One of them are on.
I always grew up submissing that you have to listen to authority. I know the law is there for the greater good sometimes, tho, like when it comes to not hurting people. That also exists in religion.
Sunday, July 26, 2015
Ruining It
Why are you all ruining it for me? No one is brave enough to not dislike me. Why are you twisting "what" happens away from my advantage and to yours?
You can't run away.
You can't be mean to me just to be safe. That's pathetic. Who is doing this? I'm not pointing fingers. I don't want one of my favorite people to be the one against me all the time! NO I don't want anyone to be that I know of, in general.. So, is the "reign" of Ellen DeGeneres producing results like this? I am nice to Ellen, tho she acted like she put annoying noises up in my room which were hurting me and made me curse. What kind of a trap is that? I am a good person. You can't throw me away cuza my race, too! I don't wanna end up warded off life.
Disclaimer: What did I say wrong?! That's not something you're supposed to be doing.
I didn't do anything wrong? What's everyone's problem?
Disclaimer: What did I say wrong?! That's not something you're supposed to be doing.
I didn't do anything wrong? What's everyone's problem?
Prison Show
I am watching TV showing the inside of a prison.
They are very polite, whereas the people on Dr. Phil seem extremely uppity and stubborn. It stands out, like they're meaner.
They are very polite, whereas the people on Dr. Phil seem extremely uppity and stubborn. It stands out, like they're meaner.
Friends of Friends
Why are people looking over my shoulder to discover someone who treats me like *beep*? I'm not saying that's entirely true for everyone in every way. Ehehehehehehahahahaha! I don't know if anyone takes my claim as insulting. I don't mean for that. In funny ways, people go thru the motions but may not think they're doing it? For some, it's more serious in certain ways.
Not Sure What Went Wrong Here
I had to edit a post: link. The combination of the words I expressed were wrong.
Saturday, July 25, 2015
"Ticked Off"
When the hell did people start getting ticked? Now, they do it and say they didn't mean it and do it more.
1 word. early-mid-2005.
They knew Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was coming up. If they're the ostrich, they need to pick their head out of the sand. Come on, that's not the sort of thing you ever supported in anyone.
1 word. early-mid-2005.
They knew Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was coming up. If they're the ostrich, they need to pick their head out of the sand. Come on, that's not the sort of thing you ever supported in anyone.
People think..
..well, my dad.. that I should feel like I'm stupid and Bella is amazing. Not sure what has gotten into the beast sometimes.
I know for a fact
Ellen is upset if I don't like Bella being bossily reprimanding of what I like to do. That's too bad.. It's too much for me to handle thinking at once now, but I don't wanna upset her.
Did you get someone..
..to abandon me directly? Not only that but to jeopardize their own future? Online is important and so is a working career.
Well, whoever did it or if it's the person themselves, too bad.
Well, whoever did it or if it's the person themselves, too bad.
I thought you said you were cool..
What's not to like? Someone gone off their rocker with a lost cause? No understanding, and all that rearing? For what? To dis others?
A Suggestion That Went thru My Brain
I thought, oh wow, I wonder if people can be special ones to others, like marriage or brotherhood.
I got this *beep* = hilarious answer. I don't know how it came about. It was probably just some leftover thought, really, but sorry if this was something special to anyone, tho it's sly and uncool.. it is funny, tho. Listen to this..
"Oh, Christina. Good idea. (You think Bella should be considered the special one and not you at all.)"
Why *beep* not?
Disclaimer: I am not telling someone I know about that it's stupid or anything if they actually thought it and not someone else. It seems like a sole thought that came about, even if someone thought it maybe. If it were someone esteemed/famous/cool, then so be it.. I forget what I was gonna say and don't know how to say what I think because I don't know. If you have a problem, you'll have to invite me to IM or chat on my forum or e-mail.
(Edited)
I got this *beep* = hilarious answer. I don't know how it came about. It was probably just some leftover thought, really, but sorry if this was something special to anyone, tho it's sly and uncool.. it is funny, tho. Listen to this..
"Oh, Christina. Good idea. (You think Bella should be considered the special one and not you at all.)"
Why *beep* not?
Disclaimer: I am not telling someone I know about that it's stupid or anything if they actually thought it and not someone else. It seems like a sole thought that came about, even if someone thought it maybe. If it were someone esteemed/famous/cool, then so be it.. I forget what I was gonna say and don't know how to say what I think because I don't know. If you have a problem, you'll have to invite me to IM or chat on my forum or e-mail.
(Edited)
What the *beep* is going on?
I never went out and said nor flat out thought if I liked someone to fight others off.
Is your dream to be the only one for them? I don't think that's really want you were thinking.
Is your dream to be the only one for them? I don't think that's really want you were thinking.
You're not allowed to practice racism.
Be *** and practice the *** life.
I'm not actually going out and telling anyone what to do, and I want some peace while I sort or write this out.
Well, one thing I know is that people tell show-off's no who aren't interested in others..sometimes. Maybe, they like more mature people. "Popular" people. A show off is not always popular.
I'm not actually going out and telling anyone what to do, and I want some peace while I sort or write this out.
Well, one thing I know is that people tell show-off's no who aren't interested in others..sometimes. Maybe, they like more mature people. "Popular" people. A show off is not always popular.
You're Not Just a Failure
You may not wash your face at night, but most people seem not to have.
Bella seems to say everyone else is responsible for her problems, but no one else can feel that comfortable that their problems are not just their fault. People only want Bella to, some people, maybe people who are living from a remote control.
Bella Thorne flat out was shaking her head and raising her eyebrows making me feel like *beep*! but no offense to Bella for whatever happened.
Bella seems to say everyone else is responsible for her problems, but no one else can feel that comfortable that their problems are not just their fault. People only want Bella to, some people, maybe people who are living from a remote control.
Bella Thorne flat out was shaking her head and raising her eyebrows making me feel like *beep*! but no offense to Bella for whatever happened.
Young Females Ecstatic Over..
The Phantom of the Opera (the *popular* one..) is like a little scrawny boy fondling over his "age old" discovery over the existence of soup over other things.. You know how little kids today are. I feel like a bad guy. It's what kids do, but that's not exactly the manner of things in how my discovery of soup went. I just don't think that the accumulation of my knowledge rests on things of that particular nature..
"Honesty"
Why is "honesty" all about only being sane in public if you are mostly/all racially white and therefore got "stuff" to offer?
More Consistent Jealousy
I don't know what changed from before, but I'm jealous that someone may not like me because someone else matches them better in certain ways. I am not mad at the lucky person, tho. I don't really think like you only meet one person and that's it.. that's stupid, unless you're gonna figure out what you're thinking.
Also, that other lucky person doesn't get teased all the time about being bad, and I am not bad, neither. How stupid can you get? (People always said I was good and not to change. If you had a *beep* problem you had your chance to tell me what I *have to fix* for you. ..They don't play like that. If I do something I don't like, they just are mean to me, even if I wasn't really wrong. They don't tell me what to do so I can avoid their wrath. They're crazy.)
Edit: I don't mean anyone in particular is stupid.
Also, that other lucky person doesn't get teased all the time about being bad, and I am not bad, neither. How stupid can you get? (People always said I was good and not to change. If you had a *beep* problem you had your chance to tell me what I *have to fix* for you. ..They don't play like that. If I do something I don't like, they just are mean to me, even if I wasn't really wrong. They don't tell me what to do so I can avoid their wrath. They're crazy.)
Edit: I don't mean anyone in particular is stupid.
Evidence
Howcome you find out if people are "hurt" and "hurt" them more, but others you want them to cry to you, somehow?
I don't personally go around and enjoy most people I meet to do things like pick me up nor "see me cry."
I must add that I am a bit jealous that others are considered on the good list. It's almost as simple as that.
I don't personally go around and enjoy most people I meet to do things like pick me up nor "see me cry."
I must add that I am a bit jealous that others are considered on the good list. It's almost as simple as that.
Hey, guess what I noticed!
I noticed when someone with a parent from Europe their parent acts European, their kid does, too, but when my Asian mom acts like she's from out-of-the-US no one on that point cares about me.
Joke
My Gramma is obsessed with short hair and mine is short, but I thought she'd say, "Christina, your hair is just too short! That is not a girl's hair!" She said that to my aunt about her job.
Friday, July 24, 2015
I should try college a bit..
..I can take a break and come back home every other year.
Should I try Finland or fly to my old college in the US, Loyola University New Orleans?? I want to do ballet at my old school, too, as my built in minor program.
Should I try Finland or fly to my old college in the US, Loyola University New Orleans?? I want to do ballet at my old school, too, as my built in minor program.
To Be or Not to Be
If I moved to Orlando right after also living again in East Coast Florida.. would I have a pile up a mile of good memories? They don't all seem to understand plebeian things.
How quite..
How did I wind up depressed in trouble initially when it boiled down to forgiving only those who have done wrong? In a way, tho, I really did something at some point, flunked outta college etc. etc.
I don't have a problem!
People think if you're born a certain year, you have an issue. They only like people born around 1960 and their young Generation Z kids born 1997-1998. So, if you're not born then, they simply say you have an issue or that you're a problem.
I want to sort out my thoughts, cons AND PROs.
Some of this is a secret.
So, I got upset that Bella Thorne is openly loved by all cuz the world hates me. Even people I meet bring her up. I have no problems with her especially. I just feel she got popular by bargaining she would be reserved to others's needs as a promise but once in power was used as a tool by Ellen DeGeneres to punish me for a trick/harming me annoyingly and me getting mad etc., cursing.
I flat out found someone I simply like a lot, and it's not private but public. I was upset it became all for Bella, like I'm chopped liver. They have 2 ways to go from here, that Bella has the same hair color and compared to others it's just for Bella to "get it out" and NOT to "get serious." I mean, who does this person even know? Probably no youth. Why see just Bella sees her cuz they have the same hair color? Red hair? You'd go to Ireland and find that a lot, except I notice they have freckles. What else do they have in common physically? Is it love or just an excuse to annoy people? You had your turn! I'm not particularly mad at Bella, I'm just speaking in general in English. If you have so many people in a situation or group, would you pair every fair non-freckled person together? I see it's special, tho. It's just that I would not mind other people sharing one person. Why don't I get to have more fun?! Bella has the support of the world and an okay with the attractive "adults" in it.
What else? I did kinda realize I should not think badly of anyone. I was simply upset or simply am at least now thinking back that the public approves of Bella Thorne getting the respect I earned and not and "instead of" me. That's something Ellen did. Johnny did something, too. They're all racist, supposedly wanna be in their way.
I think further and realize that someone else is putting Bella Thorne in front of me.
Okay, I'm distracted. Bella is pretty, obviously, and part of the reason might go along with why she's rich. Planes every month, free food, hotels, living it large, like we wanted to but didn't get. In fact, my family got poorer. You must know what that would mean. If you compare me to other poor people, I'm doing good. I'm well-kempt. I trim my nails every other day and paint them sometimes every night. I shower once or twice a day. I'd been brushing my teeth more than twice a day. My clothes aren't trashy. I went on sabbatical, a bit longer than I'd like, to care for my health possible restoration. I comb and wash my hair. I practice a hobby or so. I calculate my future life tho it passed me by. I don't waste myself away being a hosed out goof and appear intently intellectual.
It wouldn't had taken much for me to fluff up when I was skinny and prettier or nicer-looking if possible. I gained that weight, tho! It looks like my life was thrown out by accident.
Disclaimer: I don't mean anything against anyone. After all, with people in general even, these things do happen.
I just don't have this all down in my head. I have something else bothering me. Maybe, I can find something else to take up brain space that isn't being shoved a "no" for something.
Oh, I didn't say what I meant about Bella being in front of me. I don't need someone like her telling me that I'm too nervous to stand for myself. Does she need me to foil her cuz I'm kinda cool and it would make her feel elated? I mean if someone cool were put down standing by her, saying she is better in all these ways.
What I mean is, I realized that.. and I mean that's not up to me. No one really calls me ugly, you know, just some silly people online. I can't quite put my finger on what is wrong besides me being in trouble for no reason.
Let me also say that my hair is not always dark and being 1/2 Chinese sure makes being a lighter brunette a lot harder. I think I don't wanna mirror myself to all white people who have dark hair. So, I hope it's not something like my hair that's the issue for disliking me.
You know, I may be stupid, but I think Bella Thorne is likeable to me. Even if she listens to Ellen DeGeneres and the world to be harsh on people like me, she also confuses me as to why she bothers with someone such as me. I don't like being put down. People used to always say I put myself down too much. So, I'd like to think tho on Twitter the people I follow that my responses are nice or smart. I should be talking to people who are like me, possibly not famous yet but attractive and conscientious about looks and well-being.
So, in the end, I'm still left wondering why people use any excuse to get at me but not for themselves. I guess I must have pushed a button, but how was I supposed to know? Why am I considered so badly? I didn't tell anyone they had to do anything. You're supposed to figure things out, not just give simple orders. I know I have enjoyed, but that doesn't make me someone to bark at and be put down by many a lot. I can't get back my identity from someone I'm seeing. I get something that isn't me, another reason to want to go back off to college if possible.
If pressing a button, to whomever involved, is so bad.. well.. I guess that was bad, but it's funny when you don't know you did something differently that was bad. Can anyone uninvolved/interested explain that to me? Do I have to go around thinking something I don't know about?? It doesn't matter, right? I wasn't supposed to be doing this, anyway.. but wait, other people seem more welcome from the start. Because of that, I still have more feelings about maybe what else is going on, things other than this of which I am thinking.
I simply have had ideas hit me. I did not mean I support them.
Why do I have to feel apologetic about who I am, tho? Do I not get a place in the game of life with any race of people or species of animal? Please don't make fun of my dad if you don't have to. I realize he's heavier than me. I do feel that people are using me as a toy, saying I have the flaws of my parents, but I don't. Immature kids try to pose as being like their parents. Honestly, I had 1 friend who acted like I was wrong because of "who her parents are." I wasn't wrong. Are you just gonna dig into my private life and say that person know I've had some bumps along the road I didn't even talk about to them?
Okay, I don't mean anything bad against anyone. If you have a problem, get to IM me or post online about it. See if we can fix the problem.
I just noticed, I seemed to be making fun of parents, after my dad was made vulnerable in my talking. Something to have on the back burner of this post. I like people and want what's best for them, like anyone would. I was trying to explain a topic.
So, I got upset that Bella Thorne is openly loved by all cuz the world hates me. Even people I meet bring her up. I have no problems with her especially. I just feel she got popular by bargaining she would be reserved to others's needs as a promise but once in power was used as a tool by Ellen DeGeneres to punish me for a trick/harming me annoyingly and me getting mad etc., cursing.
I flat out found someone I simply like a lot, and it's not private but public. I was upset it became all for Bella, like I'm chopped liver. They have 2 ways to go from here, that Bella has the same hair color and compared to others it's just for Bella to "get it out" and NOT to "get serious." I mean, who does this person even know? Probably no youth. Why see just Bella sees her cuz they have the same hair color? Red hair? You'd go to Ireland and find that a lot, except I notice they have freckles. What else do they have in common physically? Is it love or just an excuse to annoy people? You had your turn! I'm not particularly mad at Bella, I'm just speaking in general in English. If you have so many people in a situation or group, would you pair every fair non-freckled person together? I see it's special, tho. It's just that I would not mind other people sharing one person. Why don't I get to have more fun?! Bella has the support of the world and an okay with the attractive "adults" in it.
What else? I did kinda realize I should not think badly of anyone. I was simply upset or simply am at least now thinking back that the public approves of Bella Thorne getting the respect I earned and not and "instead of" me. That's something Ellen did. Johnny did something, too. They're all racist, supposedly wanna be in their way.
I think further and realize that someone else is putting Bella Thorne in front of me.
Okay, I'm distracted. Bella is pretty, obviously, and part of the reason might go along with why she's rich. Planes every month, free food, hotels, living it large, like we wanted to but didn't get. In fact, my family got poorer. You must know what that would mean. If you compare me to other poor people, I'm doing good. I'm well-kempt. I trim my nails every other day and paint them sometimes every night. I shower once or twice a day. I'd been brushing my teeth more than twice a day. My clothes aren't trashy. I went on sabbatical, a bit longer than I'd like, to care for my health possible restoration. I comb and wash my hair. I practice a hobby or so. I calculate my future life tho it passed me by. I don't waste myself away being a hosed out goof and appear intently intellectual.
It wouldn't had taken much for me to fluff up when I was skinny and prettier or nicer-looking if possible. I gained that weight, tho! It looks like my life was thrown out by accident.
Disclaimer: I don't mean anything against anyone. After all, with people in general even, these things do happen.
I just don't have this all down in my head. I have something else bothering me. Maybe, I can find something else to take up brain space that isn't being shoved a "no" for something.
Oh, I didn't say what I meant about Bella being in front of me. I don't need someone like her telling me that I'm too nervous to stand for myself. Does she need me to foil her cuz I'm kinda cool and it would make her feel elated? I mean if someone cool were put down standing by her, saying she is better in all these ways.
What I mean is, I realized that.. and I mean that's not up to me. No one really calls me ugly, you know, just some silly people online. I can't quite put my finger on what is wrong besides me being in trouble for no reason.
Let me also say that my hair is not always dark and being 1/2 Chinese sure makes being a lighter brunette a lot harder. I think I don't wanna mirror myself to all white people who have dark hair. So, I hope it's not something like my hair that's the issue for disliking me.
You know, I may be stupid, but I think Bella Thorne is likeable to me. Even if she listens to Ellen DeGeneres and the world to be harsh on people like me, she also confuses me as to why she bothers with someone such as me. I don't like being put down. People used to always say I put myself down too much. So, I'd like to think tho on Twitter the people I follow that my responses are nice or smart. I should be talking to people who are like me, possibly not famous yet but attractive and conscientious about looks and well-being.
So, in the end, I'm still left wondering why people use any excuse to get at me but not for themselves. I guess I must have pushed a button, but how was I supposed to know? Why am I considered so badly? I didn't tell anyone they had to do anything. You're supposed to figure things out, not just give simple orders. I know I have enjoyed, but that doesn't make me someone to bark at and be put down by many a lot. I can't get back my identity from someone I'm seeing. I get something that isn't me, another reason to want to go back off to college if possible.
If pressing a button, to whomever involved, is so bad.. well.. I guess that was bad, but it's funny when you don't know you did something differently that was bad. Can anyone uninvolved/interested explain that to me? Do I have to go around thinking something I don't know about?? It doesn't matter, right? I wasn't supposed to be doing this, anyway.. but wait, other people seem more welcome from the start. Because of that, I still have more feelings about maybe what else is going on, things other than this of which I am thinking.
I simply have had ideas hit me. I did not mean I support them.
Why do I have to feel apologetic about who I am, tho? Do I not get a place in the game of life with any race of people or species of animal? Please don't make fun of my dad if you don't have to. I realize he's heavier than me. I do feel that people are using me as a toy, saying I have the flaws of my parents, but I don't. Immature kids try to pose as being like their parents. Honestly, I had 1 friend who acted like I was wrong because of "who her parents are." I wasn't wrong. Are you just gonna dig into my private life and say that person know I've had some bumps along the road I didn't even talk about to them?
Okay, I don't mean anything bad against anyone. If you have a problem, get to IM me or post online about it. See if we can fix the problem.
I just noticed, I seemed to be making fun of parents, after my dad was made vulnerable in my talking. Something to have on the back burner of this post. I like people and want what's best for them, like anyone would. I was trying to explain a topic.
Not Really There for Anyone
I don't know how brilliant this idea is, but I realized everyone is in a stupor different from the one prior. They used to think my generation had potential, but now they think non-famous people in general are mediocre.
Did you know that people who seem to draw others in don't really have "the answer?" They don't seem to be meeting the people they need to rub elbows with.
You may think in the end I wasn't really talented and was unable to live up to a better parred potential. The truth is, who is?
Now, for some strange reason, this post reminds me of the quality of an e-mail. I wrote longer e-mails, tho, and this seems to be about all I can think of, which is of significance. I didn't repeat anything the same.
Who's really pulling this boat along? True, older people emit sparks that are very stimulating when it happens. However, what I'm posting is very interesting. I know most people who are successful "stimulators" would just shove me aside because it's not good news to them and therefore seems boring, cuz it's not all about them. They don't have the answer! They don't mean (I mean meet) diddlysquat! I want to see them shut up! I want a turn to be in charge! Being bossy used to be coveted, something you can do when you're not winning. It turned crazy!
Disclaimer: This is about anyone in general. I'm not pointing fingers! If anyone talked to me, I'd say let me know if you have a problem with me and we can try to talk it out via IM or something. Now, IM is actually more useful than e-mail. Again, this is about people and their attitudes in general. I admit, I was inspired and found my made up muse. I'm mostly upset with how I'm not considered talented, anymore, maybe cuza my age and lack of people around in real life. I admit, I'm sorta diddlysquat, myself, but I achieve. I'm an adult. I know the mistakes of the world, partly/hugely.
But, nope. People today don't show great leadership. What's worse, there are too much of people out there who never cared about what someone else had until that someone else got it. I mean, when I was with mostly normal people, there was no thing about them that fit in.. like all of a sudden they care about what you care about and you never knew and they fight for what you earn. This is another stereotypical action.
Again, if you have a problem, someone's gonna have to talk out what everyone's problem is with me, via IM or my public message board.
Did you know that people who seem to draw others in don't really have "the answer?" They don't seem to be meeting the people they need to rub elbows with.
You may think in the end I wasn't really talented and was unable to live up to a better parred potential. The truth is, who is?
Now, for some strange reason, this post reminds me of the quality of an e-mail. I wrote longer e-mails, tho, and this seems to be about all I can think of, which is of significance. I didn't repeat anything the same.
Who's really pulling this boat along? True, older people emit sparks that are very stimulating when it happens. However, what I'm posting is very interesting. I know most people who are successful "stimulators" would just shove me aside because it's not good news to them and therefore seems boring, cuz it's not all about them. They don't have the answer! They don't mean (I mean meet) diddlysquat! I want to see them shut up! I want a turn to be in charge! Being bossy used to be coveted, something you can do when you're not winning. It turned crazy!
Disclaimer: This is about anyone in general. I'm not pointing fingers! If anyone talked to me, I'd say let me know if you have a problem with me and we can try to talk it out via IM or something. Now, IM is actually more useful than e-mail. Again, this is about people and their attitudes in general. I admit, I was inspired and found my made up muse. I'm mostly upset with how I'm not considered talented, anymore, maybe cuza my age and lack of people around in real life. I admit, I'm sorta diddlysquat, myself, but I achieve. I'm an adult. I know the mistakes of the world, partly/hugely.
But, nope. People today don't show great leadership. What's worse, there are too much of people out there who never cared about what someone else had until that someone else got it. I mean, when I was with mostly normal people, there was no thing about them that fit in.. like all of a sudden they care about what you care about and you never knew and they fight for what you earn. This is another stereotypical action.
Again, if you have a problem, someone's gonna have to talk out what everyone's problem is with me, via IM or my public message board.
Thursday, July 23, 2015
Wednesday, July 22, 2015
Not Ready to Make it "the" Commitment
Maybe, my dad wants a silly, berserk relationship with his daughter. He's got the wrong mother and the wrong daughter and son if that's his mission. I don't mean I dislike what he does in every way.
Haha, a funny joke.
He can't calculate "the dream" for this family!
Haha, a funny joke.
He can't calculate "the dream" for this family!
Being Nice
If you compare how nice we are, I win.
You think you win cuz people let you give them the warm fuzzies, but in a way it's not as much as they say. I also impart intelligence.
You think you win cuz people let you give them the warm fuzzies, but in a way it's not as much as they say. I also impart intelligence.
Don't look for magic in
popular people cuz they're too popular to care about most people. It's the unpopular people that deserve or want attention.
Being in Trouble
So, what is it my fault or something I don't have to worry about? I mean, this could have been prevented?
"Let's get serious, here."
I think Dr. Phil r**ed me. I used to watch his show. My fingers and fingernails reek, like something came outta them. I'm saying my fingernails, not talking about Dr. Phil. He seemed clean cut until awhile, and once only his ring fingernail was long. What he likes looks tacky on me. I have that sorta squared look in some angles or flared out to the front like a 4 sided figure. For some reason, it reminds me of Dr. Phil. No offense to this man and his hands and nails, tho. It just seems funny for mine to look like that. 1, I'm a girl. I can get used to different aspects of how they look that seem to have hit a dead end, tho.
To wrap it up, Dr. Phil is a nice guy, clean cut, like a good fellow, nice hands and nails, too! for this male person.
It just happens to seem how it is for me. No offense to him. It was a complicated thing to explain. That's how it is, tho, with me.
I do think he has a grudge, cuz I did something once after looking at someone's nails, and he may know thru the experiment on me.
I have flaws in my nails from being with others, as well, and one/some of these really were flaws.
To wrap it up, Dr. Phil is a nice guy, clean cut, like a good fellow, nice hands and nails, too! for this male person.
It just happens to seem how it is for me. No offense to him. It was a complicated thing to explain. That's how it is, tho, with me.
I do think he has a grudge, cuz I did something once after looking at someone's nails, and he may know thru the experiment on me.
I have flaws in my nails from being with others, as well, and one/some of these really were flaws.
A Problem
You know, a lotta people have problems with the lack of success of me as a human being in this experiment post 2005.
I feel threatened..
..and my "loved ones"
just for not wanting to be in trouble now. I had some hard times, but it's not relayed as how it happened. You all were mean. If anything bad happens, I can go straight for this as blame. Sad, yes. Wait, don't ya'll "get sad/serious" thinking I'm some joke that needs to happen?
just for not wanting to be in trouble now. I had some hard times, but it's not relayed as how it happened. You all were mean. If anything bad happens, I can go straight for this as blame. Sad, yes. Wait, don't ya'll "get sad/serious" thinking I'm some joke that needs to happen?
Joke
Why can't anyone just accept me as good and not in trouble for the way I swish my spit in my mouth?
You can do anything I can't do better, I can't do anything better than you
So, you do something to me, I do it to you in a way, but I'm not okay and you are? In some common ground type of situation.
"What She Said"
Showing off is fine, but when other people wanna show off you can't really stop it. Why isn't it okay when someone else wants to be cool? I'm not trying to poke at anyone in a bad way. Is it because you think they aren't prepped up for it? Sometimes, people aren't all "glitz and glam" in every way. They still deserve a nice life. I'm not sure what chemistry people look for. I feel like some animal that aids some other animal into finding what they supposedly both want, tho, and 1 want something normal and the other wants it and no one else to have it in most important cases in life.
Disclaimer: I don't mean the hinted sarcasm you may interpret. I have freedom of speech in anything that seems humorous. I hope it is not inappropriate here.
You know, I feel they only built up life for people who are too old to be the kid of someone more modern. That kinda leaves me, however, with a battle against those who are even younger. I mean, I can't seem to be as youthful as I'd like compared to people more around my generation. It's like you had to do it young, some out-of-place action. It's like some people could jump to be hot earlier and not it's too late for others to feel for their way in life.
To my 1st paragraph, I hope the answer isn't a simple "I'm in trouble." Look call the police and find I'm not in that much trouble.
Disclaimer: I don't mean the hinted sarcasm you may interpret. I have freedom of speech in anything that seems humorous. I hope it is not inappropriate here.
You know, I feel they only built up life for people who are too old to be the kid of someone more modern. That kinda leaves me, however, with a battle against those who are even younger. I mean, I can't seem to be as youthful as I'd like compared to people more around my generation. It's like you had to do it young, some out-of-place action. It's like some people could jump to be hot earlier and not it's too late for others to feel for their way in life.
To my 1st paragraph, I hope the answer isn't a simple "I'm in trouble." Look call the police and find I'm not in that much trouble.
Waiting for the Next People
Yup. And my complete blog, which I can only upload 5 in a day. I have over 100. I'm on 25.
I just uncovered a secret mystery.
It's important.
I'm not one to feel stimulated, and I function.
Having a baby around a young child or toddler is not a healthy idea. Each generation presents itself with important issues and problems.
Did my mom build me up because I was small and dumb?
Also, my dad has a bug of seeing me as very little.
I'm not one to feel stimulated, and I function.
Having a baby around a young child or toddler is not a healthy idea. Each generation presents itself with important issues and problems.
Did my mom build me up because I was small and dumb?
Also, my dad has a bug of seeing me as very little.
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
Oh No
Must cope that your teens are pioneers in living a rewarding life, which at the push of a button could come to some mature fruition and accepted revelation as we speak.
What You're Endowed and Then Allowed
So, someone is endowed being born a certain year.. was supposed to appreciate their lives.. but then suddenly [says] it's about taking, like taking relationships and even stealing emotionally for your reputation. They even go out as to say, "Why not me? Why not anyone? So, why not just me?" That's the logic of a 2-year-old. Why did Helena Bonham Carter act that way about getting private time with Tim Burton?
You know, a lotta people don't have a problem.
For me, I don't really believe in the "only 1" theory. I lived life never having that problem without computers. No one knowing someone I liked ever ruined my relationship emotionally. And I earn relationships. This experiment is partly getting in the way of me feeling any gratification, relief, settlement, safety, etc. I didn't get to grow up as a respectable young lady. It was a lotta fighting emotionally about people who believe in joking about the age of a youthful generation, like kids and teens and young adults. Like that we were too old but later we find we weren't but are now, in ways.
You know, a lotta people don't have a problem.
For me, I don't really believe in the "only 1" theory. I lived life never having that problem without computers. No one knowing someone I liked ever ruined my relationship emotionally. And I earn relationships. This experiment is partly getting in the way of me feeling any gratification, relief, settlement, safety, etc. I didn't get to grow up as a respectable young lady. It was a lotta fighting emotionally about people who believe in joking about the age of a youthful generation, like kids and teens and young adults. Like that we were too old but later we find we weren't but are now, in ways.
Issue
Ellen DeGeneres is/acts like she is there for young people and their problems but then trumpets off to praising cantankerous older adults.
Pathetic
You think Indonesia should be *beep* for you, like a comrade that lowers their standards? because they are fellow Asian islanders? Or do you just hate the immigrants to Indonesia, like my family? No one said there was anything wrong with you in my boat. Why'd you have to go and say that? What's so hysterically funny? Did you get that attitude from a friend?
Pathetic
The Filipins, they act like they hate me and Indonesia. Which means they abuse the news. Hating on a somewhat minority race? Get a life! Make fun of China!!
Know something I live for now?
Shake It Up starring Bella Thorne at 2/3 AM. I happen to be up. It's the party!
Monday, July 20, 2015
What You Do
Why is what you do considered your doing and mine is "ooh something my parents/ancestors did and not me?"
Twins
So, if Bella Thorne and I are the same, how did you chose to abort me.. I see signs from the past, that there's some case out there and it's me.. but they couldn't spare anything else for her!
Hair Dye
What if I dye my hair for fun now and when I'm older go natural again? ^66^ That hair dye "is calling my name!"
If I lived where it was cold..
..I wonder if my hair would be lighter. A light red and brown maybe sometimes from the look of it, as opposed to dark red.
"Coping Skills"
Like it when you've coped with something and people tell you you're "fresh outta luck?"
Sunday, July 19, 2015
"Prestigious"
Just get A OK'd by an acting agency and don't forget all those snotty-nosed brats still in school.. and that's what's "prestigious?"
Onto Other Things
I am slowly getting off cholesterol pills and using my NutriBulletRX before my over $100 of food spoils. I am supposed to ask my doctor, if I am on cholesterol pills.
Just a Topic Between You and Me
I mean, what is up with the pattern of Europeans "following" Americans in ways they want to see their stereotype as, for better or for worse?
What if..
What do you think of Europeans who worship the US? I guess there is no creme of the crop. I'm not up for being lazy and introverted. Why is my life so trapped, as tho it's something I've done?
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