I said no.

My dad is not better.

You don't even care.

I'm compared to my dad's sisters cuz he's a boy.  I'm not compared to my mom cuz she is probably all Chinese or something.

Why do you waste my time?  How do I know what you're doing is bad?  Sure, I don't mind a conversation, but it's not the kind of thing..

Can't think of what else to say, don't want to waste time, neither.  :|  This conversation was a rude onstart to think.  Most people wouldn't do that.  I guess it's just "different."  It's an attempt to annoy me and take my time so I have none, it feels.  It feels like someone hacked into my home and can say whatever they want.  Why would you ask me a question you know the answer to?  I don't have that kind of time.

Problem

Now, Ellen has people on IMDb thinking "they know the real story."  I did hope to learn from him as a dad and have and sometimes or in most ways supersede him musically, so it seems, so maybe I got somewhere dedicating so much of my life to music.

IMDb - The Soapbox

They won't stop giving me secret messages.

They keep poking at me when I ignore it.

Problem

I just got the message even if I get a college degree, I will never match my dad, which isn't true in grade school.

It was just by putting an ad on my computer mail.

I don't look up to my dad.  I look down on what he does.  True, he's in business, but that's simply not what I do.

He doesn't have things to start a conversation with me.

Why am I putting up with this bugging me?

How could you trash an institution

for a mad man?

Problem

I just got the warning on IMDb and am not sure why, maybe an old topic.  I don't like how it is associated with my dad's plunder on me for no reason and in annoyance.

Why do people feel comforted about

either black or white hair?  They are different.

Don't get me wrong.

Johnny Depp is a nice man.  I just feel the content of which he comments is controversial.

I'm listening to an instrumental version

of Free Willy now..

How did

telling Johnny Depp he was like a black man help him be more white?

A Look at the Early 1990s

The Little Mermaid (1980s)
Beauty and the Beast
Beethoven (the dog movie)
Free Willy
Aladdin
The Lion King

They stopped 2D animation with a black hero Disney movie, as well.

If everyone wants to be the same thing

no one will be happy.

I miss the early 1990s.

"The Lion Sleeps Tonight" reminds me of "The Lion King," but there was no Robin Williams in that.  That was Elton John's music.

Have I been bad?  I hope not.  Then, people won't care what I say now.  :/

Credited for Saying I'm Bad

People do that.  Apparently, I'm being analyzed as a bad person, when everyone always said I was good before I started trying to post online good things and smart things.

Problem

Is someone trying to come out and tell me I did something?

Another Good Singer

link

They are being sarcastic.

Major Problem

So, I woke up and my dad came down the hallway.  People in the experiment told him when I was coming out..  I left the TV on, and I guess it made my walking really annoying.  I came in the room and juggled the fact if I could stop walking like that I'd get in trouble anyway, which would be worse for some reason, for thinking of the terms "nigger" and "piece of shit" again.  Also, I wasn't trying to walk that way, so I was just shocked by the whole thing and walking again into the presence of my dad.  I was going for the kitchen, which is hearing of the living area they were in.  I changed it to that I was upset at someone else.  I didn't want to hurt anyone so didn't bother thinking about that cuz that's what I do.

Now, my dad did numerous some big symbols of like maybe he's carrying and caressing me between my legs.  I don't even go out and let him touch me and don't like going out and hugging him.  He won't stop it seems.  He's vicious about "touching" me..


I cannot now seem to get rid of some feelings in a certain spot.  I am appalled by my dad in many ways now and want to start making my way out of their life.  Unfortunately, I may not get off the pills until I am alone..

I see no reason my dad thinks he can naturally abuse me mentally|***-related ways like this.  He thinks that's his aim in life, though he is mean to me racially.  It wasn't his 1st concern, though.  He left life with nothing, and then this is what he thought he could do.  This is what he thought was important, making my life hard socially, too, in the house.

Don't be too hard on the man, but it is hurtful.

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