Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Misunderstandings

I don't understand why but my iPod volume doesn't beep.



Also, I am being picked at for my subtle jokes for no reason.



I think Ellen started the clicks in my room that got me mad. When I watched the show. Fact. Someone did. Sorry to talk @ you like this.

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Set up as Shit

You just set me up and lie @ me. Yet, I am there as shit for your convenience and needs.

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Curse You

Not really?



Orlando is mean to me.

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Getting Mad

People are getting at me for being a fan of someone but themselves seem encouraged more.

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Opinion

Ellen doesn't realize how much pressure is put on some people to mess up cuz they're not popular by being gay. I just noticed, it's quite inconvenient.

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Thursday, March 13, 2014

Hard Know Life

Tim Burton makes it hard to lose weight.



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My mom also distracts me with important things.

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Why do ppl get so mad at me when I get mad by a lot of stress and attacking? Like if I hit or throw something!

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My mom also distracts me with important things.

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They do not pass Go, do not collect $200.

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My mom also distracts me with important things.

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My mom also distracts me with important things.

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I was sending advice and happy things. Saying like I hope it's okay I sent this. I think..

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I already made lots of apologies and asked them to talk to me but stopped talking to them. I thought they didn't want to be in my life. Is this some kind of a joke? I get bored or used to.

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There are ticking noises in my therapist's office.



No one should be mad at me for spam. What do you think I am, shit?

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Wednesday, March 12, 2014

I don't have to care @ any of you cuz you choze to make a scene and not listen to me.

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Suggestive Crap

These people outside are all treating me like I'm not white to them.. Specific things.



Also, I got a message of hate from Tim Burton that his son ^has^ to be better.

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Plotting Against Me

So, now, I am friends with a fan of Sarah Brightman, so I see her when I go to the site, but someone posted something .. a murdered person who is dark and thin with tape over parts of his body, looks non-American. :( It really threw me off cuz I am not gonna play I'm not good racially for mean people. And the person I am friends with happens to be from Indonesia.

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Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Someone has made my eardrum thump or pulled with noise.



I care @ older people but not younger people.

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No one cares @ people born in 1953.

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How rude is it to call me an invalid after being unwantedly locked up for a few years?



Also, I got another stupid message @ like me with my mom and her age, which she won't tell. You're just fighting with me and wasting my time.

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Consider this.

You aren't perfect all the time technically. That's reality.

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Sometimes, I get so irritated I don't wanna fight it. I don't wanna believe loved ones are actually plotting against me.

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Sunday, March 9, 2014

Problem

My dad keeps moving @ to be sed******. He is annoying. He's thinking of people I are @.

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Friday, March 7, 2014

Sorry I regret some of what I said. I should retire in a stupor.

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Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Funny

Ellen is sassy compared to her elders

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If I was good didn't deserve anything.

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Funny

It doesn't matter if Ellen ticks me the wrong way.

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My dad in Orlando always has shit for me.

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Why am I not meeting others? Might be in the business soon, though-

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Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Silly Italians

Bella Thorne and Portia are silly Italians. Bella likes to present her eyes as so dark and open her mouth wide and glow in your face. Tilts her head. Bossy. Abandons you when she can.

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Her baby pic showed a green outfit, that that year actually happened to be the 1! I can feel the SE Floridian vibes.

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You just need more people, like I already said. I want to meet people. Not ready, obv.

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So

So how does Bella feel @ her self-claim? I've done some thinking.

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Hey

I'm looking for some friends.

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Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.

I imagined an explosion and a ball, just for entertainment at dinner. I think I was by a crowd with a German girl. It was bound to come out in that way.

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Wrong time for parade, no Tinkerbell tonight.

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So

I want to see Sarah Brightman again for my birthday, I'll be 28- Not that old.

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Beauceaux people in Mardi Gras and NO clothes have permiated the perimeter here @ Disney World. Happy Mardi Gras!

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There was yellow toilet paper hanging off the side of my toilet.

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Test

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There was yellow toilet paper hanging off the side of my toilet.

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My do I have an ab ache?

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I Thought

I thought I did something for Bella. Maybe, she likes you.

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Not much to do on Twitter.

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Sunday, March 2, 2014

I'm home.

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Beat a Chinese to win all.

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But I don't need to always be hugging nor even with someone. Why fight? Figure oit a solution. Talk.

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Some people weren't made to be ^beat^

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Saturday, March 1, 2014

Retracting

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Jusr saw

Son of God



Large icee



Traditionally do not need much soda pop..

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Sorry

I'm personally so upset. Getting better.

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Y

Does she keep telling people to hurt me?



Also, my dad thinks that's okay and to ruin my relationships in life. He just made it feel like he was touching something.. never did that.

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Y

does Ellen like to ruin stuff all the time? Like getting out messages that disturb others that spread like wildfire or seen in front of many? It's okay to hurt?

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Wanna go to Africa later.



Might go where relatives live for college.

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Singing if I still have my scholarship.

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I have to pick a major.

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Don't want singing @ Loyola..

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Friday, February 28, 2014

You don't encourage ppl to be more attractive in general. Like younger ppl, "kids."

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Thursday, February 27, 2014

Wasn't sure if I was a child @ 15.

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TV

Hope to catch up on Ellen some.

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Think at least 2 vids of me singing, rturned off computer.

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Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Gonna try the whole workout DVD tonight.

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Problem

Why does Ellen go in and laugh hysterically if I feel like I'm gonna fall over from the stuff she does. She doesn't want us to even imagine her liking us. Don't even have kids after 1985.

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Problem

My dad joked @ ELlen joking @ me!!

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It's hard for me to ignore my dad swinging his arms in that area.

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There's also something he might repeat later cuz I did somerting.

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My dad won't stop irritating me. He thinks he can punish me. Etc.

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My dad is on @ the future daughter thing.

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My dad os acting emitional to me and ewnt stop cuza sarahj brightman. ':(

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Well, they did it in a possessive way, my neighboers tackily pretendint they have my future daighter. Bc od Ellenb$

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Jogging each day

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Monday, February 24, 2014

Jogging each day

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So

Posted @ the Carpenter board

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Jogging each day

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I gort all the food easily in Heads Up in the support group!

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Sunday, February 23, 2014

Can a dad tell a mom not to do something nice, even, for the kid?

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Saturday, February 22, 2014

Just getting threats and having a bad life.

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People won't be nice. They think I'm guilty.

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How dare you all. Not me, you.

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So

Ellen hopes others are more like her.

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You listen to others.

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You all keep judging my past.. Make people wanna k*** me.

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So

Why is everything Sarah Brightman now? Is she so precious she believes she has to k*** me?

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A car almost ran over me.

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I got the message not to dare say I'm the same in a weird way. That's taking away my life. I am a success suppressed..

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All young girls think they will or can meet Ellen.

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Anyone who does anything for my old friends for me e-mailing them when they don't respond is a bad guy.

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All young girls think they will or can meet Ellen.

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So

Ellen is spoiling just Bella.

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So

Well, I am happy for Bella. :). She looks so contnented and stuff. Ellen is prob mad @ me some, too.

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Friday, February 21, 2014

BUT

What happens to us?

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As far as life goes

Ellen has to care @ herself being famous--

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Suddenly ppl r crazy @ me stomping my foot or someone doesn't like me.

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So

Is Ellen opposite online? Someone out to get us outside of the show?

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Do you fall in love w/ppl or just generations?

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I sit alone in front.

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Who did this to us?

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I sit alone in front.

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Question

Is Ellen more tired of me as a person than Bella for good?? They let Bella do what she wants and then give her what I deserve.



Also, my dad doesn't care @ any of my feelings and acts like he's telling me something when uninvited and wants to pretend to save me. I am not an airhead of a Barrett-Barber. I feel I am being told I'm something I shouldn't be.

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