Lies

You all just lie that I'm bad.  You're like a tornado and a thunderstorm.  I mean, what?  You leave everyone else alone.

What a brat.

Just Getting By

That's those innocent folks born as Generation Z.

..the right kind of attention

Saying Who's Good

When you say who's good does not automatically go to the one born as Generation Z or Millenials.. and obviously attention from Late Boom.

Is it sad..

Is it sadder Ellen does not have a kid or that we weren't infants in 1998?

Comedian Roots

I might collect jokes I make and sell it as a joke book.

Working and Meeting

Did you work hard to make yourself something?

Do you meet the minimum par?

Aren't you all in trouble for being mean?

What's your problem?

I was in the right with my friends before I moved away.

Interested in my old friends?

And..

..it upsets me that no one is there for me in time of need.  You're not in need.  I needed to know you didn't wanna e-mail with me and why.  You all were the ones who did not respond, too, you know.  It was an awkward, friendless, Johnny Depp and Tim Burton influence moment.  I had nothing to do for so long because I didn't know Facebook and MySpace were safe BECAUSE THEY WEREN'T.

What?

You're hiding and trying to beat me to submission in nonsensical ways?

I'm not a bad person.

You think you have to hurt me!

While we're on this..

..why do some people look at me like I'm bad and they don't wanna talk to me?

Big Fan Big Fan

I am devoted, but I think Tim Burton's popularity, I mean the way he is supported sometimes, reminds me of Hitler because they depreciate any intellectual talents out there so he doesn't look "bad" or something.  His minions do that.  He himself is pretty nice to speak of.  People have gone mad like Hitler with racism.  If you are wondering if I am upset with him himself, I'd have to say just that he seems to be hiding and keeping his fans in limbo.

How Things Go

Some people were just taking it easy and think so what I can change my personality like you never did anything.

People went..

People went wild about no Ellen like before.  They are just happy it's not like it's because of them.  Well, it was supposed to be because of her.  I only wonder if she's worried people would have changed her, anyway.

This is just like..

This is just like Johnny Depp and Tim Burton all over.  Once someone makes it, no one else can.  I wish I did this young.  I do other things, too.

I see people..

I see people started feeling for Ellen in selfish ways when she had her new do.  I mean like trying to stimulate her over others.  That's not Ellen.  What a lie.  How selfish.  I can say whatever I feel needs to be said, as it's a free country for you.

Pics

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Sacrificial Lambs

I found people were mean to me cuz the experiment.

Hm..

*sniff sniff*

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You People

You don't know right from wrong all the time but will know later.

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I'd edited my favorite pictures list on IMDb: link.

It's funny you have to be nice to this person but with me it doesn't matter - to stimulate them more.

People used to be..

People used to be more grown-up before 2010.

?Why is it that.."

Why is it you see something attractive and it automatically doesn't go to anyone but you/one person..

Why do you keep

acting like I'm ugly?  I am intellectual, sometimes.

What did I do wrong?

You think I want something special? in whatever way..  I don't mind not getting something in sensible situations, but I don't want to be wrong.  I don't "want want" in a way especially, but what did I do that everyone can tell me I always "blew it?"  Like, if I wanted a friend, but something kept it from happening.. not sure what that'd be these days.. I just can't think of any reason not to have a friend and people in people's lives, like a competition or horse race.

Wow, I may be younger than some of the people in this room, but it don't look like it.

TWitter

@IamChrisMann @SoundCloud Love is not always simple, and neither is deciding on someone's sexuality.

— Christina Barrett (@ChristinaAnnJB) June 26, 2015

I'm whiter than anyone because I like it.

I don't do what I don't like.

Being Okay

I'm okay if other people get attention!  They just have graces that were restrained from me.  If I'm outta this world, you don't need to go outta your way to insult me for being at that stage of happiness.

What?  How am I supposed to respond?  The messages are snapped at me.  I get a bit upset, a word might find it's way to me or some liking, and then it's over.

i don't think most people spend time doing these things.

If..

..someone was being mean to you, would you have a right to get mad, too?  Even if they tried to do it in secret??

OK I said it.

I don't need to be constantly outwardly upsized to a Negro.

They keep inflicting stupidity in me.  Now, they are pathetically threatening me.  I had something to say..

Presented

I make myself presentable, and no one cares because I'm 1/2 Asian.  You all just go cascading onto the scene living up to prejudices.

Talking

See, no one can really talk to me right, but they'll like to talk to others.

I can't find the hole in the ground.

I'm ready for life more than many.  I'm living right now in my home/room.

Why do you compare me as bad?

New Audio of Me Singing

What..

What, did you do it til it hurts, say Christina is not what she does?

People like Europe, no out of the US.. they listen to others NO ONE LISTENS TO ME I'M AMEARICAN TOO

Just ignore that lady behind the curtains.

People are in tune to unfairness, why they react to it.  I am not.

Twitter

Why doe celebs Tweet?

Fantasies

You think my mom did everything for me and that I don't think or discover things.

haha

blondes and redheads

Wow, just like that..

..a fun 1 thing to practice for..

Are dancers today who don't know music "good?"

cont.

It's not safe to insult me in case someone else does cuz no one ever did and if they did I'd have a logical counter-fight.

Looking Good

You can look good being lucky but I wasn't.

Excuses

You just make them up to be mad and mean to me.  If something seems weird and you wanna say something, you make a reason.

Wha?

Why is part of your excuse false?  That you need to look cool presenting yourself to real Americans?  By saying I'm not that good.  You were just insulting me.  I am not afraid of communication or talking.

Facebook

People are "there" for me all the time, but they're not there for me.

Weird

I don't like the likes of ya'll getting personal in my family and going on parade saying I can't be.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Do you know why people seem trained to ignore my comments?..

Like on their blogs? They might get interested and then find I'm a 1/2 Asian. 

But what about you all?

How is your life worth it if you talk to people just because they only knew someone else?  It doesn't seem like a coincidence.  I know some things are to get me in trouble punished.  I'll just assume it is and it won't be admitted nor possibly noticed.

People are sure investing in this.  Let's just sit back and laugh and not let them change who they are to us, tho.

How Dare You

You can't tell everyone to present themselves as stupid trash and then it's cool.

I find this problem in different places.

Like, get a grip on the world and life.

I'm not gonna come on and have a good time whilst conferring I am just not really that good and need to be sorted out.  It's not right!  I'm not here to be an animal following along nakedly in the steps to life.

I think it's an issue of this issue I'm thinking.  Why do you care so much all of a sudden who your parents are?  Why do you think I'm just a copy of a human?  Everyone has copied.  I'm not up for the tale of a lie because Charlie and the Chocolate Factory nipped your hinny.

How-

How did everyone else get all dressed up for the occasion?  I thought I was already popular.  Popular people..learn to gain weight.  Well..

I was just thinking today, the dreams I had are..not really shattered.  It's not in the people.  It's in my Elsa doll from Frozen and this Finnish song and the people everyone likes.

AH!

What would..

..life be like in my 20s in the privacy of a dance studio in a class for adults?

What should we do?

I got a heart shape.

Who is everybody afraid of?

The big bad wolf?

Aha!

The webbing on the face is not an object of fascination but one way of looking at a face that does not exist as a "sole entity" "in and of itself."

Is that your way..

..of getting back at the world, stealing candy from babies, and robbing banks like in storybooks?

Weird Suggestions

How is having a "different" face a positive message to us in that it's to say we don't get attention, instead?  I thought it was to help us, not kiss us goodbye.  What are/were you people's parents like??  They don't approve.  The whole world is not weird or shouldn't be.  I mean, you totally changed the problem/situation that was asked of you.  Also, it's funny how it doesn't seem all that different/popular.  I mean, are you saying we don't need to have webbing on our face?  I know that is just one feature.  I don't usually even notice it.  It's just not fair.. I know some people are pretty convincing and it's gotten the world in trouble.  The answer was not "throw the world out."

..all the nonsense that's going on.

Block of Problem

These things don't just happen.

Weird

It was a sub-fight..

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No

to me as punished and at 29.

That's wasting others's life punishing me.

I TELL YOU I DON'T ACCEPT THIS FIGHT.

That doesn't mathematically figure.

What about bringing someone to our attention for who they are?  "It doesn't mean we have to like them," even, neither.

Did they intend to use me to steal things?

Also

It's for things I did as an inconvenience to me that weren't really intentionally bad.

So, I noticed..

..I just don't get what to think about serving people I know who won't really talk to me just because I know them.

Racism

So much racial hatred out there to get me.   I like being white, what's your problem?   And I respect and connect with Asians.

Now, check this out.

So, I'll get this.  You're really doing the wrong thing being mean.  Trying to make everything all nostalgic with me as the loser.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Will America have a race war?

Yea, no racial freedom of thought. The last message I got from this country was..

"(What?") There are 3 races: White, Black, and Asian."

I do not believe anyone had stupid ancestors. If they made mistakes does not mean their descendants are punished for what they did and do not do.

What does anyone think about that? If you disagree, that's illegal. 

Why

is someone else getting things I didn't get like they're a princess and I'm their servant?

A Big Thing

Colleges have Dance minors.

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Is this some sorta fight

where I can only believe in unpopular people?

This is my kinda thing..

How do you find jobs like this?  I'm all out here and looking.  Do you need an agent?

link

I talked to some people and they don't automatically think I am bad.  They want to know what I have to say to them.

cont.

It's that jittery feeling governing my life.

I'm a good person.  Ya'll just put on a show because of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

I thought if I was quiet, I'd feel better.  I just really don't like the lingering jittery feeling of guilt.  I wasn't mean to that person.  This person was mean to me.

I am actually "throwing things away."  I do not think you have the right to judge me morally.  You all don't make the rules for others.

Racist.  Do you wanna live with that?

Look, I'm not a problem, even if I  did something else really bad, there would be a logical explanation.

It just hit me I'm being a stick in the mud about the game.

Why..

Why do people on the IMDb Soapbox think talking about anti-racism is complaining, spam, and weak posting?

My eyes..

..are going crazy.  I should get some shut eye.

IMDb - The Soapbox

A lot of people ruin people's lives and enjoy feeling how they want racially while others don't and are told to keep silent. For instance, I lost 2 friends who I talked to but who I see only laugh with people other than me. Why make friends only to split. That's a rich relationship. Like, they don't feel like talking to me. I can't seem to escape their mishappenings, even learning a lesson not to beg to be with people when I don't have to have people take up my life. There, that's not a race-based topic. You shouldn't bring up race when talking about this because it would be racist.

Finnish Cover of "You Can't Hurry Love"

The original is females and the more famous one is male.

I used to be..

I used to be treated maybe like I was something.  I feel I've lost freedom of thought.  Maybe, you shouldn't try to wait until my dad's gone "to change the world."

I think..

I think I know what people really think.. like they think what most people seem to think, but they act like maybe there's something special.  We can't let these things freely slide.  It is important to know and deal with.  I hope one can calmly reflect on whatever is of interest.

LET IT GOO!

Someone is acting like I'm bad and don't deserve anything in my little life.  They want it to be the fight for them to be the top.  Someone is involved in the drama  I did something they didn't like.  They sure "need" that fact there.  I didn't mean what they act like I meant.  I don't like it cuz they act like I'm bad when I think this and say this.  The internet is freedom.  They are mean to me and not others.  I thought of what it would be if it were to someone else.  I never wanted to be nonwhite nor depreciate things in disgusting ways.  Racial freedom exists!

Late Boomers

You can dye your hair til it's covered in darkness and you just know you're there to be liked, while everyone else suffers.

The kids get away with being tacky cuz in the end their age does something to the game.