Tuesday, November 8, 2016

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Things, About Me

Racial Preference:
100% White, Caucasian
Middle/Northern European

Hight: 5'3" + growing

Parents's Birthdays:
dad July 1950
mom July 1959

Grandparents's Birthday Estimates:
•dad's dad - 1920
•dad's mom - 1930
•mom's dad - 1930
•mom's mom - 1940

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Parents's Birthdays:
•dad July 1950
•mom July 1959

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Interesting/Important Things, About Me

Racial Preference: 100% White, Caucasian, + Middle/Northern European

Hight: 5'3" + growing

Parents's Birthdays: dad July 1950 + mom July 1959

Grandparents's Birthday Estimates:
•dad's dad - 1920
•dad's mom - 1930
•mom's dad - 1930
•mom's mom - 1940

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Racial Preference: 100% White, Caucasian, + Middle/Northern European

Hight: 5'3" + growing

Polls

I feel as tho Hillary hast lost, already, because she doesn't seem to have like 90% of the votes, more like half.  I guess everyone's not on the same page.  I hope she runs next time, too.  She is a vibrant woman, too.

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Being "Used"

People use me for reassurance thinking that I feel hurt by stupidity and unkindness is wrong.  They just keep prancing about, sighing, and buying their coffee.

Redeeming Factors

People keep acting like if I have to notice something's wrong that relates to them that they're innocent and nice to me when it was the opposite and they think I'm wrong and call me silly on the surface.

What makes you special and not like everyone else?

Flaws?

This isn't going to work out.

People think if a famous movie star appears that everyone else "literally" means nothing.

The English

Veruca Salt in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory is Swedish-English, and she seems to have followed what seemed right there, but now she's mad about it.

In Spice Girls, the one who is 1/2 black and I think 1/2 white looks like she was convinced to just be black.

"St-o-o-o-o-p!"

Why would I be bothered or even care or bother to notice if someone else felt something more than I did or in a different way?

Typical

In Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, when Charlie finds the money and goes into the shop, a blonde walks out and looks nervous like she's having puberty.

Why? An intelligent response, please.

Why in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory does Helena Bonham Carter seem to feel so badly?  I know she separated with Tim Burton.

Say it!

"Chocolate!"

"Tea!"

Is it a compliment for Americans to hear "English" or "German?"

I know..

Instead of always being told from Bambi by others, "If you don't have something nice to say, don't say anything, at all."

say..

"If all you have is irrational things to bring up, you don't have anything appropriate to notice, at all."



It's a problem, and that's what I said "on this here" blog.  No offense, obviously.  "I'm an innocent man."

Not pointing fingers, but people come up.  Not sure what the rest of you are doing in concern of this, like what people generally really secretly say about people.  I'm good, tho.

Remember..

..young people most wanted to marry Tim Burton? like they did Johnny Depp.

I always liked them a lot.  Johnny Depp, you can learn a thing or two from him.  Tim Burton is too far out for me in a way but I bet he'd find out interesting things about my similarities with him.

"If I could turn back time.."

If I went to college, I'd do:

•BM - Violin Performance with Flute as a secondary instrument
•BFA or minor - Dance (Ballet)

If I wasn't majoring in the arts:

•computer engineering for Marines - it says Combat Engineer (link - listed under Engineer etc.)

My dad was a Marine during the Vietnam War but didn't end up having to fight.

Time to Sleep, Again

I have things to do, laundry, violin practice, and exercise to look good on my trip.

Polls for President

Why does it seem like it was easier to re-elect Obama than it is to elect Hillary this time?

Orla Fallon



She is/was in the group Celtic Woman in Ireland and has a French maiden name.

cont.

People, like "his new parents," are nice to him no matter what.  Today, there is no excuse.

I'm watching Free Willy

and they just "understand" the "kid" committed crimes just because he was homeless.

Back

Whew!

OK

I'm up!

Monday, November 7, 2016

New Computer Background

Nite!

Excited about voting!  Like Germans and their football.  Or like the Olympics.

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I'm awake!

My mom cooked watery rice and I had fried chicken wings with it.

I'm eating 3 gooey chocolate peanut butter oatmeal cookies.  We always have Peter Pan peanut butter, maybe should use Reeses for desserts that have peanut butter.  I'm looking forward to Christmas, maybe I will cook the butter cookies with lots of homemade frosting and lotsa cookies!

The Little Prince is what I put on.  I liked this musical.  We read it in 12th grade in English V.  The book is excellent but originally French.

We read some black novels in high school it seems, written like a black person would talk.

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Bedtime

Okay, I'm going to bed!

Wrong Day

Voting day is tomorrow.

Voting Day!

I looked up like 50 other people to vote for different things.  I bumped into a sample ballot online.

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Voting Day!

I'm leaving at curfew.

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The Phantom of the Opera (2004)

I honestly think if I had a part it would be okay and there are a lotta girls who are good enough too!  I wonder about people who know it well from 1986.  They had the musical Cats come out on DVD when a lot of good dancers were too young to make it.  I wonder if there was one deciding factor.  Why can't we just keep making movies of it? at least on stage.  They did that with Les Miserables.

So, yea, I put it on now.  I was gonna go to bed but have been lingering.

Sunday, November 6, 2016

Still Up

I took a shower.  I haven't taken a full shower since Friday, I think.  I just realized it was Daylight Savings.

Well, nite!

Was enjoying some gooey oatmeal cookies.  Cowboys & Aliens is what I put on.  Clean room.  Have a pleasant one!

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Supper

For breakfast, I had a whole bagel with some kinda butter or something.

I forget lunch.  I woke up around noon.

I had Doritos and am eating beef Ramen noodles, pretty good for a pasta/bread group.

Usually, my mom cooks dinner, tho, or I get to eat takeout.

I'm not sure what I'll do later.  Maybe, I can make a salad and add some fats, oils, and sweets as a reward.  I'll get hungry.

Not Bowing Down

Who exactly am I to bow down to?

Such a Big Year

1969.  I saw it twice in movies today.  I know.  Late Boomers all in puberty.

You think I should shut up because I should supposedly get affection from them.  That's like telling me the opposite is true.

New Stuff

I got a keychain form Trolls.

I got a windbreaker at Wal-Mart for $10!  Just as I was hoping that's what I saw.  It's black with pink on the inside.

I got that backpack!  It's a lifetime guarantee.  If I get a new one it'll have lotta pockets and probably be more expensive.

Accomplished

I just finished mending my new backpack with lotsa pockets and am having a 4th gooey cookie.  I cleaned a lot of my room, too.

"Finding Fault in Others"

Do you know people who try to look good by finding fault in things you do that you did not see as a problem?

Also, why don't you listen to the title of this post?  It's overrated to me.  People go against this all the time with me.  Don't you people find some church to scramble to each weekend?

Today

I just made some chocolate peanut butter gooey oatmeal cookies!

I should clean my room now.

The Emporer's New Groove is on my TV!

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Halloween

I ate all the Reeses.  I bagged up all the mini Snickers.  1 more problem to deal with.  Got a lotta chocolate, tho.  Don't like Hershey's much but probably the syrup.

What do you like for dessert?

I like plain fudge, Reeses.  Buckeyes are my favorite.  They are mostly peanut butter.  Chocolate chip cookies, the oatmeal cookies made of peanut butter and oats and sometimes chocolate.

Nursery Rhymes

They used to be important to a person's childhood.

It seems today if people don't like something about one parent, they can just say they got it from "the other."  I feel I am different from both parents and am not sure the kind of nurseries my Asian mom had, but I like old-fashioned European things a lot.  That I like old-fashioned European things would be seen as impressive or normal, but now I feel people would say I'm nothing tho they don't care about anything.  They would say I don't deserve it and it's not for me and not for an okay cause of this.  They just think I'm bad.

Irish Catholic, what more could you want?

Isn't it more like German, Republican, Catholic?

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"The Emperor's 'New' Groove"

Some people are so dumbfounded at how intelligent this movie is that they forget to appreciate it.

So, who really rocks in heart, just anyone you're not jealous of for being good in school?

Offspring in the World!

It seems some people have reasons for not having kids that strike a nerve in other people of the world because it's because of people like them that it would be hard to have offspring if they wanted.

Mass is over!

I slept thru all the morning masses!

That's okay, I went last night.

I actually exercised again last night and hope I will again today and most every day do something.

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Good Night!

Went to church this evening, off again tomorrow at least for the early mass! where they sing the regular church songs of today.  Tonight was contemporary (which rotates with regular music with a cantor from the "volunteer" choir.)

I have Alice in Wonderland on to help me sleep.  I only have about 3 hours left to sleep.

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Saturday, November 5, 2016

Weird

I feel advised outta the Broadway gig and am trying for youth orchestra in January.

Breakfast

Delicious!

Eating Out

Breakfast

Friday, November 4, 2016

My Night and Tomorrow

Tomorrow, I go to a church workshop on personalities with breakfast and lunch provided.  I hang out somehow til mass (with a tablet,) then an outing with my mom.  I already have been to a workshop on this, but this one is the same system but a different meet.  The 1st one was not many people.  I hope this one goes well and I don't get into continued trouble with someone for no good reason the whole meet.  Now, that's ridiculous!  Maybe, if it happens I can ignore it.

So, now I put on Pete's Dragon where I left out and am going to try to sleep, which I seem to when I leave on the TV ..and I think it helps when I read, too.

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Thursday, November 3, 2016

Movie

I'm watching Balto II, a favorite of mine.

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Yay!

I'm about to go out!  Practicing on a real piano at a college and then eating at its cafe.  See you there!

Disgusted

People act like one of the 7 Wonders of the World is that I didn't admit to myself yet that I'm shit.

"Dishonesty"

Most people get mad at other people, these days as a new tactic, if you didn't know you did something wrong, and people used to always tell me how I was always right when I didn't necessarily need their support.

What's there to live for in a world of social barricades?

At times, it seems like we could live for a couple hours of glory in things like Disney princess films, but then it's back to social quarrel.  In the end, it's ugly and good people are blamed for reasons like ethnicity or lack thereof and other sensitive kinds of issues.

Disgusted

Why do people secretly say I'm in secret trouble?  That's gay.

Secret Games

Does Ellen DeGeneres live by secret rules?

No Sign of Stopping

I realize that older adults and people go around acting like no one is good enough.  People didn't usually play around with me like that and in fact rubbed in I must be perfect so am different.  I don't see, why if I supposedly know "in my heart" I'm alright that people are going around illuminating I'm bad and did bad things knowingly.

Question

Do you have people "there for you?"

Do you know why the world stinks?

White people let black people take over, but they still give us shit.

Just look on TV.  What kind of people do you see?  Mad fat white men and a surplus of dark people who are not dark in a good way.

People Who Won't Give Up

What do you think of people who keep talking like they're mimicking you like you're stupid or people who always have to have a smartass comeback?

Unaccepted

What do you think when people who don't accept you accept someone else? after you've been mistreated and they need everything so careful for them.

You're wrong!

Look at these selfish, unaccomplished people tearing down younger people like me and saying it's all about Late Boomers, like other people they tore down aren't accomplished.

Sinful People

I should not suffer a hidden, continuing expense of other people getting to sinfully feel pleasure and steal what could be my relationships.

What's in your heart?

Do you believe in your heart that I deserve to be treated badly like this and no one else does?

Also, do you believe it is only right for people to post on Twitter so they never talk about anything important like this?

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Wednesday, November 2, 2016

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Age: 30 years old
Birthday: May 20, 1986
Hight: 5'3"
Hair: wavy brunette/highlights
Eyes: brown / light greenish blue

Masquerade

Why do kids born around 1997/1998 with Late Boom parents act all weird like they're older but in the end "just get the candy?"

Looking on the Bright Side

Some ethnicities never lose hope for themselves and don't get mad at their mishaps / things that happen to them.

"Flipping Burgers"

Do you like it when someone you care about puts on a front and then it dies down but with your life taken from you?

Just Me

So, I'm special, huh, that no one feels comfortable being nice to me?  I was always told I was very nice growing up.  I didn't need anyone to tell me to know.  People treated me better in some critical ways before.  Whatever they think I am like with them in being bad they are wrong.

Salem Witch Trials, here in Orlando, FL

My church acts like we're all bad for wanting to go to church because we have an attractive pastor.

They had a complimentary mass today, but I ended up not attending.  I'm usually more involved and attentive.

Something in Common With Some People I Noticed

This was so funny to notice!  ..Telling other people they are all paying attention to you like you're in some tight/big emotional situation.

Music That Relaxes You

What do you think when you find a professional musician isn't all that different from you in some ways and overly stylistic of their instrument in others, which is actually something I like?

Hey, beginner's luck might not stay with you that long, right?

Musical Ensembles

What would the world do without band and orchestra in some of their grade schools?

1- It's what keeps them going strong and not to quit their instrument.
2- One day, like me, they will find themselves in some way on top of the world in opportunity, when they are an adult and it comes time to pick a college major.
3- They get to make fun of the people who storm group singing opportunities starting as adults but also find friendship in that they also have a snoot nose for their singing skills.
4- Let the conductor pull you along and you will achieve great things in great groups.
5- It's easy to make money if you chose training others, supposedly, even in grade school.
6- Hey, you can one day give "a good performance," at least, like a diligent child giving a recital performance.. maybe for you in the form of a solo, gig, or even like the college recital.

Facebook

I found something.

I can audition to sing some new and some newly repeated Broadway songs, time lasting November-January.  So far, nearly 100 people plan to attend!  It's near where I live.

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I could use an opportunity like this, but it is for younger people.

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