Thursday, November 3, 2016
"Dishonesty"
Most people get mad at other people, these days as a new tactic, if you didn't know you did something wrong, and people used to always tell me how I was always right when I didn't necessarily need their support.
What's there to live for in a world of social barricades?
At times, it seems like we could live for a couple hours of glory in things like Disney princess films, but then it's back to social quarrel. In the end, it's ugly and good people are blamed for reasons like ethnicity or lack thereof and other sensitive kinds of issues.
No Sign of Stopping
I realize that older adults and people go around acting like no one is good enough. People didn't usually play around with me like that and in fact rubbed in I must be perfect so am different. I don't see, why if I supposedly know "in my heart" I'm alright that people are going around illuminating I'm bad and did bad things knowingly.
Do you know why the world stinks?
White people let black people take over, but they still give us shit.
Just look on TV. What kind of people do you see? Mad fat white men and a surplus of dark people who are not dark in a good way.
Just look on TV. What kind of people do you see? Mad fat white men and a surplus of dark people who are not dark in a good way.
People Who Won't Give Up
What do you think of people who keep talking like they're mimicking you like you're stupid or people who always have to have a smartass comeback?
Unaccepted
What do you think when people who don't accept you accept someone else? after you've been mistreated and they need everything so careful for them.
You're wrong!
Look at these selfish, unaccomplished people tearing down younger people like me and saying it's all about Late Boomers, like other people they tore down aren't accomplished.
Sinful People
I should not suffer a hidden, continuing expense of other people getting to sinfully feel pleasure and steal what could be my relationships.
What's in your heart?
Do you believe in your heart that I deserve to be treated badly like this and no one else does?
Also, do you believe it is only right for people to post on Twitter so they never talk about anything important like this?
Also, do you believe it is only right for people to post on Twitter so they never talk about anything important like this?
Wednesday, November 2, 2016
Masquerade
Why do kids born around 1997/1998 with Late Boom parents act all weird like they're older but in the end "just get the candy?"
Looking on the Bright Side
Some ethnicities never lose hope for themselves and don't get mad at their mishaps / things that happen to them.
"Flipping Burgers"
Do you like it when someone you care about puts on a front and then it dies down but with your life taken from you?
Salem Witch Trials, here in Orlando, FL
My church acts like we're all bad for wanting to go to church because we have an attractive pastor.
They had a complimentary mass today, but I ended up not attending. I'm usually more involved and attentive.
They had a complimentary mass today, but I ended up not attending. I'm usually more involved and attentive.
Something in Common With Some People I Noticed
This was so funny to notice! ..Telling other people they are all paying attention to you like you're in some tight/big emotional situation.
Music That Relaxes You
What do you think when you find a professional musician isn't all that different from you in some ways and overly stylistic of their instrument in others, which is actually something I like?
Hey, beginner's luck might not stay with you that long, right?
Hey, beginner's luck might not stay with you that long, right?
Musical Ensembles
What would the world do without band and orchestra in some of their grade schools?
1- It's what keeps them going strong and not to quit their instrument.
2- One day, like me, they will find themselves in some way on top of the world in opportunity, when they are an adult and it comes time to pick a college major.
3- They get to make fun of the people who storm group singing opportunities starting as adults but also find friendship in that they also have a snoot nose for their singing skills.
4- Let the conductor pull you along and you will achieve great things in great groups.
5- It's easy to make money if you chose training others, supposedly, even in grade school.
6- Hey, you can one day give "a good performance," at least, like a diligent child giving a recital performance.. maybe for you in the form of a solo, gig, or even like the college recital.
1- It's what keeps them going strong and not to quit their instrument.
2- One day, like me, they will find themselves in some way on top of the world in opportunity, when they are an adult and it comes time to pick a college major.
3- They get to make fun of the people who storm group singing opportunities starting as adults but also find friendship in that they also have a snoot nose for their singing skills.
4- Let the conductor pull you along and you will achieve great things in great groups.
5- It's easy to make money if you chose training others, supposedly, even in grade school.
6- Hey, you can one day give "a good performance," at least, like a diligent child giving a recital performance.. maybe for you in the form of a solo, gig, or even like the college recital.
Tuesday, November 1, 2016
Being White in Good Ways as Opposed to Asian
Of course, I wasn't saying that I do Asian things to people but that I just like being white in good ways.
Me and Race
I feel I am just whatever the positive description of white is. I am surprised when people treat me otherwise, whether or not they know what my race is.
Sometimes in the End
Sometimes, in the end, many are not your friend and you realize everyone is on the prowl for people who are not all white technically.
Lost in a Whirl of Sin
Some people are so emotionally scarred they don't know what's right and wrong when they get pangs of jealousy for others.
Sometimes, only one team of people suffers the blemishes of others, and no one gets it.
Sometimes, only one team of people suffers the blemishes of others, and no one gets it.
Problematic Jealousy
What do you think of people with personal problems who smile at everyone but one person who they are jealous of over all, just itching to get in and ruin their life? Like that's their plan for making a point in life. It seems like a lot of people do it.
"Getting Carried Away"
Who's idea was this?
I just saw a commercial with a guy who reminded me of my dad in a bad way, and then I saw a woman who looked tacky in that way, also not much outward love/excitement and didn't show the whole person. I saw an Asian baby, and they showed the word "no" in a phrase.
I am not my dad more than I am anyone else. My hair isn't even like his, and neither are his sisters's! We are different. Except, his sisters don't have to deal with this. I don't know if there is anything especially wrong with my dad. He might deal with problems in life, but I don't know that he's impossible. Why make fun of my dad when you don't make fun of certain others?
I don't know who was most annoying in this commercial, the *oblivious writers or the attuned narrator. It's some annoying thing from L.A.I bet.
You know, people don't blame my dad but say my side from him is a mistake it seems, like they pretend they are better just to make themselves feel okay. My mom's race is the whole reason I am turned down. People think badly of me but are soft about my parents, like they are holding them at bay to serve them at some point in a sinful way. I never said I had issues seeing my parents with other people and we aren't crazy concerning that! People are just making up problems, while their own lives are the only thing that matters to them.
*oblivious - not aware of or not concerned about what is happening around one. (link)
I just saw a commercial with a guy who reminded me of my dad in a bad way, and then I saw a woman who looked tacky in that way, also not much outward love/excitement and didn't show the whole person. I saw an Asian baby, and they showed the word "no" in a phrase.
I am not my dad more than I am anyone else. My hair isn't even like his, and neither are his sisters's! We are different. Except, his sisters don't have to deal with this. I don't know if there is anything especially wrong with my dad. He might deal with problems in life, but I don't know that he's impossible. Why make fun of my dad when you don't make fun of certain others?
I don't know who was most annoying in this commercial, the *oblivious writers or the attuned narrator. It's some annoying thing from L.A.I bet.
You know, people don't blame my dad but say my side from him is a mistake it seems, like they pretend they are better just to make themselves feel okay. My mom's race is the whole reason I am turned down. People think badly of me but are soft about my parents, like they are holding them at bay to serve them at some point in a sinful way. I never said I had issues seeing my parents with other people and we aren't crazy concerning that! People are just making up problems, while their own lives are the only thing that matters to them.
*oblivious - not aware of or not concerned about what is happening around one. (link)
Generation Prejudice
Prejudiced Late Boomer adults, along with everyone else, by default ruin the lives of people who aren't born around 1997/1998 without Late Boom parents. They just wait for someone else to come along who is born around 1997/1998 with Late Boom parents. There's nothing to do.
"Just say something!"
A lot of times, tho people who are like Ellen DeGeneres might think, "All you have to do is say something (and it'll be okay,)" it doesn't really achieve an end. Where and how do you say such things suggested? Most people ignore problems by default cuz it's probably a prejudice that can't be fought in the day.
The White Race?
I just wanted to say I'm so happy about my race! Isn't that what keeps everyone going?
Like, you know, I don't usually admit to being Asian cuz it's like being part Native American indian or half black.
Like, you know, I don't usually admit to being Asian cuz it's like being part Native American indian or half black.
"Leave your baggage at the door."
Some moms are upset about their children but are mad if other people can't stand them.
Abandoned/Banished From Having Good Friends
Do you know about people my age with really big noses, who act bashful about it? I feel everyone else is knocked out if their noses aren't good in their opinion. People who are older like them around more. It's like no one else counts.
Abandoned/Banished From Having Good Friends
People out there are staring me down like I'm nothing and like they proved it cuz nothing happened when they stared me down.
They think my family "makes it happen" and rip me apart concerning things like my weight.
Don't those other people mean something without me around, tho?
They think my family "makes it happen" and rip me apart concerning things like my weight.
Don't those other people mean something without me around, tho?
Hard to Find Someone?
You don't know how much you prefer certain kinds of people until you have life experiences and can see into them and make them an attractive icon to you.
"Outta Contro'" ("Out of Control")
Some people just flail about hurting everyone thinking it's necessary nature that has to happen and is not caused.
Discrimination
People are pretending I'm not good enough cuza who my parents are and what year I was born, tho I am like offspring age to such people. I don't do that. That makes no sense. People had to do it. It didn't just come.
I have to learn to forget and seek escape.
Why are people acting like I have no hope, that people are controlling my life?
Racial Disappointment
Do you know people who deal with anger from other ethnic groups not accepting them, struggling not to get mad at the other ethnic groups? The only thing that pacifies all these people is saying at least I can have whatever Christina Barrett has that she likes in this life instead.
Strange to notice, Middle/Northern Europeans look more like they have the facial structure in a certain way as black people with the details of intensity like a monkey stretched over. However, Southern Europeans seem to have blank faces. Middle Easterners seem to pray for hope for humanity, and Asians are respectful and cultural in certain ways.
Blessings to all races.
Strange to notice, Middle/Northern Europeans look more like they have the facial structure in a certain way as black people with the details of intensity like a monkey stretched over. However, Southern Europeans seem to have blank faces. Middle Easterners seem to pray for hope for humanity, and Asians are respectful and cultural in certain ways.
Blessings to all races.
Monday, October 31, 2016
Social Stealing
Do you know different people who are often brought up just to take from other socially? They make some excuse for them and people like them not getting enough attention and blame others of all kinds and not themselves.
Did you know..
..Ellen DeGeneres and Sean Hayes are both gay and may have a little Austrian plus German and maybe significant Irish?
"The Big Picture"
Do you know people who calculate what they do and in the end the picture shows them dissing others for sinful reasons and having a blast with that person's friends instead?
"Who's in charge?"
Do you know people who abandon you and sinfully "pleasure" and socially distract your other relationships? Pleasure is good and is to be felt by all, but there is sinful pleasure, which does not mean more pleasure.
Not acting your age
Do you know people who act old to be treated like a baby and steal from others socially?
Must go to bed.
Very tired. And on Halloween? I had a blast. I ate Indian food at someone's house for a little get together in the evening and night. I came home as usual and jammed.
Losing Friends
I have fallen below the par because of this.
I am sorry if I did anything wrong in my life.
I am sorry if I did anything wrong in my life.
What's really interesting?
Are Generation Z interesting? Yes, to follow their babylike ways and nurture them.
"What's the story from A to Z
You gotta listen to me
Listen carefully"
-Spice Girls
"What's the story from A to Z
You gotta listen to me
Listen carefully"
-Spice Girls
"Some People"
are just too lazy to fix their own lives and sometimes act happy with who they are so people will like them.
Something to Offer
Why are people cancelling people out?
I didn't live life like building blocks. I must be misdiagnosed.
I knew I had problems, but it seems like everyone has. I just didn't have, like, a perfectly neat and such of a house with everything I need to succeed laid out. Not a lotta people seem to have by these standards.
You seem uncomfortable and snapping at me, some people. They are intent to say I am not built up, that there was some way for me to escape and go back and be someone else, and that's all I am. It's too late, they say. I don't think the French do that.
Help! I am being brutally attacked by this. People are jealous of me.
I didn't live life like building blocks. I must be misdiagnosed.
I knew I had problems, but it seems like everyone has. I just didn't have, like, a perfectly neat and such of a house with everything I need to succeed laid out. Not a lotta people seem to have by these standards.
You seem uncomfortable and snapping at me, some people. They are intent to say I am not built up, that there was some way for me to escape and go back and be someone else, and that's all I am. It's too late, they say. I don't think the French do that.
Help! I am being brutally attacked by this. People are jealous of me.
Not good enough?
You won't find anyone perfect, and they'll all escape you before you know it, then!
Did you notice what happened?
As we make room for the next generation of "kids" to shine, older young adults back off, but Late Boomers would then "still have it." This is just like cruelty to animals born at a certain age or era. It might have to do with "addictions" of luckier ones that people create for them. (Interesting?)
The answer is not to be mean to nice people who are lucky, tho.
The answer is not to be mean to nice people who are lucky, tho.
Sunday, October 30, 2016
Late Boomers can do whatever they want!
Just because what they want coincides with their generation does not mean they cannot have it. They let other people have it, too.
Everyone "Getting Down"
Why do people think it is time to get down! with people my age and when they are mean to me in a funny way it's okay but when I'm a bit zany and sharp it's not?
Significance of and Meaning With Hight
If people in general are even physically big/tall or things like that in order to be a leader, why in the end would other people agree to have them take from other social/emotional arrangements/situations for themselves or let others do so in their stead? (No offense to anyone. I was trying to get into the theory of this. I'm not trying nor wanting to socially attack anyone. It has to do with my hight.)
Some of Generation X and even Late Boomers seem more short and less likely to be comfortable leading.
I guess all I can say is that cute, athletic females are the short ones and look good when they are young.
I was worried about not having a strong build more than reaching a certain hight if I could, for a time.
People have needs, tho, and some people make sacrifices or take advantages out of the norm lifestyle to get some end.
It surprises me how tall some Generation Z girls are.
I just don't get with me why I was tall at puberty but short thereafter against my will, when we moved from Florida to Louisiana.
I think the norm hight for females is a little taller than me. I heard 5'7" was considered lanky from a source. "Big" people are usually the short ones. I'm glad to be in some middle ground. Maybe, all the sleep I lost in school trying to focus on and complete homework halted my growing but just for awhile.
Some of Generation X and even Late Boomers seem more short and less likely to be comfortable leading.
I guess all I can say is that cute, athletic females are the short ones and look good when they are young.
I was worried about not having a strong build more than reaching a certain hight if I could, for a time.
People have needs, tho, and some people make sacrifices or take advantages out of the norm lifestyle to get some end.
It surprises me how tall some Generation Z girls are.
I just don't get with me why I was tall at puberty but short thereafter against my will, when we moved from Florida to Louisiana.
I think the norm hight for females is a little taller than me. I heard 5'7" was considered lanky from a source. "Big" people are usually the short ones. I'm glad to be in some middle ground. Maybe, all the sleep I lost in school trying to focus on and complete homework halted my growing but just for awhile.
"The English"
How can the English be always more specific than the US? They are the ones who pack up on tea times. No wonder they are all for being super tall. Not to mention the fantasy that Europe is more physical.
Emergency vs. "Baby out With the Bath Water"
It's funny how it's urgent and an emergency to get some people feeling pretty loopy and stimulated, while others are scorned that nothing will ever be significant to them about any times.
Saturday, October 29, 2016
Threw Up
Chinese
Pizza Lunchable
Chips
I threw up in the sink and cleaned it up. It all came out. I guess I had a lot of cereal for breakfast around noon. We ate out around 5 or 6. I just tickled my throat, and I had to throw up. I felt that there was something that shouldn't be there like up ready to come out. It didn't hurt at all and I didn't feel full. I've taken pain killers in the past when my back hurts from eating too much with the help of side effects from pills. Maybe, that's why I didn't feel much there. This is the 1st time I remember a lotta throw up flew outta my nose, at 1st. It didn't hurt, and I don't know that I felt anything, at least this time. I needed to throw up, but if I was out, I might have time to find a place to throw up. I'm sucking an orange Halls cough drop, yum. Yes, I brushed my teeth after. Back to lying down trying to fall asleep.
Pizza Lunchable
Chips
I threw up in the sink and cleaned it up. It all came out. I guess I had a lot of cereal for breakfast around noon. We ate out around 5 or 6. I just tickled my throat, and I had to throw up. I felt that there was something that shouldn't be there like up ready to come out. It didn't hurt at all and I didn't feel full. I've taken pain killers in the past when my back hurts from eating too much with the help of side effects from pills. Maybe, that's why I didn't feel much there. This is the 1st time I remember a lotta throw up flew outta my nose, at 1st. It didn't hurt, and I don't know that I felt anything, at least this time. I needed to throw up, but if I was out, I might have time to find a place to throw up. I'm sucking an orange Halls cough drop, yum. Yes, I brushed my teeth after. Back to lying down trying to fall asleep.
Now, what?
Are you even comfortable talking to black people or like white people or Europeans? Germans?
Ah!
My mom is so cool.
She is Asian, but she is in on the cool and "mature" white stuff, stuff I can actually learn from.
So, how does it work, is it like weaving a spider web? or like all that stuff that people born in the late 1960s, 1970s, and early 1980s possess some knowledge of? and their parents "know a thing or two." I can kinda see where the elderly are coming from, but I don't think like that. It's too much and not in me like that. I seem to know a good amount of, if not seemingly most, catch phrases today and can read into habits, especially ones in the US. It is very nice being 1/2 American and 1/2 non-American. I wonder if Canadians and Latinos and Australians feel that way.
Hey, you learn this stuff by reading into people. It doesn't have to be written nor rehearsed.
She is Asian, but she is in on the cool and "mature" white stuff, stuff I can actually learn from.
So, how does it work, is it like weaving a spider web? or like all that stuff that people born in the late 1960s, 1970s, and early 1980s possess some knowledge of? and their parents "know a thing or two." I can kinda see where the elderly are coming from, but I don't think like that. It's too much and not in me like that. I seem to know a good amount of, if not seemingly most, catch phrases today and can read into habits, especially ones in the US. It is very nice being 1/2 American and 1/2 non-American. I wonder if Canadians and Latinos and Australians feel that way.
Hey, you learn this stuff by reading into people. It doesn't have to be written nor rehearsed.
Blacks and Asians
It's inappropriate for someone who's not all white to talk to whites, but it's a meaningful, tight situation when black people are around.
Wanting to Put Nonwhites in Line
When nonwhites say they hate other people who are not all white, white people get at them for supposedly admitting they have nothing to offer, like they claim about their fellow people who are not all white. If someone has nothing to offer, they should leave others alone.
Fighting Racism
You may think there is no reason to nurture a young person who is not all white.
However, think about what happens when you do not nurture a young person who is all white. They wouldn't turn out better than someone who is not all white, necessarily.
This just proves an easy explanation that nonwhites are as good as whites. You may want to identify what white is, but you shouldn't degrade nonwhites. Whites are just as mean as nonwhites, as in both would spite at others racially. Nonwhites spite at others racially to try to get ahead.
However, think about what happens when you do not nurture a young person who is all white. They wouldn't turn out better than someone who is not all white, necessarily.
This just proves an easy explanation that nonwhites are as good as whites. You may want to identify what white is, but you shouldn't degrade nonwhites. Whites are just as mean as nonwhites, as in both would spite at others racially. Nonwhites spite at others racially to try to get ahead.
Friday, October 28, 2016
Getting Attention
What happened to the kids born around 1997/1998 with parents born in the late 1950s to 1970s?
It seems it's all about those parents now, for their sake and others.
Why can't it be about our personality? The generation seems more multi-faceted as a deciding factor, like blonde hair has been now.
It may seem like a surface thing, but I lived where this prejudice did not exist as a deciding factor. They really took their kids in and taught them the ways. I can't ever do it cuz it all went behind closed doors to those kids! Don't ask where my mom and dad are in this. That's unimportant, maybe, maybe for now. What about kids with parents of different ages? I thought parents were smart and could teach their kids how to have better lives. I don't know if that's so. Can someone born in 1950 really instill that in their kids? They can incite it in people born around 1960. I'm just jealous. I'm cool, but I didn't get that. I also claim to be an emotional person.
You know, some people it seems who are good but in power would follow the trend and say pretty much that's how it should be, they get that kind of recognition and continue to minister that way, but others feel bad about themselves, like they act like they don't get love and blame innocent people who have problems like this of their own.
How are other people a smooth experience and I'm not? Maybe, I had the right intentions but not the right help and environment. Money, greed. People think I don't deserve things, but they say it for the wrong reasons. Who's to say? Why don't I have something else to unwind to? Other young people seem they can have full and active social and emotional lives. They are supported by people of many ages.
I see the kids born around 1997/1998 with younger parents were raised to feel pleasure and others weren't so much as a generation and treated like dolls and then there are outcasts within that group as well. These kids born around 1997/1998 are antsy that people born in the 1970s/1980s watched them grow up. I feel I've been treated like a joke by people born around 1960 and treated harshly by people born like in the late 1960s, like they were the ones watching me, like I can't succeed at anything with varying amounts of attention or not. I wasn't given things to work on, not like that, these younger kids.
I feel like some people think I don't deserve a lotta things and in the end I will grow old and die sad like it does not matter for me but does for others.
It seems it's all about those parents now, for their sake and others.
Why can't it be about our personality? The generation seems more multi-faceted as a deciding factor, like blonde hair has been now.
It may seem like a surface thing, but I lived where this prejudice did not exist as a deciding factor. They really took their kids in and taught them the ways. I can't ever do it cuz it all went behind closed doors to those kids! Don't ask where my mom and dad are in this. That's unimportant, maybe, maybe for now. What about kids with parents of different ages? I thought parents were smart and could teach their kids how to have better lives. I don't know if that's so. Can someone born in 1950 really instill that in their kids? They can incite it in people born around 1960. I'm just jealous. I'm cool, but I didn't get that. I also claim to be an emotional person.
You know, some people it seems who are good but in power would follow the trend and say pretty much that's how it should be, they get that kind of recognition and continue to minister that way, but others feel bad about themselves, like they act like they don't get love and blame innocent people who have problems like this of their own.
How are other people a smooth experience and I'm not? Maybe, I had the right intentions but not the right help and environment. Money, greed. People think I don't deserve things, but they say it for the wrong reasons. Who's to say? Why don't I have something else to unwind to? Other young people seem they can have full and active social and emotional lives. They are supported by people of many ages.
I see the kids born around 1997/1998 with younger parents were raised to feel pleasure and others weren't so much as a generation and treated like dolls and then there are outcasts within that group as well. These kids born around 1997/1998 are antsy that people born in the 1970s/1980s watched them grow up. I feel I've been treated like a joke by people born around 1960 and treated harshly by people born like in the late 1960s, like they were the ones watching me, like I can't succeed at anything with varying amounts of attention or not. I wasn't given things to work on, not like that, these younger kids.
I feel like some people think I don't deserve a lotta things and in the end I will grow old and die sad like it does not matter for me but does for others.
Thursday, October 27, 2016
What's there to live for!
I'm looking forward to 2 things, Halloween and a trip to the nation's oldest continuing city here in Florida, where I used to live.
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