Music, better than Business, for me now.
Do you mean to say everyone I lay eyes on who is attractive is reserved material suddenly?
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
Put the kids in the other room for a second and enjoy the trailer for @RebelWilson’s new movie #HowToBeSinglehttps://t.co/cjBTTWTmhE— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) November 18, 2015Well, judging from recent events and fame, I see what's important to you. If something important does not matter, I tend to lose interest in other things.
I see you've made a web with the entire world, like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp who've basically retired.
(No offense, anyone. I just went a little wild and was mad on the inside about some things.)
Issue
Is it time to open up and be honest about how you hate me?
I see a lotta people who like me. I don't see why this should matter, then. "There's a party, and I wasn't invited."
I see a lotta people who like me. I don't see why this should matter, then. "There's a party, and I wasn't invited."
Problem
Why did you make such a big deal about me cursing on my own blog after it was justified it was controversial?
It's been a few years.
If people want me to behave a certain way, why are they just getting at me for the reasons I listed in the Problems tab of my blog?
It's been a few years.
If people want me to behave a certain way, why are they just getting at me for the reasons I listed in the Problems tab of my blog?
Problem
They're manipulating my life. I can't seem to communicate with anyone genuinely. It's been 10 years, tho.
Problem
They're acting like nothing just happened and I'm bad and can't improve my life maybe in a way.
Contest
Is there a contest that might still be on when you were born, that whoever wins wins regardless of age?
Being Loners
When you see someone come up on stage, are you really "happy to see them.." I feel the world is a little lonely.
Mouth Sore
I doesn't seem precancerous.
I started brushing my teeth like 5 times a day and try to remember mouth wash when flossing.
It doesn't hurt when I eat, anymore. 1st, lining of skin in my mouth fell off.
I just got a soft toothbrush and soft floss. I also started brushing my tongue.
I've smoked 2 cigarettes and a few vapor samples.
Ulcer!
I started brushing my teeth like 5 times a day and try to remember mouth wash when flossing.
It doesn't hurt when I eat, anymore. 1st, lining of skin in my mouth fell off.
I just got a soft toothbrush and soft floss. I also started brushing my tongue.
I've smoked 2 cigarettes and a few vapor samples.
Ulcer!
Saw My Therapist
She says my dad can't be racist to his family cuz it's basically stupid. He married and he created.
Ha Ha Ha Ha
Ellen DeGeneres struggled as a baby with her accent, no offense very cute.
I can hear it..
I can hear it..
Problem
They keep bothering me.. trying to make me the guilty one. I want them to stop, but they are being rude, acting like they are someone else annoying me. They keep acting like they are hurting my possible future kids.
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
Problem
They keep bugging me if I take out my anger physically. I am the one people are being mean to.
Problem
My mom stared at me like she was someone I like k***ing my possible future daughter. If I resisted.. it feels dead.
Problem
I don't like the stress of people around me thinking if I think of a curse word, violence, or hit my sofa.. that the next day for me there's reason for it to be "not it." This has to stop now. You've had your fun.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
I liked the flashbacks for the 2002th show. I remember the 2000th show, too.
Khloe Kardashian was cute.
The Filipino boy dancer and the attractive Filipino female translator were cool. The dancing the young boy did seemed difficult. I think it's Zumba. I did Nia when I was 19. Ellen has a lot of black people and not a lot of Asians. I wonder in light of recent events she'll have a Parisian.
Khloe Kardashian was cute.
The Filipino boy dancer and the attractive Filipino female translator were cool. The dancing the young boy did seemed difficult. I think it's Zumba. I did Nia when I was 19. Ellen has a lot of black people and not a lot of Asians. I wonder in light of recent events she'll have a Parisian.
Monday, November 16, 2015
Problem
I've been mad all day from 4-10 because of the people experimenting on me being mean. I didn't do anything, in a way. I have the rest of the week..
Problem
They add more problems if I post about a problem.
Also, they keep talking at me so it'd flood my blog if I addressed it.
I don't need these annoying noises, "no matter what you think." I'm not here to ignore them as they fly by. It just is funny and proves how annoying you are.
I get threats of being framed too in the future. Like to be set up for failure and say me getting mad at them now is why I'm guilty.
Also, they keep talking at me so it'd flood my blog if I addressed it.
I don't need these annoying noises, "no matter what you think." I'm not here to ignore them as they fly by. It just is funny and proves how annoying you are.
I get threats of being framed too in the future. Like to be set up for failure and say me getting mad at them now is why I'm guilty.
More of a Problem or a Solution
Johnny Depp caused people to be happy, but it was not worth it with all the people bullying me influenced by him.
Problem
They keep inflicting forceful feelings on me that I have to sit and can fight it off all night long in some cases, now it seems I can be mad for hours, either way it brings me down.
They'll make little noises that communicate something annoying. Someone I see will be involved, etc.
How am I supposed to move on in life! I'm 29 and nowhere now.
They'll make little noises that communicate something annoying. Someone I see will be involved, etc.
How am I supposed to move on in life! I'm 29 and nowhere now.
Why People Act Racist
People are racist because they themselves have deficiencies and prejudices racially.
Interesting Things That Existed in America
Blacks are better at being Americans than whites, on the whole.. even tho there are seemingly many Jamaicans here and some African immigrants and you can't tell the difference as easily.
People Refusing to Talk
Did you ever have people, for a long time, not acknowledge you because you, like them, haven't yet decided to just become famous tho not to be famous in a likable way?
IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)
Some of his fans went so totally crazy over him they aren't really fans anymore.
Well, it seems like everyone was affected by his performance as Willy Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory that they took advantage of it, all acting like fans in a way that makes him uncomfortable, so that everyone fought to be considered his biggest fans.
People who didn't like him went all crazy and spread the word about how he wasn't all that, just to get attention, when he was just a nice actor like any other actor, not more popular than others then nor now. Just more.. "famous.."
"He doesn't use social media," as you say. That's not a good idea. That's taking advantage of his "faithful fan base."
Amber seems to be flirtatious about her relationship with him yet would easily be taken aback at anything said the wrong way, with Johnny there to protect her feelings.
Well, it seems like everyone was affected by his performance as Willy Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory that they took advantage of it, all acting like fans in a way that makes him uncomfortable, so that everyone fought to be considered his biggest fans.
People who didn't like him went all crazy and spread the word about how he wasn't all that, just to get attention, when he was just a nice actor like any other actor, not more popular than others then nor now. Just more.. "famous.."
"He doesn't use social media," as you say. That's not a good idea. That's taking advantage of his "faithful fan base."
Amber seems to be flirtatious about her relationship with him yet would easily be taken aback at anything said the wrong way, with Johnny there to protect her feelings.
IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)
Well, you might have the same desires, just some more beaten up by life than others. I can't believe all the people who think they're big fans of Johnny Depp and more than me. They've abused him as a fan by making him overrated.
Why is he such a target for ridicule? Those aren't fans! Does he even have any fans? I must say he is popular as in being appreciated or noticed from under the radar. I dunno, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was like a Disney movie, with him as the hero. So, that's the way he's famous. If he has so many good fans, howcome he isn't friends with any of them, other than his wife?
Why is he such a target for ridicule? Those aren't fans! Does he even have any fans? I must say he is popular as in being appreciated or noticed from under the radar. I dunno, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was like a Disney movie, with him as the hero. So, that's the way he's famous. If he has so many good fans, howcome he isn't friends with any of them, other than his wife?
Sunday, November 15, 2015
Flute
I guess I'll try the recorder 1st.
I like oboe, too, and with that you do clarinet 1st possibly or probably some straight to oboe.
I like oboe, too, and with that you do clarinet 1st possibly or probably some straight to oboe.
Note to the Theater
I liked the floutist who played for Cinderella on Saturday night, last night November 14th 2015. Do you know if she is a flute teacher? Thanks!
Something I Noticed
People say it's not all about looking like a Barbie and being symmetrical, yet when you see another person/girl like this they get praised.
Who You're After
Do you ever think you can win people over back to old ways? Like because you're older?
What Has to Happen!
If it can happen does not mean it has to. You don't have to look at things in a bad way.
Cinderella Souvenir
I got the bracelet for The Phantom of the Opera and Beauty and the Beast.
I told the lady selling that I had just enough coins to complete the price. My card didn't go thru. She ended up giving it to me for free cuz her machine didn't work. It's a necklace with a clock and shoe.
She was very sweet, as well as smart to think to do that. Not sure how she learned she could do that.
I was gonna give her the cash/coins, but she said no..
I did see it online and might have bought it sometime.
Always save like $50-$100 for these things, in case you want to use it. They had at least 1 gift packet.
I told the lady selling that I had just enough coins to complete the price. My card didn't go thru. She ended up giving it to me for free cuz her machine didn't work. It's a necklace with a clock and shoe.
She was very sweet, as well as smart to think to do that. Not sure how she learned she could do that.
I was gonna give her the cash/coins, but she said no..
I did see it online and might have bought it sometime.
Always save like $50-$100 for these things, in case you want to use it. They had at least 1 gift packet.
IMDb - The Soapbox
😏
Lotta good music like that out there to find.
I made a list of Enya songs to buy that I didn't hear before as much, learned to appreciate more.
Lotta good music like that out there to find.
I made a list of Enya songs to buy that I didn't hear before as much, learned to appreciate more.
Flute
I think I'm gonna learn flute. Oboe is expensive, as well as hard. I tried to play one from band, and no sound came out except once. I'd love to learn flute and oboe. I'm not sure which way I'd sway in an ensemble.
Oh, boy!
Auditions Coming to Orlando in April for Aladdin and The Lion King - singing or dancing
I think I will try as a singer. I do intend to take some ballet and get good at each level one at a time.
You know, I could make it. 1st, I am audition for America's Got Talent, tho. I might take private singing.
link
I think I will try as a singer. I do intend to take some ballet and get good at each level one at a time.
You know, I could make it. 1st, I am audition for America's Got Talent, tho. I might take private singing.
link
Gas
Do you know what keeps people going?
imagining what their white European/American moms provide for them. It might have been in a way you shouldn't insult people with. Like, you shouldn't go out and address it in a negative way to someone.
imagining what their white European/American moms provide for them. It might have been in a way you shouldn't insult people with. Like, you shouldn't go out and address it in a negative way to someone.
What about all the other people..
..who is supposedly approved of by certain significant public figures?
cont.
I also thought the experimenting on me was incompetent.
I think it is also hypocritical. They have to right to beat on me for having a hard time in school, especially since it was symbolically promised/said to me this was just an experiment and things got hard with it.
I think it is also hypocritical. They have to right to beat on me for having a hard time in school, especially since it was symbolically promised/said to me this was just an experiment and things got hard with it.
It just wasn't the same.
I used to have fun at performances, live musicals, etc. For some reason, the magic is gone. I knew it mattered if people were mean to me cuz they think everyone has to be to fit in. They acted like it was just to stay safe. Honestly, to go further, I don't believe it. I think it is hatred. I even think it is either/a combination of selfishness and liking someone else (others) better. I'm right! I just am not 100% sure if that's what it was. It might be because we miss the past, too, but I am looking to a brightening future.
Floutist
When I left, I think I saw the floutist lady cuz she was all in black. She was about 5'6". She was with a guy a bit taller with a bald spot and grey hair. Her hair was dyed red and short. She was with her daughter with hair some past the shoulder, wavy, smooth, reddish blonde, looked tinted or something. Nice people, well off. It reminded me of the success of my family except racially they are well off. (My mom is Asian / Chinese-Indonesian, but my dad is white American.) It makes all the difference in the world. Things happen when you are in life. You can't all hide. You don't.
IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)
Yea, you're right! I should let bygones be bygones. He's generally a good person. Let me tell you.. it seems like it could be a big thing for some people, but why do some people go crazy and let lose and explode saying how hot someone is when they're nothing like them? Opposites attract??
Cinderella's Prince
I can't find words. I love my family. I love my friends. I love my wife. WE'RE MARRIED! #audandandy #thejoneseses pic.twitter.com/7CuQda9ZWV— AndyHuntingtonJones (@ajonestweets) November 3, 2015 No acting required: Prince Topher/@ajonestweets & Cinderella/@akatcard are getting married IRL! #CinderellaNOLA pic.twitter.com/NPNXUQGJse— Saenger Theatre (@SaengerNOLA) October 28, 2015
Saturday, November 14, 2015
IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)
It shows that Johnny Depp can get upset. That's all.
My point is that it's confusing he can be so good but so stand-offish and bitter. Nothing that bad, tho. I wonder if he's being bitter wanting to be cute subconsciously. Everyone seems to do things like that, maybe.
My point is that it's confusing he can be so good but so stand-offish and bitter. Nothing that bad, tho. I wonder if he's being bitter wanting to be cute subconsciously. Everyone seems to do things like that, maybe.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Aren't real/full Asians and also notably white Asians really smart but shy around Europeans?
If they want to be white but feel tied down to their culture.. all I can imagine is they'd feel proud talking to white people about their race rather than fighting like no one cares if they don't feel as good as Europeans in some way..
If they want to be white but feel tied down to their culture.. all I can imagine is they'd feel proud talking to white people about their race rather than fighting like no one cares if they don't feel as good as Europeans in some way..
Parenting Magazine Subscription..
I get the Parenting magazine and it doesn't have a whole lotta/if any psychology. It had a cute craft.
What I'm here to say tho is they highlighted that the Peanuts movie was out for "winter" break, which is early November.
What I'm here to say tho is they highlighted that the Peanuts movie was out for "winter" break, which is early November.
IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)
He just seems like he could have been a nice person when he got famous but is more critical in personality and limited in exposure.
Friday, November 13, 2015
I feel a real bond..
..to this little girl dancing on BabyFirst, with Dance Time Boys, who looks part Swedish with medium-long white blonde hair and a young, cute look. Like, we all love Ellen. This girl is cut for success.
IMDb - The Soapbox
I mean why would someone pick on another race trying to be like white people?
It's like when someone who's not all white wants to be white, something suddenly comes up, people telling them to be ugly like their own r***.
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I mean what's it to you if a person wants to be a certain way and has a certain personality?
It's like when someone who's not all white wants to be white, something suddenly comes up, people telling them to be ugly like their own r***.
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I mean what's it to you if a person wants to be a certain way and has a certain personality?
Another Actor from 1950
born before my dad
Michael Meyers, the character being portrayed. I saw 2 of like 4 or 5 shows.
So, that's
Michael Meyers the character - earlier 1950
Chuckie the character - earlier 1950
Roger Rabbit the character - August 1950
I worship them all in these shows!
Dr. Phil seems younger, September 1st, 1950, and I actually watched and followed all of him online for like a month. I think he's pretty polite, but maybe he was blackmailed.
Michael Meyers, the character being portrayed. I saw 2 of like 4 or 5 shows.
So, that's
Michael Meyers the character - earlier 1950
Chuckie the character - earlier 1950
Roger Rabbit the character - August 1950
I worship them all in these shows!
Dr. Phil seems younger, September 1st, 1950, and I actually watched and followed all of him online for like a month. I think he's pretty polite, but maybe he was blackmailed.
Feminine Stereotype I am Drawn Towards
Ellen DeGeneres
Jane Lynch (who hosts Hollywood Game Night and is like 6'1")
Rachel Maddow (Politics)
People would find someone like me saying this as disagreeable. They think there's not enough love for everyone. It's like penguins pushing other penguins off the rock and into the water. It's to test if there are predators.
Jane Lynch (who hosts Hollywood Game Night and is like 6'1")
Rachel Maddow (Politics)
People would find someone like me saying this as disagreeable. They think there's not enough love for everyone. It's like penguins pushing other penguins off the rock and into the water. It's to test if there are predators.
Cool Guys Born in 1950
My dad - July
Roger Rabbit - August
Chuckie - earlier
Dr. Phil is born September 1st, 1950. It was a cool show to watch for about a month, everything and following online. He's rather funny, more exposed than the other 2 I mentioned. I liked it when he said, "'Dis'is my show!" to a guest on there, I think a big black guy. I like him, just feel he was unfortunately rubbed into me when I stopped watching, like in a weird way. I do find him funny and like Tim Burton maybe not wanting to admit when like someone else needs a turn to think and judge him. I don't know why he went a little crazy about being judged.
The lesser exposed ones did their act well, but I don't know what they do as people now. I was extremely attracted to them. I liked Dr. Phil. He seemed cool. I'm sad I don't have time to watch everything I want on TV, and I was not big on TV growing up as a kid and teenager. I have pressing needs of my own, too, concerning lifestyle and it's a bit freakish. Also, Dr. Phil doesn't seem like a show for someone like me to drop in sometimes because it draws me in like I have to participate. I do find I like just dropping in on Jimmy Fallon and Stephen Colbert. I almost got on Dr. Phil. He's seen my video! I'd like to meet him and feel I've learned a lot about him.
Similar to Judge Judy, like her a lot. It's a little stressful to watch. I think she's from NYC. I think she's born in the 1940s.
Roger Rabbit - August
Chuckie - earlier
Dr. Phil is born September 1st, 1950. It was a cool show to watch for about a month, everything and following online. He's rather funny, more exposed than the other 2 I mentioned. I liked it when he said, "'Dis'is my show!" to a guest on there, I think a big black guy. I like him, just feel he was unfortunately rubbed into me when I stopped watching, like in a weird way. I do find him funny and like Tim Burton maybe not wanting to admit when like someone else needs a turn to think and judge him. I don't know why he went a little crazy about being judged.
The lesser exposed ones did their act well, but I don't know what they do as people now. I was extremely attracted to them. I liked Dr. Phil. He seemed cool. I'm sad I don't have time to watch everything I want on TV, and I was not big on TV growing up as a kid and teenager. I have pressing needs of my own, too, concerning lifestyle and it's a bit freakish. Also, Dr. Phil doesn't seem like a show for someone like me to drop in sometimes because it draws me in like I have to participate. I do find I like just dropping in on Jimmy Fallon and Stephen Colbert. I almost got on Dr. Phil. He's seen my video! I'd like to meet him and feel I've learned a lot about him.
Similar to Judge Judy, like her a lot. It's a little stressful to watch. I think she's from NYC. I think she's born in the 1940s.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Just because black people are nice to me, white people want to use it to destroy me racially.
Thursday, November 12, 2015
Trapped in a Bubble
What do you think about people hating you if you do something they don't like you in particular doing or you just messed up or got upset?
When it's not about you being the kid..
..Why are people so totally dissed, like they're sure you're not worthy as their greatness?
Johnny Depp should be a real goody good..
..He should not follow some code of upholding worthiness, like it's about denying anti-whites and using the mixed race as punching bags.
What happened to that nice guy who made it to Captain Jack Sparrow and Willy Wonka? He acts like a punk. You know, to win people who are really like that over.
And what about Tim Burton? He's scared of mixed race people now. He somehow has to put his needs over others and in ways that seem weird and hard to pinpoint, but it probably can be pinpointed and maybe talked of. You know, I guess, when people are busy and working on their own thing, when people expected something different of them. He seems like a nice guy. Maybe, it's hopeless for some to see him as a father figure.
What happened to that nice guy who made it to Captain Jack Sparrow and Willy Wonka? He acts like a punk. You know, to win people who are really like that over.
And what about Tim Burton? He's scared of mixed race people now. He somehow has to put his needs over others and in ways that seem weird and hard to pinpoint, but it probably can be pinpointed and maybe talked of. You know, I guess, when people are busy and working on their own thing, when people expected something different of them. He seems like a nice guy. Maybe, it's hopeless for some to see him as a father figure.
Gymnastics
My arm hurts so much I can hardly wipe myself when I go to the bathroom.
It doesn't feel any hurt when I'm not using it, at least not now.
It doesn't feel any hurt when I'm not using it, at least not now.
Gymnastics
It's a successful experience. My skills as a kid are still there, a lot, in a way. I feel more fit and want to do beginning ballet, to advance later but get these steps down.
IMDb - Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales (2017)
What about Ellen DeGeneres? She was always under the radar. ..It's not like Johnny Depp is the only person in the whole world..
Oh, I know..
..I don't have the right to complain and don't finish some of my thoughts. Aha ha ha! Sure, I don't have the right..
Girl From Florida?
Something in Orlando Floridians go to.
link
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She doesn't look like she's from Tampa.
She looks like Bella Thorne, who is from Southeastern Florida and acted since a baby. Not sure when she left, but I was under the impression it was when she started her acting resume at 5, according to IMDb.
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