There was a brunette named Christina who loved to dive into the creek. She was 14 and high-spirited and ready for marriage.
She laughed and played.
She ran into Abby, a dirty blonde.. It was the most happy meeting. She wa only 9..
Then, a little girl who was about 7 came up crying. A teacher who was 34 came and picked her up and wondered. What was wrong? Christina piped in, "I think she's depressed.." and shook her head. She was ignored.
"I know," said the teacher, I mean woman..
Then, it got dark. Christina went by the water and came up close to the woman she had met, who had honey hair under her bonnet. The woman put her arm around her, and Christina smiled and looked off. She gripped her hand.
Saturday, December 13, 2014
Story
There was a girl named Trucy. She had white hair and blue eyes. She was 4. Her mother had black hair and brown eyes and white skin, and she was 13. There was no father. Trucy was finally old enough to explore the world herself. She made it big, everyone loved her. Her mother, whose name was Benny, decided to go off on her own, as children tended not to need their parents. She thought about her daughter, and she wondered why her own daughter, being who she was, would want white hair. There was another little girl who looked more like her, and she also had white hair. She stopped wondering. She sat on the bank and stuck her toes in the water. She eventually took off her dress and got in. She didn't really want to be in there, so soon she climbed out. She changed her clothes and decided to go berry picking. She never remembered being a little girl, but she knew that she loved berry picking. She went to see how everyone else was doing. There was a girl named Ruby with red curly hair and sparkling green eyes dancing round and round. A girl named Lily with white bunny hair and light blue cross-eyed rabbit eyes was dancing with her. Ruby bounced and bent over. They were having the best times. Being a pirate, Benny was interested. She went over to the food and began to eat her fill. She decided to leave and it was dark out and people were about socializing. She sat by the bay with some others around. She was in a green riding sorta dress. She didn't miss anyone. Some cute boys were nearby, and she sighed. So, a lady who was 30 came up to her and put her arm around her who knew her as a witch. Benny sunk in and let her hug her. She knew she was depressed. She talked with her, and they took a walk, which she did not do often with others ever it seemed. She held onto her hand as they both walked along. Benny began crying to herself, and the lady, who had honey hair picked her up and comforted her.
Happy Thoughts
It looks like that girl is making it, in a way, but at the expense of her manners. Why not fix that?
How Bad It Looks
Well, someone has said something. You all increase your meanness by doing what others do to me. You all are so .. so ..
You have to think about it. Just because people like me does not mean I live with this girl. Like to pay a price on getting attention given to me. That's not even how it works.
You can be nice to someone, but you put them on top of me. I'm not a babysitter, LOL. You don't want me to make her look bad? What about me? I'm talking about what replaced my life at present.
You have to think about it. Just because people like me does not mean I live with this girl. Like to pay a price on getting attention given to me. That's not even how it works.
You can be nice to someone, but you put them on top of me. I'm not a babysitter, LOL. You don't want me to make her look bad? What about me? I'm talking about what replaced my life at present.
So, remind me again..
..why popular people think of this certain girl every time they think of me.. what if it happened to the people who do this?
Wait, it doesn't technically happen at every thing that happens.
Wait, it doesn't technically happen at every thing that happens.
TV
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
It was nice. Ashton was cute. I liked the dancer from Canada, the young girl, with her choreographer. The 2 ladies playing the game was fun. Their prizes were nice.
It was nice. Ashton was cute. I liked the dancer from Canada, the young girl, with her choreographer. The 2 ladies playing the game was fun. Their prizes were nice.
Figured Something Out
People like kids cuz they aren't defiant to being cute and inspired like teenagers.
TV
I was in the audience of Ellen.
It was not quite like the 1st time. I liked how she seemed to look at me/us.
I might share more later.
It was not quite like the 1st time. I liked how she seemed to look at me/us.
I might share more later.
Things Still Cool Since 2005??
Why are people finding fault in me ever? Why do people protect me by making me feel or look unattractive?
Are you uncool among a crowd of people? Are people claiming you never reached out when you did and they don't seem to listen to you like you say anything at all ever?
Are people mad at you for the mistakes they made, themselves? with others? trying to unglorify you so-to-speak and get in your way cuz they got nothing to do from scratch, gotta use a host victim to spray the blood so-to-speak, LOL?? Like, they have nothing to do to ask for forgiveness to the people they're wronged so use you as a tool to insult you and say the other person's better but just by comparison? I've always tried to be nice to everyone and need to know in a civilized way if all my life is with anyone is like this, well with a lotta people who get close possibly it's seeming. I don't think it's so much that I did anything to them specifically. It's just that people want to see me be brought down and others raised up in some made up triumph over another being me. I get the underdogs as friends. Others bask in social glory by birthright. It is important that people get attention. But I'm "not cool" with people now, for some reason getting all the problems from others, like I did the bad things they were thought to have ended up doing now when I just haven't myself. I ain't putting up with prejudice and racism. I should know when it's time to go, true, but so would everyone if they matter. Know when to let others have some attention. I seem to have friends in the "darndest" places. My life needs to become more of a life, tho, other than sitting at home. I'm just like infamous with the popular. Like, people are making fun of me like I'm not perfect and like I think I am. They are in a strange mindset. Like that 1 person has to be at the top and if it ever is me I am to be brought down to be made fun of.
I never got to a point. I just feel I can't even change. I can't do some physical activity like a kid it feels. I'll be dedicating most of my money to singing lessons in order to sell a CD hopefully to make lots from the skills I have. I am more skilled at singing than people think and than others. I'm on a diet, finally, too. I didn't realize it had to be so darned strict. My dad says performers are like that.
Apologies for my messed up thinking in a relatively newly original topic. I just wanted to say that I'm not really thought to be cool with things is all. I don't get in the way of people getting attention. I hope I don't. Do I need some? Either that in a good way or to have my, like, time alone in good productivity and pleasure. Which will involve seeking out attention from one of a variety other source. Is the question, "How can I be cool, like in all ways?" What did I do to anyone? Like, growing up, my little cousin was treated like she was always in big trouble. People think my life was manufactured to get to the top and that it's mean, that my being good is to get attention I shouldn't get but for no good reason to think that. Probably racism and plain old jealousy and prejudice. People give me attention, and I deal with my life, disgusted at others for not making things work out right, which seems to be entering my life. Why should I be in trouble for people getting upset at others and people thinking I was selfish to think I was good and deserved anything for being good? Etc.. That makes no sense. It's like they don't want you to show off or something or they are goofs who don't work hard nor act normally. I mean no offense to anyone in particular. I hope not.. that's not nice to do. You talk like about people in general.
Okay, for now I hope that's okay, setting the fertilizer of a topic.
It might not seem right to talk about my relatives, but I don't mean to like share secrets they would have. Maybe, what I said wasn't perfect, tho. Sorry if that comes up that way. You could tell me on my Facebook. Thanks! And thanks for reading! It wasn't such a big topic, but as you right, things get solved and are interesting, like a book.
Are you uncool among a crowd of people? Are people claiming you never reached out when you did and they don't seem to listen to you like you say anything at all ever?
Are people mad at you for the mistakes they made, themselves? with others? trying to unglorify you so-to-speak and get in your way cuz they got nothing to do from scratch, gotta use a host victim to spray the blood so-to-speak, LOL?? Like, they have nothing to do to ask for forgiveness to the people they're wronged so use you as a tool to insult you and say the other person's better but just by comparison? I've always tried to be nice to everyone and need to know in a civilized way if all my life is with anyone is like this, well with a lotta people who get close possibly it's seeming. I don't think it's so much that I did anything to them specifically. It's just that people want to see me be brought down and others raised up in some made up triumph over another being me. I get the underdogs as friends. Others bask in social glory by birthright. It is important that people get attention. But I'm "not cool" with people now, for some reason getting all the problems from others, like I did the bad things they were thought to have ended up doing now when I just haven't myself. I ain't putting up with prejudice and racism. I should know when it's time to go, true, but so would everyone if they matter. Know when to let others have some attention. I seem to have friends in the "darndest" places. My life needs to become more of a life, tho, other than sitting at home. I'm just like infamous with the popular. Like, people are making fun of me like I'm not perfect and like I think I am. They are in a strange mindset. Like that 1 person has to be at the top and if it ever is me I am to be brought down to be made fun of.
I never got to a point. I just feel I can't even change. I can't do some physical activity like a kid it feels. I'll be dedicating most of my money to singing lessons in order to sell a CD hopefully to make lots from the skills I have. I am more skilled at singing than people think and than others. I'm on a diet, finally, too. I didn't realize it had to be so darned strict. My dad says performers are like that.
Apologies for my messed up thinking in a relatively newly original topic. I just wanted to say that I'm not really thought to be cool with things is all. I don't get in the way of people getting attention. I hope I don't. Do I need some? Either that in a good way or to have my, like, time alone in good productivity and pleasure. Which will involve seeking out attention from one of a variety other source. Is the question, "How can I be cool, like in all ways?" What did I do to anyone? Like, growing up, my little cousin was treated like she was always in big trouble. People think my life was manufactured to get to the top and that it's mean, that my being good is to get attention I shouldn't get but for no good reason to think that. Probably racism and plain old jealousy and prejudice. People give me attention, and I deal with my life, disgusted at others for not making things work out right, which seems to be entering my life. Why should I be in trouble for people getting upset at others and people thinking I was selfish to think I was good and deserved anything for being good? Etc.. That makes no sense. It's like they don't want you to show off or something or they are goofs who don't work hard nor act normally. I mean no offense to anyone in particular. I hope not.. that's not nice to do. You talk like about people in general.
Okay, for now I hope that's okay, setting the fertilizer of a topic.
It might not seem right to talk about my relatives, but I don't mean to like share secrets they would have. Maybe, what I said wasn't perfect, tho. Sorry if that comes up that way. You could tell me on my Facebook. Thanks! And thanks for reading! It wasn't such a big topic, but as you right, things get solved and are interesting, like a book.
Open for You
Did you ever think if you wanted, someone would be there for you online?
Are you just sitting waiting? For anything at all? To be cool with you??
As for someone, I meant like say you looked up someone you liked online. Would they be there for you? Or are you already crossed off that person's list for any reason? Does anyone in your area even ever show an interest in you that's online? Does anyone actually talk to you other than Dad or Mom??? And Grandparent/s? How are they doing, these days?.. things are still cool????
Is there anyone online who will talk to you on your Facebook? Anyone friend you via Twitter?? Huh???? Or is it just a chat for one day or competing against you for attention from someone you all Tweet to who may be famous partly?
Bottom line, has your reputation been jeopardized in any hopes of meeting anyone within the time span of your social life? Do you really have any current friends? Do you have your whole graduating class there for you or anyone at all from it?
Are you just sitting waiting? For anything at all? To be cool with you??
As for someone, I meant like say you looked up someone you liked online. Would they be there for you? Or are you already crossed off that person's list for any reason? Does anyone in your area even ever show an interest in you that's online? Does anyone actually talk to you other than Dad or Mom??? And Grandparent/s? How are they doing, these days?.. things are still cool????
Is there anyone online who will talk to you on your Facebook? Anyone friend you via Twitter?? Huh???? Or is it just a chat for one day or competing against you for attention from someone you all Tweet to who may be famous partly?
Bottom line, has your reputation been jeopardized in any hopes of meeting anyone within the time span of your social life? Do you really have any current friends? Do you have your whole graduating class there for you or anyone at all from it?
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