Once there was a girl named Crystalla. She had straight blonde hair like fields of wheat and blue eyes like orbs of water. She was ballpark 20 years old.
Crystallah was technically parentless. She shared her abode with a family of several mothers and fathers, who practiced magic! She stayed with some other youth.
•There was a girl with curly red hair and green eyes named Ruby. Her hair was really red. She was 26 years old.
•There was a 22 year old boy with mousy blonde hair and green eyes. His name was Robert.
•Another girl there was Abby, who had white hair and baby blue eyes and who was 30 years old.
Crystallah was sad, depressed, and alone in her room, as usual. One of the mothers came in when she was sitting on the floor and grabbed her by the sides of her hips, sad down, and held her in her arms, one at the bottom and the other one was at the top. She held her close, as she began to sob. Her name was Joanna.
Joanna brought her downstairs with the adults where she could sit on her lap. Joanna was 40 years old.
When the babies were asleep, Joanna had sex with a man. Crystallah would never have sex with a man. The others were an enigma sexually speaking.
Finally, it was time to go on the caravan to the festival, which mainly was cool for its tunnel of love and scary rides. Not much to do there for Crystallah.
They made camp halfway. They were surrounded by fire to protect them when they slept. A little girl age 10 was scared and woke Crystallah up. She picked her up and woke up Joanna. A man shoo'd the wolf away.
They arrived at the festival and Crystallah enjoyed the tunnel of love. She was too agitated to go on the ferriswheel.
They went back home. Crystallah was in a yellow dress by the lake with a few younger girls and perfectly in harmony.
It was time to wait on the bay for a ship, and it was near Christmas.
Crystallah sat alone and Joanna came to comfort her.
Finally, they saw the boat arrive. They got on. They arrived at a cultural place int the woods and lived there happily for awhile.
Crystalla left and they don't really age. She took care of some children in a family. In the end, she left for Africa where she studied the beauty of life!
Not really the end cuz I tell this story all the time.
Saturday, November 19, 2016
Just Doing
What if I had to work to stimulate my own self to get thru while the other world has successfully done that for others?
"Rambling"
I am so upset I had appointments this week and things. I got back from vacation and had 1 good day to recuperate and did not ever get around to chores. I hate having mental health issues. I'm out for Tuesday, too. So, 2 nights I was watching concerts, actually. I don't really mind. I have a few clothes left.
I'm sick of Late Boomers always acting like everything is about them being cute and stimulated and get everything else tho they do just that and others don't.
I got some cool groceries, love my new purse with a drawstring and real leather that almost seems glittery, $125, from another special trip to the holy city or rather old city of the US.
Oh, and I really enjoyed seeing my spiritual counselor at church this week, got showered and ready for it and rode the bus.
I'm sick of Late Boomers always acting like everything is about them being cute and stimulated and get everything else tho they do just that and others don't.
I got some cool groceries, love my new purse with a drawstring and real leather that almost seems glittery, $125, from another special trip to the holy city or rather old city of the US.
Oh, and I really enjoyed seeing my spiritual counselor at church this week, got showered and ready for it and rode the bus.
Hurry! Hurry!
Why would someone care so much and be excited right away about how a famous person feels but have people skip over another for 10 years or like since and until forever?
Friday, November 18, 2016
I know the plan.
By being mean to normal people, people later say because they were mean to that person that they should take from all I've accomplished and give it to them. That makes no sense.
Thursday, November 17, 2016
You got your wish!
Dude got his crowd to bow down, what more does he ask for? it's a dream galore. Wish you were young again? That it were the hippie days again?
*tumbleweed*
Some people are "stubborn" and self-absorbed and do not want to take command over that which they hold power.
Am I "worth" anything, as a person?
Someone thinks they "have" to hurt me and can come in in private and ruin it for me.
ðŸ˜
ðŸ˜
Funny
In the world of people, actually I don't matter, tho other people do. I see it flash before me. Well, I matter to people, too, but I haven't been able to make myself feel comfortable. I care about other people, but people think no big whoop.
What I Found There
I saw my psychiatrist and had a revelation revealed to me. Supposedly, us "kids" went thru life making it, but we had adults in our lives and now all people wanna know about is the adults and drop us grown kids.
Changing
No one cares about what I did anymore and just turning people into me. So, bad people, who are racially superior, don't feel bad about being shit. They say it is unfair I earned.
Good morning!
I am going somewhere this morning and this evening!
Tomorrow, I go somewhere at night I think!
And Saturday.
Church Sunday.
Tomorrow, I go somewhere at night I think!
And Saturday.
Church Sunday.
Wednesday, November 16, 2016
I didn't get it. Come again?
My dad thinks he lives like a fart cuz he and my mom are already too important.
What do I mean? Their worth? No, no, no, NO! Like, they live like life is a warehouse without even the neon lights. "Florida is a parking lot." Yea! "I saw the sign!"
What do I mean? Their worth? No, no, no, NO! Like, they live like life is a warehouse without even the neon lights. "Florida is a parking lot." Yea! "I saw the sign!"
Thought Bubbles
I forget.
But, like, what is wrong with me being interested in other people than my dad and also suggesting concerning eyes?
Before I left home, I already was around other people.
But, like, what is wrong with me being interested in other people than my dad and also suggesting concerning eyes?
Before I left home, I already was around other people.
Update - Interesting/Important Things, About Me
Eyes:
•appears primarily brown but blue on the green side
•appears primarily brown but blue on the green side
Smorgasbord
I don't care if there is an endless array of possibilities of a certain shade of the human eyes.
"Get Outta Town!"
I don't need people who don't know what they're doing messing with the world like Hitler like I need to have browner eyes and everyone else bluer.
An Enigma
I feel like Ellen DeGeneres just keeps hurting me like she has to, does it by accident, or is quaintly clumsy.
Question
Are you still thinking I'm as old as my dad, older than my mom, and something else I forgot?
My Race
I'm not shit. People put a halt to my progress in life for race with supposed behavior suggested.
Oxymorons
People in Orlando pee all over you emotionally, can't stand up. You see them more plainly and they think they got you and you're stupid and need them.
Anyway
I don't have a real problem with Ellen DeGeneres in sitting down and being cooperative socially like she is.
Before
I always thought to not come in contact with Ellen DeGeneres and my pastor. They made a move on me and now they have conditions in which I am lost.
I'm alive, so I talk about life.
What do you think of how people don't have to think about things that people in high places do that are strange? but they do other weird things.
How It All Went By
Everything comes to you in a confused frenzy.
You start dance later than 2 or 3 and you're outta luck.
Other opportunities may hit, and you will be too confused to think of things other than in your subconscious, worse than an animal with instincts.
Finally, there's high school grades! to worry about and "getting into college" or getting scholarships and "full rides" with even being paid to study!
You start dance later than 2 or 3 and you're outta luck.
Other opportunities may hit, and you will be too confused to think of things other than in your subconscious, worse than an animal with instincts.
Finally, there's high school grades! to worry about and "getting into college" or getting scholarships and "full rides" with even being paid to study!
Figuring Out
There weren't any hamburger buns, but I had peanut butter and jam on bread.
I thought some and finally figured it out.
I can't figure some things. I forget what else I was gonna say.
I thought some and finally figured it out.
I can't figure some things. I forget what else I was gonna say.
Dysfunctional
I don't know why.
I was thinking of at least cooking a hamburger or finding some snack.
I was thinking of at least cooking a hamburger or finding some snack.
Feeling Down
I can't seem to satisfy myself appropriately. I was just lying in bed. I get put off when I leave the house or something, as well. Would you call this an interference of my schedule? I am tired of dealing with things all the time that people make up to keep me busy just meditating like I'm not ready.
Lost It
I don't wanna be around people I don't wanna just because someone else was stolen from me.
I can't function. I have to crank myself up. People keep putting me down.
I can't function. I have to crank myself up. People keep putting me down.
"All About Me"
People have gone and plowed their way into thinking, "It's all about Late Boomers/me, and no one else deserves to have anything." You may see it as justice being done, but it's not. I don't know who would 100% fess up to supporting this. No one should do something like this to others if it's unnecessary.
Too Few Normal People
People are pretending/thinking I am bad because I do things that a lotta bad people don't do who are just mad about their lives. Like, it's weird or too forward to admit the truth, to them, cuz what would the truth say?
Tuesday, November 15, 2016
Nite!
👽
I'm going somewhere tomorrow morning/afternoon!
I can't wait to get to laundry and tidying up.
I am leaving "Light Classical" music on tonight to keep me straight.
WDYD (What did you do?)
Are you more a New Orleans girl or New Orleans suburb girl?— Christina Barrett (@XinaAnnJoanna) November 15, 2016
I'm from FL beaches + Slidell. I later met others from + studied in New Orleans. https://t.co/MeHSAE5IWl
Did you do ^the program^?
Height
If it's the thing to be 5'6", why did I not/yet reach that height?
And why is everybody's mother like 5'2" or under 5'? They have something bad planned.
I figured once a girl reaches 6' she has no one to feel she's looking up to. There are other issues, like being lanky or plain old big. 5'6" is a good height for girls in the US, but I know English girls think a solid figure with a height that is considered lanky in the US is good. They are always busy drinking tea and maybe having cakes.
And why is everybody's mother like 5'2" or under 5'? They have something bad planned.
I figured once a girl reaches 6' she has no one to feel she's looking up to. There are other issues, like being lanky or plain old big. 5'6" is a good height for girls in the US, but I know English girls think a solid figure with a height that is considered lanky in the US is good. They are always busy drinking tea and maybe having cakes.
Hello?
I'm here. Who cares if I'm not born in 1997/1998.
I've had terrible things happen and not happen to me.
I've had terrible things happen and not happen to me.
If I weren't in the arts..
..or things of that nature, I would either be in biotechnology laboratory or making weapons for the Marines of mass destruction.
I was born, but I wasn't born in 1997/1998.
So, you only had kids born in 1997 and 1998 to give them comfort in the world and endless love.
I'm not so bad after all.
Even good people in Orlando think they have to do bad things because it flows. That's something that's not to be believed in.
Monday, November 14, 2016
Dreams
Do you know people who supposedly can live out their dreams they had instilled in them very little? I am livin' that dream.
Kids Worth It
Have you ever seen a pretty baby or happy child? Everyone just says, "Oh, it's the mom that made then do it."
Can't Get Around
People think that people around my age when a teenager were only worth it if they were bad and overly outgoing and bubbly. They think the well-behaved people were just nothing.
Things Going as Planned
I made it thru the day.
I woke up and had breakfast, jogged, had lunch, showered, and then I had my free time .. supper, a walk with music, shower, here I am.
Tomorrow is cleaning after traveling, after the jogging etc.
I woke up and had breakfast, jogged, had lunch, showered, and then I had my free time .. supper, a walk with music, shower, here I am.
Tomorrow is cleaning after traveling, after the jogging etc.
Ba-a-a-d (Bad)
I was always on my toes and worried when I thought of someone not having it so good with their family. I'm sick of worrying about others.
Ba-a-a-d (Bad)
They keep saying I'm bad now so others are good and saying since I am bad that anything bad that happened to them is my fault. You can't pretend and come around and blame me, when things were okay before with me and I didn't do anything wrong. I'm not even really bad.
"Hold on!"
So, because of my age, I am worse in either way, from either being too old or too young. That makes no sense. I think they are really giving quality time to people born around 1997/1998, if it's any of my business.
Cooking
I've, like, locked myself in my room a lot for a long time. I prepare food but nothing fancy for reasons. I am gonna make Cheesy Chicken and Vegetable Casserole. I used to watch cooking contests etc. This looks good, mixing a little cheese and butter in Bisquick.
Sunday, November 13, 2016
My Tale
I was gonna jog in the mornings and maybe evenings and exercise, but I started going to church in the mornings. Now, I'm turning back the clock.
Pointless
Why do people put on a stubborn front about giving me pleasure who are older than me? I used to talk about older and younger people as a child and say I wish I knew someone older, but they think because I looked like my little brother (who is attractive actually) in a way rather than as a girl after he was born that I'm some snot-nosed brat girl cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese and not always that attractive like others. Is this just people getting their back at me? I think it's gone too far.
What'd'ya'druther? (What would you rather?)
Would you rather be stimulated or not?
Follow others's orders or not follow others's orders?
Follow others's orders or not follow others's orders?
A Good Question to Figure Out
Why is it considered right to overly stimulate some people and not others for no explained reason? It is probably to "punish" others or something else wrong.
Saturday, November 12, 2016
Shopping on Vacation
I got a $125 purse on sale from $180. It's leather and glittery with a drawstring.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)