'd say it's because he's from here and doesn't give a c*** no matter how good I am that I slave away at homework, pretending it's cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese/Asian or that it's mixed race that does it. I already spent about as much time as you can working on the piling busywork and became Valedictorian as a kid. It's the road that leads to nowhere.
He does it in his attitude, and he yells threatening to throw me outta the house if I mention something like it or try to get into this kinda stuff.
I don't think my parents got dirt on me. I think my mom started to get onto me when I started looking more white. It made me catch on and act the same way back without thinking, but I feel I got into secret trouble. If my dad is responsible, I'd say it's because he's from here and doesn't give a c*** no matter how good I am that I slave away at homework, pretending it's cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese/Asian or that it's mixed race that does it. I already spent about as much time as you can working on the piling busywork and became Valedictorian as a kid. It's the road that leads to nowhere.
"Kids!"
People are pushing me to be with people 5 years older than me even if I don't want to at the time, while they have a solution to have all the "kids" go to people who are cool, like Late Boomers.
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