Monday, January 25, 2016
Doing What You Should
Do you ever know you did everything you're supposed to do and the world tells you something else now that you cannot fix?
More "Southern" Europeans
I am part Southern European myself.
I don't mind them joining in on my fun, but I don't want to be eliminated.
I don't mind them joining in on my fun, but I don't want to be eliminated.
Schedule
I don't know how often I will catch Ellen as of this past week. I was watching 2 episodes and cut it off.. then "got sick" and threw up. Sometimes, I used not to catch Fridays. Pretty pathetic. I have to do some ironing and want to watch today but unsure if I will be able to catch up. I tried to catch up earlier, tho.
Sunday, January 24, 2016
Saturday, January 23, 2016
Picked On
I still feel picked on. I am such a nice person, but people find me who don't know me and "use" me.
The Ultimate Mistake
The ultimate mistake is to say in the end I don't get what I got in life.
Mind all the little things you do/say against me manifesting in some problem.
Mind all the little things you do/say against me manifesting in some problem.
Did you notice..
Did you notice people heave like they're saying, "Well, okay!" in a friendly yet introverted way like they're bubbling or puffing out, when someone else has taken the brunt of blame for life's challenges?.. like they're the savior?
Stealing Our Dream
People my age had a dream, some of us at least.
Did you ever see men born in the later 1950s going around acting like it has to be it for their little princess like their fair-weathered claim on how good older dads's girls had it?
I never have to ask for anything, like to be approved of. Now, people experimenting on me are making people not accept me. I found it "repulsive" how people demanded attention of others. They are just messing with nature.
Did you ever see men born in the later 1950s going around acting like it has to be it for their little princess like their fair-weathered claim on how good older dads's girls had it?
I never have to ask for anything, like to be approved of. Now, people experimenting on me are making people not accept me. I found it "repulsive" how people demanded attention of others. They are just messing with nature.
Friday, January 22, 2016
A Problem
They took from what was ours and gave it to a higher generation just to solve a problem.
Do you hear how they get excited in such a weird way, can you sense it? I don't even wanna do that. I will not submit to people born in the *1950s, traitors! *1960s, sick!
*Sorry, not sure what floats your boat. I think I've hurt people's feelings about the truth.
Do you hear how they get excited in such a weird way, can you sense it? I don't even wanna do that. I will not submit to people born in the *1950s, traitors! *1960s, sick!
*Sorry, not sure what floats your boat. I think I've hurt people's feelings about the truth.
Perverted "Kids" Today
Anyone like 5 years or younger than me think, "We know all about what you said/think. You're never anything, you're never interesting, you did nothing!"
Automatically Thrown in the Fire by Gut Instinct
"You don't 'have it,' Christina!!"
If you're born in my generation you are.
If you're born in my generation you are.
A "Future"
A BS in Business Administration on the Communications side sounds good. I can work anywhere and do anything. I can work on my arts/music and getting famous, still, too.
Office Accounting I
Office Accounting II Using QuickBooks Pro
Business Communication
Travel Study in Business
Human Resources Management
Human Resources Recruitment and Staffing
Human Resources Compensation and Benefits Administration
Introduction to Human Resources Management Law and Regulations
General Studies
Introduction to Oral Communication
Humanities General Education course
Intermediate Algebra
Social Science General Education course
I will be automatically accepted into UCF.
I just need a note from my therapist for financial aid telling of my situation being mentally ill and withdrawing from too many classes. Also, I will get disability benefits, like testing alone.
Office Accounting I
Office Accounting II Using QuickBooks Pro
Business Communication
Travel Study in Business
Human Resources Management
Human Resources Recruitment and Staffing
Human Resources Compensation and Benefits Administration
Introduction to Human Resources Management Law and Regulations
General Studies
Introduction to Oral Communication
Humanities General Education course
Intermediate Algebra
Social Science General Education course
I will be automatically accepted into UCF.
I just need a note from my therapist for financial aid telling of my situation being mentally ill and withdrawing from too many classes. Also, I will get disability benefits, like testing alone.
Distance
I bet my dad believed I just wanted to be a robot and excel as much as I could in something that's hard and that if I want to meet people I have to just talk to him like I haven't already.
Lies
I'm not from where my dad is from. I know he used to be too distant. He can't be all the get up now and act like he can track me and correct me, like I'm him.
He does it in his attitude, and he yells threatening to throw me outta the house if I mention something like it or try to get into this kinda stuff.
I don't think my parents got dirt on me. I think my mom started to get onto me when I started looking more white. It made me catch on and act the same way back without thinking, but I feel I got into secret trouble. If my dad is responsible, I'd say it's because he's from here and doesn't give a c*** no matter how good I am that I slave away at homework, pretending it's cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese/Asian or that it's mixed race that does it. I already spent about as much time as you can working on the piling busywork and became Valedictorian as a kid. It's the road that leads to nowhere.
He does it in his attitude, and he yells threatening to throw me outta the house if I mention something like it or try to get into this kinda stuff.
I don't think my parents got dirt on me. I think my mom started to get onto me when I started looking more white. It made me catch on and act the same way back without thinking, but I feel I got into secret trouble. If my dad is responsible, I'd say it's because he's from here and doesn't give a c*** no matter how good I am that I slave away at homework, pretending it's cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese/Asian or that it's mixed race that does it. I already spent about as much time as you can working on the piling busywork and became Valedictorian as a kid. It's the road that leads to nowhere.
"Kids!"
People are pushing me to be with people 5 years older than me even if I don't want to at the time, while they have a solution to have all the "kids" go to people who are cool, like Late Boomers.
Post Update
link (about "war")
*I'm not sure where your mind is, but I mean it might be a reason to fight, for instance, Native American indians. I'm not trying to make things up, just stating a fact.
*I'm not sure where your mind is, but I mean it might be a reason to fight, for instance, Native American indians. I'm not trying to make things up, just stating a fact.
Who's Got the Time!
Why do people want to take my time if I'm so different yet supposedly unpopular/unimportant/disposable?
I mean why does it come from me? I don't see others weaving such a web. I didn't grow up to do this.
I mean why does it come from me? I don't see others weaving such a web. I didn't grow up to do this.
"Time"
I find that it's probably emotional load or something else. There is enough time for different things, but some people have obligations. I should only offer up time for others but don't mean take away all mine.
Dilemma
So, everyone can get along, but some people want to be the only #1. I don't think anyone is alone there. I'm not out to beat others. I do "be" in my little hole like I'm worth s***.
Suppressed Racism
Imagine someone racist against Asians supposedly having as much European worth as Southern Europeans in the face of an Asian (looking at an Asian.)
I guess the person would end up finding an Asian admitting they are wrong! and yes very mad and probably a bit schizophrenic.
I guess the person would end up finding an Asian admitting they are wrong! and yes very mad and probably a bit schizophrenic.
Well, I figured it out.
Everyone else is out of the picture. People are simply out to get me. It doesn't affect others negatively what I do.
Inside Out @ Church Tomorrow
Highlight for slight spoilers:
"I think Fear is cute.
I own a purse and the doll Disgust it so happens and plan to bring them to show off what's good!"
"I think Fear is cute.
I own a purse and the doll Disgust it so happens and plan to bring them to show off what's good!"
Resting Race
I know I am being taken advantage of.
I might have a little Italian or some other Southern European.
I am 1/2 Asian, and it's fine in a way for me.
I just saw people resting a fact on me that this was based on race and Southern European trumps Asian, but that's not true! People seem to fight *wars over this fact. It's something that helps people who feel they are "normal" racially whatever their race may be counter the bad intents other races/ethnicities may have, bad things to them regardless of whose race whose is. I'd rather be another race than simply not exist or die or be tortured too much. I am very anti-racist, but people just assume everyone is when they're not. Bingo.
*I'm not sure where your mind is, but I mean it might be a reason to fight, for instance, Native American indians. I'm not trying to make things up, just stating a fact.
I might have a little Italian or some other Southern European.
I am 1/2 Asian, and it's fine in a way for me.
I just saw people resting a fact on me that this was based on race and Southern European trumps Asian, but that's not true! People seem to fight *wars over this fact. It's something that helps people who feel they are "normal" racially whatever their race may be counter the bad intents other races/ethnicities may have, bad things to them regardless of whose race whose is. I'd rather be another race than simply not exist or die or be tortured too much. I am very anti-racist, but people just assume everyone is when they're not. Bingo.
*I'm not sure where your mind is, but I mean it might be a reason to fight, for instance, Native American indians. I'm not trying to make things up, just stating a fact.
Thursday, January 21, 2016
Ellen
I wanna watch but this turned into a ruined week. I started to watch a 2nd episode earlier but left to go to the bathroom and went to bed. Another day, I was up all night going to the bathroom each hour and threw up. I am watching a movie at church tomorrow so may postpone and watch Ellen late Sunday.
From Before - The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Brielle Milla was adorable, the little girl who knows all the elements on the periodic table. I started majoring in Chemistry Pre-Med for Psychiatric Research once.
Elton John was awesome, love him so much! Love The Lion King, a true legend he is.
Elton John was awesome, love him so much! Love The Lion King, a true legend he is.
Being "Nice"
Do you know people who are ultra nice to you just to take what's yours? Is it that hard?!
Wednesday, January 20, 2016
Tuesday, January 19, 2016
Monday, January 18, 2016
Fat and Happy..
..Some people just want their house and food waiting for them to eat, don't do much about self-image to reach their true desires/goals. They don't get excited, they don't regulate their eating, resting, exercise, etc. They won't go on a diet. I'm not really just talking about all fat people but people displeased by self-image. I'm partly one of them but am getting there.
So, if it's not just very fat people, it's very mad people. I think fat people have nothing to lose but fat. Of course, they will still look cute and plump after a little dieting, so even if you like looking plump what have you go to lose? I know they aren't comfortable. Eventually, most people could start to like how they turn out to look after losing more weight, even if now they seem not to care, maybe cuz they just like to eat! They probably eat in place of real sleep/rest. I have known that sleeping and resting a lot is lazy but later on that it helps keep your food digesting, so I dunno.. I know I get hungry and tired after exercise so that seems to fit.
So, if it's not just very fat people, it's very mad people. I think fat people have nothing to lose but fat. Of course, they will still look cute and plump after a little dieting, so even if you like looking plump what have you go to lose? I know they aren't comfortable. Eventually, most people could start to like how they turn out to look after losing more weight, even if now they seem not to care, maybe cuz they just like to eat! They probably eat in place of real sleep/rest. I have known that sleeping and resting a lot is lazy but later on that it helps keep your food digesting, so I dunno.. I know I get hungry and tired after exercise so that seems to fit.
Friday, January 15, 2016
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
John Krasinski was pretty cool.
Ken Jeong seemed very entertaining and nice!
Bob Harper was great, too!
It was neat to see what Ellen does to exercise. It must be hours of torture!
Ken Jeong seemed very entertaining and nice!
Bob Harper was great, too!
It was neat to see what Ellen does to exercise. It must be hours of torture!
Thursday, January 14, 2016
"Change of plan?"
Why would a kid deserve something for something they do better than their parents if people think your parents make you who you are and you aren't really different?
I'm so P.O.'d.
by stupid women born in the *1950s and the guys.
It's all some regiment about results. No chance to think! Nothing there! Like, pitching to a goal you can't plan. People seem to mistake my age for being from the *1950s. No, I'm the next generation.
*Sorry, not sure what floats your boat. I think I've hurt people's feelings about the truth.
It's all some regiment about results. No chance to think! Nothing there! Like, pitching to a goal you can't plan. People seem to mistake my age for being from the *1950s. No, I'm the next generation.
*Sorry, not sure what floats your boat. I think I've hurt people's feelings about the truth.
"A Word to the Wise"
If someone expects me to repay them for kindness, I don't take the offer. That's one Christian to another.
"Getting to Know You"
I figured out one reason people like Ellen DeGeneres so much. She is the savior from the South.
Wednesday, January 13, 2016
TV
There are 2 Swedish women, one brunette one probably dyed blonde now. Noticing the brunette, she was pretty attractive and in the US would go over big for her race etc.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Allison Janey is a very nice and smart person. She's just a little younger than Ellen.
Charlie Puth did a good job with singing. Ellen found him a long time ago on YouTube and now he's a success.
I liked the pie in the face thing.
Charlie Puth did a good job with singing. Ellen found him a long time ago on YouTube and now he's a success.
I liked the pie in the face thing.
Tuesday, January 12, 2016
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Kevin Hart and Kygo..
The black guy was really nice and funny and smart.
The singer was pretty good. So was the keyboardist with some easy stuff to play.
The white guy brunette was pretty cute, down-to-earth.
The Canadian twins, probably French, were so cute. We saw them interview at the Golden Globes. I like them so much! They are amazing.
The black guy was really nice and funny and smart.
The singer was pretty good. So was the keyboardist with some easy stuff to play.
The white guy brunette was pretty cute, down-to-earth.
The Canadian twins, probably French, were so cute. We saw them interview at the Golden Globes. I like them so much! They are amazing.
Monday, January 11, 2016
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
I liked the 1st couple that was on, so humble actually but seemingly to some maybe inhibited. They had a strong Southern accent, and you can kinda guess the girl would have one.
Hillary Clinton seemed upset she was not winning. I wonder if she can, like, go out of her way and try harder. Well, I guess she's the candidate, when it all comes to what. -I'd love to work towards her campaign. I honestly don't know much about her, tho. I need to look into the candidates as I can. I think it's now a battle between supporters not liking other supporters, maybe the rebels. As much as they say it's about what the candidates do, I noticed in a way it still seems the reason is to make a statement against other supporters of a candidate. Good luck to Hillary Clinton! I should look into her more. I'm a bit worried or, like, "superstitious." I got upset when I saw a rerun of her on Jimmy Fallon, not at it tho but something else in my life. I was hitting my sofa/hitting with my pillow, etc. I had asked about that and thought it should be okay. I dunno, I think I stopped after she came on. I haven't had as many of these problems lately so much and have stress relief toys I got but don't use much.
Matt Lauer was quite a character, believed in fear of some of what he believes in for the greater good, like easily set off by an unrelated series of events.
Hillary Clinton seemed upset she was not winning. I wonder if she can, like, go out of her way and try harder. Well, I guess she's the candidate, when it all comes to what. -I'd love to work towards her campaign. I honestly don't know much about her, tho. I need to look into the candidates as I can. I think it's now a battle between supporters not liking other supporters, maybe the rebels. As much as they say it's about what the candidates do, I noticed in a way it still seems the reason is to make a statement against other supporters of a candidate. Good luck to Hillary Clinton! I should look into her more. I'm a bit worried or, like, "superstitious." I got upset when I saw a rerun of her on Jimmy Fallon, not at it tho but something else in my life. I was hitting my sofa/hitting with my pillow, etc. I had asked about that and thought it should be okay. I dunno, I think I stopped after she came on. I haven't had as many of these problems lately so much and have stress relief toys I got but don't use much.
Matt Lauer was quite a character, believed in fear of some of what he believes in for the greater good, like easily set off by an unrelated series of events.
Sunday, January 10, 2016
Golden Globes
I watched the beginning with Ricky Gervais, Jonah Hill, Kate Winslet. Pretty cool stuff. I just felt a rush as usual to leave. I liked the pre-show on the carpet. I noticed we don't have many people from my generation and younger yet. Maybe, they're all just online.
Saturday, January 9, 2016
"Attention-Getters"
Isn't it funny when it's not right for a young person to talk to an older person, but it's not wrong for a younger person not to get attention?
Worked Out
I feel very sore and weighted down since gymnastics after the holidays. I need more sleep. Balderdash!
Reconciliation/Confession
I went today and told all my sins I knew since childhood. He wants me to come back every week, to report new sins. He said I was a good person.
"Easy Street"
I noticed all other people who are born around 1997-1998, white people, etc., have relaxing lives and they don't have to do much to get what they earned.
TV
Titanic! I've seen it on TV like 5 times partly. I usually watch it if I catch it until it finishes.
The Sound of Music
I just got back from seeing it live and got a baby goat for $25.
The cast was all talented. Maria was full of talent. The singing was enchanting. The music was good.
(Highlight blank spots to reveal spoilers:)
The little girl was cute when she got her teddy bear near the end.. sorta medium brown hair, thin, picked up like every time she gets on by someone.
The cast was all talented. Maria was full of talent. The singing was enchanting. The music was good.
(Highlight blank spots to reveal spoilers:)
The little girl was cute when she got her teddy bear near the end.. sorta medium brown hair, thin, picked up like every time she gets on by someone.
Friday, January 8, 2016
Tan Skin
My skin is probably more "orange" than Ellen DeGeneres's. It looks white in the light, tho.
*evil grin forms*
It was an accident, tho.
*evil grin forms*
It was an accident, tho.
Racism
I told my therapist no one would talk to me.
I'm probably considered as great as Johnny Depp save for my race. In the end, I do the same thing except I get knocked down each time. I didn't say I was like Johnny Depp. Now, he's very different in certain ways. I think Johnny Depp is great because he is a fan of Tim Burton. I checked my watch and remembered him, too.
I'm probably considered as great as Johnny Depp save for my race. In the end, I do the same thing except I get knocked down each time. I didn't say I was like Johnny Depp. Now, he's very different in certain ways. I think Johnny Depp is great because he is a fan of Tim Burton. I checked my watch and remembered him, too.
Thursday, January 7, 2016
Tuesday, January 5, 2016
Jealousy and Pride
People from down South in cool places such as New Orleans are questioning their validity encompassingly.
People in Florida usually seem to..
..solve their problems by not addressing real people but making it a general statement of a feeling.
Vanishing Act
If you didn't want other people there, then they wouldn't be, but I saw that they already are..
Things That Matter, People Matter
You may think what's important is "that people matter" and therefore you do, but you don't alone.. You'll find quite logically that other people matter.. You are special tho even if you are not the only one. Sound familiar?
I got this off of other people. It seems to be a stereotype unfortunately in nice people of more dynamically mixed European ethnicity.
Look at it this way. It could be feasible to say you took care of the needs of 1 person. Someone else is gonna get something, too, and it's not just 1 other person.
I had an epiphany on this topic but forgot how to put it and recall it back.
Even if other people share your interest, it should not ruin yours.
I can't see every black person deserving to take from others.. I can't see every white person being seen as "whole" in spirit..
I got this off of other people. It seems to be a stereotype unfortunately in nice people of more dynamically mixed European ethnicity.
Look at it this way. It could be feasible to say you took care of the needs of 1 person. Someone else is gonna get something, too, and it's not just 1 other person.
I had an epiphany on this topic but forgot how to put it and recall it back.
Even if other people share your interest, it should not ruin yours.
I can't see every black person deserving to take from others.. I can't see every white person being seen as "whole" in spirit..
Friday, January 1, 2016
Attention-Getting
Did you notice people notice certain people younger than themselves and say they didn't get enough attention but blame it on someone else younger than them like they did something, when it's actually just their fault?
Thursday, December 31, 2015
Succumb to Burton
The whole world has taken the shortcut.
No offense to the guy. It just happened, I know.. People also went crazy..
(See next post for further explanation.)
No offense to the guy. It just happened, I know.. People also went crazy..
(See next post for further explanation.)
Generation Gaps
Isn't it funny how they have older younger people like they need to identify so much with all people who are like 30/35+ years older than them.. yet "kids" today as a general population don't *need* to deal with the people of the previous generation I'm explaining?
Blog Update
Age|DOB: 29|05-20-1986
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Hair: Brunette, Straight/Wavy/Curly
Eyes: Brown/Green, Crystally
Nose: Mostly Upturned, With a Bump
Skin: White/Tanned/Pink
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Hair: Brunette, Straight/Wavy/Curly
Eyes: Brown/Green, Crystally
Nose: Mostly Upturned, With a Bump
Skin: White/Tanned/Pink
Wednesday, December 30, 2015
Church (cont.)
It was like an experiment to see how holy I could be staying at home.
I didn't go to any doctor, dentist, etc. I told my mom to cancel anything that requires me leaving the house and so much my room. This was okay until I had to see a psychiatrist and my dad brought me to the movies with him.
I didn't go to any doctor, dentist, etc. I told my mom to cancel anything that requires me leaving the house and so much my room. This was okay until I had to see a psychiatrist and my dad brought me to the movies with him.
Church
Just because I found a cool preacher and am a holy person, people are finding an excuse to tell me not to engage as readily and wholeheartedly in the church and coolness of the priest for some reason. They also found it sin for me to sing in choir cuz they don't sing in choir. No one else in the world has these rules.
I always went to church. I even went in college.
I started having to stay home all the time in 2007. We probably stopped going to church on Sundays sometime in 2006 or 2007 cuza my mom's job. We could have gone at a different time. A lotta masses tho are only traditional in music on Sunday mornings, tho.
I want to know why people are so crazy and agitated, in general.
So, I was sick in 2007. I had to quit ballet, too. I'm not a dancer, now, and possess less of a yearning for it.
I was big in church music all growing up and in choir.
I was sick like 2007 and stayed in my room not seeing anyone pretty much mostly until 2010 when I was placed in a mental hospital. The racism had gotten to me online, but my mom was bothering me tho acted like she wasn't. My mom called my dad and she called 911.. I was mad and threw some things, but my mom still kept trying to make me feel bad.
So, at some point in 2009 or 2010, I had to leave the house sometime, I think for movies, because I was so mad at the racism I threw my pretty much broken anyway laptop against the wall several times. I was stupid. I hope this doesn't haunt me, again.. I know I saw movies once or twice a week by 2011.
I was foreign to the bus system and neglected it for some reason. I started watching Ellen DeGeneres easrly-mid 2012. I have never seen the show on TV, just ran into her on YouTube and later Twitter. I was just Tweeting her at 1st and then watched the show every day. At 1st, I didn't wanna leave my room so much.
I really wanted to get outta my unemployed situation and become an actress. I found a theater teacher I liked and took class but was kicked out.
I didn't go to church cuz I didn't want my dad to drive me. A hassle for him, I felt. He did drive me to ballet every day 4 days a week in 2007-2008.
I got in big trouble for cursing about illegal, hurting noises in my room supposedly by Ellen DeGeneres. I still am tho I don't and it was supposed to be about the noises....
So, now, I started to get in shape with some things I bought from TV and later found adult gymnastics was available. Being more sane from the appropriate exercise, I was able to muster the desire and daring to go to church. I figured as a religious person being as I was in choirs before and respected as an accompanist sometimes that I'd feel at home and welcomed back. I had not run away.
However, now, I am being beat for this fact, that I didn't go to church for it seems nearly 10 years. Yes, I've been a few times spread out. Haven't gone back to ballet since like starting to watch Ellen.
My life is tortured and weird and I'm being experimented on or spied on and talked to in private.
I always went to church. I even went in college.
I started having to stay home all the time in 2007. We probably stopped going to church on Sundays sometime in 2006 or 2007 cuza my mom's job. We could have gone at a different time. A lotta masses tho are only traditional in music on Sunday mornings, tho.
I want to know why people are so crazy and agitated, in general.
So, I was sick in 2007. I had to quit ballet, too. I'm not a dancer, now, and possess less of a yearning for it.
I was big in church music all growing up and in choir.
I was sick like 2007 and stayed in my room not seeing anyone pretty much mostly until 2010 when I was placed in a mental hospital. The racism had gotten to me online, but my mom was bothering me tho acted like she wasn't. My mom called my dad and she called 911.. I was mad and threw some things, but my mom still kept trying to make me feel bad.
So, at some point in 2009 or 2010, I had to leave the house sometime, I think for movies, because I was so mad at the racism I threw my pretty much broken anyway laptop against the wall several times. I was stupid. I hope this doesn't haunt me, again.. I know I saw movies once or twice a week by 2011.
I was foreign to the bus system and neglected it for some reason. I started watching Ellen DeGeneres easrly-mid 2012. I have never seen the show on TV, just ran into her on YouTube and later Twitter. I was just Tweeting her at 1st and then watched the show every day. At 1st, I didn't wanna leave my room so much.
I really wanted to get outta my unemployed situation and become an actress. I found a theater teacher I liked and took class but was kicked out.
I didn't go to church cuz I didn't want my dad to drive me. A hassle for him, I felt. He did drive me to ballet every day 4 days a week in 2007-2008.
I got in big trouble for cursing about illegal, hurting noises in my room supposedly by Ellen DeGeneres. I still am tho I don't and it was supposed to be about the noises....
So, now, I started to get in shape with some things I bought from TV and later found adult gymnastics was available. Being more sane from the appropriate exercise, I was able to muster the desire and daring to go to church. I figured as a religious person being as I was in choirs before and respected as an accompanist sometimes that I'd feel at home and welcomed back. I had not run away.
However, now, I am being beat for this fact, that I didn't go to church for it seems nearly 10 years. Yes, I've been a few times spread out. Haven't gone back to ballet since like starting to watch Ellen.
My life is tortured and weird and I'm being experimented on or spied on and talked to in private.
My Future Options for a Career/Job
I'm too old to have fun with people my age in college.
I don't want to bus to school now. I'm on psychotic pills that make me tired.
I don't want to take only General Studies.
I don't want to study at home.
I don't want to bus to school now. I'm on psychotic pills that make me tired.
I don't want to take only General Studies.
I don't want to study at home.
Blog Update
Age|DOB: 29|05-20-1986
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Tuesday, December 29, 2015
Dance
The supplies are about $200 total. Might have to wait to start class in March if I do.
link
I was thinking dance would be a good outlet for being peppy rather than negatively arousing.
For now, I may stick with 1 gymnastics class a week and have to finish off paying the month. I like getting dresses for church, too. Sad to see one more excuse not to take dance class. The classes are $275/month. That would leave me with $175/month otherwise.
It would make me more well-rounded to take at least some dance. Ballet is only once a week.
I am trying to fast to get thin, so dance would make me hungry and I may then beef up.
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I was thinking dance would be a good outlet for being peppy rather than negatively arousing.
For now, I may stick with 1 gymnastics class a week and have to finish off paying the month. I like getting dresses for church, too. Sad to see one more excuse not to take dance class. The classes are $275/month. That would leave me with $175/month otherwise.
It would make me more well-rounded to take at least some dance. Ballet is only once a week.
I am trying to fast to get thin, so dance would make me hungry and I may then beef up.
Monday, December 28, 2015
What I Should Have Done When the Experiment With Me Began
I should not have gone to school, not gone to Key West. It was a faint idea and a suggestion.
I could live at home and learn music on my own and post here. I could exercise and have a nice life.
I could live at home and learn music on my own and post here. I could exercise and have a nice life.
Dance Schedule
I may start in February. I have to put my room together with new furniture and finish off a month at a gymnastics school.
MONDAY
Hip Hop 1/2 - 6:30-7:30- 1 hr
TUESDAY
Tap 1 - 5:30-6:15 - 45 min
WEDNESDAY
Acro 1 - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - 7-8 - 1 hr
THURSDAY
Ballet 1 - 6-7 - 1 hr
Acro 1 - 7-7:45 - 45 min
SATURDAY
Worship Technique 1 - 10:30-11:15 - 45 min
Leaps & Turns - 11:15-12 - 45 min
Stretch & Conditioning - 12-12:45 - 45 min
$275
MONDAY
Hip Hop 1/2 - 6:30-7:30- 1 hr
TUESDAY
Tap 1 - 5:30-6:15 - 45 min
WEDNESDAY
Acro 1 - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - 7-8 - 1 hr
THURSDAY
Ballet 1 - 6-7 - 1 hr
Acro 1 - 7-7:45 - 45 min
SATURDAY
Worship Technique 1 - 10:30-11:15 - 45 min
Leaps & Turns - 11:15-12 - 45 min
Stretch & Conditioning - 12-12:45 - 45 min
$275
Saturday, December 26, 2015
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