Monday, December 14, 2015
"Jumping to Conclusions"
I think people think they have conquered my ancestral family, like yup I liked it but I did it that family is nothing!
Sunday, December 13, 2015
Key Word: Birthday/Older. Not rude at all to me but made to feel insecure. Possibly her loss, not a gain. 😳 😜 🔥 https://t.co/46adwfn1zd— Christina Barrett (@8ChristinaAnn6) December 13, 2015 @TheEllenShow 😯 If I ever get to meet her, I'm going to put a smile on my face.— Christina Barrett (@8ChristinaAnn6) December 13, 2015 @taylorswift13 🌻 Happy 26th Birthday! 🌻— Christina Barrett (@8ChristinaAnn6) December 13, 2015
Question: Taylor Swift
Ellen DeGeneres left her and yelled to her as she was away going, "Don't talk to me!" So, I was wondering.. Anyway, I'm an adult/we're adults. I think I can think for myself without others's help.
Ellen vs. Taylor
Happy birthday @TaylorSwift13. I hope you have a wonderful day. Seriously. https://t.co/E76LVoJivt— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) December 13, 2015 That reminds me people always blame their tacky problems on me.If someone makes an advance on Ellen DeGeneres, that opens the sea for all the fish to come in, except for the fish that was comfortable. I also got a queer message about speaking to people as an adult who taught me as a kid, like online. People know I was quiet and didn't get around but could've.
It's not a race.
People keep pushing people to make snap judgements in what they say and judge them from there. They can't do something else?
"Good Listeners?"
People don't let me think and don't listen to me.
I find others say the same thing and they are taken seriously.
I see who's trying to impress or get the attention from who.
I find others say the same thing and they are taken seriously.
I see who's trying to impress or get the attention from who.
Weird ^Rules^
Do you ever think people from certain heritages just make up rules to make you feel like there's authority? And the rules are weird? It's like they are probing your mind for who and what you are. Maybe, they are just shining you up so they can see their reflection better over you.
Heritage
I find if I do something wrong, I get pitched to my father's heritage in Pennsylvania rather than what I said where I'm from, the South.
College Choirs Not Quite "up to Snuff"
The girls sound old and warbly and there is the thing where you think it's just for the ripe taste.
A Tug
I was thinking of having kids to be a role model. I felt a tug like there was promise for my life in the performing arts. A college degree might have been helpful but in what? Some colleges let you create your own major. I think good colleges do this, like the ones for "high achievers." I was thinking along the lines you're Johnny Depp or Lily Rose Depp and still you're not content. That's the guy who played Willy Wonka in 2005 and his daughter whose separated mom is French.
I have nothing.
I think people who excel in things like acting who get good money think it's all in hiding out and not developing their talents and doing the work.
Messed up People
Do you know people who mess up their lives only to ask for others to sacrifice for them like it's their fault?
With most people, they have to "solve their own problems."
This has to do with Generation, Race, Age, Heritage.. Favoritism..
And it's getting late in time.
With most people, they have to "solve their own problems."
This has to do with Generation, Race, Age, Heritage.. Favoritism..
And it's getting late in time.
Interesting Things
I feel old in ballet.
I think I have to quit gymnastics to pay for classical voice and jazz.
I think I have to quit gymnastics to pay for classical voice and jazz.
Classical Singing and Jazz Dancing
Doing classical singing is typical cuz that's what they do in college and so is jazz dancing, which is good for classical singing.
Getting Away
Sometimes, you just need to get away from someone to preserve your relationship for later.
"Most People"
They think they have a spot reserved with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) and stomp off to bed pointing their finger at everyone.
Just Missed the Boat
I do believe in the success of the generation born up to 2002. It has nothing to do with anything bad that I know of.
Check out this picture: link.
The redhead is in Christmas Mail (2010.) She is born in 2000. The other girl is a little older and seems to have it all, comparably, in a way.
Check out this picture: link.
The redhead is in Christmas Mail (2010.) She is born in 2000. The other girl is a little older and seems to have it all, comparably, in a way.
Kids Today
The ones born around 1997 and 1998.
In Christmas Mail (2010) which I am watching, the girl thinks it's right to sound insistent. She was taught she deserves to do this and others can't.
In Christmas Mail (2010) which I am watching, the girl thinks it's right to sound insistent. She was taught she deserves to do this and others can't.
Something New
If you meet people, they get queasy and melt away and can't even understand why anything exists. They think others are not in their destiny. They start saying some people aren't as good as they used to be and never deserved to know a lotta people.
Tricky
Why am I being blamed for who I am by who my parents are? It's like I had to have done something wrong and not be cool. My family is so good it wants for nothing.
Saturday, December 12, 2015
A Rule
I don't like to turn little, bad things into a big deal. Like ignoring someone who needs a lesson.
TV
Christmas Mail (2010)
The young redhead girl looked at the Late Boomer looking lady like she was just normal and not something too amazing for her. She looked at her, shuddered to feel as she was touched, and left as tho it was a normal thing for her to be so special.
The young redhead girl looked at the Late Boomer looking lady like she was just normal and not something too amazing for her. She looked at her, shuddered to feel as she was touched, and left as tho it was a normal thing for her to be so special.
The Norm
Do you know when light is too light? Sometimes, it's all you can do to get by, like pretty Swedes.
Something That Doesn't Make Sense
When someone acts like you aren't as good as a blonde as they are when they are not blonde.
Being a Role Model
The reason older adults stand out is because they weren't careless like younger adults today, trashing tradition and taking for granted "what they have?"
WWYD, would you accept this?
Very famous people saying you're worthless? Because someone has a problem with something they claim you did?
Something Funny
Do you know people who are so selfish they just smile when they are liked better than you, like "that's it?" Otherwise, they are probing for what's wrong against someone who has a hard life? like chasing them and hunting them down? or constantly berating them?
Hidden Racism
Do you know people who think other nonwhite races are disposable?
Like, if they are a little fat or did something that doesn't make sense for them they think?
They think it's a game, but it's not. I have found it hard to live with. I get in trouble if I think of the N word, too, cuz it tends to sound like I'm calling someone that. I don't want to, but the message they give me spells that out to me. A lotta people who are nonwhite believe that so that they will be treated better, but if they meet a mixed person like me they are vicious and racist and attacking like all wild and crazy, like their mood or the picture they get. So, I don't accept racism like other nonwhites learn to accept.
You may think I am rebellious and it's a problem, but I don't deserve racism anymore than a white. How I react and improve is my business, not your right to say that's what you hurt me for. I was the one being attacked.
TV
Mary Poppins is on.
I noticed she has blue eyes and light hair, and Audrey Hepburn's eyes are brown.
Also, did you know Audrey Hepburn's dad is ethnically Irish? Julie Andrews is all English, I think. Audrey Hepburn is older.
Lotta blondes without very outstanding eyes, even in Europe, like they fought tooth and nail in the womb to come out blonde so hard their eyes were not as good to them. They were "like everyone else" or a lotta other people without blonde hair, in that way. That must be a hard life. I tend to be a medium shade of everything.
I noticed she has blue eyes and light hair, and Audrey Hepburn's eyes are brown.
Also, did you know Audrey Hepburn's dad is ethnically Irish? Julie Andrews is all English, I think. Audrey Hepburn is older.
Lotta blondes without very outstanding eyes, even in Europe, like they fought tooth and nail in the womb to come out blonde so hard their eyes were not as good to them. They were "like everyone else" or a lotta other people without blonde hair, in that way. That must be a hard life. I tend to be a medium shade of everything.
The World
Is the world convenient for you or inconvenient?
Has it been different at different blocks of times?
Has it been different at different blocks of times?
♥
On TV
Baby care. Dark people holding any sort of kids. A Scandinavian-looking young American girl in bare feet, maybe age 19 or 20. She's having fun shaking instruments, blowing bubbles. It's all about her. The kids can tell she's no mom.
I'd like people to treat me like that's my race.
What did she do?
Kids With Southern Parents
I saw this baby on BabyFirst from Alabama, which is between Mississippi and Georgia and has the oldest city in the US.
New Favorite
Dance Time Boys on BabyFirst. They go into a ballet studio with older girls rehearsing The Nutcracker. Little kids are sitting around. They show the face of one girl lying down partly and you see her eye is so clear and blue and pretty. Her hair is straight and white. I think we saw her get up. Has to be Swedish.
I feel a real bond..
..to this little girl dancing on BabyFirst, with Dance Time Boys, who looks part Swedish with medium-long white blonde hair and a young, cute look. Like, we all love Ellen. This girl is cut for success.
Parenting Magazine Subscription..
I get the Parenting magazine and it doesn't have a whole lotta/if any psychology. It had a cute craft.
What I'm here to say tho is they highlighted that the Peanuts movie was out for "winter" break, which is early November.
IMDb - The Soapbox
I kept peeing in my pants today at beginning adult gymnastics. I had an Ultra tampon in.
...
At least mostly white, I think.
I really liked her a lot. It was a sub who teaches intermediate/advanced gymnastics.
She whipped me into shape.
She is quite a bit taller than me but not too tall, reddish hair cut short, maybe with some volume yet mostly straight/waved. Not sure what color her eyes are. It was me and 2 other girls mostly. She is probably in her early 50s or 40s.
She helped me flip back with my feet up on a square thing.
I often get there early to watch the kids and I see her then.
Friday, December 11, 2015
Respect
When I was a kid, people respected me more but not after I was a teenager. My weight going up must be the cause.
The Clothes, the Peace, The Comradery
It's so good in the real world, like the New Orleans area of Louisiana.
When I went to Metairie where Ellen DeGeneres is from they were so feeling aroused and such.
Anyway, life is now. You are free to feel for things. They are surprised when what should be isn't there, tho.
When I went to Metairie where Ellen DeGeneres is from they were so feeling aroused and such.
Anyway, life is now. You are free to feel for things. They are surprised when what should be isn't there, tho.
Why?
Why do senseless things? Say, oh you got another Facebook account I can't add this one. Oh, I know you were talking about me when you were speaking of those other than you anonymously. You're not my friend. I can't talk to you.
My Life Because of Me
1st, I spend $100 to get a photoshoot to get a good shot of me online.
Then, I buy 2 shelves, cubbies for bags, and a coat stand, and my life is organized. Wal-Mart. Shoe rack would be nice sometime and some more light perhaps.
Then, I buy 2 shelves, cubbies for bags, and a coat stand, and my life is organized. Wal-Mart. Shoe rack would be nice sometime and some more light perhaps.
"My Grownup Christmas Wish.."
Would you at some end want just to watch Ellen DeGeneres and not also see others? It is a great wish of mine that kids today attain the happiness and company that is Ellen DeGeneres.
Age, It's True
Kids born around 1997-1998 provide more assurance to adults than kids born around 1985/1986. But they're younger! That's not how it worked at the time!
Wednesday, December 9, 2015
People Leaving Your Life
I wonder if anyone is there for other people when they need them or if it's just the young people today who don't have them for unexpected reasons. You'd think, with the internet, people'd be a little more mature and "grow up."
Letting It Go
Do you know people who don't want others to get attention for work they've done to be amazing and live life innocently and carefreely?
Depressing
Was the system of America only set up for true Nordics to be able to succeed? Where does all that work go?
How Things Are
It's like everyone went on a trip because of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and the Pirates of the Caribbean franchise. Nothing seems to work. If you supposedly messed up, you might find yourself very much alone.
My Thoughts
People don't wanna be adults. They probably disown you like you don't matter pretty much that they have some problems of their own they can't seem to own up to, tho they seem to be respected mostly.
They find the need to be justified, too, probably.
They find the need to be justified, too, probably.
Imperfections
Can you imagine being so well-liked and considered nice that no one could ever get mad at you..
That people find you imperfect later on and they all fled?
The funny thing is most people are probably not considered perfect in some ways, yet they do not have problems like this, maybe.
That people find you imperfect later on and they all fled?
The funny thing is most people are probably not considered perfect in some ways, yet they do not have problems like this, maybe.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Samuel L. Jackson was quit deep.
Chris Young was a good singer.
Joshua Jackson was quite stimulating.
Chris Young was a good singer.
Joshua Jackson was quite stimulating.
Tuesday, December 8, 2015
Monday, December 7, 2015
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Harrison Ford was very cool!
The school library turned into a more imaginary place with trees and stuff was great!
The school library turned into a more imaginary place with trees and stuff was great!
This is what I call Praise and Worship. Look at the 1st, 2nd, etc. violinists and how attractive the brunette is. Joni...
Posted by Christina Ann Joanna Barrett on Sunday, December 6, 2015
Sunday, December 6, 2015
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Usher was very smart and good.
The English group Coldplay were very kind and fun.
The English group Coldplay were very kind and fun.
Relaxing
Others are taking time to have their needs met. They have innocence in the bag. I'm sure this could have been avoided.
Weridos
People are acting like I am "g**." I'm just a normal person doing something normal, and it makes others get to me in bad ways.
Nobody's Perfect
I am being told to talk to people who are not as good a choice sometimes instead of others I like supposedly cuz they aren't good enough, too, tho a better choice in other ways.
Mad
I'm getting really mad at this and wonder how I can cope without the people experimenting on me messing with me.
Colder Climate Races
It's interesting someone of mixed climate ethnicity would be upset at themselves for being mixed ethnically and not realize it. I've found people like this to be vicious people with a violent aspect of personality. They never listen to anyone but themselves.
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