New Picture of Me

Post Update

link (about "war")

*I'm not sure where your mind is, but I mean it might be a reason to fight, for instance, Native American indians.  I'm not trying to make things up, just stating a fact.

What's Important

Well, I think it's important to find out what people really want.

Who's Got the Time!

Why do people want to take my time if I'm so different yet supposedly unpopular/unimportant/disposable?

I mean why does it come from me?  I don't see others weaving such a web.  I didn't grow up to do this.

"Time"

I find that it's probably emotional load or something else.  There is enough time for different things, but some people have obligations.  I should only offer up time for others but don't mean take away all mine.

Dilemma

So, everyone can get along, but some people want to be the only #1.  I don't think anyone is alone there.  I'm not out to beat others.  I do "be" in my little hole like I'm worth s***.

Suppressed Racism

Imagine someone racist against Asians supposedly having as much European worth as Southern Europeans in the face of an Asian (looking at an Asian.)

I guess the person would end up finding an Asian admitting they are wrong! and yes very mad and probably a bit schizophrenic.

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Racist or Anti-Racist

Racists do exist, and I think it seems like most people claim they don't! 

Well, I figured it out.

Everyone else is out of the picture.  People are simply out to get me.  It doesn't affect others negatively what I do.

Inside Out @ Church Tomorrow

Highlight for slight spoilers:

"I think Fear is cute.

I own a purse and the doll Disgust it so happens and plan to bring them to show off what's good!"

Resting Race

I know I am being taken advantage of.

I might have a little Italian or some other Southern European.

I am 1/2 Asian, and it's fine in a way for me.

I just saw people resting a fact on me that this was based on race and Southern European trumps Asian, but that's not true!  People seem to fight *wars over this fact.  It's something that helps people who feel they are "normal" racially whatever their race may be counter the bad intents other races/ethnicities may have, bad things to them regardless of whose race whose is.  I'd rather be another race than simply not exist or die or be tortured too much.  I am very anti-racist, but people just assume everyone is when they're not.  Bingo.

*I'm not sure where your mind is, but I mean it might be a reason to fight, for instance, Native American indians.  I'm not trying to make things up, just stating a fact.

Ellen

I wanna watch but this turned into a ruined week.  I started to watch a 2nd episode earlier but left to go to the bathroom and went to bed.  Another day, I was up all night going to the bathroom each hour and threw up.  I am watching a movie at church tomorrow so may postpone and watch Ellen late Sunday.

From Before - The Ellen DeGeneres Show

Brielle Milla was adorable, the little girl who knows all the elements on the periodic table.  I started majoring in Chemistry Pre-Med for Psychiatric Research once.

Elton John was awesome, love him so much!  Love The Lion King, a true legend he is.

Being "Nice"

Do you know people who are ultra nice to you just to take what's yours?  Is it that hard?!

"Do you love me??"

Do people like me for "me" or the art/music I've made??

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Do you have any real friends?

People who don't abandon you and ultimately think you're good d**d? 

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Re: Should I go to Law school or medical school?

Law School Politics

or

Med School Psychiatry Research

I think you need to go to a school where you really concentrate on your craft. Like a BS or something as opposed to a BA, where you'd end up in Human Services or something. 

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Re: Abortion Groups

They said all the hate of people talking at the height of their might wasting time just blabbing nonsense for attention about stupid things like abortion and who knows what else is what caused things like 911, Columbine, etc. to happen. 

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Re: Just finished watching "Inside Out"

Yes, we're seeing it at church on Friday, too. I saw it twice in theaters, once with my mom. I give it a 10. Tho, it seemed pretty basic. It's only one movie, tho. I mean, there were good points but not much elaboration emotionally and artistically. I recall it being more factual and statistical. 

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Abortion Groups

I think I just joined one making a trip to a place I used to live. I went to a meeting I found out from it with someone from where I lived somewhere else.

However, I feel I am rejected, even if I were sorry, for saying this group is ill to me thinking I will get together like twice a week to talk about Abortion.

I learned somehow that people say problems come from too much blab about abortion. They blame 911 on that.