Monday, November 30, 2015
Ay Ay Ay
No, you don't see anyone else feeling guilty having Bella Thorne get attention. I don't need that kinda "comic relief."
The Way It Should Be
If Ellen DeGeneres is really that good, isn't she supposed to be nice? She's still mad at me and tossed out the significance I thought of my life.
Tricky
They won't stop rubbing someone in by pretending to have fun suggesting things that are outlandishly mean, just as a joke as an offense to the other person, like it's to make fun of what they'd do.
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres is cool with Bella Thorne associating with her but throwing at me things I don't want and relating it with others.
Don't rub her the wrong way.
Not everyone wants to be mistaken for her in her hairstyle like many are.
She's like better than me people think but not the other way around better than themselves!
She's like better than me people think but not the other way around better than themselves!
Why her?
What about everyone else? Including people who have tried to become famous.
Just saying.. I'm just wondering what about her makes her get such a positive reaction.
Just saying.. I'm just wondering what about her makes her get such a positive reaction.
Funny
They think Bella Thorne is special but were mean to me and now I leave empty-handed. They just think I'm bad and don't know anything bad Bella Thorne does.
Issue
Google launched a few animated logos for a redheaded kid's 141st birthday, a girl. I know it's because of Ellen DeGeneres it's for Bella Thorne to rub in that she thinks I'm just a loser. I have facts to back up otherwise. It was legitimate to curse about hurtful noises in my room she supposedly put there for months and now years. I didn't even wanna watch the show until I was ready, and this is why. So, I know. I know all that's going on, in a way, or would understand were it brought up to my attention. She's the one who doesn't know what to do. Or is this other people just ^getting the gist of things^ ?
Disclaimer: No offense to anyone. I just feel they are rubbing the wrong way.
Disclaimer: No offense to anyone. I just feel they are rubbing the wrong way.
Sunday, November 29, 2015
Problem
I guess it surprises me when they attack for weird reasons.. about my possible future kids, messing up memories of the future.. How can I ignore this? I am mad at them doing it, tho, too. Is it here for me to ignore??
Problem
They keep rubbing in someone for someone I like. They gaped at me for acting upset about something like I was talking to them, basically they say.
Problem
They keep messing with my possible future kids with someone else. I'm not here to fight to serve Ellen DeGeneres!!
Problem
They're playing around with me having people on Facebook message me insulting suggestions in secret.
Problem
And quit punishing me. Whatever they do it's way too much in other regards, as well.
Hm, is that the sound of trash?
Hm, is that the sound of trash?
Problem
They keep getting all in my face.
Quit getting physical! and tapping into me hurtfully. Telling me I did something all the time.
Quit getting physical! and tapping into me hurtfully. Telling me I did something all the time.
Problem
My mom threatened I could not "meet" her if I do something with someone I like. That garbage is waiting there for me.
Approval
Ellen DeGeneres thinks you are approved if you have a prestigious mom, like good at music. She secretly went and cemented these offspring into her digest. Aha ha!
No reason to find fault in the kids/offspring.
No reason to find fault in the kids/offspring.
Hands
Do you think Ellen DeGeneres has those big ***y hands to give or to receive, like Mama says she thinks? So, she is in contradiction to what she thinks her mother wants and it has to be yes or no, no "fudging" in the middle.
It would be to receive because people see her as their puppet, their toy. If she wants to be nice to others, others stop her and make her the dominant need instead, aha ha!
It would be to receive because people see her as their puppet, their toy. If she wants to be nice to others, others stop her and make her the dominant need instead, aha ha!
Circumstance
If you prefer popular people to good people, well it won't change the world to be that way. I think a little more is going on here, including racism.
My 1st question in what I'm thinking is how someone would feel they deserved what was popular, aha ha!
My 1st question in what I'm thinking is how someone would feel they deserved what was popular, aha ha!
about a mask
Is this from Mardi Gras or The Phantom of the Opera?! Only difference is Mardi Gras never gets old. Thanks for sharing! I hope you had fun.
IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)
My Topic
Re: How do you feel about younger generations with this franchise?
Problem
They keep condoning me when I'm upset at strangers in public, like they can do anything to me and tell everyone. I'm 18+. All I do is stomp my foot a little or look cross.
Problem
Why do you act like you have something on me?
They're trying to hurt my physically again.
Get a life!
They're trying to hurt my physically again.
Get a life!
Problem
Quite threatening me!
Quit snapping at me without making any sense!
You do this all day every day! for Ellen DeGeneres!
Quit snapping at me without making any sense!
You do this all day every day! for Ellen DeGeneres!
Problems
My dad was able to channel me and affected my fingernails negatively and made my breast feel like it was vibrating/jiggling. In the car.
Just because I like someone, they are making them mean in my life cuz I don't accept a "no" because of my dad and Ellen DeGeneres.
Just because I like someone, they are making them mean in my life cuz I don't accept a "no" because of my dad and Ellen DeGeneres.
Problem
They threatened this person would chase me after my dad dies. I think this is for Ellen DeGeneres.
Problem
I'm getting an influx of negativity from others about myself. People I meet fear speaking to me. They are acting violent rubbing someone in to me to annoy me. "Oh," that was just because I was upset in my room during the weekdays. It's like they're using me to release steam. They won't accept my excuses nosing in to my behavior. They mostly are just upset at me for using curse words. It's annoying this creepy person keeps coming up.
Problems
What is important about acting like I'm essentially bad and need to fix something but also am punished after 18?
I feel upset about increasing negative pressure each time I meet up with someone I like.
This time it's an angry pressure to control myself when I'm vulnerable and unfortunately dug into. How long will it last?? It looks like a trap and won't really amount to accept, anyway. I don't need to keep suffering! In general, not talking to anyone in particular, ..I forget. Oh, I don't accept any of the punishing me post-17. What do you want me to do?? The damage is done. That's just something you did. I'm like Jesus
not accepting punishment cuz it's wrong.
Saturday, November 28, 2015
Problem
They're messing with me. They are pushing someone to me and taking away others. They threatened to r*** me.
Problem
They are letting people I like seem
mean to me and rewarding them with inappropriate pleasure and taking from me. It just seems hard to cope with. It's all because of Ellen DeGeneres being upset because I used curse words about the hurtful noises in my room she supposedly got put there or that someone else/others did for her. Ellen DeGeneres is supposedly living the dream of making Europeans come here for Thanksgiving pretending and having a hick time bouncing around against the likes of me.
Problems
They won't stop.
It's on and off Ellen DeGeneres did this or that.
It seems like she's coming in and attacking and ruining my life.
They are acting like I lost my dignity as an adult and person. They just keep going crazy and complaining about the past. They bother me and it upsets me.
Someone I like people are acting like is prancing around Orlando being annoying. They are making fun of me and playing with what I meant. I can't seem to sustain any relationship for fun.
They keep making fun of me for not being perfect.
Problem
They just keep going out and being mean to me. They said I was bound to someone as my mom 24/7.
They just said something else, too.
They just said something else, too.
Problem
They keep sponging little ticking noises around to stimulate me.
They did some other weird things, too.
They did some other weird things, too.
Problem
They keep bringing up someone cuz they say I was acting like I was mad about someone else to do with them. How pathetic, get a life!
Problem
Every time I wake up, someone has an episode and orders the experimenters to be mean to me supposedly.
Also, they won't stop pretending my possible future son is someone else and a way I don't like.
They stated my mom wasn't my mom, too.
Also, they won't stop pretending my possible future son is someone else and a way I don't like.
They stated my mom wasn't my mom, too.
Problem
So, I am wondering about my lost relationships before it goes into the next round of attacks.
Problem
None of this mean stuff makes sense, it's all just chosing what would annoy me.. thinking my mom is a baby and I'm older than everyone else. Sick?
Problem
This is going too far. My life is lame and out of step because of the problems they are telling me that are from Ellen DeGeneres or because I'm interested in her show. She's not exactly a ball of fire these days. She has her moments. She shouldn't have been mean and let people know if they do something that makes her mad.
Problem
They are downsizing my mom like a baby. Someone they made my friend when I was upset in my room every day for a week after liking someone. I wish this would stop. I'm not interested!
How pathetic, I realized most of this is because of me cursing about the hurtful noises in my room that supposedly Ellen DeGeneres is responsible for. Either that, or someone else did it for her. These people want me to experience bad things for this. Like I mentioned me possibly dying a worthless life like many. Whoever they are it was wrong to be so mean to me when I started watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show.
There are people who have been watching me in private and sending me secret messages via noises like little clicks and people I encounter/know. It's been over 10 years, and it has gotten me nowhere. People test me to make sure I don't think of something bad like a curse word and if they make me think of one everyone I see bothers me for a day, which is every day.
They pretend people I like a lot are sending me insulting messages and threats thru them. They toss out my death as being an unimportant thing that should happen. I don't have any friends nor anyone to really talk to, who doesn't react like I'm repulsive. I don't accept I'm too fat to live socially etc.
I just got up for a bite to eat and to check online and this is what reveals itself.
True, there are a lotta things I don't deserve that happen that make me happy. However, a lot of other bad things happen, like nothing will matter in the end.
What? I live right. Why are the people I know personally so mean to me? I didn't start it. My relationships have all been taken from me, like they can't stand it.
I do pray and hope that other people get to experience the good things I experienced, connections, sense of self-worth, etc.
They pretend people I like a lot are sending me insulting messages and threats thru them. They toss out my death as being an unimportant thing that should happen. I don't have any friends nor anyone to really talk to, who doesn't react like I'm repulsive. I don't accept I'm too fat to live socially etc.
I just got up for a bite to eat and to check online and this is what reveals itself.
True, there are a lotta things I don't deserve that happen that make me happy. However, a lot of other bad things happen, like nothing will matter in the end.
What? I live right. Why are the people I know personally so mean to me? I didn't start it. My relationships have all been taken from me, like they can't stand it.
I do pray and hope that other people get to experience the good things I experienced, connections, sense of self-worth, etc.
Problem
This isn't stopping. I SAID NO! You can't keep being mean and bothering me. No one said you had to do it!
Problems
They are acting like I don't deserve to have any relationships.
I can see them freak out and squeem. The stress of home makes it hard for a good experience to seep in. What kind of a life is this? I can't find anyone who'll talk to me. Other people get talked to even if they are mean.
With or without them, I cannot relax. I feel my life was thrown away.
Orlando can be racist. I've not seen this anywhere else. They think it's okay because there are other good people and things. I just can't seem to get enough relaxation, you know time without being interrupted.
I can see them freak out and squeem. The stress of home makes it hard for a good experience to seep in. What kind of a life is this? I can't find anyone who'll talk to me. Other people get talked to even if they are mean.
With or without them, I cannot relax. I feel my life was thrown away.
Orlando can be racist. I've not seen this anywhere else. They think it's okay because there are other good people and things. I just can't seem to get enough relaxation, you know time without being interrupted.
Problem
I'm not putting up with this merry-go-round of people upset at me all day every day.
I bet my infamy is an ultimate joke for some.
I bet my infamy is an ultimate joke for some.
Problem
I got up to get a snack and check the internet, and they're throwing insults at me and waiting for me to think of a curse word or something so they can get all of Orlando to say "it's not it" for me for a day."
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