I know I am being taken advantage of.
I might have a little Italian or some other Southern European.
I am 1/2 Asian, and it's fine in a way for me.
I just saw people resting a fact on me that this was based on race and Southern European trumps Asian, but that's not true! People seem to fight *wars over this fact. It's something that helps people who feel they are "normal" racially whatever their race may be counter the bad intents other races/ethnicities may have, bad things to them regardless of whose race whose is. I'd rather be another race than simply not exist or die or be tortured too much. I am very anti-racist, but people just assume everyone is when they're not. Bingo.
*I'm not sure where your mind is, but I mean it might be a reason to fight, for instance, Native American indians. I'm not trying to make things up, just stating a fact.
Friday, January 22, 2016
Thursday, January 21, 2016
Ellen
I wanna watch but this turned into a ruined week. I started to watch a 2nd episode earlier but left to go to the bathroom and went to bed. Another day, I was up all night going to the bathroom each hour and threw up. I am watching a movie at church tomorrow so may postpone and watch Ellen late Sunday.
From Before - The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Brielle Milla was adorable, the little girl who knows all the elements on the periodic table. I started majoring in Chemistry Pre-Med for Psychiatric Research once.
Elton John was awesome, love him so much! Love The Lion King, a true legend he is.
Elton John was awesome, love him so much! Love The Lion King, a true legend he is.
Being "Nice"
Do you know people who are ultra nice to you just to take what's yours? Is it that hard?!
Wednesday, January 20, 2016
Tuesday, January 19, 2016
Monday, January 18, 2016
Fat and Happy..
..Some people just want their house and food waiting for them to eat, don't do much about self-image to reach their true desires/goals. They don't get excited, they don't regulate their eating, resting, exercise, etc. They won't go on a diet. I'm not really just talking about all fat people but people displeased by self-image. I'm partly one of them but am getting there.
So, if it's not just very fat people, it's very mad people. I think fat people have nothing to lose but fat. Of course, they will still look cute and plump after a little dieting, so even if you like looking plump what have you go to lose? I know they aren't comfortable. Eventually, most people could start to like how they turn out to look after losing more weight, even if now they seem not to care, maybe cuz they just like to eat! They probably eat in place of real sleep/rest. I have known that sleeping and resting a lot is lazy but later on that it helps keep your food digesting, so I dunno.. I know I get hungry and tired after exercise so that seems to fit.
So, if it's not just very fat people, it's very mad people. I think fat people have nothing to lose but fat. Of course, they will still look cute and plump after a little dieting, so even if you like looking plump what have you go to lose? I know they aren't comfortable. Eventually, most people could start to like how they turn out to look after losing more weight, even if now they seem not to care, maybe cuz they just like to eat! They probably eat in place of real sleep/rest. I have known that sleeping and resting a lot is lazy but later on that it helps keep your food digesting, so I dunno.. I know I get hungry and tired after exercise so that seems to fit.
Friday, January 15, 2016
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
John Krasinski was pretty cool.
Ken Jeong seemed very entertaining and nice!
Bob Harper was great, too!
It was neat to see what Ellen does to exercise. It must be hours of torture!
Ken Jeong seemed very entertaining and nice!
Bob Harper was great, too!
It was neat to see what Ellen does to exercise. It must be hours of torture!
Thursday, January 14, 2016
"Change of plan?"
Why would a kid deserve something for something they do better than their parents if people think your parents make you who you are and you aren't really different?
I'm so P.O.'d.
by stupid women born in the *1950s and the guys.
It's all some regiment about results. No chance to think! Nothing there! Like, pitching to a goal you can't plan. People seem to mistake my age for being from the *1950s. No, I'm the next generation.
*Sorry, not sure what floats your boat. I think I've hurt people's feelings about the truth.
It's all some regiment about results. No chance to think! Nothing there! Like, pitching to a goal you can't plan. People seem to mistake my age for being from the *1950s. No, I'm the next generation.
*Sorry, not sure what floats your boat. I think I've hurt people's feelings about the truth.
"A Word to the Wise"
If someone expects me to repay them for kindness, I don't take the offer. That's one Christian to another.
"Getting to Know You"
I figured out one reason people like Ellen DeGeneres so much. She is the savior from the South.
Wednesday, January 13, 2016
TV
There are 2 Swedish women, one brunette one probably dyed blonde now. Noticing the brunette, she was pretty attractive and in the US would go over big for her race etc.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Allison Janey is a very nice and smart person. She's just a little younger than Ellen.
Charlie Puth did a good job with singing. Ellen found him a long time ago on YouTube and now he's a success.
I liked the pie in the face thing.
Charlie Puth did a good job with singing. Ellen found him a long time ago on YouTube and now he's a success.
I liked the pie in the face thing.
Tuesday, January 12, 2016
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Kevin Hart and Kygo..
The black guy was really nice and funny and smart.
The singer was pretty good. So was the keyboardist with some easy stuff to play.
The white guy brunette was pretty cute, down-to-earth.
The Canadian twins, probably French, were so cute. We saw them interview at the Golden Globes. I like them so much! They are amazing.
The black guy was really nice and funny and smart.
The singer was pretty good. So was the keyboardist with some easy stuff to play.
The white guy brunette was pretty cute, down-to-earth.
The Canadian twins, probably French, were so cute. We saw them interview at the Golden Globes. I like them so much! They are amazing.
Monday, January 11, 2016
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
I liked the 1st couple that was on, so humble actually but seemingly to some maybe inhibited. They had a strong Southern accent, and you can kinda guess the girl would have one.
Hillary Clinton seemed upset she was not winning. I wonder if she can, like, go out of her way and try harder. Well, I guess she's the candidate, when it all comes to what. -I'd love to work towards her campaign. I honestly don't know much about her, tho. I need to look into the candidates as I can. I think it's now a battle between supporters not liking other supporters, maybe the rebels. As much as they say it's about what the candidates do, I noticed in a way it still seems the reason is to make a statement against other supporters of a candidate. Good luck to Hillary Clinton! I should look into her more. I'm a bit worried or, like, "superstitious." I got upset when I saw a rerun of her on Jimmy Fallon, not at it tho but something else in my life. I was hitting my sofa/hitting with my pillow, etc. I had asked about that and thought it should be okay. I dunno, I think I stopped after she came on. I haven't had as many of these problems lately so much and have stress relief toys I got but don't use much.
Matt Lauer was quite a character, believed in fear of some of what he believes in for the greater good, like easily set off by an unrelated series of events.
Hillary Clinton seemed upset she was not winning. I wonder if she can, like, go out of her way and try harder. Well, I guess she's the candidate, when it all comes to what. -I'd love to work towards her campaign. I honestly don't know much about her, tho. I need to look into the candidates as I can. I think it's now a battle between supporters not liking other supporters, maybe the rebels. As much as they say it's about what the candidates do, I noticed in a way it still seems the reason is to make a statement against other supporters of a candidate. Good luck to Hillary Clinton! I should look into her more. I'm a bit worried or, like, "superstitious." I got upset when I saw a rerun of her on Jimmy Fallon, not at it tho but something else in my life. I was hitting my sofa/hitting with my pillow, etc. I had asked about that and thought it should be okay. I dunno, I think I stopped after she came on. I haven't had as many of these problems lately so much and have stress relief toys I got but don't use much.
Matt Lauer was quite a character, believed in fear of some of what he believes in for the greater good, like easily set off by an unrelated series of events.
Sunday, January 10, 2016
Golden Globes
I watched the beginning with Ricky Gervais, Jonah Hill, Kate Winslet. Pretty cool stuff. I just felt a rush as usual to leave. I liked the pre-show on the carpet. I noticed we don't have many people from my generation and younger yet. Maybe, they're all just online.
Saturday, January 9, 2016
"Attention-Getters"
Isn't it funny when it's not right for a young person to talk to an older person, but it's not wrong for a younger person not to get attention?
Worked Out
I feel very sore and weighted down since gymnastics after the holidays. I need more sleep. Balderdash!
Reconciliation/Confession
I went today and told all my sins I knew since childhood. He wants me to come back every week, to report new sins. He said I was a good person.
"Easy Street"
I noticed all other people who are born around 1997-1998, white people, etc., have relaxing lives and they don't have to do much to get what they earned.
TV
Titanic! I've seen it on TV like 5 times partly. I usually watch it if I catch it until it finishes.
The Sound of Music
I just got back from seeing it live and got a baby goat for $25.
The cast was all talented. Maria was full of talent. The singing was enchanting. The music was good.
(Highlight blank spots to reveal spoilers:)
The little girl was cute when she got her teddy bear near the end.. sorta medium brown hair, thin, picked up like every time she gets on by someone.
The cast was all talented. Maria was full of talent. The singing was enchanting. The music was good.
(Highlight blank spots to reveal spoilers:)
The little girl was cute when she got her teddy bear near the end.. sorta medium brown hair, thin, picked up like every time she gets on by someone.
Friday, January 8, 2016
Tan Skin
My skin is probably more "orange" than Ellen DeGeneres's. It looks white in the light, tho.
*evil grin forms*
It was an accident, tho.
*evil grin forms*
It was an accident, tho.
Racism
I told my therapist no one would talk to me.
I'm probably considered as great as Johnny Depp save for my race. In the end, I do the same thing except I get knocked down each time. I didn't say I was like Johnny Depp. Now, he's very different in certain ways. I think Johnny Depp is great because he is a fan of Tim Burton. I checked my watch and remembered him, too.
I'm probably considered as great as Johnny Depp save for my race. In the end, I do the same thing except I get knocked down each time. I didn't say I was like Johnny Depp. Now, he's very different in certain ways. I think Johnny Depp is great because he is a fan of Tim Burton. I checked my watch and remembered him, too.
Thursday, January 7, 2016
Tuesday, January 5, 2016
Jealousy and Pride
People from down South in cool places such as New Orleans are questioning their validity encompassingly.
People in Florida usually seem to..
..solve their problems by not addressing real people but making it a general statement of a feeling.
Vanishing Act
If you didn't want other people there, then they wouldn't be, but I saw that they already are..
Things That Matter, People Matter
You may think what's important is "that people matter" and therefore you do, but you don't alone.. You'll find quite logically that other people matter.. You are special tho even if you are not the only one. Sound familiar?
I got this off of other people. It seems to be a stereotype unfortunately in nice people of more dynamically mixed European ethnicity.
Look at it this way. It could be feasible to say you took care of the needs of 1 person. Someone else is gonna get something, too, and it's not just 1 other person.
I had an epiphany on this topic but forgot how to put it and recall it back.
Even if other people share your interest, it should not ruin yours.
I can't see every black person deserving to take from others.. I can't see every white person being seen as "whole" in spirit..
I got this off of other people. It seems to be a stereotype unfortunately in nice people of more dynamically mixed European ethnicity.
Look at it this way. It could be feasible to say you took care of the needs of 1 person. Someone else is gonna get something, too, and it's not just 1 other person.
I had an epiphany on this topic but forgot how to put it and recall it back.
Even if other people share your interest, it should not ruin yours.
I can't see every black person deserving to take from others.. I can't see every white person being seen as "whole" in spirit..
Friday, January 1, 2016
Attention-Getting
Did you notice people notice certain people younger than themselves and say they didn't get enough attention but blame it on someone else younger than them like they did something, when it's actually just their fault?
Thursday, December 31, 2015
Succumb to Burton
The whole world has taken the shortcut.
No offense to the guy. It just happened, I know.. People also went crazy..
(See next post for further explanation.)
No offense to the guy. It just happened, I know.. People also went crazy..
(See next post for further explanation.)
Generation Gaps
Isn't it funny how they have older younger people like they need to identify so much with all people who are like 30/35+ years older than them.. yet "kids" today as a general population don't *need* to deal with the people of the previous generation I'm explaining?
Blog Update
Age|DOB: 29|05-20-1986
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Hair: Brunette, Straight/Wavy/Curly
Eyes: Brown/Green, Crystally
Nose: Mostly Upturned, With a Bump
Skin: White/Tanned/Pink
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Hair: Brunette, Straight/Wavy/Curly
Eyes: Brown/Green, Crystally
Nose: Mostly Upturned, With a Bump
Skin: White/Tanned/Pink
Wednesday, December 30, 2015
Church (cont.)
It was like an experiment to see how holy I could be staying at home.
I didn't go to any doctor, dentist, etc. I told my mom to cancel anything that requires me leaving the house and so much my room. This was okay until I had to see a psychiatrist and my dad brought me to the movies with him.
I didn't go to any doctor, dentist, etc. I told my mom to cancel anything that requires me leaving the house and so much my room. This was okay until I had to see a psychiatrist and my dad brought me to the movies with him.
Church
Just because I found a cool preacher and am a holy person, people are finding an excuse to tell me not to engage as readily and wholeheartedly in the church and coolness of the priest for some reason. They also found it sin for me to sing in choir cuz they don't sing in choir. No one else in the world has these rules.
I always went to church. I even went in college.
I started having to stay home all the time in 2007. We probably stopped going to church on Sundays sometime in 2006 or 2007 cuza my mom's job. We could have gone at a different time. A lotta masses tho are only traditional in music on Sunday mornings, tho.
I want to know why people are so crazy and agitated, in general.
So, I was sick in 2007. I had to quit ballet, too. I'm not a dancer, now, and possess less of a yearning for it.
I was big in church music all growing up and in choir.
I was sick like 2007 and stayed in my room not seeing anyone pretty much mostly until 2010 when I was placed in a mental hospital. The racism had gotten to me online, but my mom was bothering me tho acted like she wasn't. My mom called my dad and she called 911.. I was mad and threw some things, but my mom still kept trying to make me feel bad.
So, at some point in 2009 or 2010, I had to leave the house sometime, I think for movies, because I was so mad at the racism I threw my pretty much broken anyway laptop against the wall several times. I was stupid. I hope this doesn't haunt me, again.. I know I saw movies once or twice a week by 2011.
I was foreign to the bus system and neglected it for some reason. I started watching Ellen DeGeneres easrly-mid 2012. I have never seen the show on TV, just ran into her on YouTube and later Twitter. I was just Tweeting her at 1st and then watched the show every day. At 1st, I didn't wanna leave my room so much.
I really wanted to get outta my unemployed situation and become an actress. I found a theater teacher I liked and took class but was kicked out.
I didn't go to church cuz I didn't want my dad to drive me. A hassle for him, I felt. He did drive me to ballet every day 4 days a week in 2007-2008.
I got in big trouble for cursing about illegal, hurting noises in my room supposedly by Ellen DeGeneres. I still am tho I don't and it was supposed to be about the noises....
So, now, I started to get in shape with some things I bought from TV and later found adult gymnastics was available. Being more sane from the appropriate exercise, I was able to muster the desire and daring to go to church. I figured as a religious person being as I was in choirs before and respected as an accompanist sometimes that I'd feel at home and welcomed back. I had not run away.
However, now, I am being beat for this fact, that I didn't go to church for it seems nearly 10 years. Yes, I've been a few times spread out. Haven't gone back to ballet since like starting to watch Ellen.
My life is tortured and weird and I'm being experimented on or spied on and talked to in private.
I always went to church. I even went in college.
I started having to stay home all the time in 2007. We probably stopped going to church on Sundays sometime in 2006 or 2007 cuza my mom's job. We could have gone at a different time. A lotta masses tho are only traditional in music on Sunday mornings, tho.
I want to know why people are so crazy and agitated, in general.
So, I was sick in 2007. I had to quit ballet, too. I'm not a dancer, now, and possess less of a yearning for it.
I was big in church music all growing up and in choir.
I was sick like 2007 and stayed in my room not seeing anyone pretty much mostly until 2010 when I was placed in a mental hospital. The racism had gotten to me online, but my mom was bothering me tho acted like she wasn't. My mom called my dad and she called 911.. I was mad and threw some things, but my mom still kept trying to make me feel bad.
So, at some point in 2009 or 2010, I had to leave the house sometime, I think for movies, because I was so mad at the racism I threw my pretty much broken anyway laptop against the wall several times. I was stupid. I hope this doesn't haunt me, again.. I know I saw movies once or twice a week by 2011.
I was foreign to the bus system and neglected it for some reason. I started watching Ellen DeGeneres easrly-mid 2012. I have never seen the show on TV, just ran into her on YouTube and later Twitter. I was just Tweeting her at 1st and then watched the show every day. At 1st, I didn't wanna leave my room so much.
I really wanted to get outta my unemployed situation and become an actress. I found a theater teacher I liked and took class but was kicked out.
I didn't go to church cuz I didn't want my dad to drive me. A hassle for him, I felt. He did drive me to ballet every day 4 days a week in 2007-2008.
I got in big trouble for cursing about illegal, hurting noises in my room supposedly by Ellen DeGeneres. I still am tho I don't and it was supposed to be about the noises....
So, now, I started to get in shape with some things I bought from TV and later found adult gymnastics was available. Being more sane from the appropriate exercise, I was able to muster the desire and daring to go to church. I figured as a religious person being as I was in choirs before and respected as an accompanist sometimes that I'd feel at home and welcomed back. I had not run away.
However, now, I am being beat for this fact, that I didn't go to church for it seems nearly 10 years. Yes, I've been a few times spread out. Haven't gone back to ballet since like starting to watch Ellen.
My life is tortured and weird and I'm being experimented on or spied on and talked to in private.
My Future Options for a Career/Job
I'm too old to have fun with people my age in college.
I don't want to bus to school now. I'm on psychotic pills that make me tired.
I don't want to take only General Studies.
I don't want to study at home.
I don't want to bus to school now. I'm on psychotic pills that make me tired.
I don't want to take only General Studies.
I don't want to study at home.
Blog Update
Age|DOB: 29|05-20-1986
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Tuesday, December 29, 2015
Dance
The supplies are about $200 total. Might have to wait to start class in March if I do.
link
I was thinking dance would be a good outlet for being peppy rather than negatively arousing.
For now, I may stick with 1 gymnastics class a week and have to finish off paying the month. I like getting dresses for church, too. Sad to see one more excuse not to take dance class. The classes are $275/month. That would leave me with $175/month otherwise.
It would make me more well-rounded to take at least some dance. Ballet is only once a week.
I am trying to fast to get thin, so dance would make me hungry and I may then beef up.
link
I was thinking dance would be a good outlet for being peppy rather than negatively arousing.
For now, I may stick with 1 gymnastics class a week and have to finish off paying the month. I like getting dresses for church, too. Sad to see one more excuse not to take dance class. The classes are $275/month. That would leave me with $175/month otherwise.
It would make me more well-rounded to take at least some dance. Ballet is only once a week.
I am trying to fast to get thin, so dance would make me hungry and I may then beef up.
Monday, December 28, 2015
What I Should Have Done When the Experiment With Me Began
I should not have gone to school, not gone to Key West. It was a faint idea and a suggestion.
I could live at home and learn music on my own and post here. I could exercise and have a nice life.
I could live at home and learn music on my own and post here. I could exercise and have a nice life.
Dance Schedule
I may start in February. I have to put my room together with new furniture and finish off a month at a gymnastics school.
MONDAY
Hip Hop 1/2 - 6:30-7:30- 1 hr
TUESDAY
Tap 1 - 5:30-6:15 - 45 min
WEDNESDAY
Acro 1 - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - 7-8 - 1 hr
THURSDAY
Ballet 1 - 6-7 - 1 hr
Acro 1 - 7-7:45 - 45 min
SATURDAY
Worship Technique 1 - 10:30-11:15 - 45 min
Leaps & Turns - 11:15-12 - 45 min
Stretch & Conditioning - 12-12:45 - 45 min
$275
MONDAY
Hip Hop 1/2 - 6:30-7:30- 1 hr
TUESDAY
Tap 1 - 5:30-6:15 - 45 min
WEDNESDAY
Acro 1 - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - 7-8 - 1 hr
THURSDAY
Ballet 1 - 6-7 - 1 hr
Acro 1 - 7-7:45 - 45 min
SATURDAY
Worship Technique 1 - 10:30-11:15 - 45 min
Leaps & Turns - 11:15-12 - 45 min
Stretch & Conditioning - 12-12:45 - 45 min
$275
Saturday, December 26, 2015
Wednesday, December 23, 2015
A New Year Resolution
Get furniture for my room now/soon:
•2 5-cased shelves
•cubbyholes for my bags
•coat stand
•shoe rack
My life will be functional somehow when that is done. I can attend classes and join things.
I'll still be dragging my butt to adult beginning gymnastics, have to stay another month. I might switch to gymnastics at a dance studio with other dance classes, including ballet.
•2 5-cased shelves
•cubbyholes for my bags
•coat stand
•shoe rack
My life will be functional somehow when that is done. I can attend classes and join things.
I'll still be dragging my butt to adult beginning gymnastics, have to stay another month. I might switch to gymnastics at a dance studio with other dance classes, including ballet.
A Reason for Everything
You know when you do something for a reason and someone thinks it must be for some other reason, but you can safely say that makes no sense?
Undeservingness
Does it make people happy when they find I am considered trash and everything I earned is for them, like attention-wise/socially? That's waking the sleeping dragon.
Tuesday, December 22, 2015
Where the World Ends
I notice people think the world has ended and expect you to be in check and not try to be good at being "something you're not."
Noodle Nations
Would the Chinese even have a problem if it weren't for the Italians?
The Italians keep stressing how they're not Asian and that therefore Asians are not as good as anyone else.
You may think that's besides the point, but that just means that Asia never had a shot and is just being messed and ^played^ with.
The Italians keep stressing how they're not Asian and that therefore Asians are not as good as anyone else.
You may think that's besides the point, but that just means that Asia never had a shot and is just being messed and ^played^ with.
Facebook - Alton Brown
Christina Ann Joanna Barrett My grandma makes buckeyes, and my mom makes butter cookies with homemade frosting. Sometimes, I eat a gingerbread house. Ham. New Year is my favorite, sauerkraut and dumplings and a wish. We leave milk and cookies for Santa and a carrot and water for the reindeer. I like Milano cookies cuz I got them at 16 when I was sick of fasting to get thin and holy. After that year, I started eating lots of meal/healthy food. They had good flatbread for wraps in New Orleans, the spinach wraps too. At college, I got a salad with every dinner without much of dressing if any. Smoothie King, which they don't have in Orlando. It's a tossup between going to more healthy food or a normal appetite. What worked was more healthy food but not too much but addicted to restaurant smoothies. In the end, I started hearing things and other things when I went up north for a semester of college. Holy moly! Didn't know food could help you do that. I followed Health in school very carefully, too. *frog emoji*
Growing Up
Funny how no one notices you until you're an adult and make your own decisions which they consider immoral yet are legal. That's when you've left the nest and seek out even more of society.
Monday, December 21, 2015
Can someone please tell me what/if anything is going on?
I never wanted to be the only friend of anyone.
I don't know if this is just Christina is in trouble.
I don't know if this is just Christina is in trouble.
Sunday, December 20, 2015
When You're Not Forgiven
You're not forgiven if people have not officially done it and if you haven't asked God.
A Rush to Be Someone Ever
You think the internet is a rush to get onto or it's not.
If it's not, you should not worry. However, because Johnny Depp and Tim Burton became popular, it's been a rush.
If it's not, you should not worry. However, because Johnny Depp and Tim Burton became popular, it's been a rush.
Bless Me!
My toes hurt from all this walking I've been doing. Sometimes, 1 can twitch. I was in so much frustration. I'm better but using my cane for my bad injured foot.
Altering Values, Bored at the Holidays
My room does not feature an entertaining place.
I'm buying furniture to organize it before I do/start anything new.
After that, I can
•start ballet and dance
•start singing lessons
•get professional pictures done to post online
•Ancestry.com's DNA testing
I'm buying furniture to organize it before I do/start anything new.
After that, I can
•start ballet and dance
•start singing lessons
•get professional pictures done to post online
•Ancestry.com's DNA testing
Made It!
In a way, some identified/popular/famous crowd who communicate online are in a virtual reality in their opinion of me.
I'm glad I started taking adult gymnastics and going back to the church. I apparently woke up now.
I'm in the zone!
I'm glad I started taking adult gymnastics and going back to the church. I apparently woke up now.
I'm in the zone!
Saturday, December 19, 2015
What Really Sunk After Titanic
It seems that it's not Titanic and Britney Spears/Celine Dion that ruined life for us in 1999. We made life easier for those who are popular in step with the babies being born around 1997-1998. It was racist, too.
I figured it out/fixed it.
It's not that people born earlier can't be as happy. We can't have younger people in our way getting all the pleasure.
The Only Ones Without a Chance
Pregnant at Fifteen (1998) starring Kirsten Dunst is on. The 2 girls I see look so supple. I was even younger than they were then. They look mad a baby looks so pleasured being born around 1997-1998. It seems that people Portia DeGeneres's type of generation/situation get "the chance," yet, ultimately, life goes down the drain just for people born around 1997-1998 to enjoy.
You're forgetting people my age, born around 1985 for me. I have a hard time understanding life for kids born, like, 1986-1996. They don't give a chance to people my age, born 1986-1996. We can't seem to live to our utmost. We'll get old and never mature if we didn't try to fix it.
You're forgetting people my age, born around 1985 for me. I have a hard time understanding life for kids born, like, 1986-1996. They don't give a chance to people my age, born 1986-1996. We can't seem to live to our utmost. We'll get old and never mature if we didn't try to fix it.
Sports Fan?
Say, you're in college. Would you go to football games if your college has that or would you be more of the artsy kind? A fresh way to start your life is college. They say high school is where it all starts, tho. It's just hard to accept that, while you're studying, the teacher's mind is on the ball. In the end, that's where your future is gonna go.
Like there are lots of sports fans, it being fine, I find there are people in the performing arts with a similar mindset, of different ages, too. I wonder which people find most arousing. Who will attain true glory? Is it just actors and singers and talk show hosts? People forget about general dancing. Ellen DeGeneres has featured some awkward dancing. Did you notice the talk show hosts seem less lazy than actors? Singers just seem to sustain their talent just above the ripple of the water. Whatever floats your boat. Pigs can't fly, but Dumbo can.
You know the peak of football games in high school is the dance team. I started to get more interested in games by the time I became an adult.
Like there are lots of sports fans, it being fine, I find there are people in the performing arts with a similar mindset, of different ages, too. I wonder which people find most arousing. Who will attain true glory? Is it just actors and singers and talk show hosts? People forget about general dancing. Ellen DeGeneres has featured some awkward dancing. Did you notice the talk show hosts seem less lazy than actors? Singers just seem to sustain their talent just above the ripple of the water. Whatever floats your boat. Pigs can't fly, but Dumbo can.
You know the peak of football games in high school is the dance team. I started to get more interested in games by the time I became an adult.
High School Cheerleading
Cheerleading
Do you ever wish you did something differently in high school or college?
If you start cheerleading young, you probably learn patience and poise. I think some people leave disillusioned.
Dance Team
As for Dance Team, it doesn't look like it's in the business but is a prized activity. I wanted to do that. I think what's missing is that it's not necessarily people with a lot of ballet experience and doesn't have a teacher I think. Did you know even the dance team and flag team I think dance with the band? Cheerleaders I know cheer thru-out and not just at halftime. I don't remember what they do at halftime.
Modern Dance
Even dance studios don't seem to be very honest about talent. They inhibit people and don't let them perform what they want.
Classical Ballet
Ballet can be a disappointment for some as far as trying to make it goes. The class can be very crass.
Gymnastics
I guess gymnastics is not even in the picture.
Do you ever wish you did something differently in high school or college?
If you start cheerleading young, you probably learn patience and poise. I think some people leave disillusioned.
Dance Team
As for Dance Team, it doesn't look like it's in the business but is a prized activity. I wanted to do that. I think what's missing is that it's not necessarily people with a lot of ballet experience and doesn't have a teacher I think. Did you know even the dance team and flag team I think dance with the band? Cheerleaders I know cheer thru-out and not just at halftime. I don't remember what they do at halftime.
Modern Dance
Even dance studios don't seem to be very honest about talent. They inhibit people and don't let them perform what they want.
Classical Ballet
Ballet can be a disappointment for some as far as trying to make it goes. The class can be very crass.
Gymnastics
I guess gymnastics is not even in the picture.
Cornering Capable Youth
I saw an ad on Facebook with a picture of a floutist. It said for professors to recruit students. That's like the professors are the ones begging for talent.
The 1st thing I liked as a kid was art. I had a desire to be "good" at it, for the muse to come to my scribblings. I remember it then.
When I showed an interest in playing piano by ear on a tiny keyboard I got when I was 2 years old, my parents got me in piano lessons and I quit art lessons I had just started when moving. I played a little around relatives, and I was told I would grow up to be a pianist. I kept saying, like, "Oh, I just wanna do it for fun." It was insisted that must be my career.
I know that Bella Thorne was a very modest girl about getting attention in some ways at some points. It seems people have pulled her out of her hole and she comes on as very competitive. You know, a lotta people from places like the Northeast have this thing about being competitive for attention.
Why wake the sleeping dragon? All I can say about what comes up is that you can't bring people in to take away attention someone earned with their hard work. There's attention for all if you look or happiness in some way.
Today, people are just so rash and hasty. They are worried about being Italian or what have you, ignored like the Chinese. They step on those with mixed race problems or whatnot. They get confused and it gets out of hand. People like the Spanish can be very interested in the Chinese, but they can also be very racist to the Chinese, treating them like Hitler and the Nazis treated the Jews there. It's not a secret and it's not a small thing.
The 1st thing I liked as a kid was art. I had a desire to be "good" at it, for the muse to come to my scribblings. I remember it then.
When I showed an interest in playing piano by ear on a tiny keyboard I got when I was 2 years old, my parents got me in piano lessons and I quit art lessons I had just started when moving. I played a little around relatives, and I was told I would grow up to be a pianist. I kept saying, like, "Oh, I just wanna do it for fun." It was insisted that must be my career.
I know that Bella Thorne was a very modest girl about getting attention in some ways at some points. It seems people have pulled her out of her hole and she comes on as very competitive. You know, a lotta people from places like the Northeast have this thing about being competitive for attention.
Why wake the sleeping dragon? All I can say about what comes up is that you can't bring people in to take away attention someone earned with their hard work. There's attention for all if you look or happiness in some way.
Today, people are just so rash and hasty. They are worried about being Italian or what have you, ignored like the Chinese. They step on those with mixed race problems or whatnot. They get confused and it gets out of hand. People like the Spanish can be very interested in the Chinese, but they can also be very racist to the Chinese, treating them like Hitler and the Nazis treated the Jews there. It's not a secret and it's not a small thing.
The Actor's Day
Johnny Depp's life seems like a journey. He spent it acting and peaked off his career as Willy Wonka and a bit before Captain Jack Sparrow.
I spent my whole life loving the arts and wanted to be a performer whenever I could.
I spent my whole life loving the arts and wanted to be a performer whenever I could.
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