Monday, November 30, 2015

About $150

I'm gonna get 2 big shelves, a coat stand, a bag cubby, and a tall shoe rack.

Problem

When my dad comes home or anything, he's like usually in an offensive attitude towards me.  Everyone thinks they can just treat me like I'm bad, like it's all about them and I'm just their trash.

Problem

They are threatening me.

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They're affecting my body and making me sit here and struggle to counter it.

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Stop sending me messages every time I try to load the page!

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I SAID NO

They are threatening my relationships.

Problem

Quit sending me these nonsensical messages from everywhere.  You need to get a life!!

Problem

I JUST SAID NO!

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Quit taking from me!  You can't do whatever you want.

Problem

You can't be all tacky and tell me what to do that I can't vent a little when you make me mad.

I SAID NO

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM

What do you think I am?

Problem

They are giving excuses.. I don't have to listen to stuff that doesn't really makes sense.

Problem

They keep talking to me like I'm out of it.

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YOU CAN'T GIVE MY REWARD TO SOMEONE ELSE/BELLA THORNE

Problem

They started this experiment and are not allowed to be mean to me all of a sudden for any reason!

Problem

They acted like all these things were my possible future daughter excreting all this stuff.  It was rubbing someone in to her.  They left with satisfaction, fighting me if I get upset physically when they barge in on me watching me and making those sounds.

Look, I said stop!

rubbing in people in my life.

I know what it is.

It's all that jazz, about me being in trouble because of Ellen DeGeneres.

Ay Ay Ay

No, you don't see anyone else feeling guilty having Bella Thorne get attention.  I don't need that kinda "comic relief."

The Way It Should Be

If Ellen DeGeneres is really that good, isn't she supposed to be nice?  She's still mad at me and tossed out the significance I thought of my life.

Problem

They want to make Bella Thorne a permanent resident in my life until I die.

Problem

They are the ones picking at their differences and making them seem like a problem.

Tricky

They won't stop rubbing someone in by pretending to have fun suggesting things that are outlandishly mean, just as a joke as an offense to the other person, like it's to make fun of what they'd do.

Me Singing



IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: I think i am stuck in a limbo.....

 I see.

18 and out? Marry and have kids! Get more benefits from the government.  

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres is cool with Bella Thorne associating with her but throwing at me things I don't want and relating it with others.

Don't rub her the wrong way.

Not everyone wants to be mistaken for her in her hairstyle like many are.

She's like better than me people think but not the other way around better than themselves!

Why her?

What about everyone else?  Including people who have tried to become famous.

Just saying..  I'm just wondering what about her makes her get such a positive reaction.

Tacky

Everything's all set up for Bella!

While I get threatened to death by some.

Funny

They think Bella Thorne is special but were mean to me and now I leave empty-handed.  They just think I'm bad and don't know anything bad Bella Thorne does.

Issue

Google launched a few animated logos for a redheaded kid's 141st birthday, a girl.  I know it's because of Ellen DeGeneres it's for Bella Thorne to rub in that she thinks I'm just a loser.  I have facts to back up otherwise.  It was legitimate to curse about hurtful noises in my room she supposedly put there for months and now years.  I didn't even wanna watch the show until I was ready, and this is why.  So, I know.  I know all that's going on, in a way, or would understand were it brought up to my attention.  She's the one who doesn't know what to do.  Or is this other people just ^getting the gist of things^ ?

Disclaimer:  No offense to anyone.  I just feel they are rubbing the wrong way.

That's not okay.

They threatened me with death.

Sunday, November 29, 2015

Problem

I guess it surprises me when they attack for weird reasons.. about my possible future kids, messing up memories of the future.. How can I ignore this?  I am mad at them doing it, tho, too.  Is it here for me to ignore??

Let's start with the future.

If I do get mad, can I vent a little?

Well

You had your fun.

QUIT IT

bringing up the past and blaming me

Problem

This isn't helping.

No..

..I don't need this trash.

HELP

WHAT ARE THEY GONNA DO NOW

My possible future kids!

Problem

Just for that person, they bring that person up every day.

Problem

What's your problem?  I have to release anger somehow.

Problem

They keep rubbing in someone for someone I like.  They gaped at me for acting upset about something like I was talking to them, basically they say.

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM

I SAID STOP

Problem

I SAID TO STOP

Problem

See, now they find themselves giving me cancer.

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It's true!

Problem

They keep messing with my possible future kids with someone else.  I'm not here to fight to serve Ellen DeGeneres!!

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I'm not sitting here every day listening to your *beep*.

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I said stop!

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They're playing around with me having people on Facebook message me insulting suggestions in secret.

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Quit poking at me!

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And quit punishing me.  Whatever they do it's way too much in other regards, as well.

Hm, is that the sound of trash?

Problem

They keep getting all in my face.

Quit getting physical! and tapping into me hurtfully.  Telling me I did something all the time.

Problem

I almost don't care about any of you.  You are ruining my relationships.

Problem

My mom threatened I could not "meet" her if I do something with someone I like.  That garbage is waiting there for me.

Problem

I said to stop!

Approval

Ellen DeGeneres thinks you are approved if you have a prestigious mom, like good at music.  She secretly went and cemented these offspring into her digest.  Aha ha!

No reason to find fault in the kids/offspring.

Hands

Do you think Ellen DeGeneres has those big ***y hands to give or to receive, like Mama says she thinks?  So, she is in contradiction to what she thinks her mother wants and it has to be yes or no, no "fudging" in the middle.

It would be to receive because people see her as their puppet, their toy.  If she wants to be nice to others, others stop her and make her the dominant need instead, aha ha!

Circumstance

If you prefer popular people to good people, well it won't change the world to be that way.  I think a little more is going on here, including racism.

My 1st question in what I'm thinking is how someone would feel they deserved what was popular, aha ha!

Facebook

about a mask

Is this from Mardi Gras or The Phantom of the Opera?! Only difference is Mardi Gras never gets old. smile emoticonThanks for sharing! smile emoticon I hope you had fun. grin emoticon

Problem

Why do I feel ripped off?

IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)

My Topic

Re: How do you feel about younger generations with this franchise?

You're right. This is a good franchise to own. I'd love to go back and watch.

I was 17 when it came out.

I saw 3 1st in theaters, and it was like the best experience! and blew me away.

I was looking at the acting, as I call it, and reading the symbols, like the crabs.

I watch it again later tho and, being born in 1986, feel I'm screwed. 

Well

if that's who ya are, that's who ya are.

OK

They aren't stopping.

Problem

They keep condoning me when I'm upset at strangers in public, like they can do anything to me and tell everyone.  I'm 18+.  All I do is stomp my foot a little or look cross.

Problem

I SAID STOP

Problem

They're being nonsensical hurting me.

I said no!

Quit lying about me!

Problem

Why do you act like you have something on me?

They're trying to hurt my physically again.

Get a life!

Problem

Quite threatening me!

Quit snapping at me without making any sense!

You do this all day every day! for Ellen DeGeneres!

Ugh!

You're so annoying!

I am not bad!

You can't turn everyone on me like that!

Problem

They keep nonsensically attacking me!!

Problem

It's hard on my eyes to scan moving text/etc. today/now.

Problems

My dad was able to channel me and affected my fingernails negatively and made my breast feel like it was vibrating/jiggling.  In the car.

Just because I like someone, they are making them mean in my life cuz I don't accept a "no" because of my dad and Ellen DeGeneres.

Problem

Why is this issue with Ellen DeGeneres causing so many problems?

Problem

They threatened this person would chase me after my dad dies.  I think this is for Ellen DeGeneres.

Problem

They keep making a spectacle reviewing my past for imperfections.

Problem

I'm getting an influx of negativity from others about myself.  People I meet fear speaking to me.  They are acting violent rubbing someone in to me to annoy me.  "Oh," that was just because I was upset in my room during the weekdays.  It's like they're using me to release steam.  They won't accept my excuses nosing in to my behavior.  They mostly are just upset at me for using curse words.  It's annoying this creepy person keeps coming up.

Problems

What is important about acting like I'm essentially bad and need to fix something but also am punished after 18?

I feel upset about increasing negative pressure each time I meet up with someone I like.

This time it's an angry pressure to control myself when I'm vulnerable and unfortunately dug into.  How long will it last??  It looks like a trap and won't really amount to accept, anyway.  I don't need to keep suffering!  In general, not talking to anyone in particular, ..I forget.  Oh, I don't accept any of the punishing me post-17.  What do you want me to do?? The damage is done.  That's just something you did.  I'm like Jesus
not accepting punishment cuz it's wrong.

Saturday, November 28, 2015

Problem

Someone working for Ellen DeGeneres is posting suggestive secret messages on Facebook.

Problem

The person they were rubbing in reports I get nothing.

Problem

They're messing with me.  They are pushing someone to me and taking away others.  They threatened to r*** me.

Issue

If I am a little upset, people are obtuse.
Mobile

Problem

They are letting people I like seem
mean to me and rewarding them with inappropriate pleasure and taking from me.  It just seems hard to cope with.  It's all because of Ellen DeGeneres being upset because I used curse words about the hurtful noises in my room she supposedly got put there or that someone else/others did for her.  Ellen DeGeneres is supposedly living the dream of making Europeans come here for Thanksgiving pretending and having a hick time bouncing around against the likes of me.

Problem

Before they cut me off talking about s**, in relation toy dad.

Problems

They won't stop.

It's on and off Ellen DeGeneres did this or that.

It seems like she's coming in and attacking and ruining my life.

They are acting like I lost my dignity as an adult and person.  They just keep going crazy and complaining about the past.  They bother me and it upsets me.

Someone I like people are acting like is prancing around Orlando being annoying.  They are making fun of me and playing with what I meant.  I can't seem to sustain any relationship for fun.

They keep making fun of me for not being  perfect.

Problem

They just keep going out and being mean to me.  They said I was bound to someone as my mom 24/7.

They just said something else, too.

Problem

They keep trying to stimulate me privately by having people do weird things/come up.

Problem

They keep sponging little ticking noises around to stimulate me.

They did some other weird things, too.

Problem

They keep bringing up someone cuz they say I was acting like I was mad about someone else to do with them.  How pathetic, get a life!

Problem

They're trashing my relationships had having a good time like goofballs against me.

Problem

Every time I wake up, someone has an episode and orders the experimenters to be mean to me supposedly.

Also, they won't stop pretending my possible future son is someone else and a way I don't like.

They stated my mom wasn't my mom, too.

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Problem

So, I am wondering about my lost relationships before it goes into the next round of attacks.

Problem

They keep pushing me to interact with people when I don't want to.

Problem

None of this mean stuff makes sense, it's all just chosing what would annoy me.. thinking my mom is a baby and I'm older than everyone else.  Sick?

Problem

Why don't you stop acting like this person is being mean to me?