Tuesday, September 16, 2014

IMDb - The Soapbox (Last Night)

Do you feel sorry for black people?

 

age 28 / 5ft 4in / aspiring actress

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

Only those who act ghetto and aren't ass holes or murderers. 

He's beginning to believe.

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

but today I saw a white person be mean just like a black person. 

age 28 / 5ft 4in / aspiring actress

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

Yeah. They can say/do whatever the hell they want and if you dare criticize them you're labeled racist. 

Must be nice.

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

I meet lotta nice black people here in Orlando on the bus! 

What do you think about Ellen DeGeneres being Askenazi Jewish? 

Actually, whatever she says I label her racially in the other way. It's just a joke. I mean it in a way that's safe. I feel sorry that she feels cornered by the public when it comes to judging others. It's only natural- 

age 28 / 5ft 4in / aspiring actress

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

No, I like black people.

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

Then, why do you call them black? They're just like you, aren't they? They're not Chinese.. 

age 28 / 5ft 4in / aspiring actress

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

To those who are victims of genuine racism, yes. To those who just sit on ass and blame "the man" for everything, no. 

One person conditioned to rule and control. The media sells it and you live the role.

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

I agree they are stupid to keep poking at white people, but I think racist whites corner them to torture Asians. You just say, "Asians don't matter." That's proof in the pudding. 

I just am stressed with how attractive they are and the debate on whether to be white. The dark ones are so healthy-looking, but I bet it comes and goes at will.  

They do turn on to attractive whites, but they are racist to Asians!! I did just what another white did and I get abused. 

age 28 / 5ft 4in / aspiring actress

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

Very. My heart goes out to them.

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

People who say that they think are boring, so I pity you. If you play your cards right only, your reward will be great.  In fact, I am listening to the radio now, and I can't seem to sit with myself. I'm going through a phase. I left the TV on again, this time with white people, and apparently I was uncontrollably debating some shuffling I did in anger coming out. I just think this abuse to me is a trap. 

About blacks again, what is your issue? Is it the fact you can't solve all their problems about deciding whether to try to be white or maybe the fact that they just don't feel like finding their happy medium.. I find them good comrades and bait to catch white people. 

Like, if you were black, would you try to be white? Or like what would you be like if you were black? I am worried about the color of my skin. I did find out that blacks lack some of the stronger aspects of whites. They agree with me on that.  

age 28 / 5ft 4in / aspiring actress

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

TV is full of ghosts. So are phones. Everything that comes through is a ghost. "The ghostly glow of the TV"... because it is ghosts! That ghost of a whole, of a fully realized human, their disconnected voice and image. They may as well be dead - race doesn't matter, I don't think. 

But that being said, I have nothing against black people. They're people, like any other person. And their ghosts are still ghosts. They come through just as clear, ya know? When it comes down to it, we're all really transparent. Skin pigment is perception, a way to put a form to the ghosts. Asians can be lilies, white Europeans can be vanilla... Old stories describe black people in such exotic ways, it's truly beautiful. "Islands of women as dark as the night..." There's a beauty to it, I think? 

I don't presume black people need my help. It's humanity as a whole (but I'm not a speciesist, so not just humans). Race is meaningless to the ghosts. If I were black, I think I'd try to appear human, just as I think white people should try to appear human. Ya know? A mist above the skyline, foghorns sound, and you're just well and clear. That's what we should all be - race schmace!

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

That's lovely......most of it, anyway.  

Oh, look! My ride's here, and it's a huff! I believe I'll leave in it!

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

Thank you! I put a lot of earnest thought into that. 

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

What do you want...a cookie?  

Oh, look! My ride's here, and it's a huff! I believe I'll leave in it!

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

I would definitely accept a cookie, yes. Do you have cookies???

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

Leave -------> 

Oh, look! My ride's here, and it's a huff! I believe I'll leave in it!

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

K. Can I borrow your huff, Patsy Cakes?

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

Of course you can, sweetie.  

Oh, look! My ride's here, and it's a huff! I believe I'll leave in it!

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

No, 

I'm not black. 

Thank God, 

 

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

I guess it's not something you should have to be involved with, but did you notice they are out there and have a lotta benefits? Maybe, you are Scandinavian? I know that's mixed with Asian from a long time back. 

Anyway, glad you're happy!  I think I have every real race but Negroid. 

 

age 28 / 5ft 4in / aspiring actress

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

I think there is less pressure on you when youre black. Not for all blacks of course but for many blacks that just have that "fck it I dont care" attitude. Must be nice to just not give a fck about a lot of things. 

Of course this doesnt just pertain to the black race. 

Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

But Asians want to be white. I'll start a new topic..  

 

You're right, they're in no danger of posing an identity threat to whites. They will always preach that Asians are not white.  

age 28 / 5ft 4in / aspiring actress

People need to stop and reflect

on what they already know.

Update

Fun Stuff

If I were to be caricatured as naked, I would be a statue of a Greek goddess.

Guess what?

Ellen, since you've left New Orleans they've mandated we all be of French culture.

Don't worry

Josh Groban, I was off-kilter, but Renee Fleming practices this, as well.  I find her singing stand-off-ish but good from the practice, like people tell me I'm good from what I do nothing special.. :( but yes she is in fact talented and so is everyone else.

So

Ellen since you're not the best in the world, who do you beg to appreciate your show, moms and pops?

Well

I figured out about my hair.

If money is the factor, don't wanna end up dying my hair brown over blonde cuz it's too much money and I don't have my other needs met.

The fact your not interested in my race

is not reason enough for me to shut up.

I, like, give up.

I want to be in a paid choir.

It's amazing

the feelings that rush through a person with a dad from Europe.  Please don't shout it out like an animal standing on a rock waiting to be rescued.  HAHAHA.  Oh, no sense of humor in face of said danger?  I'll go by age as 1 factor- wait, can't seem to do that.  Think of the dimensions of feelings that exist.

Sorry this post isn't perfect, but it sure looks like it.

So, I should have said yes

to the talent scouts in high school because it's hard to get them I found.

I'm just not into the new way of thinking it so happens.

What an important topic.  Like, I never had people darting and testing me before.  That doesn't exist.

I would be very concerned

that people all socialize with one another.  Why taunt me?  Why can't I get rid of weirdos bothering me, however it manages to occur in society?

I'm even just dealing with ideas that come up.
I never begged for a boy..

Should I entertain myself

eating lunch with my parents?  What if it's not a good idea?  I don't feel up to ironing, yet.

No Answer

I contacted to see if I could record over a karaoke to sell.  Been a day.

Christmas CD

Zooey Deschanel

Too bad she is also older than Josh Groban.

Imagine

Charlotte Church being asked to sing "The Little Drummer Boy."

Well

I got up today.  It seems that they don't sell lyrics online.  There are legal places to get them.  (?)  What about VEVO?  They exist there.  :|  I mean, the lyrics to like 50 Christmas songs is overwhelming.  I don't wanna learn "The Prayer" that way, though.

Wow

You musta done something good.

You sit on a pedestal yet thing the rules don't pertain to you.

I'd like to apologize

for my illness, but I was figuring out why I was mad I guess.  I don't wanna stay mad.  I wasn't mad at anyone, like I said.

Upset

Josh Groban, it is not true that people who are not famous singers are all bad and that you just answer people who are bad because of it.  That is twisted.

We were not disobedient.  I was unable to get a record label or whatever.  I am still practicing each day and got some Christmas songs.

Maybe

I will watch TV after a shower and change and gotta iron.

If you're famous

at least you always have something to do and somewhere to get away from it all and for your family's needs.

Maybe

as it gets longer the highlights will reincrease.

I can't

seem to afford to do my hair.  I want clothes, too, children's dresses?

I want

my dad and depression to not injure me.

Should I

watch Ellen now?  No?

IMDb - The Soapbox

About 10 Years Is Already Too Long

for me to have been sitting here posting on IMDb waiting to see what happens next. Now, I find myself seeking out college admission.

My dad isn't supposed to be mad at me

because of the year he was born.

Ellen

I can catch you on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday.  Is that too much?

I wish I could stay awake now..

I need to sleep..  I'm making my way.

I wonder if a new hairdo will make me look older.  Who doesn't want short blonde hair?  Hm.. Longer blonde hair?

I feel my current do is old.

I feel sad.

I mean, I wish they were the same as before Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  I feel their jealousy of my life, too.  I love giving people tips online.

No one cares.

About their squeamishness and other things I can't say.  Seriously.  No one cares.

Problem

Are you pretending to mess around because of inlaws?

I don't wanna leave home

cuz my mom is sick and my dad is old.  Everything for my little brother.

Interesting

The posts I see online.. some to me.

Hm

How strangely comfortable Rebecca Newman is on Twitter.  Woke up to a rich home.

Why

When I was being nice to that girl was everyone mean to me?

O Boy

So, you insinuate I do things for unsaid reasons, but I find that you do that, that the reasons you disclaim, "just the same, just the same.."

She is indeed guilty.

She has not helped by being a goody good to bad people.  It is not in her intent to reach out and speak to me.  When she embraces that which is evil.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Did you all just give up?

I'm looking at the boards online these days, and I mean what can I say? What can I say? 

Good Night Soon?

Want to wake up!

So

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" can put me in a bad mood due to bad news of what Ellen can't handle socially actually.  I already care that we get what Late Boomer kids have.

To me

Chinese people look new.

So, you eliminate races 1 by 1.

1st hated is Chinese, take Jews for thinking they are better than not just them but everyone?

Just want to watch someone take all the burden.

No one cares about me.

You just care about people who are white and their mistakes.

You all throw at me

stuff that only bad people believe in, like here put pressure on this put pressure on that.

I must weigh

in the 140s now.

See

I don't wanna be mean to that person.  I just don't approve of the bad things that have been brought out.

No More

No more saying my dad told you to have kids and now you don't wannem.

Why do I need this experiment in my life..

..other than to help me feel better about not being shot?  I'm just blogging.

What a joke.

Telling me to not like Ellen because I'm Chinese.  That would make me weird.  Telling me not to like something good.  Well, what about liking a flower?  Isn't that good?

Go ahead, grace me with your general pure blood racial ramblings and sojourns.

I know.

This show has no mental value.  It's about bad people.  I don't bargain myself to anyone.  I know enough about the show's personality to sit here and blog about it like I did other things when I stopped doing anything.

I can explain?

I just zonked totally that watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was a waste of my time and went into the new girl she's into.  I mean, it depresses me.  I don't like the TV like that.  I'm not supposed to think about it personally.. that's hurting me.

If you want to hold people accountable for not contacting you

cuz you're famous, I don't think you picked the right person.  You have to say loud and clear I want you to contact me for such and such.  Why?  Because lotta people are feeling put down by the middle ages in Hollywood.

What can I go by?

I can't even say I'm a good person?  That's bad?