"Chill"

I "just chill."  I like this.

Or "take a chill pill."  Heard of that?  I am not sure all where from.  People would often say, "Just chillin'," but I never thought it sounded like "children" 'til right now.

AHA!

I could never figure out how karaoke channels remained online.  Facebok iLike had more songs than them.

The only reason to sing..

..w/o a license is that you didn't know you could get one and have experienced people at some point who lie in the business and that could change everything for you and be unfair.  You could keep asking, but they might all just guess I think with things of that nature.. didn't know there was an answer, licensing.

What's Up

So, I'm getting a license to perform Andrew Lloyd Webber songs online.  I'll be the only one who knows about getting licenses!

Actually, I have to wait 2 days.  I didn't exactly ask anything, yet.  It was a confusing form with stars on the parts to fill out.

I won't get paid for it.  I can't afford to pay anything.  It's all going to singing lessons.  I had to give up buying food at Disney World and bring my own, bus fare still $4.50.

I wanna work maybe at Starbucks, but I have to work for 6 months.  It would look bad on my resume if I feel up to that capability and quit.  I could tell them I am a singer and see if they like me, anyway, but that could ruin my chance.  Also, it's 4 hours a day.  I wanna be the one to make the coffee.  I just don't wanna use a cash register.

You can go

wacko all over the place, but I'm remaining still.

TV

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

She seemed to be in a good mood.  The people she saw were so happy to see her.  The guy she talked to was neat.  The musician was cute, too.  I especially liked the violinist.

TV

They have a group of cute kids on violin!  It tingles from me an attraction.. I did violin class a year.  It'd be need to bring out musicians like this.  I could inspire musicality.  They are so lovely.  I think it's a whole band.  Kids.  Well, teens, too.  Band rehearsals can be hours.  It's interesting to find out the good way..  I wonder if I should start thinking of an instrument for when I'm more settled and taken care of.  Singing is my focus cuz I am 28 and need it if I ever want to sing, and I mean I got into that passion, too.  I didn't know much about music until I got a little older.

TV

Celtic Woman was just on again.  Now, there is an ensemble playing "Rolling in the Deep" with a more classical base but more subdued and melodic.

Out Tomorrow

I'm getting special transportation to my therapist.  The problem is at the end they could come an hour late.  Out from like 9:30-2.  5 hours is ridiculous for a 1 hour visit.  Bus is fun.

I wanna watch Ellen, but my head feels like tired.  I might watch it in the morning.

Did you know Celtic Woman was on tonight?

Nite soon/now.

Lost Weight

I am 147.4 pounds!  I was 150 before.  I'm dieting.  I guess the food was processed and used.  Oh yea, I said that, already!  I just feel I look like a glob with a big double chin.  I also need to get healthy.  I think my psych meds made me get diabetes.  If you keep getting it, you get sick and die.  Like, you lose eyesight, get in a coma, get tremors.  I was supposed to get on shots early.  Instead, I have an extra pill.  I need to change the psych meds and find an anger management group, instead.  I can get off if I want, need another psychiatrist.

Hey!

I was thinking of how lucky I was to get to do what I do, to put on socks and to go about my day.

I do things that make me feel I don't deserve it.

Just had my 1st lesson.

She was encouraging and a year older, smart like my brunette Russian teacher!  She can produce.  I wanted CD, perform, and Broadway.

Next week bring 2 contrasting pieces.  Or dunno @ the contrasting.  Maybe Nessun Dorma and The Phantom of the Opera.

I told her in the end I want to be like Sarah Brightman.  We did 2 Xmas songs I know and 1 didn't much.  She is so nice!

I felt like I was in the grade school choir again!  I feel so smart..  I appreciate so much.  I can click so well living here so long.

Lunch

Breakfast graham crackers and pb and 2 eggs

Veggie salad and unsweetened tea

So refreshed

Thanksgiving @ home

I need to make more salads.  I like oil on them.  And more unsweetened tea.  I have Lipton packeeges.

If I have tomatos, I like them chopped finely.

I need a health cookbook speecifically.

Facebook

Gone

Gone all day.  Don't know when I'll be back.  Taking a trial voice lesson.  It's interesting they teach pros, I heard.  This one should know classical, classical-crossover, and Broadway..  :)

New Picture of Me

Imgur

Nite

Update

I deleted a lot of images from my Imgur.

Modern Life

Did you know there are real people in Miami?

Exciting

It's really all very exciting Sarah Brightman is going into outer space.  1 more thing in this world to do than to sing.