Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Right and Wrong
If my dad is suggestive to my younger brother in a way he wouldn't dare speak to my mom or of himself, he should not play around saying he is a "product" of them even but altogether not do it because that is the concrete example of when you are pushed to do the right thing. We don't need to be pervs in the world. We learn by feeling good and to ward off bad feelings, not by being pervs.
Tuesday, October 21, 2014
Question
Why is Sarah Brightman posting to send hidden mean messages? She thinks she's a cool teen, but she's an somewhat aged lady who never learned to grow up. They let people like her and Kate Bush do whatever they want in England. They always feel good but come out with a cold attitude toward Americans.
Maybe in ancient times
Asians were smarter but not more ***-like. Like a smarter animal. Maybe not happier.
It's over, I'm calling it off.
Fine, be comfortable around people for their blood. Say what your baby should be. Something you have when you're a zombie cuz yer whiter than everyone else. My life ends how my life ends. I can't even be in style.
What does anyone think? Another dead end.
What does anyone think? Another dead end.
These people need to stop.
I'm not gonna do anything for you. You want Ellen to seem more youthful but younger than me. Like that typical dream of how you treat Late Boomers when your parents are Early Boomers!
I C UR DOODOO
You're all flipping out that Ellen is like the greatest because she attained blonde hair and can flail around in party all the time, while the rest of us sit out.
This diarrhea is all over!
No offense to Ellen herself. She's just a sweet, young, and part Askenazi Jewish girl. She follows the negative crowd at times, but who doesn't?? :p Did I say "young?" HA!
I think the light hair is another attribute that makes Ellen so loveable. Her brother is a boy, so maybe the black hair fit him and seeing as how good his sister came out. He's already a product of intelligence. He seems martyrlike and that he outdoes Ellen. Here comes a flood of girls who are the oldest in their families shreeking out that they're the oldest.. :p
Now, the hair thing bothers me cuz my hair was not light much for long. I wonder if I was considered ugly, even, by the time I hit Pre-K. I think so. My parents should have took my hair more seriously. Why didn't the kids like me for how good I was, though? Black hair was not considered out. It seems Ellen's brother is there for a flirting toy, and I don't mean it in an unkind way, just that it seems she supposedly tried to live with all the drama and not realizing that these people she might sneer at don't have all the drama. Really, it's miserable when it sinks in how dark your hair is. Also, I wanted my chance to be pretty, but I grew up and it feel like it's too late. I'll have to spend possibly over $60 recoloring my hair and $30 more for fixing products! What I most want is to maybe grow it out again and try to get it lighter, but I might stick with this trying to be like Ellen until who knows when. I just have to spend more time on my hair if and when I shave it again.
I see you were selfish to protect Ellen that I'm not worth it because of my dark hair and you don't even want me to say it. Go ask my parents. I think they wanted me to do something else to get my hair light, but they have dark hair and I didn't want them to be able to ever beat me in any way.
This diarrhea is all over!
No offense to Ellen herself. She's just a sweet, young, and part Askenazi Jewish girl. She follows the negative crowd at times, but who doesn't?? :p Did I say "young?" HA!
I think the light hair is another attribute that makes Ellen so loveable. Her brother is a boy, so maybe the black hair fit him and seeing as how good his sister came out. He's already a product of intelligence. He seems martyrlike and that he outdoes Ellen. Here comes a flood of girls who are the oldest in their families shreeking out that they're the oldest.. :p
Now, the hair thing bothers me cuz my hair was not light much for long. I wonder if I was considered ugly, even, by the time I hit Pre-K. I think so. My parents should have took my hair more seriously. Why didn't the kids like me for how good I was, though? Black hair was not considered out. It seems Ellen's brother is there for a flirting toy, and I don't mean it in an unkind way, just that it seems she supposedly tried to live with all the drama and not realizing that these people she might sneer at don't have all the drama. Really, it's miserable when it sinks in how dark your hair is. Also, I wanted my chance to be pretty, but I grew up and it feel like it's too late. I'll have to spend possibly over $60 recoloring my hair and $30 more for fixing products! What I most want is to maybe grow it out again and try to get it lighter, but I might stick with this trying to be like Ellen until who knows when. I just have to spend more time on my hair if and when I shave it again.
I see you were selfish to protect Ellen that I'm not worth it because of my dark hair and you don't even want me to say it. Go ask my parents. I think they wanted me to do something else to get my hair light, but they have dark hair and I didn't want them to be able to ever beat me in any way.
My Generation
I think Generation Y is considered Echo Boom. So, we don't feel as "small" but like miniature adults. People between those ages are more "natural" and don't build nor paint a fence in feelings.
How do you feel about
saying the youngest people of the 1st original generation of XYZ are right to say that being smart is a trade of theirs and that it's actually naughty, like to smart adults who put you down for race or whatnot? I'm thinking in this case it would mean people 2 years older than me, so born 1983-1984. Shouldn't my generation be able to do what they do???? I don't feel as humiliated. :| I might have done something to deserve it that way and am also therefore not counted in on their generation....
You must feel so good
to be the one not in trouble. You all live by a shitty code because I didn't do anything really bad to deserve this. You waited until I came home to be mean to me about college and trap me to get fat!
TV
I watched the 1st 1/2 of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."
I really liked the girl who was only 4 years older than me who had her hair short and light but not as short .. as Ellen. She is like stereotyping her, and I find it interesting. In some ways I feel older and in most ways I felt younger.
I really liked the girl who was only 4 years older than me who had her hair short and light but not as short .. as Ellen. She is like stereotyping her, and I find it interesting. In some ways I feel older and in most ways I felt younger.
I'm being stalked!
I feel like all the famous Pennsylvanians are lame ass and trying to chase me.
The goal is to boss me around, when they got nothing to say to me.
The goal is to boss me around, when they got nothing to say to me.
You know what I found out?
I had my body parts and things in place, so that's as good as and not worse than a blonde but without the hair to allow me to continue to feel better.
Monday, October 20, 2014
You'll never guess what I just found out.
Ellen is sensitive to the fact someone like her could be as good as she is. Like famous and popular.
I guess other people took it too far.
They went crazy mean and did things that were unnecessary.
It happened to happen when Johnny Depp became more popular with Tim Burton, too.
It happened to happen when Johnny Depp became more popular with Tim Burton, too.
I caught them red-handed.
The Comedian.. the lady is flirting that Bella Thorne is better than me. Read my damn blog, lady.
No Offense
Kate Bush really does that.
I like her, but like there's some things that don't click. I don't like how people think I should be *** concerning her and how she is compared to me.
I like her, but like there's some things that don't click. I don't like how people think I should be *** concerning her and how she is compared to me.
The Voice Kids
I noticed a pretty lady with short hair like medium Ellen that is white in the audience near the outside. They really come here for the p***.
Love Everyone
Let's wish Ellen luck on enjoying herself and helping those on her show and with the messages she has for teens today.
How long before I ****** one of you
for acting like you in your selfish ways are on top of my non-prejudiced (sorta) parents and like you know everything about me like "ya ya whatever shit."
Before you k*** me..
..I was in good terms with Ellen and was feeling bad and occupied and said one little thing as a question, and she's turned on me to not go back.
..As far as talking about her, I was onto things before, too, where I wouldn't talk shit.
..As far as talking about her, I was onto things before, too, where I wouldn't talk shit.
Schedule
I will probably be out on Thursday or possibly Wednesday.
I wanna watch Ellen if I finish cleaning today. Tomorrow, same thing, probably will be done for now. The only things then might be cooking and baking, so.. I won't be big on Ellen this week because of chores and being out 1 day.
I wanna watch Ellen if I finish cleaning today. Tomorrow, same thing, probably will be done for now. The only things then might be cooking and baking, so.. I won't be big on Ellen this week because of chores and being out 1 day.
Just Reporting
I still like Sarah Brightman. She turned on me 1st. I didn't start harassing her for no reason. I just wanted to protect my thoughts.
I Must Admit
I just got really mad at Sarah Brightman for stupid hidden messages. She and Ellen DeGeneres have pushed me to like Kate Bush too much in a weird way. Sarah Brightman is being mean and out of control. I don't care what she says it's for. And yes she started all of it. It's like pretending Kate Bush is the center of the world. No! And they're a step above. Pulease!
More
I feel fed up by a fact of life I want to remain stationary.
People are acting like Ellen is great cuz of her birth year.
I just feel like they think she's so awesome cuz she was a blonde as a young child. She's had white hair since she was a baby.
Everyone just explodes and goes all quirky like it's their thing and rule everyone out of the world. I don't care what they didn't really do, they really did it.
So, I want Ellen to remain as popular or become more, but I feel I was put in the back burner somehow. Have you even read my blog? Try talking to me, I talk back..
People are acting like Ellen is great cuz of her birth year.
I just feel like they think she's so awesome cuz she was a blonde as a young child. She's had white hair since she was a baby.
Everyone just explodes and goes all quirky like it's their thing and rule everyone out of the world. I don't care what they didn't really do, they really did it.
So, I want Ellen to remain as popular or become more, but I feel I was put in the back burner somehow. Have you even read my blog? Try talking to me, I talk back..
We need to talk about "something."
I don't know if my mom made me think of this or what, but what is it about Bella Thorne that seems odd, probably what was odd with me and Johnny Depp. I was not annoyed by Johnny Depp. I know Ellen treats her better when she talks to her. I think it's jealousy alone. We should get attention and not get told we got too fat or something cuz we got something.
TV/Internet
On The Voice Kids a lady with short white hair like Ellen stood up and cheered. Shows who likes what, similar to me..
My Point
I said Ellen doesn't deal with my dad. I thought we had a good time. I think Ellen ruined it again. I mean told him to get mad at me for something weird and then even more mad to be strict like from his mom possibly in her new self.
But this post is to say Ellen is secluded in a haven and can tell her coinhabitant what to do. True, I am with my parents. Not sure what her family entails..
But this post is to say Ellen is secluded in a haven and can tell her coinhabitant what to do. True, I am with my parents. Not sure what her family entails..
White People Needs
It must be hard for the white people who are good and normal to really get down with all this fighting going on.
Now, THIS is weird.
Watching a black Portugese on The Voice Kids, and I don't see why white people think when they are shit it's like God for them..
Was I Inaccurate
to say with me Ellen just goes through shit, but for reasons? I see with others it's flowers and candies. Well, she does smile a lot as a person.. Compared to others, for me it's all shit and for them it's all welcome, except she might not spend as much time on their Twitters.
Question
People don't need to do something special to connect with me "cuza my shitty race." Why does Ellen make a big scene like she's too special and encounters me? I am not a bad person! I am well-deserving of a lot of things in life.
It's like I said with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.
Ellen is judging people by race to waste my time posting this. She thinks it's quirky and the thing to do.
It's like I said with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.
Ellen is judging people by race to waste my time posting this. She thinks it's quirky and the thing to do.
Problem
This is how lame it is.
I told people to be quiet at the gym, and my dad came by me and I said to leave me alone cuz he really was flailing about annoyingly that irritated me a lot. He doesn't wanna take me to the gym, now.
Also, it's hard with him and my sick mom. He said he could call the police for telling him to leave me alone, when I was the one saving my workout by not telling authority. He asked why I go in trash the kitchen and leave when he knows I wanna be alone and not do it when people are out there.
I told people to be quiet at the gym, and my dad came by me and I said to leave me alone cuz he really was flailing about annoyingly that irritated me a lot. He doesn't wanna take me to the gym, now.
Also, it's hard with him and my sick mom. He said he could call the police for telling him to leave me alone, when I was the one saving my workout by not telling authority. He asked why I go in trash the kitchen and leave when he knows I wanna be alone and not do it when people are out there.
Haven't done a Q&A in a long time. If you have any questions write them in a separate post and I will do my best... http://t.co/cJf458flK9
— Lisa Kelly (@lisakellysinger) October 19, 2014 You're racist, and that means you're not goodl My battery is dying. Continue posting your questions and I'll try get to all of them. This was fun x
— Lisa Kelly (@lisakellysinger) October 19, 2014 How dare you.
Another Issue
They're being all tacky thinking they can send me messages. Josh Groban is involved. These people have lost their nuts.
A Real Issue
Sarah Brightman's posts are getting to send mean secret messages. She's acting like my old best friends, I think, too.. What's gotten into her?..
I don't even care.
I know Ellen is being bad because I spammed some friends advice who would not answer me and those friends are like that.
She took the bad side, like racistly. Lotta bad people do that. Her, she doesn't get close in a way most others get to others racewise.
She took the bad side, like racistly. Lotta bad people do that. Her, she doesn't get close in a way most others get to others racewise.
Problems
People are so forgiving of other people who do bad things and do badly in school. It is dangerous around my cousins, even, thinking their parents set them up and I'm really bad and not them.. shouldn't assume someone else is bad like that, maybe cuz you don't wanna blame your parents.
Am I the 1 thing in your way?
Knocking things out 1 at a time. You know you're guilty. I don't care what Ellen "said" once.
TV ep
They had a guy burn in an episode with Bella Thorne.
Ellen DeGeneres, Johnny Depp, and Tim Burton all accepted her.
Ellen DeGeneres actually made her like her baby.
Johnny Depp says he's dad anytime, when he insults me and spreads rumors about me that I'm not all that.
TIM BURTON. He was a part of the message in the show. He didn't accept me like that. Bella Thorne has lots of fun. I wanted to act. No one recognized me. I got one chance and I blew it. He's just a racist failure who says I'm a nigger I can't act. I just know it! I have proof..
Ellen DeGeneres, Johnny Depp, and Tim Burton all accepted her.
Ellen DeGeneres actually made her like her baby.
Johnny Depp says he's dad anytime, when he insults me and spreads rumors about me that I'm not all that.
TIM BURTON. He was a part of the message in the show. He didn't accept me like that. Bella Thorne has lots of fun. I wanted to act. No one recognized me. I got one chance and I blew it. He's just a racist failure who says I'm a nigger I can't act. I just know it! I have proof..
Weird
Why are you judging me by my parents? You don't even know them. You'll just know I don't wanna be boring like them. I think that side is my dad. He has to ..wake up! Then, he shows he's been alive, all along. He punishes me if my mom or brother are unhappy. He thinks, "Oh! They'll do it, anyway." How stupid can life get?
Why are these people in the South trying to make us feel guilty for not working hard when there was no hard work to do and no peace of quiet to do it. People want me to be Pennsylvanian and not even related to my mom. I rest my case. The problem is Ellen is partly European, and she thinks she "can't do" anything, as far as American goes these days. She is acting like some racist prick because I spammed a friend who thinks like this. Yup. Acting like a prick. Doesn't mean the friend is one, neither. Just getting my message across.
I am thinner than my dad. I am not the same as my dad even if I am related, but I am also darker than him. He has 2 sisters, and they have their own act. They look down on me.
Anyway, when I "spammed," I was trying to be nice. I was giving advice. I said sorry I didn't finish what I have to say. It all makes sense. I was locked in the house with nothing to do. I guess everyone is online. They simply kicked me out of college altogether like instead of lightening my load in the way I want.
Why are these people in the South trying to make us feel guilty for not working hard when there was no hard work to do and no peace of quiet to do it. People want me to be Pennsylvanian and not even related to my mom. I rest my case. The problem is Ellen is partly European, and she thinks she "can't do" anything, as far as American goes these days. She is acting like some racist prick because I spammed a friend who thinks like this. Yup. Acting like a prick. Doesn't mean the friend is one, neither. Just getting my message across.
I am thinner than my dad. I am not the same as my dad even if I am related, but I am also darker than him. He has 2 sisters, and they have their own act. They look down on me.
Anyway, when I "spammed," I was trying to be nice. I was giving advice. I said sorry I didn't finish what I have to say. It all makes sense. I was locked in the house with nothing to do. I guess everyone is online. They simply kicked me out of college altogether like instead of lightening my load in the way I want.
Racist
It seems Ellen DeGeneres goes deeper with people who are white than people she finds are mixed. She makes them comfortable. She has nothing but shit with me. I worked harder. These people just want to have a good time. They pull them out and give them what I earned. It equals the same thing I got. I don't get more. What I get is mostly shit. I can see her being so full with them, like she's falling on them in relief. These people aren't older than her. She doesn't wanna connect and is super racist.
You will never get this!
Josh Groban downsized me and doesn't like that my hair isn't black, anymore. He had white-ish hair as a little kid, I know. Josh Groban doesn't do that to his other girlfriends. These other people are "in the business." I guess people in LA like to communicate. It's hard to believe that because this rock violinist think she is a martyr for not being a singer and violins like she's a diva. It's like the one in Celtic Woman. I'd think people who are more into perfecting their craft than performing all over like a child prodigy are more humble, even if it's something attractive, such as singing or ballet.
Waitin' A-roun'
You all think it's gonna just be all about Ellen, who I should factually be happy for. I kinda wanted a space on the planet. If I'm expected to give in up front, I'd say Ellen had her chance.
Bella Thorne has fun, and I want to have fun, too. She can go to Ellen whenever she wants and get attention. Ellen used to like me like that. I don't need her. I like to watch the show and post my opinion for others to talk about. I'm collecting comments for Ellen, too.
People keep calling me crap, too. Did Ellen or Johnny Depp start it? Did they buckle at the knees and admit I was an act? It's all about my hair being dark. What is so special about people without black hair? Is black darker than dark brown?? There are many tones of brown. I wanted dark brown hair.
Bella Thorne has fun, and I want to have fun, too. She can go to Ellen whenever she wants and get attention. Ellen used to like me like that. I don't need her. I like to watch the show and post my opinion for others to talk about. I'm collecting comments for Ellen, too.
People keep calling me crap, too. Did Ellen or Johnny Depp start it? Did they buckle at the knees and admit I was an act? It's all about my hair being dark. What is so special about people without black hair? Is black darker than dark brown?? There are many tones of brown. I wanted dark brown hair.
Fly to say bye
Someone like Bella Thorne born in 1997-1998 would not react negatively to whatever critique Ellen would give them.
I'd like to say I'm ashamed that people partly messed up with Bella insofar as she just wants to have a good time and people accuse her of getting too much attention when they ignore people like me who are trying, the course of events of life.
Anyway, my critique is that my dreams to be like Ellen are nothing. Just admit it, there's no hope if you have a dad born in 1950!
I'd like to say I'm ashamed that people partly messed up with Bella insofar as she just wants to have a good time and people accuse her of getting too much attention when they ignore people like me who are trying, the course of events of life.
Anyway, my critique is that my dreams to be like Ellen are nothing. Just admit it, there's no hope if you have a dad born in 1950!
Dude, don't get mad at anyone.
I know people are just animals, even the good ones, the white ones, whoever. I see perfectly nice white people who are attractive like me slide by just because they don't understand the stupidity of some things, but other people are threatening them not to socialize with me ever, even though it's my kind and I needed those experiences.. so, they just save themselves and give a little nod for my good deed doing in socialization. I have to catch up or something.
I just realized why people do something. They get mad at little things and want to show littler things are even more important so recognize that fact. The fact is I don't need people to mess with me and tell me I did something first and get incredibly mad. I am always walking in ready for a good time, and they use the past to their gain against me, when they don't even tell it like they know it is. They are just prejudiced people. Why doesn't this happen to other people? That's not fair that it happens to me. The love of my life could be in the same room and I could still be treated badly. Why don't they get that? Just tell me I can't trust in anyone? They all get selfish and dishonest and jealous? I even mean using people up to about my age.
I just realized why people do something. They get mad at little things and want to show littler things are even more important so recognize that fact. The fact is I don't need people to mess with me and tell me I did something first and get incredibly mad. I am always walking in ready for a good time, and they use the past to their gain against me, when they don't even tell it like they know it is. They are just prejudiced people. Why doesn't this happen to other people? That's not fair that it happens to me. The love of my life could be in the same room and I could still be treated badly. Why don't they get that? Just tell me I can't trust in anyone? They all get selfish and dishonest and jealous? I even mean using people up to about my age.
Multi-Talented
Usually, you do it young competitively in spirit, and you end up with no strengths and can't do anything in the world.
Untalented
That's me..
Hopefully, others aren't..
People want the limelight, but don't put them in a situation where they will find something they do not like about themselves, get them ready to be better.
Hopefully, others aren't..
People want the limelight, but don't put them in a situation where they will find something they do not like about themselves, get them ready to be better.
Tweet
@kingsthings @joshgroban You're joking? Of course he is a nice singer and person, but I know what you're really trying to say.. :|
— Chris A J B (@ChrisAnnJB1986) October 20, 2014I'm actually buying something special I like now.How do I know what affect this has on me and how long it will last?
Taken
I feel that all I have now is that young girl who's 17 named Bella Thorne. Watch her get closer to her boyfriend if she has one and I will lose her altogether. I'm still that little girl that she was in the Disney show "Shake It Up."
The way I grew up was cut my hair short and dye it blonde so I can seem like Ellen like those ladies who cut and dye their hair in white spikes. You see them, and it just seems so right. Most everyone dyes their hair, so it's not something people should have a problem with with me. I do have a desire to shave it off and try to regrow it nicer and lighter hopefully. I found that in staying home all the time my hair highlights were harder to illuminate but seemed more plentiful. I will redye it next month and try to enjoy it .. and get hair restoring shampoo, conditioner, and cream. I'm lucky I still have my ProActive+ for my skin. I'm using my Wen now, a conditioning hair cleanser set.
The way I grew up was cut my hair short and dye it blonde so I can seem like Ellen like those ladies who cut and dye their hair in white spikes. You see them, and it just seems so right. Most everyone dyes their hair, so it's not something people should have a problem with with me. I do have a desire to shave it off and try to regrow it nicer and lighter hopefully. I found that in staying home all the time my hair highlights were harder to illuminate but seemed more plentiful. I will redye it next month and try to enjoy it .. and get hair restoring shampoo, conditioner, and cream. I'm lucky I still have my ProActive+ for my skin. I'm using my Wen now, a conditioning hair cleanser set.
People Who Are Making It
Josh Groban says he doesn't say, "Hey, do you wanna hear me sing?" Well, it's natural online on something like Twitter to do so. I would love to talk to a musician, as well, but they are usually wrapped up in something important.
Might I also ask why since you already have people who wanna hear you?
What do you mean it's suggestive for "wanting" attention? It shows that we're not accomplished if we do it like that? Well, fyi, I'm in a city called Orlando filled with a stash of stubborn agents who don't know what to do. I bet you didn't know that.
Have fun with those more submissive and fair and possibly younger maidens. It might discourage your die hard fans.
I'm getting the drift you're more for famous people and people in Europe. Didn't you not even wanna be famous like that? I think you're the one who's silly. I do feel some distraught that us people who aren't millionaires seem like we haven't had a bath next to you and the others..
Might I also ask why since you already have people who wanna hear you?
What do you mean it's suggestive for "wanting" attention? It shows that we're not accomplished if we do it like that? Well, fyi, I'm in a city called Orlando filled with a stash of stubborn agents who don't know what to do. I bet you didn't know that.
Have fun with those more submissive and fair and possibly younger maidens. It might discourage your die hard fans.
I'm getting the drift you're more for famous people and people in Europe. Didn't you not even wanna be famous like that? I think you're the one who's silly. I do feel some distraught that us people who aren't millionaires seem like we haven't had a bath next to you and the others..
IMDb - The Soapbox - a Post By Me
Natives
What do you think about Native American indians? Are they the grittiest and grimiest of all the races? And what are the races most people should know about already?
-European/Caucasian
--Northern Europe
--Southern Europe
-The Middle East (the most Aryan/Caucasian-looking/influenced and pure race)
-Negros (includes non-Indonesian Pacific Islanders and Native American indians (who are also Asian and European/Russian))
-Oriental Asians (includes Indonesia and the Pacific Islands)
-European/Caucasian
--Northern Europe
--Southern Europe
-The Middle East (the most Aryan/Caucasian-looking/influenced and pure race)
-Negros (includes non-Indonesian Pacific Islanders and Native American indians (who are also Asian and European/Russian))
-Oriental Asians (includes Indonesia and the Pacific Islands)
Something I Found
A guy on TV led me to knowing that it's about kids with parents born in the late 1950s and early 1960s and that there are kids who are treated very little who are older and the younger ones are more powerful and emotional, or extroverted. It is interesting that you could see being more emotional as extroverted, like you are not too "shy" or "scared" to admit you have any feelings at all.
I know, I know.
If people born in 1997/1998 to Late Boomers are the most fortunate generation, what will you do about the people who are younger than they are? The only thing I came up with is that it is the parents's fault for not being more responsible, but something seems to have swept the nation.
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