Wednesday, December 23, 2015
A Reason for Everything
You know when you do something for a reason and someone thinks it must be for some other reason, but you can safely say that makes no sense?
Blog Update
About Me
Races/Ethnicities: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Where I'm From: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Undeservingness
Does it make people happy when they find I am considered trash and everything I earned is for them, like attention-wise/socially? That's waking the sleeping dragon.
Tuesday, December 22, 2015
Where the World Ends
I notice people think the world has ended and expect you to be in check and not try to be good at being "something you're not."
Noodle Nations
Would the Chinese even have a problem if it weren't for the Italians?
The Italians keep stressing how they're not Asian and that therefore Asians are not as good as anyone else.
You may think that's besides the point, but that just means that Asia never had a shot and is just being messed and ^played^ with.
The Italians keep stressing how they're not Asian and that therefore Asians are not as good as anyone else.
You may think that's besides the point, but that just means that Asia never had a shot and is just being messed and ^played^ with.
Facebook - Alton Brown
Christina Ann Joanna Barrett My grandma makes buckeyes, and my mom makes butter cookies with homemade frosting. Sometimes, I eat a gingerbread house. Ham. New Year is my favorite, sauerkraut and dumplings and a wish. We leave milk and cookies for Santa and a carrot and water for the reindeer. I like Milano cookies cuz I got them at 16 when I was sick of fasting to get thin and holy. After that year, I started eating lots of meal/healthy food. They had good flatbread for wraps in New Orleans, the spinach wraps too. At college, I got a salad with every dinner without much of dressing if any. Smoothie King, which they don't have in Orlando. It's a tossup between going to more healthy food or a normal appetite. What worked was more healthy food but not too much but addicted to restaurant smoothies. In the end, I started hearing things and other things when I went up north for a semester of college. Holy moly! Didn't know food could help you do that. I followed Health in school very carefully, too. *frog emoji*
Growing Up
Funny how no one notices you until you're an adult and make your own decisions which they consider immoral yet are legal. That's when you've left the nest and seek out even more of society.
Monday, December 21, 2015
Can someone please tell me what/if anything is going on?
I never wanted to be the only friend of anyone.
I don't know if this is just Christina is in trouble.
I don't know if this is just Christina is in trouble.
Sunday, December 20, 2015
When You're Not Forgiven
You're not forgiven if people have not officially done it and if you haven't asked God.
A Rush to Be Someone Ever
You think the internet is a rush to get onto or it's not.
If it's not, you should not worry. However, because Johnny Depp and Tim Burton became popular, it's been a rush.
If it's not, you should not worry. However, because Johnny Depp and Tim Burton became popular, it's been a rush.
Altering Values, Bored at the Holidays
My room does not feature an entertaining place.
I'm buying furniture to organize it before I do/start anything new.
After that, I can
•start ballet and dance
•start singing lessons
•get professional pictures done to post online
•Ancestry.com's DNA testing
I'm buying furniture to organize it before I do/start anything new.
After that, I can
•start ballet and dance
•start singing lessons
•get professional pictures done to post online
•Ancestry.com's DNA testing
Saturday, December 19, 2015
What Really Sunk After Titanic
It seems that it's not Titanic and Britney Spears/Celine Dion that ruined life for us in 1999. We made life easier for those who are popular in step with the babies being born around 1997-1998. It was racist, too.
I figured it out/fixed it.
It's not that people born earlier can't be as happy. We can't have younger people in our way getting all the pleasure.
The Only Ones Without a Chance
Pregnant at Fifteen (1998) starring Kirsten Dunst is on. The 2 girls I see look so supple. I was even younger than they were then. They look mad a baby looks so pleasured being born around 1997-1998. It seems that people Portia DeGeneres's type of generation/situation get "the chance," yet, ultimately, life goes down the drain just for people born around 1997-1998 to enjoy.
You're forgetting people my age, born around 1985 for me. I have a hard time understanding life for kids born, like, 1986-1996. They don't give a chance to people my age, born 1986-1996. We can't seem to live to our utmost. We'll get old and never mature if we didn't try to fix it.
You're forgetting people my age, born around 1985 for me. I have a hard time understanding life for kids born, like, 1986-1996. They don't give a chance to people my age, born 1986-1996. We can't seem to live to our utmost. We'll get old and never mature if we didn't try to fix it.
Sports Fan?
Say, you're in college. Would you go to football games if your college has that or would you be more of the artsy kind? A fresh way to start your life is college. They say high school is where it all starts, tho. It's just hard to accept that, while you're studying, the teacher's mind is on the ball. In the end, that's where your future is gonna go.
Like there are lots of sports fans, it being fine, I find there are people in the performing arts with a similar mindset, of different ages, too. I wonder which people find most arousing. Who will attain true glory? Is it just actors and singers and talk show hosts? People forget about general dancing. Ellen DeGeneres has featured some awkward dancing. Did you notice the talk show hosts seem less lazy than actors? Singers just seem to sustain their talent just above the ripple of the water. Whatever floats your boat. Pigs can't fly, but Dumbo can.
You know the peak of football games in high school is the dance team. I started to get more interested in games by the time I became an adult.
Like there are lots of sports fans, it being fine, I find there are people in the performing arts with a similar mindset, of different ages, too. I wonder which people find most arousing. Who will attain true glory? Is it just actors and singers and talk show hosts? People forget about general dancing. Ellen DeGeneres has featured some awkward dancing. Did you notice the talk show hosts seem less lazy than actors? Singers just seem to sustain their talent just above the ripple of the water. Whatever floats your boat. Pigs can't fly, but Dumbo can.
You know the peak of football games in high school is the dance team. I started to get more interested in games by the time I became an adult.
High School Cheerleading
Cheerleading
Do you ever wish you did something differently in high school or college?
If you start cheerleading young, you probably learn patience and poise. I think some people leave disillusioned.
Dance Team
As for Dance Team, it doesn't look like it's in the business but is a prized activity. I wanted to do that. I think what's missing is that it's not necessarily people with a lot of ballet experience and doesn't have a teacher I think. Did you know even the dance team and flag team I think dance with the band? Cheerleaders I know cheer thru-out and not just at halftime. I don't remember what they do at halftime.
Modern Dance
Even dance studios don't seem to be very honest about talent. They inhibit people and don't let them perform what they want.
Classical Ballet
Ballet can be a disappointment for some as far as trying to make it goes. The class can be very crass.
Gymnastics
I guess gymnastics is not even in the picture.
Do you ever wish you did something differently in high school or college?
If you start cheerleading young, you probably learn patience and poise. I think some people leave disillusioned.
Dance Team
As for Dance Team, it doesn't look like it's in the business but is a prized activity. I wanted to do that. I think what's missing is that it's not necessarily people with a lot of ballet experience and doesn't have a teacher I think. Did you know even the dance team and flag team I think dance with the band? Cheerleaders I know cheer thru-out and not just at halftime. I don't remember what they do at halftime.
Modern Dance
Even dance studios don't seem to be very honest about talent. They inhibit people and don't let them perform what they want.
Classical Ballet
Ballet can be a disappointment for some as far as trying to make it goes. The class can be very crass.
Gymnastics
I guess gymnastics is not even in the picture.
Cornering Capable Youth
I saw an ad on Facebook with a picture of a floutist. It said for professors to recruit students. That's like the professors are the ones begging for talent.
The 1st thing I liked as a kid was art. I had a desire to be "good" at it, for the muse to come to my scribblings. I remember it then.
When I showed an interest in playing piano by ear on a tiny keyboard I got when I was 2 years old, my parents got me in piano lessons and I quit art lessons I had just started when moving. I played a little around relatives, and I was told I would grow up to be a pianist. I kept saying, like, "Oh, I just wanna do it for fun." It was insisted that must be my career.
I know that Bella Thorne was a very modest girl about getting attention in some ways at some points. It seems people have pulled her out of her hole and she comes on as very competitive. You know, a lotta people from places like the Northeast have this thing about being competitive for attention.
Why wake the sleeping dragon? All I can say about what comes up is that you can't bring people in to take away attention someone earned with their hard work. There's attention for all if you look or happiness in some way.
Today, people are just so rash and hasty. They are worried about being Italian or what have you, ignored like the Chinese. They step on those with mixed race problems or whatnot. They get confused and it gets out of hand. People like the Spanish can be very interested in the Chinese, but they can also be very racist to the Chinese, treating them like Hitler and the Nazis treated the Jews there. It's not a secret and it's not a small thing.
The 1st thing I liked as a kid was art. I had a desire to be "good" at it, for the muse to come to my scribblings. I remember it then.
When I showed an interest in playing piano by ear on a tiny keyboard I got when I was 2 years old, my parents got me in piano lessons and I quit art lessons I had just started when moving. I played a little around relatives, and I was told I would grow up to be a pianist. I kept saying, like, "Oh, I just wanna do it for fun." It was insisted that must be my career.
I know that Bella Thorne was a very modest girl about getting attention in some ways at some points. It seems people have pulled her out of her hole and she comes on as very competitive. You know, a lotta people from places like the Northeast have this thing about being competitive for attention.
Why wake the sleeping dragon? All I can say about what comes up is that you can't bring people in to take away attention someone earned with their hard work. There's attention for all if you look or happiness in some way.
Today, people are just so rash and hasty. They are worried about being Italian or what have you, ignored like the Chinese. They step on those with mixed race problems or whatnot. They get confused and it gets out of hand. People like the Spanish can be very interested in the Chinese, but they can also be very racist to the Chinese, treating them like Hitler and the Nazis treated the Jews there. It's not a secret and it's not a small thing.
The Actor's Day
Johnny Depp's life seems like a journey. He spent it acting and peaked off his career as Willy Wonka and a bit before Captain Jack Sparrow.
I spent my whole life loving the arts and wanted to be a performer whenever I could.
I spent my whole life loving the arts and wanted to be a performer whenever I could.
Wednesday, December 16, 2015
Late Boom Problems
I don't really care if you think I should suffer prejudice from the force of Late Boom type stuff just because other people made a big whoopin' deal of it.
Reenactment of the Past
I'll just ignore that, then.
I bet it's a hot topic. You know, the only reason I have short hair is cuz I wanted something better. The reason it is its natural color is cuza money, preference, skin tone, etc. However, as a dancer, I need to grow my hair out. If you all wanna look like yer mama, then be my guest! Just be it in a younger form, of course, I mean, where it's the age difference.
I bet it's a hot topic. You know, the only reason I have short hair is cuz I wanted something better. The reason it is its natural color is cuza money, preference, skin tone, etc. However, as a dancer, I need to grow my hair out. If you all wanna look like yer mama, then be my guest! Just be it in a younger form, of course, I mean, where it's the age difference.
Not Trying to Attack
Maybe, I should assume that just didn't happen.
Why are you people so sick about the past and pretending what I mean? Can you think straight all the time, like when you're being talked at or pushed around? That's how fights start, and countries have believed in war in places like Europe for a long time, sad as it is of course.
I don't think people should pretend I have a problem I don't. I think if someone has a problem you should help them or be nice to them. Wake up! I am not the pin cushion girl tracting problems. I am not the definition of every problem there is. Hello. People are "normal" usually. There isn't something queer in the air. I'm not a weirdo. I just like to be extravagant personality-wise. It's called a personality, and I might have one.
Why are you people so sick about the past and pretending what I mean? Can you think straight all the time, like when you're being talked at or pushed around? That's how fights start, and countries have believed in war in places like Europe for a long time, sad as it is of course.
I don't think people should pretend I have a problem I don't. I think if someone has a problem you should help them or be nice to them. Wake up! I am not the pin cushion girl tracting problems. I am not the definition of every problem there is. Hello. People are "normal" usually. There isn't something queer in the air. I'm not a weirdo. I just like to be extravagant personality-wise. It's called a personality, and I might have one.
Jumping to Conclusions
People think blondes are okay and brunettes aren't.
I feel mistreated for my appearance. Get it, mistreated?
I feel mistreated for my appearance. Get it, mistreated?
Being Allowed to Speak Freely and Think Without "Thought Police"
Well, sometimes you know when something is right or wrong. I don't really accept being punished.
People keep thinking what if someone doesn't take something the right way.
What is this, anyway? I don't see anyone else getting punished. You think me getting attention is a loss to other people, too. Sometimes, it doesn't work that way. Some people don't have their personal lives together. Sometimes, it's different kinds of things. I know some people get a lotta attention from others. It's something that should be worked on. Sometimes, some people are bad and think it's cool. It's hard to fight that you can't believe in that and you wonder is everyone bad cuza racism among other things?
I never meant to start anything bad, so I don't see why people believe I should be punished and so hardly/much.
I also found out on The Ellen DeGeneres Show, too, today that people will give me a rough time and when it becomes obvious they are wrong they just wonder if you thought you were gonna get away with it socially as a mixed race person. I mean, they lie to mixed race people saying they did something wrong. After it becomes obvious you aren't that bad, the person just says you're trying to get away with talking to them and that it's not okay cuza your race. Like, they just assume it without stating it, it feels. Like, they'll act like, "Oh, you thought it was okay to talk to me?" while digging into the fact you are mixed race.
Speaking of which, I used to look okay without makeup cuz I never wore it. I always had a pudgy face in a way. I gained about 50 pounds for reasons not my fault, like in college. I am a little taller and bigger. So, now, I look ugly without makeup and with glasses on. I only do that at home and when I jog/walk. Also, my hair is growing out from being shaved after dying it. So, it looks a bit like a fro.
People keep thinking what if someone doesn't take something the right way.
What is this, anyway? I don't see anyone else getting punished. You think me getting attention is a loss to other people, too. Sometimes, it doesn't work that way. Some people don't have their personal lives together. Sometimes, it's different kinds of things. I know some people get a lotta attention from others. It's something that should be worked on. Sometimes, some people are bad and think it's cool. It's hard to fight that you can't believe in that and you wonder is everyone bad cuza racism among other things?
I never meant to start anything bad, so I don't see why people believe I should be punished and so hardly/much.
I also found out on The Ellen DeGeneres Show, too, today that people will give me a rough time and when it becomes obvious they are wrong they just wonder if you thought you were gonna get away with it socially as a mixed race person. I mean, they lie to mixed race people saying they did something wrong. After it becomes obvious you aren't that bad, the person just says you're trying to get away with talking to them and that it's not okay cuza your race. Like, they just assume it without stating it, it feels. Like, they'll act like, "Oh, you thought it was okay to talk to me?" while digging into the fact you are mixed race.
Speaking of which, I used to look okay without makeup cuz I never wore it. I always had a pudgy face in a way. I gained about 50 pounds for reasons not my fault, like in college. I am a little taller and bigger. So, now, I look ugly without makeup and with glasses on. I only do that at home and when I jog/walk. Also, my hair is growing out from being shaved after dying it. So, it looks a bit like a fro.
You want me to also solve the world's problems?
Maybe, if they stopped thinking they were better than other people, they'd make an improvement and become happy.
I hope the end result isn't just to glorify Late Boomers. It's not time for people like me to back off and not get more "fun" because we have certain other qualities to envy.
I hope the end result isn't just to glorify Late Boomers. It's not time for people like me to back off and not get more "fun" because we have certain other qualities to envy.
Jealousy and Improvement
It seems that if someone in your life is jealous of something about your personality that it will be limited for you to improve yourself in your own life and with others in your mutual lives.
Ellen DeGeneres - Relaxation
It seems she doesn't always go off of the end product. She sieves thru things.
Things you do can multiply. Not sure what people go off of, the news, a breath of fresh air. I read some of a book with that as an example, The Tao of Pooh. Highlight: I think it asked Winnie the Pooh how to know what's going on in the world. He said by going outside. Right and wrong are not always the same pattern. You have to just like ground yourself to improve. Think about what's real and what's big. Also, keep at something and you probably make a revolutionary discovery or end product of a thought.
Things you do can multiply. Not sure what people go off of, the news, a breath of fresh air. I read some of a book with that as an example, The Tao of Pooh. Highlight: I think it asked Winnie the Pooh how to know what's going on in the world. He said by going outside. Right and wrong are not always the same pattern. You have to just like ground yourself to improve. Think about what's real and what's big. Also, keep at something and you probably make a revolutionary discovery or end product of a thought.
Saving It for Later??
I know a lotta people out there aren't really fans of Ellen DeGeneres cuz I've never met one who seemed to click. For example, there's a certain feel I do get when I encounter long time fans. The only thing that seems strange is I've met people who watch her a lot. Nothing seemed to click, like no common reverence for her. Other things to notice are her past and what she represents for the world, being born around 1960, the way people born around 1950, like Karen Carpenter, who passed away, do.
All else I can say, too, is as I've always felt.. be ready before you watch someone like Ellen or, like, Oprah who I think is off air.
All else is I know people who watch her or maybe they also watch a lotta TV. It's hard to know where they're coming from. They seem very ambiguous and jaded. I am guessing their parents had nothing else to turn on, like how I watched Mary Poppins a lot when I was 2. It seems hard to think that there would be another Julie Andrews.
Ellen DeGeneres has a lot of fans and is very popular. It's just hard to reach out to her biggest fans. You'd expect they'd be found online somehow.
All else I can say, too, is as I've always felt.. be ready before you watch someone like Ellen or, like, Oprah who I think is off air.
All else is I know people who watch her or maybe they also watch a lotta TV. It's hard to know where they're coming from. They seem very ambiguous and jaded. I am guessing their parents had nothing else to turn on, like how I watched Mary Poppins a lot when I was 2. It seems hard to think that there would be another Julie Andrews.
Ellen DeGeneres has a lot of fans and is very popular. It's just hard to reach out to her biggest fans. You'd expect they'd be found online somehow.
Listening to Older Generations
It seems kids/teens today forget how much younger they are than their parental units. I thought they were pretty cool. I probably just made a nest about where I am. If I'm something to be jealous of, why don't they admit I have an ideal situation that's okay?
Parents and Badness
What parent believes that if they are bad that their own kids have to be considered even more bad no matter how "good" they are?
Your Background
People think I come from a bad family, like ooh my mom is Chinese-Indonesian, my dad is not born after 1950.
Yes to Others, No to Me
Do you know when people get a fit over you saying something like, "I like that person?" Someone will just stupidly get mad and say it's unfair you looked good saying that? because they think that means something like you have to be just like them?
Well, these people are told everything is okay, but I feel a lotta pressure trying to get by socially.
Well, these people are told everything is okay, but I feel a lotta pressure trying to get by socially.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Lupita Nyong'o was such a beautiful person! Very smart, sweet, kind, respectful. Interesting!
Uzo Aduba seemed like a very sweet person, as well.
They are both black and lovely.
Uzo Aduba seemed like a very sweet person, as well.
They are both black and lovely.
Tuesday, December 15, 2015
Revised Dance Schedule
Hip Hop 1 - Monday - 6:30-7:30 - 1 hr
Tap 1/2 - Tuesday - 5:30-6:15 - 45 min
Acro 1 - Wednesday - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - Wednesday - 7-8 - 1 hr
Ballet 1 - Thursday - 6-7:30 - 1 1/2 hrs
Leaps & Turns - Saturday - 11:15-12 - 45 min
5 1/4 hours = $215/month
Tap 1/2 - Tuesday - 5:30-6:15 - 45 min
Acro 1 - Wednesday - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - Wednesday - 7-8 - 1 hr
Ballet 1 - Thursday - 6-7:30 - 1 1/2 hrs
Leaps & Turns - Saturday - 11:15-12 - 45 min
5 1/4 hours = $215/month
Monday, December 14, 2015
IMDb - The Soapbox
Re: Who is the one person you are sick and tired of hearing about?
Well, I like Ellen DeGeneres, but I know she has a lotta competition with nonfamous people.
Only Me in Trouble
It upsets me, but people are getting mad at me for being upset about someone who's actually the one who seems especially feisty. They also think they're the people's person and I'm not accepted all of a sudden cuza race. You shouldn't be comparing a nonwhite with a white in some ways. Just accept they both exist.
Whatcha Doin'?
Do you all wanna think of someone as being better than yourself?
They keep acting like this person is important but better than me.
They keep acting like this person is important but better than me.
Not Enough Room or What?
Afraid to admit maybe I am something but not afraid to sat so about others? what about yourself?
It's not just excusable.
It's not just excusable.
So..
Why should I like people if they're on hold about being respectful?
People think people who are worse than others are actually good and good people are bad.
They relay something suggestive about you and say, "That's it!" That's what they were looking for and then they sew it on like that was the whole problem, what someone mean needed to feel better.
People think people who are worse than others are actually good and good people are bad.
They relay something suggestive about you and say, "That's it!" That's what they were looking for and then they sew it on like that was the whole problem, what someone mean needed to feel better.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Idina Menzel was nice and fun! She is Jewish and her X is black. She has 1 son, and he looks so cute from the pictures I've seen online. They played giant Jenga, and it looked cool. I remember when the colored/African-American Annie played with Ellen DeGeneres and the guy from the show. She even gave the audience this game as a gift. What an evening!
The lady who used to be Princess Leia was on and it was so cool. She seemed so different in real life. She's a lot older now. I liked her a lot. She looked a bit winded from all the fame. She sold tickets to Star Wars outside with Ellen. It was pretty neat seeing who stopped to trade in for the tickets.
When the 2 ladies from the audience came down to play the game, it was funny they couldn't play. They had to "reach for the stars" hanging over a bed blindfolded, but they were too high.
So, she added a bonus day of giveaways today. When I was on the show in the audience the 1st time was not 12 Days but the 2nd was. I don't remember if I got anything the 1st time.
The lady who used to be Princess Leia was on and it was so cool. She seemed so different in real life. She's a lot older now. I liked her a lot. She looked a bit winded from all the fame. She sold tickets to Star Wars outside with Ellen. It was pretty neat seeing who stopped to trade in for the tickets.
When the 2 ladies from the audience came down to play the game, it was funny they couldn't play. They had to "reach for the stars" hanging over a bed blindfolded, but they were too high.
So, she added a bonus day of giveaways today. When I was on the show in the audience the 1st time was not 12 Days but the 2nd was. I don't remember if I got anything the 1st time.
What I Don't Require
I don't need people staring at me to see what my reaction was and if it was spot on. That's generational rejection.
Revised Dance Schedule
Hip Hop 1 - Monday - 6:30-7:30 - 1 hr
Tap 1/2 - Tuesday - 5:30-6:15 - 45 min
Acro 1 - Wednesday - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - Wednesday - 7-8 - 1 hr
Ballet 1 - Thursday - 6-7:30 - 1 1/2 hrs
Aladdin even requires tap!
You know, they use ballet in opera. It's great. I just think I'm not as good as I was. It's competitive.
Tap 1/2 - Tuesday - 5:30-6:15 - 45 min
Acro 1 - Wednesday - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - Wednesday - 7-8 - 1 hr
Ballet 1 - Thursday - 6-7:30 - 1 1/2 hrs
Aladdin even requires tap!
You know, they use ballet in opera. It's great. I just think I'm not as good as I was. It's competitive.
Changed My Mind - Dance
I just want to take dance for now, $180/moth:
Hip Hop 1 - Monday - 6:30-7:30 - 1 hr
Acro 1 - Wednesday - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - Wednesday - 7-8 - 1 hr
Ballet 1 - Thursday - 6-7:30 - 1 1/2 hrs
I hope to start today. I have to finish off a gymnastics class this month, tho.
I'm excited at the opportunity. They are having a master class in dancing or something for the Sound of Music tour soon.
Hip Hop 1 - Monday - 6:30-7:30 - 1 hr
Acro 1 - Wednesday - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - Wednesday - 7-8 - 1 hr
Ballet 1 - Thursday - 6-7:30 - 1 1/2 hrs
I hope to start today. I have to finish off a gymnastics class this month, tho.
I'm excited at the opportunity. They are having a master class in dancing or something for the Sound of Music tour soon.
"Jumping to Conclusions"
I think people think they have conquered my ancestral family, like yup I liked it but I did it that family is nothing!
Sunday, December 13, 2015
Key Word: Birthday/Older. Not rude at all to me but made to feel insecure. Possibly her loss, not a gain. 😳 😜 🔥 https://t.co/46adwfn1zd— Christina Barrett (@8ChristinaAnn6) December 13, 2015 @TheEllenShow 😯 If I ever get to meet her, I'm going to put a smile on my face.— Christina Barrett (@8ChristinaAnn6) December 13, 2015 @taylorswift13 🌻 Happy 26th Birthday! 🌻— Christina Barrett (@8ChristinaAnn6) December 13, 2015
Question: Taylor Swift
Ellen DeGeneres left her and yelled to her as she was away going, "Don't talk to me!" So, I was wondering.. Anyway, I'm an adult/we're adults. I think I can think for myself without others's help.
Ellen vs. Taylor
Happy birthday @TaylorSwift13. I hope you have a wonderful day. Seriously. https://t.co/E76LVoJivt— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) December 13, 2015 That reminds me people always blame their tacky problems on me.If someone makes an advance on Ellen DeGeneres, that opens the sea for all the fish to come in, except for the fish that was comfortable. I also got a queer message about speaking to people as an adult who taught me as a kid, like online. People know I was quiet and didn't get around but could've.
It's not a race.
People keep pushing people to make snap judgements in what they say and judge them from there. They can't do something else?
"Good Listeners?"
People don't let me think and don't listen to me.
I find others say the same thing and they are taken seriously.
I see who's trying to impress or get the attention from who.
I find others say the same thing and they are taken seriously.
I see who's trying to impress or get the attention from who.
Weird ^Rules^
Do you ever think people from certain heritages just make up rules to make you feel like there's authority? And the rules are weird? It's like they are probing your mind for who and what you are. Maybe, they are just shining you up so they can see their reflection better over you.
College Choirs Not Quite "up to Snuff"
The girls sound old and warbly and there is the thing where you think it's just for the ripe taste.
A Tug
I was thinking of having kids to be a role model. I felt a tug like there was promise for my life in the performing arts. A college degree might have been helpful but in what? Some colleges let you create your own major. I think good colleges do this, like the ones for "high achievers." I was thinking along the lines you're Johnny Depp or Lily Rose Depp and still you're not content. That's the guy who played Willy Wonka in 2005 and his daughter whose separated mom is French.
I have nothing.
I think people who excel in things like acting who get good money think it's all in hiding out and not developing their talents and doing the work.
Messed up People
Do you know people who mess up their lives only to ask for others to sacrifice for them like it's their fault?
With most people, they have to "solve their own problems."
This has to do with Generation, Race, Age, Heritage.. Favoritism..
And it's getting late in time.
With most people, they have to "solve their own problems."
This has to do with Generation, Race, Age, Heritage.. Favoritism..
And it's getting late in time.
Interesting Things
I feel old in ballet.
I think I have to quit gymnastics to pay for classical voice and jazz.
I think I have to quit gymnastics to pay for classical voice and jazz.
Classical Singing and Jazz Dancing
Doing classical singing is typical cuz that's what they do in college and so is jazz dancing, which is good for classical singing.
IMDb - The Soapbox
I might be starting singing lessons.
😊
•$200/month for 1 hour a week
•recitals
I'm also getting in shape in adult gymnastics.
•$70/month
•1 day 1 1/2 hours per week
I still get $50/week.
I am auditioning for America's Got Talent and probably to be a chorister the Lion King and Aladdin tours, coming here for auditions. They have auditions for dancing, too. I wonder if I should take jazz instead of gymnastics. It's quicker than more ballet. I was gonna do church choir but not so sure anymore.
Also, I told them I want to learn classical music, not more musical theater. I even told them my race and asked for a white female.
Getting Away
Sometimes, you just need to get away from someone to preserve your relationship for later.
"Most People"
They think they have a spot reserved with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) and stomp off to bed pointing their finger at everyone.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Re: If the IMDb boards were actual places that people hung out...
I've done Virtual Reality chat in Rocket On!/My Virtual World, I think, and Fresbo. I was Sleecya on Rocket On! and Lola Mola on Fresbo. Fresbo has medium little people, I think, and Rocket On! has either bigger people or at least at some point monsters/aliens, I think. I think this was mostly 2009 for me. Rocket On! has different rooms. Fresbo is on Facebook more, uses your profile, and you dress up and play games. I remember a lotta Chinese/Asians there.
Just Missed the Boat
I do believe in the success of the generation born up to 2002. It has nothing to do with anything bad that I know of.
Check out this picture: link.
The redhead is in Christmas Mail (2010.) She is born in 2000. The other girl is a little older and seems to have it all, comparably, in a way.
Check out this picture: link.
The redhead is in Christmas Mail (2010.) She is born in 2000. The other girl is a little older and seems to have it all, comparably, in a way.
Kids Today
The ones born around 1997 and 1998.
In Christmas Mail (2010) which I am watching, the girl thinks it's right to sound insistent. She was taught she deserves to do this and others can't.
In Christmas Mail (2010) which I am watching, the girl thinks it's right to sound insistent. She was taught she deserves to do this and others can't.
Something New
If you meet people, they get queasy and melt away and can't even understand why anything exists. They think others are not in their destiny. They start saying some people aren't as good as they used to be and never deserved to know a lotta people.
Tricky
Why am I being blamed for who I am by who my parents are? It's like I had to have done something wrong and not be cool. My family is so good it wants for nothing.
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