Sunday, November 16, 2014

Musical

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The Phantom of the Opera hits New Orleans!

Me Singing

Well, my real opinion was and is..

..that Bella Thorne has a great voice, but it seems like she drownded us all out.  Go her, but I still want my life!

Someone on IMDb said something about her and I brought up this point meaning it seems like the end for us all.  That's all, I wanna hear more..

It was a little tacky, and in that way it seemed she was thinking she was mimicking us supposedly like we're that part.  She wasn't herself just flat out tacky, though.  The message was obvious and weird to describe.

:)

What's it like to live in..

..a school and not have any teachers that touch you?  Like, what happens at Christmas?

Saturday, November 15, 2014

How Do You Like to Sleep When You're Drowsy but Not Tired

I'm sprawled out on my sofa.  I don't wanna go to bed, but I do.

*yawn*

Should I go to bed?  Nite..

Sometimes

You accept how crazy some people are.. I don't know if I ever chain caused tragedy.  It is the person's fault.

Apology

I am sorry I am not smart enough to think in my head.

Pathetic?

I feel affected by my dad, too.  It goes away sometimes.  He's not supposed to do that.  I don't know what his problem is.  But it seems like everyone is going crazy in and outta Hollywood.

My Age

I'm 28 and I'd rather marry than be affected by my dad forever.

Edit

I added the word "etc." to my last post..

Problem

Why are we all still on that someone could get away with hurting me or whoever.  I wasn't even cursing at this person mostly at least, I was cursing about the people bothering me with little noises in my room, ticks and clicks that sound like talking that leave you with a feeling of being stupid.  This person acted like she did it, too.

My dad was terribly wrong in how he treated me, and I was afraid I'd curse at Ellen since I watch her etc. so cursed at him instead.  I didn't sit there and curse at him himself but at what he did sorta, I guess.  These noises would not go away.  I have to do something about this.

Mean People

You are supposed to come out of your shell when someone does something wrong.  It's not about testing you to stay mum.  Some things are too radical.  You can't say all your problems will be solved on a blog.  It is best to ignore people as much as possible, even if they somehow come in and immediately upset you, like.

Don't worry about it.

We all die one day.

Now More

It does not matter, but it could be making innocent people look guilty.  Is anyone out there with a brain thinking people matter one time and then another don't?

Even if you could justify settling to yourself one's death, it was done to separate me from having a life, and there would be more to come.

Why are you saying I am rude?

Anyone out there can you accept that people don't matter if they encourage someone to commit suicide?

911 I must file a comlpaint.

We are supposed to talk out our problems ourselves, like in a journal or on a message board.

So, you kill people so I can't trust you.  Something like that?  That's unfortuante, but I wonder what is to come.  If it matters that you kill people, it matters that we find you and your evil sacrifices.  I am not hurting anyone in saying this.  I am talking it out!

You listen to my dad throttle that he wants people killed, he wants babies born the wrong way honestly like saying it to make me feel bad in how it is.  No one should be doing this.  You were all mean to me, not me to you.  Sometimes, I joked with my dad, can't you even take that?  Or is it just an insult now?  There was a time when nothing seemed to matter to anyone like before..

911 I must file a complaint.

Out for a Jog!

Don't bite anyone.

Apology

I am so sorry I messed up our communication line.  I do not agree that I should sit here and listen to people be mean to me while I have strange restrictions brought upon by others.

I can be sorry it was stupid partly and even maybe mean.

I do not agree I should be punished for nothing and at 28..  That wasn't even in the agreement I sensed.

Best wishes to you, wherever you are.

Wrong

I don't think you'll gain anything from all this, you heathen people.  Me writing out problems is necessary and not a sin but talk about sin.

We are curious if you killed some people.  The police would not believe me, anyway.  Why do these people wanna die?  What did they gain from doing this?  Are they even really dead?

Now, if you are innocent, I tried not to do it in a mean way, but we know someone out there might be killing.

What with all the rudeness?  I simply explained how I felt about Bella Thorne and didn't say anything that was really mean, unless you consider her taking everything I earn "mean."  I think Ellen doesn't mind harassing me but doesn't want me to achieve elsewhere, in one side of her personality.  My dad is an outright liar in what he does because he claims not to be nasty but then he is.

Me Singing

This mainly has a good practice of some quality.   I don't know exactly why I posted it, probably cuz I'm going to sleep soon and won't sing anymore now.  I don't know who would listen to it that I know, but I do have people who visit my blog and that's what counts to me, too.  :/  So, it's a more luscious recording but not as special as the rest..

I added a link of singing.


Voice Recorder >>

Story

There was a lovely baby with red hair named Bella, and she loved her red hair.  A fair maiden named Sarah one day ran into a young girl of about 7 with red hair and pale skin.  She picked up the child and brought her into a new community of people.

In the community were a bunch of witches of old.  One girl lived there named Christina, dressed in green and brown with dark reddish brown hair and eyes of fair.  Bella came up to the 13-year-old and said, "Why aren't you like all the other witches?  You seem more set apart or alone than me."

"Well.." said Christina, I once saw a band of pirates when I was a little girl like you.  It was Christmas.  We all ended up leaving, I just got here.

Sarah said to Bella, "Dear, come with me," and Bella hid in her skirts.  "I am not a witch, you know, I am an archangel of the Lord ... and I am going to take care of you.  Call me mum, mom, mommy, or mummy.  Think you can remember?"

"Yes," squeaked the red haired girl with big green eyes and a strong partially upturned and uptight nose.  She was very slender and under the care of Sarah became very healthy.

In the night creeped in some pirates who only stole from outlying fruit trees and searching for buried gold in the night.  Christina went and got Bella, and suddenly Christina was taken.  Bella ran rapildy back, thumping... and woke up her Mummy.  She immediately picked up her daughter.

The men were gathering around the boats, since Christina was stolen.  You could hear bombs going off trying to capsize boats.  There was music being played.  Finally, they had the resources to chain up the pirates.  They threw them in jail cells.  One good one who was not bad looked like a normal guy.  He became friends with everyone there.

Bella was fond of this new man, giggled and walked up to him.  She felt embarrassed and went back to her Mummy crying.

Christina was found among the prisoners.  "Whoah, wait a minute!" she said.  Then, she started singing..


Voice Recorder >>

The pirates gathered round and all sang happily!

They talked to the pirates, and they all agreed to be friends.  They were to sail off.  Christina, who Bella was seeing was gung ho said, "Hey, young, little missy.. wanna come ride with the rest of us?"

Sarah responded, "Of course," and she touched Christina with her hand around her waist, not that anyone ever did that for Christina.  "Where did you come from?"

"I am 13 and I know about the piracy.  I even remember your little girl Bella, your Lordship.  I saw her when she was little, but as a baby she just sneered and giggled.  She would not listen to me nor respond to anything I did."

Sarah the archangel said, "That's very weird.  I'm trying to find out more about her."

"Very good," Christina beamed.

"Now," said Sarah, "are you looking to get married."

"Er, yes."

"How are you going about it?"

"I'm not.  Nah, too much."

Bella had managd to pick up a bird, and she was so happy.  "Come here, sweety," Said her Mummy.

Christina went off to the pirates, and a girl named Danny Sophia came with her who was 12 1/2.  They explored the pirate ship.

"We'd better head back," said Christina.  "I still need to get dressed."

Danny Sophia was dressed as is.  She had a dress with squares in the pattern, but it looked plain.  It was pink and black.  Christina got all ready and packed with her bag.  She wore purple with pink indents.  It was a bright dress that seemed dark and night crept on.

All the young girls came, this time most were older like 15, 17, and the young ones, too.  The youngest was Bella.  Christina came and attempted to rub her back and said, "This is gonna be great."  Now, Christina was something of a tomboy.  "I'm gonna miss my days sitting on banks hanging out with my family of girls."

Apology

Weird words keep coming to my mind, but I'm not telling them to anyone, and then it comes.  I told myself to stop..

:(

I did toss around the term, tired, need rest and recreation.  :/

I think I'm doing my hair differently again..

..I always wanted wavy brown hair, medium bright brown.  I want bangs and angles.  I guess I'll have the bottom around shoulder length.  Almost like Charlotte Church, but her hair is not as dark.

New Old Pictures of Me

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The one in the dress is prom.

I lived in the New Orleans area, at the time.  I was there from 12-20.

It has still bothered me..

I still care..

nitey nite?

We'll have to get to the bottom of this.  So what if people die?  It's their choice.

Me Singing

It seems custom I apologize online..

..I was defiant and challenging when we were eating to my mom.  I'll try to ignore what bothers me.  I mean no harm.  I should occupy myself some better way.

No, I did not go against you flat out but shoulda.

I was explaining my reaction to the insults I got about rubbing in someone over me.

Shoulda?  Well, when something messes things up.. things need to be stated clean and left?  The truth is important.. you don't seem to agree.

This is sick and stupid.

People think it's okay to kill people for me so I feel like I can trust no one.  Well, then, why are you constantly wanting me to "listen?"  I actually posted something, Mister.  :|

Update

Side Bars + Pics go to Album of Me
You're rubbing in that girl all the time.  I just wanted to talk about it, and I find a dead schoolmate.

I'm not listening to that.

I didn't do anything bad, you did.  I was explaining my reaction at the table to being beat on.  People are now rubbing in they kill people "when I'm bad" when I'm the one who's well-behaved.  Quit lying.  I can blog whatever the Hell I want.

I wonder why..

..these people all keep dying coincidingly.  That's sad.  It's like they died at a certain time.  It seems like someone is killing them.  That's what bothers me, an they did it to bother me.  There's not really any explaining that if it's intended to be a joke.  I'm not gonna say oh I have to say it's okay if you killed them.  What's up with that?  How am I supposed to function!!

:(

You can't..

..test the waters by thrusting out yourself, you're supposed to try to be agreeable at all times.

Hey!

What should I do?  There was a death of a girl whose name I heard from my high school.  These deaths all seem to coincide with the events of my life.  How can I ever trust anyone?  I don't want a running secret.  I'm not gonna feel for the bumps in the road.  I had posted about something that happened then deleted that particular bit.  There was nothing wrong with it, but I didn't have to do it.

Friday, November 14, 2014

nite! ;D

Update

You can see my pictures now.

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I still..

..don't see why people are messing with me telling me I should be punished.  I don't like your philosophy of me being split good and bad.

So

You shouldn't be doing this, but how long does it take for said "guilt" to wear off?

Just Saying Anything?

They are annoying me.
ah!

So, you're not nervous

to let people like Josh Groban to use his voice in his lifetime but too squeamish to anyone treat me with respect.

Computer

My mouse is acting weird and sometimes the computer.

So, I wonder if I should look for a cheap laptop as a Christmas present.

I did get pretty upset and gritted my teeth and hit the mouse thinking it'd work, feeling pressured by the people around me... pressing the buttons hard. It shouldn't matter, but maybe it does.  I don't really know, I think it was just the next thing, and the people experimenting on me know I did it.  Like, after awhile online, I have to restart my computer and the viruses came on.

Me Singing

You need to..

..get unhypnotized and reach out.

My Comment

Thank you so much for posting this, now! I always love to see this. You caught a good one! Sorry for the annoying people around you. It's so nice to have Sarah sing for us.

Concert

Sarah Brightman


Do you think I am compatible?   YES!  I love Broadway, but now she loves space.. too

Come, sing with me!  No, I'm talking to my audience, not the world class famous singer.

:)

Edit

I took the credits from my site that were leftover.

I'm not trying to get at anyone..

..and I was unaware my e-mails were shitty...

I just found my whole life is jeopardized for some strange reason at the push of a number of buttons.  Right now, it's like all over.  I feel threatened.  Why couldn't these people answer or remind me about getting a blog?

What's this..

..the rip off my clothes presentation?  I can see it in the coy smile of others.  Like, "Ooh, I was good and then decided to become bad and am bad."  Oh, "and if I am good then people will call me a n*****."

cont.

The whole world is so crazy.  I just wanna curl up in my bed and not get anything done that's in my life.  But sometimes it's hard to sleep, like about every day.

I shoulda had my mind on laundry but went out for a jog instead.  I washed it but haven't gone about hanging it, didn't feel like it this night by my parents's bedroom, maybe.

This is just crazy.

I'm not putting up with anything.  I am not the one causing problems.  Ya'll're just competitive.  You want attention, and you hurt me.  I don't ruin your chances and get in your way.  I'm rather stressed, on meds, don't get money from my parents like before.

Upset

Most people were in check before the happy sappy Burton and Depp came along with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and your Pirates of the Caribbean.

Now, you think I did something, lying to get yer asses outta trouble.  I don't trust adult figures from my childhood.

What Ya'll Made It Like

My friends were gonna visit me they said more.

You all made it crazy outside, and I could not really concentrate.

and

I think they are still hurting me.

It's funny they seemed somewhat nice, but one unfriended me elsewhere early on without answering me.

Jogged

The whole time I was hurt that life is about old best friends who won't even talk to me.  The whole world knows I spammed them and doesn't care that there is a reason.

Me Singing

Jr Hi

When I started in Florida in 6th grade, it seemed more like a public high school.  People would come to terms very easily and care and say I was very nice and I felt attractive.  So, if I became famous, it would not be a hate school.

I guess it doesn't matter.

It used to be you can act a certain way to normal people in public but with family tension builds.  You don't "tell" what you do at home.  Like, oh, at home, she's more free and unrefined.

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Auditions

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Official Australia casting call for Pirates of the Caribbean 5

Official Australia casting call for 'Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales'. Email submissions now being accepted for both speaking roles and extras to work various dates between February 1, 2015 and June 30, 2015. United States talent can submit to new updated casting address -http://www.moviecastingcall.org/2014/11/casting-call-pirates-caribbean -dead-men-tell-tales-lead-roles.html
Are we like all knocked out of talent since like 2008?  Did it become a rule to subdue and literally k*** rising talent?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Who here has European ethnicities other than..

English
German
French
Dutch
Norwegian
Russian
Baltic Countries
the rest of Scandinavia 

Kids Today

I am considered the last of the crap generations.

Sarah's Day...WHAT?? Sarah explains what her day is ...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRR4raUhsWg
7 hours ago - Uploaded by OneTimeShow
We explain What Sarah's day is! Watch from the ... Sarah Brightman - One Day Like This (Official Video) by 

Appreciation

Aunt Appreciation

Secretly tell me my dad is shit.

Losers

You see something like Ellen or Jack Sparrow and think that's your cutting image.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: I have a serious *beep* bladder problem.

I peed in my pants a little yesterday for the 1st time in forever. 

Last Night

I hope nothing bad was said.  Or misinterpreted.  I looked over some of it, wanna go to bed soon..

O My

You all have quite a fetish, over Kate Bush.. and they aren't being nice to me

New Pictures of Me

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I wonder how long I will sleep.  I don't have anywhere to go saved up.

So

I see I was upset, and I hope I'm not upset later.  I just post about things to help.
Before you hit the top, I bet people have a lot going for them.  Dream big.  I'm still confused!

I -think-

I mean no harm, whatever that means to anyone.  Yes, I am interested in people, but I can get interested in other things.  Isn't Steven Hawkins a professor?
Nite, soon..

I just uncovered something.

I think some people hinder your way to feeling because they themselves have the same problem..

Wut

What do you mean your mom takes care of everything?  My mom doesn't do shit.  I have to handle myself.  I can't find many friends online.  I'm happy, tho.. I just have to know

I'm not jealous..

..but I get no respect.. like anyone, kids..

Um.. no

You are not the 1 who is like everything and I'm nothing as far as European goes.  :|  Anyone?..

Apology

I could have just so happened to say something bad.. or thought.  Nah.

OK

It's no mystery that people who are attractive are.. guess you just hate Asian.

You think, "Wow," but like we get it.

What's this?

Making fun of me when you act like nothing's wrong on the outside?  I confronted my dad about that young!!!!

Issue

Why are people in my life getting attention over me?  That's just sick.  Why are they even in my life in that way, in another way in another way????

Special?

Idina Menzel?  Yes.. I meant she's not like other people?

Problem

Why do I >actually< .. see my father?  I wanted to actually not see him >everywhere< and just him..
You can't come in all giddy like I'm bad.  I already said no.  I said I was good.  I am not even at work.  I'm putting up with this SHIT!

Why won't some fools

leave me the Hell alone at certain times?

This is sickening.

I am not having fun.

I know everything is going to people in my life.. what about playing it fair?

Ha Ha Ha

I'm skipping over interviews and watching lovely music.  And lovely people!  Whoops, no, I am not sucking up.  Wait, what!

I bet..

..the successful famous people feel a lot.  Like getting giddy.
The world is a crazy bunch of pigs, partially.  I will not fall for famous spoofs.
I thought I could ever get away from some people!!

Shove it in your own face!  (I don't mean literally, like to innocent people....)

I know

People are still arguing that they are the ones who bring it.  In the end, no one brings it.

I caught something.

It's interesting how popular someone can be for like dissing me.

A Bit Upset

I wonder if people are waiting for someone better and my chance was jeopardized.  I can hold on my own, in fact..

O Wow

Maybe, it does not matter.

Weird

What's abnormal about being upset sometimes?  No one cares about me.

The world..

..some of it doesn't matter.  Some of it is beyond hope.  D:

PROBLEM

STOP ACTING LIKE I'M BAD

These people are bothering me.   I guess none of you matter.

xp

Ya'll're just pigs in the mud telling me I'm not good enough "online."