A Life Full of Regrets

My biggest mistake was in 3rd grade not practicing with the other girls who weren't moving and interested in cheerleading.

I lost my next chance when I decided not to do it in 6th grade. We moved, and there cheerleading began in 7th grade. I made my next big mistake then. Then not actually going to the dance team tryouts for high school. I made flag team, but this friend didn't make it too who was older and things were never the same at that school after the beginning. I would had been doing this 2nd year, flag team, if I stayed. It's just too much if there's no one there to watch me on Fridays and look for me. Dance and cheer are no easier. I wish now I just wanted to have fun.

I may look forward to doing theater as a major at a community college, but dance just isn't the same. I know it will be okay with me because I'm from Florida. Looking at teams today, I think I have to make it if I have nothing big wrong.

My priority is to get better so I feel more like I did before I moved to the New Orleans area. I still wish I did what I still wish I did. I know I can make it on all these teams. I feel somewhat blessed to have experience with baton. I was Twirler of the Year my 2nd year and was leading younger kids my 2nd year.

Like I can catch those moments where I'm more awake and ready to figure things out. My safe bet is to take one theater course, Acting I, at a community college. I could go to the other one and take dance, though, dance and modern. I have to wait until the beginning of the 2010-2011 year. So my big debate is just on if I should do theater or dance because I'm not starting with both.

Why would someone be mad in a wrong way in the first place?

Red

Before I also was stuck with the initial red.  I told my dad I won't shave it off this time, too.  Now it is bleached and may have to be redyed after I try the stuff to take out this color.  We wasted then would be hovering around $50 for nothing.  Just because I didn't know how bad it was to do it yourself.  My dad cuts my hair, too.

Removing the Hair Dye

It didn't work well on my hair.  Wal-Mart here sells those things in the hair dye aisle, on the middle top shelf, that gets rid of hair dye.  It has a picture of a few women and says what it does.

So I have on my Halloween hat, but it didn't work on all of my hair, just on the top mostly with some tint on the other parts.

going 2 the movies

2 c hereafter

Natural Hair

Too bad I got rid of the ones that show hair that's not black and brown.  It started out with blonde highlights from the sun.  Then, I had strawberry hair smooth on black slightly frizzy underneath.

Dying My Hair Again Tomorrow

I have bleached it before.  I have to bleach my black hair and see if the blonde works.

149.6

going 2 work out

and dye my hair

146.8

I lost all this within a short period of time, like overnight.

I lost weight.

Now, I am down to 147.2.  Before I was around a little over 150.

Still Sick

lying in bed

I wonder if I should go to bed.

jogging

working out with my dad at home later

Eating With My Fam

I'm just cooking rice waiting for it to eat with the orange chicken.

All thru high school

I went to ballet once a week though I wanted more.

If you were wondering about my parents

My dad's birthday is July 25, 1950, and my mom's is the 23rd 1959.

I'm losing my double chin.

I did all the weight machines and then did elliptical and treadmill for 20 minutes each.  I came home and jogged some.

Also it's fun my dad does the bike and I'm too sore to sit there long.

I just got done in the laundry.

I feel a bit sore and tired from working out. I did all the dishes already.

Am I the latest person to be a theater major?

I strangely, hearing the theater auditions, wanted to do that second to music.  Something happened and Hurricane Katrina came.  Now I am 24 and trying to think clearly again since I was like 19.