Thursday, November 13, 2014
IMDb - The Soapbox
Re: I have a serious *beep* bladder problem.
I peed in my pants a little yesterday for the 1st time in forever.
Last Night
I hope nothing bad was said. Or misinterpreted. I looked over some of it, wanna go to bed soon..
I just uncovered something.
I think some people hinder your way to feeling because they themselves have the same problem..
What's this?
Making fun of me when you act like nothing's wrong on the outside? I confronted my dad about that young!!!!
This is sickening.
I am not having fun.
I know everything is going to people in my life.. what about playing it fair?
I know everything is going to people in my life.. what about playing it fair?
A Bit Upset
I wonder if people are waiting for someone better and my chance was jeopardized. I can hold on my own, in fact..
Apology
I didn't come out all that polite to the picky reader looking for attention. I don't really get the attention I want.
I already know..
..no one likes me cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese cuza my dark hair. I DIDN'T THINK TO REPLOT MY LIFE like ooh I need to quit all my activities..which I did..
YouTube Comment
link
I notice she likes to wear this white, lacy dress. I actually was Elsa for Halloween, and when kids asked me if I was Elsa, I'd start singing the song, while I was Trick-or-Treating. Anyway, it's nice and does look pretty. It reminds me of my cousin as an infant, I'm going back. I don't know why people today dress how they do.
Lotta people really love her a lot, and I bet some kids might appreciate meeting her, tho she wears her hair dark and seems more lost in herself than Elsa.
So, this singing was good. I've become quite a fan when I found these videos.
I would love to sing with her, but I'm actually a really good singer from when I was a teenager and always wanted to be on Broadway in something like Cats or A Chorus Line. I was in ballet at this dance studio. I sang, wanted to be a singer, since I was 5, but I wasn't one of those obnoxious people, like with singing and rough housing. I know most sensations in this life sang since they could remember or age 2 maybe..
I actually studied music in college, as well, singing and ballet. I was told to take a break, though, but was so happy, just took too many courses. :(
I wish people would talk to me or like express if they really like Idina Menzel as much as I did. I feel like a hog that won't shut up, but that's not my fault, this is a message board, not a group interview. People don't have to listen, it's there to read. Don't be silly..
I dunno what else I should say, then. Here's me singing it: http://youtu.be/16FCQTaCwUY. I'm getting better but not ready to post another recording of this particular song. It's sorta off and on. I walk around and don't usually record.
Anyone feel we are now being made fun of to wanna meet someone famous? They were normal people once. I was actually a celebrated figure in the community, whether or not those people would acknowledge that fact.. There has to be a way. They base hiring all on your picture, too. Must be hard to find good, classical/showtime singers..
I notice she likes to wear this white, lacy dress. I actually was Elsa for Halloween, and when kids asked me if I was Elsa, I'd start singing the song, while I was Trick-or-Treating. Anyway, it's nice and does look pretty. It reminds me of my cousin as an infant, I'm going back. I don't know why people today dress how they do.
Lotta people really love her a lot, and I bet some kids might appreciate meeting her, tho she wears her hair dark and seems more lost in herself than Elsa.
So, this singing was good. I've become quite a fan when I found these videos.
I would love to sing with her, but I'm actually a really good singer from when I was a teenager and always wanted to be on Broadway in something like Cats or A Chorus Line. I was in ballet at this dance studio. I sang, wanted to be a singer, since I was 5, but I wasn't one of those obnoxious people, like with singing and rough housing. I know most sensations in this life sang since they could remember or age 2 maybe..
I actually studied music in college, as well, singing and ballet. I was told to take a break, though, but was so happy, just took too many courses. :(
I wish people would talk to me or like express if they really like Idina Menzel as much as I did. I feel like a hog that won't shut up, but that's not my fault, this is a message board, not a group interview. People don't have to listen, it's there to read. Don't be silly..
I dunno what else I should say, then. Here's me singing it: http://youtu.be/16FCQTaCwUY. I'm getting better but not ready to post another recording of this particular song. It's sorta off and on. I walk around and don't usually record.
Anyone feel we are now being made fun of to wanna meet someone famous? They were normal people once. I was actually a celebrated figure in the community, whether or not those people would acknowledge that fact.. There has to be a way. They base hiring all on your picture, too. Must be hard to find good, classical/showtime singers..
Apology
Not sure what's wrong, but I mean if someone tortures you, why would the torturer care what the torturee says and does? I don't wanna curse at anyone forever, but it's hard to forgive whoever put the noises in my room. My life is so bad, and it doesn't help.
TV
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
I didn't really take to that lady's singing that seemed like making fun of me that Ellen rubbed in liking so much. And, no, I am not implying anything mean by saying "rubbing it in."
I liked Sofia Vergara! I wonder what it's like to be so famous. She was very pretty and seems very smart.
Nick Jonas seems overly conformist and blasphemous. I must speak my mind and not dilly and not dally. He like bows to Ellen, but I feel he spits at me. They don't spit at just anyone. His singing to a tune was so-so but still very good.
The guy from where I live was nice, but his mom was sitting next to Ellen to be suggestive, like a robot, like I did something! LEAVE ME ALONE! Wut you think I am, anyway? I hate Orlando. My dentist was so nervous she had to scratch a tooth.
I didn't really take to that lady's singing that seemed like making fun of me that Ellen rubbed in liking so much. And, no, I am not implying anything mean by saying "rubbing it in."
I liked Sofia Vergara! I wonder what it's like to be so famous. She was very pretty and seems very smart.
Nick Jonas seems overly conformist and blasphemous. I must speak my mind and not dilly and not dally. He like bows to Ellen, but I feel he spits at me. They don't spit at just anyone. His singing to a tune was so-so but still very good.
The guy from where I live was nice, but his mom was sitting next to Ellen to be suggestive, like a robot, like I did something! LEAVE ME ALONE! Wut you think I am, anyway? I hate Orlando. My dentist was so nervous she had to scratch a tooth.
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
I thought we settled this..
..I could punch my couch as much as I want, tho it does not bring satisfaction unless it gets slapped with a random towel that found its way in my room. I don't -like- punching the couch.
Should I just
"chuck it all?" No way!
This is going way too far. I don't have to do this/put up with it.
This is going way too far. I don't have to do this/put up with it.
I don't appreciate it.
People telling me I'm bad cuz I hit things and screamed every weekday one recent week. I don't like being babied like this. They were just attacking me again. It seems like a fascination. I don't enjoy it. People are at me for being fat, etc. What about the other fat people coming!! Anyway, get the point??
Well Wishes
Idina Menzel - Please enjoy yourself at the awards. I hope they publish it online, too..
It seemed fine "when I said it.."
Why are we obsessed with me saying "Chinese?" I just meant it as an aside for like wanting me to be squeamish cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese. I didn't mean it, even if you deserve it.
I find some mixed people..
..highly inappropriate. You think I'm barking away? I just noticed that they want me to be squeamish. *deleted*
You picture me
as an animal to talk about emotions rather than to just have them. I'm not the opposite of calm, cool, and collected. :| Who's that mean to you?? OK, you don't like me. You all hate my black hair, but I don't. }:] I'm keeping it blonde, though.
Do you think..
..one could chose to do bad things to me just because they thought I was bad when they knew I was not?
Like nothing really matters?
If your mind is that preoccupied, go to boot camp?
Like nothing really matters?
If your mind is that preoccupied, go to boot camp?
Apology
Guess my blog is being watched. It's my blog. I don't know if I would need to apologize, usually. Feels humiliating. Where can I express myself freely without being bugged? Without being abused? What was it.. oh yea, cursing.. It just seemed too mean I guess, tho it wasn't supposed to be at anyone.
You can sit here and reflect..
..I thought of something funny about someone that wasn't nice, but it just came to me, didn't know what to make of it and still don't.
I wonder if I'm related..
..to Idina Menzel. She is part Polish Ashkenazi Jewish and not me but her part Russian Ashkenazi Jewish.
She sang Frozen as Elsa. She is all Ashkenazi Jewish. I just found out she was married to an African American man and has a son who looks African American but maybe kinda white.
She sang Frozen as Elsa. She is all Ashkenazi Jewish. I just found out she was married to an African American man and has a son who looks African American but maybe kinda white.
No no no
Who the Hell started treating me like a minority? Dude, I'm 1/2 Chinese and white. I don't see the black people disrespecting Jimmy and the girl. I hope they are not making sure that it's shitty people who don't get told the truth or something because that's the kind of thing they think, like they've spotted something, everything changes and they make up stuff and don't bother this and that person.
No, I don't like it..
..seeing my extended family caught up having a jolly time figuring out "how I am to be punished" when I'm 28, a good person, and didn't do anything!
D: I don't want to lose my friends.
You didn't think the curse words were funny? I am careful not to use certain words in certain ways.
As for the facts. You know they don't make sense. You have to think them thru over time or come back to it if you wanna.
As for the facts. You know they don't make sense. You have to think them thru over time or come back to it if you wanna.
I can explain.
I thought "bullshit" was funny, and it's really unnecessary. It's not trying to make a person that. That's what you do to me.
How Trashy
So, make your ugly, messed up, socially abused babies dark-haired if they turn out ugly because of their parents?
TV
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Bill Clinton, former US President, was on. He is very smart. He is very happy with the girls in his family, like Camelot.
The dancing was nice. It was neat when the audience learned a dance. That's funny, in Annie, the lead girl said she had to take singing and dancing. I think someone mentioned Sweeney Todd on the show yesterday! It's a show where actors learn to be singers and sing for the theater. I was feeling unwell when it came out so waited for the DVD.
Bill Clinton, former US President, was on. He is very smart. He is very happy with the girls in his family, like Camelot.
The dancing was nice. It was neat when the audience learned a dance. That's funny, in Annie, the lead girl said she had to take singing and dancing. I think someone mentioned Sweeney Todd on the show yesterday! It's a show where actors learn to be singers and sing for the theater. I was feeling unwell when it came out so waited for the DVD.
Don't get me wrong.
I won't fight if you wanna do something to someone else you did to me, but I think that I had to suffer a lot in my life.
Problem
Why just because I was frustrated and hit my desk some but not like an animal and ended up resorting to screaming from Disney, and my dad coughed and sent a message that upset me, like that morning. I was trying to put it in the past, but they kept making little annoying noises at me, and it was just too much to this point and still is.
I know there was tension when I saw my parents, again.
I am watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show, and I saw a lady shake her head from the back with short blonde hair a lot like Ellen. What, did I get on the show, now? I was thinking I'd remember to "let Bella" have really attractive people I see but not to worry about every single, little person.
Why am I being made fun of!! for saying like Bella gets it all. My dad keeps recycling and acting like I'm bad! when I hadn't done anything! It's like I'm selfish. I mean, why hate me? You can have what you want, but why get me in trouble in the process??
I know there was tension when I saw my parents, again.
I am watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show, and I saw a lady shake her head from the back with short blonde hair a lot like Ellen. What, did I get on the show, now? I was thinking I'd remember to "let Bella" have really attractive people I see but not to worry about every single, little person.
Why am I being made fun of!! for saying like Bella gets it all. My dad keeps recycling and acting like I'm bad! when I hadn't done anything! It's like I'm selfish. I mean, why hate me? You can have what you want, but why get me in trouble in the process??
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