Friday, February 21, 2014

I saw Pompeii with my dad.

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The worst part of the day was my passing thought at a peak of violence in a bubbly symbolly way.

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I feel so tired I might die. Not like sleepy tired. I just feel that borderline feel. Every once in awhile it comes. I need rest. Too much alert reaction etc. Like me not feeling in the groove.. My mom wants me to volunteer. Then, I can make money in something that fits, part time. My mom thinks I'm set needing medicine.

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How much secret attention or time does a mixed race offspring get from its own dad?

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How do you feel @ the idea that only people with white hair would converse? I was thinking of Ellen looking around feeling the right thing bc of only 1 shade of hair and eye color. I felt discouraged to be anything okay.. I must have been dead in the head. I had brown hair that looked a bit black/gray and deep blue eyes. It got lighter and lighter. Suddenly, I saw black hair and light skin. I am from S FL so that way.. been up north. Looked more Chinese. Just no squinted eyes and a normal nose but small.

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Why can't we get into it and talk online and find her biggest fans. I think something like you knowing her is the biggest possible secret prize. Whoever displays the best affection. You can use the forum I set up. I am in charge and can create things. Like different topics and groups.

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A Response

Someone said there's no more Ellen for them cuza me not cuza Ellen. I even said I wouldn't talk to her as in I don't have to and won't necessarily just post @ her pretty much like Lily Rose Depp and others on Twitter. They make their mark in the world at least but once and that's it! :| but they did it and weren't treated like this.



It's a bit tacky for a 7 year old to oust a 27 year old from an older person who has talked to them.



I feel like exploding in my pants from having to respond to what I hear. Like teenage girls mainly. Not sure what else. It's also hard to sit. Someone did mess with me where I shut my eyes and looked almost like she was sleeping so I kept looking.



A boy walking around with keys. This may come and go. People are going crazy @ thinking Ellen wants them to be mean to me for now. It seems Ellen works with the idea me liking her at all or rather so much is a joke.

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Addicted?

Ellen is a public poster and it's fun when I get tired to go on Twitter. No one ever told me personally Ellen is better than me.



Do these teens think they will succeed getting away with being mean - though some don't get what's due. They think Ellen said so. What babies! People were trying to blow me up. That can't be good for me. What crowd is this? The good people are not at the mall? I can't seem to think I do anything cuza being followed. Another annoying noise. What if I hurt their precious personal rules?? Someone also dug into stimulation of me and to publicly display something like I'm the joke. My mom gets in the way. These noises keep bothering me. It is mean of whoever wants Ellen mad for checking her public Tweets. Am I not invited to the party and am not in any crowd? No, I am in a crowd. Is Ellen? Other than the joke of with the famous people? Ellen has to learn how to lock up groups to talk to. You know in my mall they started chargers. It just distresses me that people complain @ it. Supposedly me as a private Twitter follower since Ellen can find me is something to be made fun of. Like they know how to pleasure her but flop by since she's not talking to them.

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Problem

People are funning that Ellen can want to get rid of me as a fan and break my phone so I can't Tweet pix nor upgrade to a phone with Twitter I like.



Also people are trying to channel me with hypnotic nonsense of jingling and swinging.

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It seems there'd be a way to stop or maybe it's their int'r'st.

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Why are the people doing the experiment actually busy getting back at me all the time? Doesn't that hurt my feelings. And these people in public can't always be cutting lose on me. If something happens also should not ruin my life. Very irritated bc I was mad and dropped my steady camera then my cell cam malfunctions bc I was picked at!!

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I've cooled off but see challenges lie ahead. I'm a medicine head.

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Ever consider how comfortable others are? How they are made to feel that way?

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I see you can't communicate normally to help me feel better - if someone is on your nerves you get away with what you do in response. Guess you think you're making me feel better. Or preventing me from trouble. Well.. I wasn't with these problems earlier in life.

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My aunt's bothering my life again being suggestive w/messages. She should not be in my life like that. After all I did for her.

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Problem

Ellen, I don't lay around and let the bad things happen to me.

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I was upset. It's not that bad. Just admit it, you're wrong. I chose it was right partly but was upset. YOU ALL ARE IRRITATING ME sneaking up on me. It seems it's beginning to arouse me.



Someone here just sent me a threat and it will irritate me!

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This is my life and I officially stomp in public. You have no say over me. I can report my case with a lawyer, about these suggestive messages.

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Suggestion

Why did you base something on me stomping at some guy bothering me? You think you are parodying my onlooking. I don't want my aunt in my life like that. It was something big for someone..

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WPB is more dangerous than Palm Coast?

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What @ the other Floridians? I guess I have more in common with Ellen in 1 way.. :S So, what's it like~ You seem more advanced and fair.. Like yea Bella. It's always sad to leave, the story of my life.. :( The whole time in Louisiana in fact! Not like the Jacksonville part, I think. There, I figured something out. ...

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Well

What was wrong with Bella with the way she was? That's a topic in my forum. The idea has been growing on me, so-to-speak. I don't mean something bad, more @ something else-

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A Nuisance

My dad now makes suggestions to Ellen. Why do we have to be careful so about him?

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Why do people come up to me in the dark like I'm in trouble? I haven't done anything I know of..

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Thursday, February 20, 2014

@ Me

I used to stomp and toss things on the floor @ home, just a passing. I didn't have to m.. to be proppah.

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So, what @ how I can't trust anyone? Those kids were so wild all day and antsy and outgoing at the same time.. I might forget how to control myself. I did walk away. That's my belief of a plan.

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Message?

My temper does not make me trash. I have nothing, in a way.. I am not considered even a dependent. No one cares @ my physical needs.. So.. what, just mum? :(

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I found my reactions hurt others.

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There's still people @ hurting us.

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I don't look forward to the ride home. Tired from a long time ago.

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I saw a Spanish maybe person in a wheelchair who had shorter curly hair, thin and well-kept with others who looked like Karen Carpenter and was able to look like a young boy. It was on the yeti ride. I screamed. She noticed me. I sincerely miss her. I do not know why she was handicapped or in the wheelchair..

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Meds

The doctor said what I do is okay. Tomorrow is another day. YES IT IS! LIAR! :)

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Well, I did it.

I stomped the ferryboat like all those little brat kids! This elderly guy in charge wouldn't leave me alone with secret messages that could hurt others, I turned to look and he was walking, think he was protecting me. I had sneered, thought he was some younger guy.

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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/



Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.



I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.



What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.



I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.

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My long right toe was twitching so I had to pull off my sock. Yes, it's painted. I used the other foot on the cars. I also feel tired, very thirsty.

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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/



Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.



I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.



What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.



I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.

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Well

Might be silly to talk @ Bella but people don't know her.

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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/



Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.



I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.



What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.



I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.

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I can have a half travel show.

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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/



Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.



I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.



What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.



I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.

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I don't really feel triumphant for having done all that cursing. :/



Also, people want the younger kids with Ellen- like no matter the mom's age. Can anyone explain the unruly, undue .. silence? I am guilty, myself.



I look pretty young, too. Fresh but need seeing aid.



What can I do? I already want to not have my hair look like pins and needles- Now this! Would it befit me? And 1985 was a substantial time to exist so whatever happens~ how will we figure it out?! I am not a teen, anymore, though.



I don't seem to have a place. I will try for fun for my peers. Namaste. And myself.

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There is a good way..

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Interesting Topic

Did my dad try to stimulate Ellen DeGeneres? That's also tacky. They think she's leaked..



It's just for his pleasure against kids.

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You don't treat kids like this. Get off mah ass!

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My dad and others I see.. My dad is being a real problem. My life is not @ him and/or not in this way.

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Problems

He's just going thru shit. No one will leave me alone.

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My dad is abxolutely wrong.m..m

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Some old people bothered me and I dropped my notebook. I saw what happened. I'm going.

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More

Now, he said "lovely." Some bitch is messing w/me etc. For thinking of the word "nigger."

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Problem

My dad spilled paint in my room and now said "but." He's the 1 under the wing in a way. I am an independent soul, I mean.

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Charlie and the Chocolate Factory is rare and therefore sought after.

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Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Like, I'm ready to have fun and then my parents don't do anything.

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I'm the 1 stuck with these parents. They don't presenrt themselves, like Tshirts.. Wut ever could be wrong?

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Pm post from b4

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Thinking of 1995 and Pure Moods where I was the 1.

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I'm fed up w/people knowing @ my mistakes. I can't really take this brutality towrad future kids..

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Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Those kids don't even know how older kids of the generation get by.

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It's nice to include evertone..

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It seems like most of the world came to creed that it's @ kids 40 years younger than Ellen DeGeneres.

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Again

There are people out here bothering me.

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So why joke Ellen is younger and we need to go all over her suffering old age? Probably $ost people wanna look young.

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Why when thinking of an older person with affection does some screaming *beep* come in?

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They're trying to untherapiZe me. Like to not feel a reaction to the world.

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Upset

Mad @ Ellen - ppl I know already..



Is Ellen making up rules like Depp to be ***y and is a younger generation? Thern she should listen to what Oi sat - why should anyone listen to her

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Should I just forget anyone in this world?

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I thought my friends said they were fine. Guess they have more personal problems than me. :). I am in the style of a teen.

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I guess African Americans don't like Asians fighting for weird Asian stuff.

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I told my mom she kept irritating me. I don't know exactly how much I care for Curly Burton. What am I waiting to see from him? Just that, not saying I am too talented.

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She keeps rubbing that lie in.

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My aunt said "much too young" when she was mad.

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My mom is trying to stimulate me by keep being mean. I don't need anyone.

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My mom won't stop irritating me.

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I don't want my dad in my *** life.



Yoi don't even know what you're pretending.



I hears the stimulation supposewdly I like is from mu dad ultimately.

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Sunday, February 16, 2014

My dad threatened somethinjg p@@ my dsaughter @ 26. He csan't control me.

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Friday, February 14, 2014

Question

Why spoil Ellen and act so ouitlandishly dramatic @ her?

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Why should I listen to my parents? They just fool @ and act like I'm in trouble.

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Wow the moon tonight.

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Why do you think hating on me makes you ike Ellen?

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Wut did I do to be put on a show as worse than Ellen as a person so much? The n word thing not my fault.. and the cursing which everyone does and I was attacked. Still am I feel sometimes. I am not stopping you from Ellen! I said we could negotiate but you still just keep going wild and being blunt.

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Aren't I right there are other things to do than stimulate Ellen? To look for what I said to pretend twist it against me?

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Thursday, February 13, 2014

You let girls who are independent and born @ 1960 have ab attitude and are suggesting and arousing to everyone else.

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You like other white people with dark hair.



Also, you're still a person if you have a young-looking mom-I'm not a crack baby person..

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Almos Die'

Had spicy chicken, black beans, yelllow rice

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Wut @ medium hair.

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Lotta people scorn my partly or mostly dark hair my parents fault apparently.. I did post when I found blondes as ideas you can see. Like want me with a big dark lady and though I am kinda with Ellen just~say that when I said I was interested in figuring things of this nature out. I see Ellen is better and I'm technically gotten worse..

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What I Did

Went on Space Mountain 3 times.. Ellen... Test Track, yes Spaceship Earth, will talk more @ home.. Well, Space Mountain is so fun. The only ride of its kind. ..

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My Dad

My dad was the 1 who thinks I'm nothing different than him and worthless. I was trying to relate to him friendly like his fam-

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Something came up.

I said Ellen is annoying tomyself @ others bc she can ^have things^ I was supposed to have. Like a fair shot @ adult life. It's not enough to mentally slice me out of things like college.

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I don't have those friends to keep me in as line. I am busy as hell on this.

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Some1 gave me the idea to remind me.. Me as 23 is too old for a good life.



Also, something from the 80s comes up and it's @ people complaining so I'll just leave.



Do you get the feeling my parents manipulated my life to doom? Also, they favor Late Boomers.. They like stimulation from like guys born in 1950. Things I do not see that exist even.

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My legs are quite tired. Trying to lie down well on a poll, now.

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Wow

Hi ellen nice disney ride..I sat in baclk on thr side.



Sorry @ this morning guys just slipped me, I didn't go away from the computer and it wasn't illegal..thought maybe I'd learn a new way to not get as mad, not much luck as I don't get to be that excited that I'd get into a deep conversation and pound something dramatically.. Not fun.

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Not dying my hair, turning strawberry-

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H mansion stoppd 3 tinmes

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And sorry @ thios morning.

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Well we can include my dad but he already is who he is..

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Tuesday, February 11, 2014

I don't go by some trash feeling, I've said what I've said.

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My mom wants me like my dad in a bad way and get over me.

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Why does shit seep out cuza the n word thing with Nell Burton? What did I do?

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Wut It Is

It's the fact you think I'm shit. It's not cuz I rank Ellen higher but that I'm being overcome. You might hurt Bella. I am here each day @ some trash from the past. Things aren't for me. I'm ready for some action.

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