Saturday, December 12, 2015
Something Funny
Do you know people who are so selfish they just smile when they are liked better than you, like "that's it?" Otherwise, they are probing for what's wrong against someone who has a hard life? like chasing them and hunting them down? or constantly berating them?
Hidden Racism
Do you know people who think other nonwhite races are disposable?
Like, if they are a little fat or did something that doesn't make sense for them they think?
They think it's a game, but it's not. I have found it hard to live with. I get in trouble if I think of the N word, too, cuz it tends to sound like I'm calling someone that. I don't want to, but the message they give me spells that out to me. A lotta people who are nonwhite believe that so that they will be treated better, but if they meet a mixed person like me they are vicious and racist and attacking like all wild and crazy, like their mood or the picture they get. So, I don't accept racism like other nonwhites learn to accept.
You may think I am rebellious and it's a problem, but I don't deserve racism anymore than a white. How I react and improve is my business, not your right to say that's what you hurt me for. I was the one being attacked.
TV
Mary Poppins is on.
I noticed she has blue eyes and light hair, and Audrey Hepburn's eyes are brown.
Also, did you know Audrey Hepburn's dad is ethnically Irish? Julie Andrews is all English, I think. Audrey Hepburn is older.
Lotta blondes without very outstanding eyes, even in Europe, like they fought tooth and nail in the womb to come out blonde so hard their eyes were not as good to them. They were "like everyone else" or a lotta other people without blonde hair, in that way. That must be a hard life. I tend to be a medium shade of everything.
I noticed she has blue eyes and light hair, and Audrey Hepburn's eyes are brown.
Also, did you know Audrey Hepburn's dad is ethnically Irish? Julie Andrews is all English, I think. Audrey Hepburn is older.
Lotta blondes without very outstanding eyes, even in Europe, like they fought tooth and nail in the womb to come out blonde so hard their eyes were not as good to them. They were "like everyone else" or a lotta other people without blonde hair, in that way. That must be a hard life. I tend to be a medium shade of everything.
The World
Is the world convenient for you or inconvenient?
Has it been different at different blocks of times?
Has it been different at different blocks of times?
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On TV
Baby care. Dark people holding any sort of kids. A Scandinavian-looking young American girl in bare feet, maybe age 19 or 20. She's having fun shaking instruments, blowing bubbles. It's all about her. The kids can tell she's no mom.
I'd like people to treat me like that's my race.
What did she do?
Kids With Southern Parents
I saw this baby on BabyFirst from Alabama, which is between Mississippi and Georgia and has the oldest city in the US.
New Favorite
Dance Time Boys on BabyFirst. They go into a ballet studio with older girls rehearsing The Nutcracker. Little kids are sitting around. They show the face of one girl lying down partly and you see her eye is so clear and blue and pretty. Her hair is straight and white. I think we saw her get up. Has to be Swedish.
I feel a real bond..
..to this little girl dancing on BabyFirst, with Dance Time Boys, who looks part Swedish with medium-long white blonde hair and a young, cute look. Like, we all love Ellen. This girl is cut for success.
Parenting Magazine Subscription..
I get the Parenting magazine and it doesn't have a whole lotta/if any psychology. It had a cute craft.
What I'm here to say tho is they highlighted that the Peanuts movie was out for "winter" break, which is early November.
IMDb - The Soapbox
I kept peeing in my pants today at beginning adult gymnastics. I had an Ultra tampon in.
...
At least mostly white, I think.
I really liked her a lot. It was a sub who teaches intermediate/advanced gymnastics.
She whipped me into shape.
She is quite a bit taller than me but not too tall, reddish hair cut short, maybe with some volume yet mostly straight/waved. Not sure what color her eyes are. It was me and 2 other girls mostly. She is probably in her early 50s or 40s.
She helped me flip back with my feet up on a square thing.
I often get there early to watch the kids and I see her then.
Friday, December 11, 2015
Respect
When I was a kid, people respected me more but not after I was a teenager. My weight going up must be the cause.
The Clothes, the Peace, The Comradery
It's so good in the real world, like the New Orleans area of Louisiana.
When I went to Metairie where Ellen DeGeneres is from they were so feeling aroused and such.
Anyway, life is now. You are free to feel for things. They are surprised when what should be isn't there, tho.
When I went to Metairie where Ellen DeGeneres is from they were so feeling aroused and such.
Anyway, life is now. You are free to feel for things. They are surprised when what should be isn't there, tho.
Why?
Why do senseless things? Say, oh you got another Facebook account I can't add this one. Oh, I know you were talking about me when you were speaking of those other than you anonymously. You're not my friend. I can't talk to you.
My Life Because of Me
1st, I spend $100 to get a photoshoot to get a good shot of me online.
Then, I buy 2 shelves, cubbies for bags, and a coat stand, and my life is organized. Wal-Mart. Shoe rack would be nice sometime and some more light perhaps.
Then, I buy 2 shelves, cubbies for bags, and a coat stand, and my life is organized. Wal-Mart. Shoe rack would be nice sometime and some more light perhaps.
"My Grownup Christmas Wish.."
Would you at some end want just to watch Ellen DeGeneres and not also see others? It is a great wish of mine that kids today attain the happiness and company that is Ellen DeGeneres.
Age, It's True
Kids born around 1997-1998 provide more assurance to adults than kids born around 1985/1986. But they're younger! That's not how it worked at the time!
Wednesday, December 9, 2015
People Leaving Your Life
I wonder if anyone is there for other people when they need them or if it's just the young people today who don't have them for unexpected reasons. You'd think, with the internet, people'd be a little more mature and "grow up."
Letting It Go
Do you know people who don't want others to get attention for work they've done to be amazing and live life innocently and carefreely?
Depressing
Was the system of America only set up for true Nordics to be able to succeed? Where does all that work go?
How Things Are
It's like everyone went on a trip because of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and the Pirates of the Caribbean franchise. Nothing seems to work. If you supposedly messed up, you might find yourself very much alone.
My Thoughts
People don't wanna be adults. They probably disown you like you don't matter pretty much that they have some problems of their own they can't seem to own up to, tho they seem to be respected mostly.
They find the need to be justified, too, probably.
They find the need to be justified, too, probably.
Imperfections
Can you imagine being so well-liked and considered nice that no one could ever get mad at you..
That people find you imperfect later on and they all fled?
The funny thing is most people are probably not considered perfect in some ways, yet they do not have problems like this, maybe.
That people find you imperfect later on and they all fled?
The funny thing is most people are probably not considered perfect in some ways, yet they do not have problems like this, maybe.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Samuel L. Jackson was quit deep.
Chris Young was a good singer.
Joshua Jackson was quite stimulating.
Chris Young was a good singer.
Joshua Jackson was quite stimulating.
Tuesday, December 8, 2015
Monday, December 7, 2015
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Harrison Ford was very cool!
The school library turned into a more imaginary place with trees and stuff was great!
The school library turned into a more imaginary place with trees and stuff was great!
This is what I call Praise and Worship. Look at the 1st, 2nd, etc. violinists and how attractive the brunette is. Joni...
Posted by Christina Ann Joanna Barrett on Sunday, December 6, 2015
Sunday, December 6, 2015
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Usher was very smart and good.
The English group Coldplay were very kind and fun.
The English group Coldplay were very kind and fun.
Relaxing
Others are taking time to have their needs met. They have innocence in the bag. I'm sure this could have been avoided.
Weridos
People are acting like I am "g**." I'm just a normal person doing something normal, and it makes others get to me in bad ways.
Nobody's Perfect
I am being told to talk to people who are not as good a choice sometimes instead of others I like supposedly cuz they aren't good enough, too, tho a better choice in other ways.
Mad
I'm getting really mad at this and wonder how I can cope without the people experimenting on me messing with me.
Colder Climate Races
It's interesting someone of mixed climate ethnicity would be upset at themselves for being mixed ethnically and not realize it. I've found people like this to be vicious people with a violent aspect of personality. They never listen to anyone but themselves.
Saturday, December 5, 2015
The Organ
at some point in time existed to be scary, at least one aspect.
However, they didn't have scary things a long time ago, like The Phantom of the Opera. They weren't smart enough. Who knows, tho? I was just scanning time. Monsters are just animals, but the sea is scary, tho that's just nature. I'm not good with heights anymore.
However, they didn't have scary things a long time ago, like The Phantom of the Opera. They weren't smart enough. Who knows, tho? I was just scanning time. Monsters are just animals, but the sea is scary, tho that's just nature. I'm not good with heights anymore.
Ohio
It's not like surrounding states, so why would the north of Ohio by Cleveland have anything to do with where my relatives are from around Pennsylvania and New York state?
The Phantom of the Opera
Did you notice how "serious" they are in the 2004 movie The Phantom of the Opera? The beginning organ is the interesting part. Maybe, I have what it takes.
Friday, December 4, 2015
Most Parents in the US..
I notice most parents are more lenient with their kids. I feel in my house it's the other way around. It's the attitude and "secret messages."
Some of the Extra-Curricular/Activity Teachers I Had
I remember in gymnastics when I was young the young women who taught us.
Later, it was serious older men or adult women.
My 1st music teacher was in kindergarten, not Pre-K. She was a sweet lady, too, but not much individual attention at all for good kids.
Later, it was serious older men or adult women.
My 1st music teacher was in kindergarten, not Pre-K. She was a sweet lady, too, but not much individual attention at all for good kids.
"And I Will Raise You up on the Last Day"
People elevating those I desire to communicate with from my being worthy of an easy process of recepting their reaction to me.
I cracked some case, too..
People think if one person makes it someone else isn't worth it socially. They also knock people out if they wanna talk to someone else? Why not talk more to one person and others can talk to the other person or you can also some.
Being Responsible for Myself
Why does my dad get mad at me for going the extra mile? He thinks I'm not good enough and that it's some hoax that people praise me at all.
Extended Family/Relatives
I come from a very queer extended family. Since I am good, the adults take advantage of me and don't pay attention to me much, tho.
Thursday, December 3, 2015
How People Get By Easily on Others.
People are just going around uncomfortable about who's not famous.
I feel like I'm Jesus putting up with that which is unnecessary and in the way!
I feel like I'm Jesus putting up with that which is unnecessary and in the way!
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
The girl from Ohio was really neat!
Rachel Platten was very sweet.
Sofia Vergara was very funny!
Rachel Platten was very sweet.
Sofia Vergara was very funny!
More Cheating!
Everyone who was iconic to young people stopped cuz they don't have to and just live with attention for what they once were.
The Bare Necessities
Other famous people have just what they need. Like, the reason they aren't even more exposed is because they don't need it, just their fans need people to occupy their minds.
In My Way
If you weren't going to be a "good" friend, why did you act like you would be before? Now, I don't have any resources.
I figured it out, too.
Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, even Danny Elfman. In a way I will explain, "they don't have anything more to offer." That's just it. They do have more to offer in their trade but not socially so much (tho they are supposed to and can maybe still,) moreso Johnny Depp and Tim Burton I'm talking about, too. I just wanted to see your reaction, if you were on the right page. It's sad. They seemed to change their personality. They seem more centered on their personal lives and not so much the excitement the world has reserved for them. Others have much to offer but are just unfortunate. They are not using certain parts of their gifts that they can/could. You have to be thankful for your gifts because they are a blessing.
So, in case you didn't read thru, I don't mean anything bad about their skills in art, just how much they've given to people considering that's what made them famous in the 1st place. They are still doing stuff, but life seems to have crept away for some of us. Some of their fans seem to have gone a bit too wild. Then, they stopped. I felt a cutoff just by watching them and no other reason/meaning. I didn't go wild and crazy. Just the fact I thought I deserved to watch them seemed bad/frowned upon.
It seems anyone reading this is a waste of time because one day they'll want something and take all of our anticipation for granted. Come on, make movies fun. Some of us want to have fun in life outside of theater!
I feel they are saintly, as well. I just feel that they should have been more active and not stopping to reprimand us for being so excited or something. Who cares if someone is not the one? Get some vibrant people on the screen. They are the world's sweethearts. If you're worried they will be beat, their lives will still be miserable if they make the wrong decisions and don't use their gifts/talents. It won't make them any better, in some ways.
So, it will be tragic either way but only moreso if you don't chose vibrant people etc.
I feel like a politician.
I feel like I'm growing up and not in the game anymore, merely a commentator.
Please do not take me out on what I wrote that you think must be negative in a bad way cuz clearly that's not my intention.
So, in case you didn't read thru, I don't mean anything bad about their skills in art, just how much they've given to people considering that's what made them famous in the 1st place. They are still doing stuff, but life seems to have crept away for some of us. Some of their fans seem to have gone a bit too wild. Then, they stopped. I felt a cutoff just by watching them and no other reason/meaning. I didn't go wild and crazy. Just the fact I thought I deserved to watch them seemed bad/frowned upon.
It seems anyone reading this is a waste of time because one day they'll want something and take all of our anticipation for granted. Come on, make movies fun. Some of us want to have fun in life outside of theater!
I feel they are saintly, as well. I just feel that they should have been more active and not stopping to reprimand us for being so excited or something. Who cares if someone is not the one? Get some vibrant people on the screen. They are the world's sweethearts. If you're worried they will be beat, their lives will still be miserable if they make the wrong decisions and don't use their gifts/talents. It won't make them any better, in some ways.
So, it will be tragic either way but only moreso if you don't chose vibrant people etc.
I feel like a politician.
I feel like I'm growing up and not in the game anymore, merely a commentator.
Please do not take me out on what I wrote that you think must be negative in a bad way cuz clearly that's not my intention.
♥
On TV
Baby care. Dark people holding any sort of kids. A Scandinavian-looking young American girl in bare feet, maybe age 19 or 20. She's having fun shaking instruments, blowing bubbles. It's all about her. The kids can tell she's no mom.
I'd like people to treat me like that's my race.
What did she do?
Kids With Southern Parents
I saw this baby on BabyFirst from Alabama, which is between Mississippi and Georgia and has the oldest city in the US.
New Favorite
Dance Time Boys on BabyFirst. They go into a ballet studio with older girls rehearsing The Nutcracker. Little kids are sitting around. They show the face of one girl lying down partly and you see her eye is so clear and blue and pretty. Her hair is straight and white. I think we saw her get up. Has to be Swedish.
I feel a real bond..
..to this little girl dancing on BabyFirst, with Dance Time Boys, who looks part Swedish with medium-long white blonde hair and a young, cute look. Like, we all love Ellen. This girl is cut for success.
Parenting Magazine Subscription..
I get the Parenting magazine and it doesn't have a whole lotta/if any psychology. It had a cute craft.
What I'm here to say tho is they highlighted that the Peanuts movie was out for "winter" break, which is early November.
IMDb - The Soapbox
I kept peeing in my pants today at beginning adult gymnastics. I had an Ultra tampon in.
...
At least mostly white, I think.
I really liked her a lot. It was a sub who teaches intermediate/advanced gymnastics.
She whipped me into shape.
She is quite a bit taller than me but not too tall, reddish hair cut short, maybe with some volume yet mostly straight/waved. Not sure what color her eyes are. It was me and 2 other girls mostly. She is probably in her early 50s or 40s.
She helped me flip back with my feet up on a square thing.
I often get there early to watch the kids and I see her then.
Baby care. Dark people holding any sort of kids. A Scandinavian-looking young American girl in bare feet, maybe age 19 or 20. She's having fun shaking instruments, blowing bubbles. It's all about her. The kids can tell she's no mom.
I'd like people to treat me like that's my race.
What did she do?
Kids With Southern Parents
I saw this baby on BabyFirst from Alabama, which is between Mississippi and Georgia and has the oldest city in the US.
New Favorite
Dance Time Boys on BabyFirst. They go into a ballet studio with older girls rehearsing The Nutcracker. Little kids are sitting around. They show the face of one girl lying down partly and you see her eye is so clear and blue and pretty. Her hair is straight and white. I think we saw her get up. Has to be Swedish.
I feel a real bond..
..to this little girl dancing on BabyFirst, with Dance Time Boys, who looks part Swedish with medium-long white blonde hair and a young, cute look. Like, we all love Ellen. This girl is cut for success.
Parenting Magazine Subscription..
I get the Parenting magazine and it doesn't have a whole lotta/if any psychology. It had a cute craft.
What I'm here to say tho is they highlighted that the Peanuts movie was out for "winter" break, which is early November.
IMDb - The Soapbox
I kept peeing in my pants today at beginning adult gymnastics. I had an Ultra tampon in.
...
At least mostly white, I think.
I really liked her a lot. It was a sub who teaches intermediate/advanced gymnastics.
She whipped me into shape.
She is quite a bit taller than me but not too tall, reddish hair cut short, maybe with some volume yet mostly straight/waved. Not sure what color her eyes are. It was me and 2 other girls mostly. She is probably in her early 50s or 40s.
She helped me flip back with my feet up on a square thing.
I often get there early to watch the kids and I see her then.
Keeping Up
It seems some people just wanna mess with your lives and take, take from your future and possible experiences.
Question
So, how do you make friends? Are they all from preschool or 2nd grade? How did you stay together? Did that give you even more friends?
Breadwinning
I think people live life thinking only their family is important, like it's protocol as they are fueled to prance around every day all dressed up.
Changes in My Life
Most people don't think I'm worth their friendship cuz I'm 1/2 Asian.
It seems I met 2 people from New Orleans that made me more silly.
It seems I met 2 people from New Orleans that made me more silly.
Thinking to Myself
So, if I am sad, if people flee me for that reason, how will that get me anywhere?
Wednesday, December 2, 2015
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Anna Faris is a sweet, attractive young lady.
Darbie Stanchfield seems like a mature, young woman.
Darbie Stanchfield seems like a mature, young woman.
Pick up a Falling Star
Did you notice any pockets of things happening.. you may see people hard at work representing their generation to others and God, but there is a movement going on. People who are way up there are stepping down when all eyes are on them at greatest of expenses. They are telling me I am bad, insistingly, and upholding those in their desire of sin against others/me.
Problem
I feel outside family is putting pressure on me and my nuclear family. Like, they are following our every move to pressure us to mess up and get permanently blamed. It's like some game. Sounds out of place, right?
Let me get this straight.
So, I lose relationships for cursing on my blog not in a nasty way about hurtful noises put in my room to hurt me.. and because it's Ellen DeGeneres?
Being Framed
Do you ever feel people are trying to steal your relationships?
You might be thinking the obvious, but I mean making you feel guilty for having relationships.?
You might be thinking the obvious, but I mean making you feel guilty for having relationships.?
Does anyone wanna see me at the Cathedral Basilica of Saint Augustine Festival on February 26/27/28?...
Posted by Christina Ann Joanna Barrett on Wednesday, December 2, 2015
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Wanda Sykes was very funny and had a pleasant rapport. She is black and a very smart person. She seems like a very giving type, a bit shy in my opinion.
Sia and her dancer did a very moving performance. It was symbolic, and that's what drew me to it. The rest seemed to occupy them, as well. I want to be a classical dancer. I like hip hop but not standard contemporary/modern. I do like jazz. The dancer also did some gymnastics, something I could never do. In gymnastics, it became clear to me when it was time for me to accomplish at something else. It wasn't scary as a kid in that way. Slipping on the vault seemed scarier.
Kunal Nayyar was a very nice guy. What he did seemed interesting. He drank I think 3 or 4 bottles of beer in a race. He did it with the tall skinny guy who works for Ellen. He actually just had a baby, and another one's father passed away this week. So, some sad news and some happy news. I kinda don't like the race with the beer bottles, and if someone I cared for did that I'd feel responsible.
12 Days of Giveaways is going good. Different prizes each day. I have my Beats headphones from it last year! but I don't know about the rest. I couldn't bring home the record player.
Sia and her dancer did a very moving performance. It was symbolic, and that's what drew me to it. The rest seemed to occupy them, as well. I want to be a classical dancer. I like hip hop but not standard contemporary/modern. I do like jazz. The dancer also did some gymnastics, something I could never do. In gymnastics, it became clear to me when it was time for me to accomplish at something else. It wasn't scary as a kid in that way. Slipping on the vault seemed scarier.
Kunal Nayyar was a very nice guy. What he did seemed interesting. He drank I think 3 or 4 bottles of beer in a race. He did it with the tall skinny guy who works for Ellen. He actually just had a baby, and another one's father passed away this week. So, some sad news and some happy news. I kinda don't like the race with the beer bottles, and if someone I cared for did that I'd feel responsible.
12 Days of Giveaways is going good. Different prizes each day. I have my Beats headphones from it last year! but I don't know about the rest. I couldn't bring home the record player.
Tuesday, December 1, 2015
So, "I don't know much, but I don't know nothing."
People think Floridians are s*** because they generally come from New York or Pennsylvania. The places that are cool are places like New Jersey, Wisconsin, the South, and the Midwest. I personally don't care for California in ways, mainly because of all the movie stars who move there. Otherwise, I'd fall for it, maybe. I also am not that addicted to NYC and haven't been there nor to Miami other than in passing.
So, I also lived in New Orleans, at the South of the country on the Gulf. Because I am Native Floridian, people trash me.
When I tell people any dirt on me, they act like they have it all and I basically seem to have nothing.
So, I want to know, these people from all around the country, Kentucky, Kansas, Oklahoma, you name it.. people from all the other places, do they just get a blood rush to the brain that makes them catch up with more permission? Or do they really know what they're talking about?
So, I also lived in New Orleans, at the South of the country on the Gulf. Because I am Native Floridian, people trash me.
When I tell people any dirt on me, they act like they have it all and I basically seem to have nothing.
So, I want to know, these people from all around the country, Kentucky, Kansas, Oklahoma, you name it.. people from all the other places, do they just get a blood rush to the brain that makes them catch up with more permission? Or do they really know what they're talking about?
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