Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Monday, September 15, 2014
So
Some things apparently have happened and I was upset in specific ways, not in the whole thing. That's it with LA.
I was only joking
about younger people because it came up and I thought of it and to be funny. How will I get by being rejected? Haven't I been framed? Johnny Depp is not as "nice" as other people when he thinks he's the only 1 in the world who's nice but then again he doesn't. Sorry, Depp, I don't have time to explain shit like this, ha ha.
I just wanted you to know
Ellen that you shouldn't make my dad turn on me cuz then it's bad for his health. You know what with you being involved in the experiment on me.
I mean, weren't you scared of him? Well, it's not easy on me living with him. I've already "disposed of LA" as it were here in Central Florida.. a joke I am not up to explaining.
So, the answer is not wanted. I mean what I told you is not what you want me to say. Also, this post isn't tagged for you to collect. It's for anyone to read.
I mean you wanted an answer in the positive. This is negative news.
I mean, weren't you scared of him? Well, it's not easy on me living with him. I've already "disposed of LA" as it were here in Central Florida.. a joke I am not up to explaining.
So, the answer is not wanted. I mean what I told you is not what you want me to say. Also, this post isn't tagged for you to collect. It's for anyone to read.
I mean you wanted an answer in the positive. This is negative news.
I'm picking up hints.
Me not getting upset at Ellen for putting noises in my room and stuff means I get tortured later doesn't fly by me.
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Look Out
Ellen DeGeneres, people have a hatred about you in that you are born around 1960 and from New Orleans, that's 2 birds with 1 stone! Someone like my aunt will consider someone from New Orleans and then realize the only reason they are happier is they are from there. Then, they see that it wasn't even worth it being an Early Boomer!
So
Are you bowing down to mean white people? You don't even know what white means. Have fun with the new crowd..
So what?
I get along with black people. I guess you just aren't multicultural. You had your chance and you still have it!
I know what you're still on about.
When my cousin came into this world, things got worse and I can see her sneer about what she has, more affection even when she was provoked to be very bad, apparently.
When people yet again younger than her by the same amount come a new generation begins, a little bit stronger and little bit worse.
None of this makes sense. I'm not gonna literally foil your kids. I'm gonna foil myself and others in good ways. Anyway, I already have as for a population.
When people yet again younger than her by the same amount come a new generation begins, a little bit stronger and little bit worse.
None of this makes sense. I'm not gonna literally foil your kids. I'm gonna foil myself and others in good ways. Anyway, I already have as for a population.
So, everyone's telling me to forget it?
My life needs to be different from what it is like now.
I contacted my 2 old colleges to see if I was still in and for the same price.
"Forget it," not sure what you're slobbering over, but it seems to be "what."
Some things I wouldn't want, anyway.
The reason I am contacting the colleges is actually different. I don't want to be sedentary. I want to make big changes in corners of the world. I don't really want to die without either being famous for my acting and the arts .. or at least succeeding with a college degree, which I will probably study the arts.
There's just not much to talk about sometimes it seems. I'm listening to Christmas music. I sang out today and need a break. A little each day in the right direction can go a long way.
I contacted my 2 old colleges to see if I was still in and for the same price.
"Forget it," not sure what you're slobbering over, but it seems to be "what."
Some things I wouldn't want, anyway.
The reason I am contacting the colleges is actually different. I don't want to be sedentary. I want to make big changes in corners of the world. I don't really want to die without either being famous for my acting and the arts .. or at least succeeding with a college degree, which I will probably study the arts.
There's just not much to talk about sometimes it seems. I'm listening to Christmas music. I sang out today and need a break. A little each day in the right direction can go a long way.
Christmas Karaoke
I got 50 high quality Christmas songs for $10 on iTunes from 2012. There needs to be more Christmas albums.
Strange
If you are interested in Asians, you're interested in hurting those from the Southern shores of Europe.
Problem
Why is my dad insisting now that I am all of a sudden secretly bad since moving here?
That's a lotta nonsense stored up.
That's a lotta nonsense stored up.
You should have left me alone in that.
I cannot look up to anyone. You're all just too embarrassed to admit the truth.
I don't like it.
I don't like all this planning around me that sounds like it involves things I don't like. People are not close to me and I don't like how they try to stimulate me.
Sucks
Everything is about me telling my dad, "Oh, no," when I got home at 11.
But I don't take to those people naturally. They're bad.
But I don't take to those people naturally. They're bad.
How ironic.
Would anyone be to think I need to be punished because before the world went psycho after Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, everyone said I was too nice and all. I still am the same.
Saturday, September 13, 2014
I don't accept anyone
who agrees that we should splatter things in others faces just to keep things going, thinking in that mentality, like to shake things up for some.
Friday, September 12, 2014
It's hard to imagine going to school in Orlando. It's sick, the professors maybe. It's all about Disney. I want a different culture. I like it here with my parents. I need a future. Too bad like the schools I like aren't here, but that's how it is. Sad to grow up. I don't know how I'd concentrate here nor have fun so much. The private school is also hard to start to get into. It was #1 in the South. There's something wrong with this place.
So what was it?
You don't like the "!" ? Why? I didn't put anything to indicate other ill feeling.
If you're mean to me, don't expect a response.
If you're mean to me, don't expect a response.
Are you just gonna brush everything aside!?
My old town is not here to m***** me like they're some thing over me.
And
It's that maybe it's okay, then they laugh that it was a trick and they weren't kidding. You have no business in my life like that. My dad doesn't.
I just e-mailed
everyone at Loyola about returning, admissions, music, and ballet.
They changed the College of Music to College of Music and Fine Arts and Ballet with Theater. I'm just wondering if Ellen did it. It's obvious she's ***, I honestly feel. She does these things all the time to try to make me get a rise, but I don't feel good about that. I'm tired of her thinking I'm bad or listening to my dad.
Her show is seriously messed up in how other people have seen it to be. It's very slow paced, in a way, and it's all about how the guests feel of course, but I feel a weird sense of being tricked into silence in my life.
They changed the College of Music to College of Music and Fine Arts and Ballet with Theater. I'm just wondering if Ellen did it. It's obvious she's ***, I honestly feel. She does these things all the time to try to make me get a rise, but I don't feel good about that. I'm tired of her thinking I'm bad or listening to my dad.
Her show is seriously messed up in how other people have seen it to be. It's very slow paced, in a way, and it's all about how the guests feel of course, but I feel a weird sense of being tricked into silence in my life.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Post Your Race
Indians are actually a mixed group of people, might have some Austronesian black from the Pacific Islands.
I know
cuz Ellen is afraid to be nice, what a sissy.
If she's comfortable hurting me, I describe concisely.
If she's comfortable hurting me, I describe concisely.
Problem
I think Ellen tried to mess up my head for reading. Don't go into how she "actually" fixed something to be different. An Asian poster came along my book thread and was acting obliviously smart.
You can't do that.
Come one, now what? These lunatics won't stop acting like they're something to me.
So
Nancy Grace just wants to be mean in personality? She is so smart it seems. She's born late 1959.
Problem
Why don't you stop trying to convince me?
How about this, you're not more glamorous than my dad, how does that feel?
How about this, you're not more glamorous than my dad, how does that feel?
You don't even care.
I'm compared to my dad's sisters cuz he's a boy. I'm not compared to my mom cuz she is probably all Chinese or something.
Why do you waste my time? How do I know what you're doing is bad? Sure, I don't mind a conversation, but it's not the kind of thing..
Can't think of what else to say, don't want to waste time, neither. :| This conversation was a rude onstart to think. Most people wouldn't do that. I guess it's just "different." It's an attempt to annoy me and take my time so I have none, it feels. It feels like someone hacked into my home and can say whatever they want. Why would you ask me a question you know the answer to? I don't have that kind of time.
Can't think of what else to say, don't want to waste time, neither. :| This conversation was a rude onstart to think. Most people wouldn't do that. I guess it's just "different." It's an attempt to annoy me and take my time so I have none, it feels. It feels like someone hacked into my home and can say whatever they want. Why would you ask me a question you know the answer to? I don't have that kind of time.
Problem
Now, Ellen has people on IMDb thinking "they know the real story." I did hope to learn from him as a dad and have and sometimes or in most ways supersede him musically, so it seems, so maybe I got somewhere dedicating so much of my life to music.
Problem
I just got the message even if I get a college degree, I will never match my dad, which isn't true in grade school.
It was just by putting an ad on my computer mail.
I don't look up to my dad. I look down on what he does. True, he's in business, but that's simply not what I do.
He doesn't have things to start a conversation with me.
Why am I putting up with this bugging me?
It was just by putting an ad on my computer mail.
I don't look up to my dad. I look down on what he does. True, he's in business, but that's simply not what I do.
He doesn't have things to start a conversation with me.
Why am I putting up with this bugging me?
Problem
I just got the warning on IMDb and am not sure why, maybe an old topic. I don't like how it is associated with my dad's plunder on me for no reason and in annoyance.
Don't get me wrong.
Johnny Depp is a nice man. I just feel the content of which he comments is controversial.
A Look at the Early 1990s
The Little Mermaid (1980s)
Beauty and the Beast
Beethoven (the dog movie)
Free Willy
Aladdin
The Lion King
They stopped 2D animation with a black hero Disney movie, as well.
Beauty and the Beast
Beethoven (the dog movie)
Free Willy
Aladdin
The Lion King
They stopped 2D animation with a black hero Disney movie, as well.
I miss the early 1990s.
"The Lion Sleeps Tonight" reminds me of "The Lion King," but there was no Robin Williams in that. That was Elton John's music.
Have I been bad? I hope not. Then, people won't care what I say now. :/
Have I been bad? I hope not. Then, people won't care what I say now. :/
Credited for Saying I'm Bad
People do that. Apparently, I'm being analyzed as a bad person, when everyone always said I was good before I started trying to post online good things and smart things.
Major Problem
So, I woke up and my dad came down the hallway. People in the experiment told him when I was coming out.. I left the TV on, and I guess it made my walking really annoying. I came in the room and juggled the fact if I could stop walking like that I'd get in trouble anyway, which would be worse for some reason, for thinking of the terms "nigger" and "piece of shit" again. Also, I wasn't trying to walk that way, so I was just shocked by the whole thing and walking again into the presence of my dad. I was going for the kitchen, which is hearing of the living area they were in. I changed it to that I was upset at someone else. I didn't want to hurt anyone so didn't bother thinking about that cuz that's what I do.
Now, my dad did numerous some big symbols of like maybe he's carrying and caressing me between my legs. I don't even go out and let him touch me and don't like going out and hugging him. He won't stop it seems. He's vicious about "touching" me..
I cannot now seem to get rid of some feelings in a certain spot. I am appalled by my dad in many ways now and want to start making my way out of their life. Unfortunately, I may not get off the pills until I am alone..
I see no reason my dad thinks he can naturally abuse me mentally|***-related ways like this. He thinks that's his aim in life, though he is mean to me racially. It wasn't his 1st concern, though. He left life with nothing, and then this is what he thought he could do. This is what he thought was important, making my life hard socially, too, in the house.
Don't be too hard on the man, but it is hurtful.
Now, my dad did numerous some big symbols of like maybe he's carrying and caressing me between my legs. I don't even go out and let him touch me and don't like going out and hugging him. He won't stop it seems. He's vicious about "touching" me..
I cannot now seem to get rid of some feelings in a certain spot. I am appalled by my dad in many ways now and want to start making my way out of their life. Unfortunately, I may not get off the pills until I am alone..
I see no reason my dad thinks he can naturally abuse me mentally|***-related ways like this. He thinks that's his aim in life, though he is mean to me racially. It wasn't his 1st concern, though. He left life with nothing, and then this is what he thought he could do. This is what he thought was important, making my life hard socially, too, in the house.
Don't be too hard on the man, but it is hurtful.
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