Monday, November 14, 2016

Kids Worth It

Have you ever seen a pretty baby or happy child?  Everyone just says, "Oh, it's the mom that made then do it."

Can't Get Around

People think that people around my age when a teenager were only worth it if they were bad and overly outgoing and bubbly.  They think the well-behaved people were just nothing.

Things Going as Planned

I made it thru the day.

I woke up and had breakfast, jogged, had lunch, showered, and then I had my free time .. supper, a walk with music, shower, here I am.

Tomorrow is cleaning after traveling, after the jogging etc.

Nite soon maybe.

10 PM, not bad.

Ba-a-a-d (Bad)

I was always on my toes and worried when I thought of someone not having it so good with their family.  I'm sick of worrying about others.

Ba-a-a-d (Bad)

They keep saying I'm bad now so others are good and saying since I am bad that anything bad that happened to them is my fault.  You can't pretend and come around and blame me, when things were okay before with me and I didn't do anything wrong.  I'm not even really bad.

"Hold on!"

So, because of my age, I am worse in either way, from either being too old or too young.  That makes no sense.  I think they are really giving quality time to people born around 1997/1998, if it's any of my business.

Cooking

I've, like, locked myself in my room a lot for a long time.  I prepare food but nothing fancy for reasons.  I am gonna make Cheesy Chicken and Vegetable Casserole.  I used to watch cooking contests etc.  This looks good, mixing a little cheese and butter in Bisquick.

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Nite!

Dawn of the Planet of the Apes was on when I turned on the TV.  It's so dim here.

Sunday, November 13, 2016

Update

my site

"Scroll down to see all 3 galleries of photos."

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My Tale

I was gonna jog in the mornings and maybe evenings and exercise, but I started going to church in the mornings.  Now, I'm turning back the clock.

Update

Facebook 2

Where I Lived

Saint Augustine, FL - 1995-1998

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My Trip to St. Augustine

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Good night, lovies!

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A Good Idea

What if we switched back places with some things that never happened, for me?

More Pleasure

Did people feel pleasure when people told me to bow down to others?

Edit

I edited my last post.

Pointless

Why do people put on a stubborn front about giving me pleasure who are older than me?  I used to talk about older and younger people as a child and say I wish I knew someone older, but they think because I looked like my little brother (who is attractive actually) in a way rather than as a girl after he was born that I'm some snot-nosed brat girl cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese and not always that attractive like others.  Is this just people getting their back at me?  I think it's gone too far.

What'd'ya'druther? (What would you rather?)

Would you rather be stimulated or not?

Follow others's orders or not follow others's orders?

A Good Question to Figure Out

Why is it considered right to overly stimulate some people and not others for no explained reason?  It is probably to "punish" others or something else wrong.

Saturday, November 12, 2016

Shopping on Vacation

I got a $125 purse on sale from $180.  It's leather and glittery with a drawstring.

On My Vacation

Had a great day!  Looking forward to an even bigger day tomorrow!

Nite!

Friday, November 11, 2016

Do you ever feel

people aren't treating you like you?

cont.

Well, leaving the school system unprepared has some things in common with such things, like you're just riding into death someday without accomplishing anything.  Everything, all hope and happiness is gone.  It's like you've been disappearing and are wandering around amid the flames and shadows.

I'm sorry

do pills and "suicide" excite people?  You know, the mental hospitals and all that?  The school system?  The Autistic art that represents it?

"The Sweet Escape"

Do you know anyone who is happy to escape because their mom is popular?

"Up in There, up in There, Ya'll Goin' Make Me Lose My Cool.."

I know people who are smug, unwelcoming, and stubborn.

You think they are good people.  Then, you find they set their caliber too high as far as who they'll not sneer at goes, relationships closer and not closer.  Yea, I'll just "sneer" at you.

It's tragic to see people not accepting others, even if they bow down to you.  They aren't even bossy to you.  They just want your guidance or something.  It's been said.

"Ya'll goin' make me act a fool.."

Update

I added that my violin teacher is Polish.

Thursday, November 10, 2016

Good night!

I'm going to bed and tomorrow finish with my bath things and my tech stuff.

tuh more uh (Tomorrow)

vacation begins!

Why

would you people go against me and take it out on who you vote for as President?

"I knew it!" "I knew it all along!"

I knew since Mitt Romney, it'd be hard to get a good President after Obama.

Who's President

No pointing fingers.  We don't want another 911.

I realize that the media didn't seem to worry much who was President cuz they don't have an influence supposedly.

Bounce the Blame

In Pirates of the Caribbean 3, highlight for spoilers: at the beginning they hang people.  I know that's them saying Tim Burton is mad, initially at people who fight about his film Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, but moreover people who's lives were messed up by how others are messing up their lives cuza this movie.  Tim Burton is scared to accept people fully because of race and finds other problems like what I mentioned.  I didn't say anything wrong, but that's what he did.  I'm not a sarcastic person.

Nite!

Well, good night!  Night, Hillary Clinton!

I have to fold laundry and iron and pack tomorrow!  Have somewhere to go in the afternoon/evening.

I figured out someone's problem.

People I know are racist to them.

They are pretending some aura surrounds me that is mean from my subconscious and I don't know what's been "literally" been going on.  That makes no sense.

A Way to Go

Is it better to come out in some end or be in some process?  There is only 1 way to go, and that's up.

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

Update

New Facebook

Did you know..

..if I post something about love it means something bad?

Did you know..

..people say you can't grow and be how you like cuz they had an early encounter?

"That's your choice."

if you don't wanna be a part of something cool of some generations.

Leftovers!

Do you wanna be what's not leftover when all is said and done?

"Do something to help."

Are you really helping someone I know?  I didn't ruin their lives, but people act like I did by some aura about me that seems to consume things via my subconscious.  Heck, I bet other people wouldn't mind doing that to me if they didn't already.

It seems like the thing to do, at least people who hurt me.  It's like all of a sudden I'm bad.  If I'm bad, it might not mean I was bad to that person.  I am not bad, tho.

Concerning the title of my post, I bet some people would even suggest the opposite in that my idea of helping must be bothersome.  I know people have issues concerning me.  I am not digging in their lives, tho, cuz I can't.  They don't want help or don't talk to me.

How I Roll

I could a little let myself go and feel something weird, but I chose not to.

I used to have a strong period until this medicine.  It still isn't heavy again.

Feeling Good?

Do you want people you look up to to act more like little kids sometimes cuz that makes it better for how they treat you? or are you human and realize it's not 1 + 1 = 2.  It does not equal a straight line.  I think people should have what they want.  I don't really have a lot of things I want emotionally and even with many people thruout my life relationshipwise.  I still go on.  I don't make a big deal out of nothing.

My mom wants me to sing in lessons again.

Violin is my goal now, and I figured I could take piano to study more classical literature at a critical age tho I am old enough to be a pro and ballet to help with confidence.  I will still sing myself.

I think my friends told my mom to have me sing cuz I sang for them, Nessun Dorma.

New Shoes

My 2 old pairs of cheap sneakers have holes, so I got another cheap pair for working out when I get to the hotel on my vacation.

Out

Going for a walk with music.

Politics

I wonder how you get into it.

This is different having George Bush II + Obama for 16 years.  Now, we have a pink guy.  I think Obama won both times for being black.  Usually, we seem to get pink guys for things, back in the day.

Question

Why do I have these haters out there, haters + people who don't care if Hillary loses?

Winning

Does it even matter if Johnny Depp won many awards or not?

All have good intentions?

People think I haven't been schooled.

Temporary Blog

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Hillary

A lotta people "didn't want Hillary to win," actually.  Thanks, a lot.

Haters, I can see it, now.

Well

What's interesting?

Hillary

I think she didn't win cuz guys wanna guy.

Pirates of the Caribbean

I'm watching it.  The child Elizabeth Swann since she is a child is so "clean" looking.

My New Political Party Again

Far-Leftist Republican as opposed to just Far-Leftist

Hillary

The world wasn't ready for you.

I need to make things

Trump-friendly etc.

Upset

So, I was looking forward to what she could do, like Obama.

I didn't vote for George Bush II, but he became my favorite President.

I didn't vote for Obama 1st term but liked him.  You know?  People just don't know.  It's amazing Obama and Hillary made it how they did.  I know now then I didn't see the light.

Made Fun Of

I bet even by Hillary fans themselves.

Lackadaisical Support

Hillary couldn't have been President?  She could've.

Also, now, they'll have something to think about.

So, I was right.

This will teach them.

Who's fault?

Too many people just thought things were going too good.  Trump supporters made it seem that way.

Hillary seemed closer to the US.  I knew all along it was a tough race and thought I heard she'd win for sure.  Guess I was right, she didn't.

Ugh!

I feel like the Titanic just sunk.

I can't really see why

Trump won.  I think cuz Hillary is a woman.  Some people aren't really that American, after all.

My President

I bet people think now they've elected my President, I'm the one who's gonna support.

Oxymoron

Some people supported Hillary, but they didn't instill that gift in the big picture.

I think..

..Hillary was too much a social icon.  I don't remember seeing Trump on Ellen.  I think Ellen was a good supporter of Hillary.  She won California, and I thought she had a chance again.

The World

People just don't care, just don't notice.

Inconvenience

Did you know that if someone offsets how you feel physically, you cannot submit and seem to have to fix it if you want it not to be too ruined?

So

don't blame me nor anyone vulnerable that I like or know.

Hilllary

What's important?  That people suck and I'm a supporter.

Why?

didn't Hillary "make it?"

I heard she was set to win.  It seems like no one, even Hillary supporters, wanted us to promote her more if we could.  Everyone was asleep.  Well, that proves America sucks.  She shoulda had an easy shot.  I don't get it.  I just know Trump supporters are prevalent.  That's funny cuz I haven't heard.  Everyone thought she'd make it.  Now, I have to sit here and watch them point fingers.  Other than that, I was worried Trump could win cuz I heard he had Florida and Pennsylvania.

Well..

I'm gonna lie down, have Sharks on.  I could fall asleep.  Congratulations on the entire Northeast, Hillary.

Yay!

Hillary got another state!

I wonder..

..if Hillary gets Pennsylvania back if she will still win tho Florida went to Trump.  It was tight here, too.

Plan

I just keep checking Michigan.

Don't look at me.

I'm not the one who's mad.

I'm putting on a friendly movie when I go to bed after I see if Hillary wins.

Ugh!

You know, I'm really tired of all this annoying election weird vehemence that people are all going crazy, foolish, and silly over.  They can't stop and think.  We don't know who we want in office.  It's a tight race between 2 people, and foolishly others think they're so smart to say they just don't like either of them nor pick what seems like a good choice for them then.  They sound gay or passive aggressive.  They seem to be hiding things, maybe.

Neither

candidate was a strong winner.

Well, Trump.

Are you gonna restore it to the glory of George Bush II?

Nothing wrong with the former 1st Lady.

Michigan, I'm watching.

Hillary might tip the vote.

Why..

Why are Trump voters so out of it?  It's like they're the secret service.  They probably all wanted to laugh at manipulating the government by being nasty to Hillary supporters.

What's this?

I thought people who send mixed messages are just kidding.  Apparently, not.  I wonder what kind of fanbase Trump has.  He probably catches the eye of the overly political.  I wonder which straw broke the camel's back.  I mean, he seems cool, but they just want to not let us have Hillary as our ruler.

Who campaigned..

..Trump?  He has the whole middle of the country.

I'm so disappointed.

Only introverts vote for Trump the Republican.

I don't see why they voted for him and not Hillary, seems like they just want to avoid Hillary.

Why wait until it's too late?

Why do people wait until it's too late to fix a problem they hide away from others via distraction from some part of their consciousness?

Even in the Home

I don't always feel as well here.  I'm rather distracted with my things.

Drugged and Distracted

Everyone tricked us and lethargically announced Hillary would win.

I have a funny feeling

Trump supporters don't know why they seem to dislike Hillary.

I knew Florida was at risk, tho.

Election Day

Did everyone have a bad day?

The Nature of Human Beings

I feel a lotta people are using me to act like I need to be punished a lot.

How People Are

Everyone seems on their heals and distracting to me.

They're just in a rush to bump you out as they go.

You can't seem to think but don't know you're not.

Tuesday, November 8, 2016

YES

My wish came true, a red shaded state blocked out as blue for Hillary!  I think she's gonna make it.

A Lotta Defiant Voters out There

Who deserves someone as much as Hillary?

*sigh*

I'm tired of being treated like a problem.

If the race is so tight

people who support people who definitely won't win could vote and sway it in one direction maybe.