Y

Does she keep telling people to hurt me?



Also, my dad thinks that's okay and to ruin my relationships in life. He just made it feel like he was touching something.. never did that.

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Y

does Ellen like to ruin stuff all the time? Like getting out messages that disturb others that spread like wildfire or seen in front of many? It's okay to hurt?

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Wanna go to Africa later.



Might go where relatives live for college.

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Singing if I still have my scholarship.

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I have to pick a major.

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Don't want singing @ Loyola..

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You don't encourage ppl to be more attractive in general. Like younger ppl, "kids."

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Wasn't sure if I was a child @ 15.

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TV

Hope to catch up on Ellen some.

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Think at least 2 vids of me singing, rturned off computer.

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Gonna try the whole workout DVD tonight.

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Problem

Why does Ellen go in and laugh hysterically if I feel like I'm gonna fall over from the stuff she does. She doesn't want us to even imagine her liking us. Don't even have kids after 1985.

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Problem

My dad joked @ ELlen joking @ me!!

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It's hard for me to ignore my dad swinging his arms in that area.

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There's also something he might repeat later cuz I did somerting.

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My dad won't stop irritating me. He thinks he can punish me. Etc.

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My dad is on @ the future daughter thing.

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My dad os acting emitional to me and ewnt stop cuza sarahj brightman. ':(

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Well, they did it in a possessive way, my neighboers tackily pretendint they have my future daighter. Bc od Ellenb$

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Jogging each day

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Jogging each day

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So

Posted @ the Carpenter board

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Jogging each day

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I gort all the food easily in Heads Up in the support group!

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Can a dad tell a mom not to do something nice, even, for the kid?

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Just getting threats and having a bad life.

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People won't be nice. They think I'm guilty.

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How dare you all. Not me, you.

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So

Ellen hopes others are more like her.

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You listen to others.

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You all keep judging my past.. Make people wanna k*** me.

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So

Why is everything Sarah Brightman now? Is she so precious she believes she has to k*** me?

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A car almost ran over me.

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I got the message not to dare say I'm the same in a weird way. That's taking away my life. I am a success suppressed..

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All young girls think they will or can meet Ellen.

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Anyone who does anything for my old friends for me e-mailing them when they don't respond is a bad guy.

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All young girls think they will or can meet Ellen.

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So

Ellen is spoiling just Bella.

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So

Well, I am happy for Bella. :). She looks so contnented and stuff. Ellen is prob mad @ me some, too.

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BUT

What happens to us?

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As far as life goes

Ellen has to care @ herself being famous--

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Suddenly ppl r crazy @ me stomping my foot or someone doesn't like me.

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So

Is Ellen opposite online? Someone out to get us outside of the show?

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Do you fall in love w/ppl or just generations?

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I sit alone in front.

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Who did this to us?

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I sit alone in front.

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Question

Is Ellen more tired of me as a person than Bella for good?? They let Bella do what she wants and then give her what I deserve.



Also, my dad doesn't care @ any of my feelings and acts like he's telling me something when uninvited and wants to pretend to save me. I am not an airhead of a Barrett-Barber. I feel I am being told I'm something I shouldn't be.

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Test

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I sit alone in front.

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I sit alone in front.

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I saw Pompeii with my dad.

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The worst part of the day was my passing thought at a peak of violence in a bubbly symbolly way.

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I feel so tired I might die. Not like sleepy tired. I just feel that borderline feel. Every once in awhile it comes. I need rest. Too much alert reaction etc. Like me not feeling in the groove.. My mom wants me to volunteer. Then, I can make money in something that fits, part time. My mom thinks I'm set needing medicine.

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How much secret attention or time does a mixed race offspring get from its own dad?

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How do you feel @ the idea that only people with white hair would converse? I was thinking of Ellen looking around feeling the right thing bc of only 1 shade of hair and eye color. I felt discouraged to be anything okay.. I must have been dead in the head. I had brown hair that looked a bit black/gray and deep blue eyes. It got lighter and lighter. Suddenly, I saw black hair and light skin. I am from S FL so that way.. been up north. Looked more Chinese. Just no squinted eyes and a normal nose but small.

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Why can't we get into it and talk online and find her biggest fans. I think something like you knowing her is the biggest possible secret prize. Whoever displays the best affection. You can use the forum I set up. I am in charge and can create things. Like different topics and groups.

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A Response

Someone said there's no more Ellen for them cuza me not cuza Ellen. I even said I wouldn't talk to her as in I don't have to and won't necessarily just post @ her pretty much like Lily Rose Depp and others on Twitter. They make their mark in the world at least but once and that's it! :| but they did it and weren't treated like this.



It's a bit tacky for a 7 year old to oust a 27 year old from an older person who has talked to them.



I feel like exploding in my pants from having to respond to what I hear. Like teenage girls mainly. Not sure what else. It's also hard to sit. Someone did mess with me where I shut my eyes and looked almost like she was sleeping so I kept looking.



A boy walking around with keys. This may come and go. People are going crazy @ thinking Ellen wants them to be mean to me for now. It seems Ellen works with the idea me liking her at all or rather so much is a joke.

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Addicted?

Ellen is a public poster and it's fun when I get tired to go on Twitter. No one ever told me personally Ellen is better than me.



Do these teens think they will succeed getting away with being mean - though some don't get what's due. They think Ellen said so. What babies! People were trying to blow me up. That can't be good for me. What crowd is this? The good people are not at the mall? I can't seem to think I do anything cuza being followed. Another annoying noise. What if I hurt their precious personal rules?? Someone also dug into stimulation of me and to publicly display something like I'm the joke. My mom gets in the way. These noises keep bothering me. It is mean of whoever wants Ellen mad for checking her public Tweets. Am I not invited to the party and am not in any crowd? No, I am in a crowd. Is Ellen? Other than the joke of with the famous people? Ellen has to learn how to lock up groups to talk to. You know in my mall they started chargers. It just distresses me that people complain @ it. Supposedly me as a private Twitter follower since Ellen can find me is something to be made fun of. Like they know how to pleasure her but flop by since she's not talking to them.

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Problem

People are funning that Ellen can want to get rid of me as a fan and break my phone so I can't Tweet pix nor upgrade to a phone with Twitter I like.



Also people are trying to channel me with hypnotic nonsense of jingling and swinging.

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It seems there'd be a way to stop or maybe it's their int'r'st.

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Why are the people doing the experiment actually busy getting back at me all the time? Doesn't that hurt my feelings. And these people in public can't always be cutting lose on me. If something happens also should not ruin my life. Very irritated bc I was mad and dropped my steady camera then my cell cam malfunctions bc I was picked at!!

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I've cooled off but see challenges lie ahead. I'm a medicine head.

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Ever consider how comfortable others are? How they are made to feel that way?

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I see you can't communicate normally to help me feel better - if someone is on your nerves you get away with what you do in response. Guess you think you're making me feel better. Or preventing me from trouble. Well.. I wasn't with these problems earlier in life.

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My aunt's bothering my life again being suggestive w/messages. She should not be in my life like that. After all I did for her.

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Problem

Ellen, I don't lay around and let the bad things happen to me.

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I was upset. It's not that bad. Just admit it, you're wrong. I chose it was right partly but was upset. YOU ALL ARE IRRITATING ME sneaking up on me. It seems it's beginning to arouse me.



Someone here just sent me a threat and it will irritate me!

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This is my life and I officially stomp in public. You have no say over me. I can report my case with a lawyer, about these suggestive messages.

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Suggestion

Why did you base something on me stomping at some guy bothering me? You think you are parodying my onlooking. I don't want my aunt in my life like that. It was something big for someone..

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WPB is more dangerous than Palm Coast?

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What @ the other Floridians? I guess I have more in common with Ellen in 1 way.. :S So, what's it like~ You seem more advanced and fair.. Like yea Bella. It's always sad to leave, the story of my life.. :( The whole time in Louisiana in fact! Not like the Jacksonville part, I think. There, I figured something out. ...

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Well

What was wrong with Bella with the way she was? That's a topic in my forum. The idea has been growing on me, so-to-speak. I don't mean something bad, more @ something else-

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A Nuisance

My dad now makes suggestions to Ellen. Why do we have to be careful so about him?

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Why do people come up to me in the dark like I'm in trouble? I haven't done anything I know of..

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@ Me

I used to stomp and toss things on the floor @ home, just a passing. I didn't have to m.. to be proppah.

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So, what @ how I can't trust anyone? Those kids were so wild all day and antsy and outgoing at the same time.. I might forget how to control myself. I did walk away. That's my belief of a plan.

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Message?

My temper does not make me trash. I have nothing, in a way.. I am not considered even a dependent. No one cares @ my physical needs.. So.. what, just mum? :(

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I found my reactions hurt others.

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There's still people @ hurting us.

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I don't look forward to the ride home. Tired from a long time ago.

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I saw a Spanish maybe person in a wheelchair who had shorter curly hair, thin and well-kept with others who looked like Karen Carpenter and was able to look like a young boy. It was on the yeti ride. I screamed. She noticed me. I sincerely miss her. I do not know why she was handicapped or in the wheelchair..

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Meds

The doctor said what I do is okay. Tomorrow is another day. YES IT IS! LIAR! :)

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Well, I did it.

I stomped the ferryboat like all those little brat kids! This elderly guy in charge wouldn't leave me alone with secret messages that could hurt others, I turned to look and he was walking, think he was protecting me. I had sneered, thought he was some younger guy.

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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/



Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.



I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.



What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.



I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.

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My long right toe was twitching so I had to pull off my sock. Yes, it's painted. I used the other foot on the cars. I also feel tired, very thirsty.

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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/



Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.



I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.



What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.



I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.

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Well

Might be silly to talk @ Bella but people don't know her.

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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/



Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.



I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.



What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.



I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.

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I can have a half travel show.

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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/



Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.



I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.



What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.



I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.

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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/



Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.



I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.



What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.



I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.

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There is a good way..

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Interesting Topic

Did my dad try to stimulate Ellen DeGeneres? That's also tacky. They think she's leaked..



It's just for his pleasure against kids.

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You don't treat kids like this. Get off mah ass!

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My dad and others I see.. My dad is being a real problem. My life is not @ him and/or not in this way.

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Problems

He's just going thru shit. No one will leave me alone.

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My dad is abxolutely wrong.m..m

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Some old people bothered me and I dropped my notebook. I saw what happened. I'm going.

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More

Now, he said "lovely." Some bitch is messing w/me etc. For thinking of the word "nigger."

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