Monday, January 27, 2014

I'm thinking of..

..getting a ferret.

What is your undying opinion of-

-girls from New Orleans who are black who are attractive and cute as opposed to girls who look white or European but from a suburb there?

Sunday, January 26, 2014

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Problem

I'd love to get together with other singers and musicians..  I mean I'm not ready to give a show.  I have too much of personal problems.

Music

I found an agency for when I am ready to perform around and have the papers to record.  I hope to do this with my dad this week.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

1 - 6/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 6/10 - Top of the World
3 - 1/10 - Let It Go - Disney's "Frozen"
4 - 6.5/10 - Angel of Musi
5 - 7/10 - Golden Afternoon
6 - 8.5/10 - Be Happy

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Here's the story.

Well, I get judged for bad words coming to my head.. people are punishing me like how would you like that like those supposedly bad kids.  I forget the rest.  You did something so that I notice that stuff.  I did hear people curse a lot in the New Orleans area.  That's the only reason why.  That's why I won't contend to any self-beating with that.

Question

link

(A Canadian asking if Richard could have saved Karen.)

I don't know what he could have done.

Well, Pleasing News to Hear!!

The Stewie Song by Tracy Carpenter!!! - YouTube

www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcrXlPQq2y4
Jul 14, 2010 - Uploaded by Rob Melchiorre
Carpenters: Gold: Greatest Hits (Full Album + Bonus Track)by ... Little Altar Boy - Richard Carpenter and Mindi ...

Mind if I ask..

..why the Carpenters make their daughters not all like Traci??

Well

That girl knoti seems like she's more of a Carpenter type, but I actually did music, the way her parents did.

I know how to do this and of whom I am talking.

What if I am the best of who is not related to Richard Carpenter?

Already Questions

I guess they are wondering @ how good their dad is.  They think Karen is better.  They seem to have an easy life but have to learn how to be a person and think like everyone, maybe have it too easy.  I sometimes don't want my dad to touch me I know, so he kinda doesn't, at all, now.  We still interact a lot, but we have ***ual interests in others.  I did say I was safe and asexual and poly***ual or polya***ual.  It means I don't engage in ***.

Having a Best

Well, it depends.  I'd say that a 15-year-old Olympic ice skater is #1 in 1 way.  But she's not #1 in all ways.

Well

It has to be admitted Richard Carpenter is a private man and in an uptight situation that his daughters and son have to be the best.  *no offense, again*

Comment

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Well, being gay seems to mean having parasexuality (from paraphilia http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/paraphilia?s=t.)  There is nothing wrong with his family, but he seems to obsess over things in a different way considering all the Asians he's ever done for -and his love for children?  He probably just pretends to have strange obsessions over what young people think.  He seems perfectly normal to me and successful in his friendliness.  You can tell I am just jealous of his kids, but I think that's what most people are.  However, I never had strange obsessions as outlandish as wanting to marry Johnny Depp.  Some people have families and maybe only certain kinds of people they can be close to.  I feel in trouble for recently liking my female teacher and wanting to know her personally.  It seems sometimes the attractive 1s are bad but not always..  I just wanna get it out there I care and hope to help teach people to be famous if they want and succeed in pleasing people with their singing, like so they can meet Richard Carpenter assuming he needs something to do.  Myself I admit I do follow him online and would meet him had I a chance.  I mean, with most famous people, their Twitters may be busy but sometimes you can be found out on Facebook, for example or whatever.  If more people posted, maybe they'd go online more.  Guess it'd have to show intelligent thought for some reason that seemed important.  Not just 1 "Richard I <3 you."  More like, I did such and such in music and feel such and such a way.  I feel I will be doing such and such and such and such says or thinks such and such.  You could even talk about music, or acting, itself!

Thank you so much for this post.  I think that people like Johnny Depp, possibly even Tim Burton, or Richard Carpenter would say they are gay or try to get away from the world sexually, like Johnny Depp with Amber Heard.  It wouldn't really help them because they could just say they were pretending because it would be weird to say.  If he didn't have a family, I still doubt he'd be gay..  How can a person feel that they are better than everyone, thinking in general!, that they don't need to make exchanges and make friends as life goes on, being open to people?  My only advice is that you should do things you like best as soon as possible or admit you want something more for yourself to "feel good."  That's perfectly fine with me, but I wanna find out how people meet these people.

My sincere regards for your post and thank you so much for your posting and letting me comment.

Wuzzup

"Ghost Adventures"

Update

I added a people section to my website and added the person I just commented on.

Comment

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Well, thank you so much for doing such an interesting post. I hope my comments find you pleased with them.  Renee Fleming must have become very popular.  I do follow her all the time, my dad introduced me to her.  I assume you follow her, too.  If I had to order the people on your list, I might say Ellen is the best, but if I had to list them in order of which I think they meet my own caliber, I'd say (1) Richard Carpenter (2) Renee Fleming (3) Ellen DeGeneres (4) Karen Carpenter (5) Johnny Depp (6) Mindi Carpenter.

Do any of you find Mindi to be clingy in that picture? and personality-wise with her prestigious family??

Midni's father seems saintly and martyrlike even like Karen.  He should do more for himself and his family and friends..

Well, Johnny Depp was Sweeney Todd and everybody wants him.  Sarah Brightman is pretty popular among nice people I found.

Ellen is there for the kids, I think, like high schoolers and before us.  She has a good voice and probably believes she equates over other singers.

I don't know what Mindi does.  She might have beginner's luck + hard work.  I do not know if she sings the way she dreams, maybe does what her father talks to her about.

I just realized that Richard Carpenter is being attacked with people wanting to meet him and sing like Karen.  He has so far let other races and his daughter sing the songs.  Most famous people do not do this, so that is why.  I am not sure why his daughter Mindi only did this and that his kids are not on Twitter, where famous people post.  All I can say is if no other famous people neither do nothing nothing will happen.  If you are a pianist, you'd do well doing that with other people.  I imagine violin is also fun and you must be very good.  I'm working on some things now.  If you have any ideas and want to do something with me let me know, but I'm in Orlando.  I'm only a keyboard instrumentalist and some sort of singer.  I'm advanced musically and mature but was told to go on a sabbatical for a long long time.  I could send you me playing after I learn something, and you could play along with me and post it online.  I'd love to hear you sing.  Right now, though, I'm learning the Frozen theme on the piano.  I'm not sure if in a few weeks when I have more money will I attempt to play the Carpenters music.  It would be fun to sing that with you.  I can karaoke me singing and you can sing over it.  These are just suggestions.  I imagine it's a worthless idea and think it would be fun if the famous adult musicians would participate with younger prodigees.  They act like we are so worthless or whatever..  I always wanted to be a singer, since I was like 5..and I wanted to be in a singing ensemble.  I don't have any money and didn't make it on something like "The Voice."  I wish we could just get together and record.  I easily found the papers to get the permission to sell.  I do wanna be a movie actress and if I were I'd have money to fly over to like where you live and meet up and play together.  Normal people like us need help from agencies.  I did find 1 before but was not ready and no didn't have any partners.  I so want to sing with other people where we do like harmonies and solos for everyone.  It would be easy to arrange music like this.  I started piano at 9 so it's a bit hard for me.  I can play chords easily, however.  I see you are a young prodigy, though, so perhaps you could showcase your talents or maybe already do.

I hope my reply was interesting and that you liked it lengthwise.  You have a nice post.  I bet you are great at microbiology.  I didn't study English in college so much, just write for fun like blogging and short cute stories sometimes, too.

What I was saying about getting together was an example of how to make something happen, but I know you'd prefer someone more famous or simply to be coordinated with an adult figure such as even Celine Dion or Richard Carpenter himself.  I used to dream of meeting Celine Dion, since it's appropriate, but it was a big no, like no way to do it.  I think things like this are a sin.  Imagine the world today if famous people got together with new real talents.  They certainly got a lot of support.  I knew a lot about Celine Dion and being a piano prodigy.  It's very exciting.  There's no "way."  Actually, with opera, I was inspired to keep it up because of Renee.  I got interested in Karen cuz I liked her and then found her brother, who I also respect.  Singing seems to be a big thing.  It's something for people with a personality similar to like Ellen.  You get together and do some singing, like favorite folk songs of sorts.  You should become more well-known and get around.  When I'm ready for something big, I'd like to sing at public events.  Right now, I'm still resting, painting and setting up my room, the garage.  Hopefully, I'll figure out more about my life as this comes along this next week or 2.  I'm watching TV now, but there's something special about .. like how no one like Tim Burton though he knows his kids will know us.  I wanna see something happen and want my turn someday.  As for Richard Carpenter, I think he should have gotten together with other musicians and do not know why he does not.  I already said I wanted to work with some other people.  I probably will be in a big private school church choir this coming weekend.  It is a small group, though, like 3 singers.  I hate how they disclude some church musicians on a whim for no known reason when it technically counts.  I know it helps with classical opera.  It depends on your voice, too, like are you hoarse or especially sweet and touched?  I think life is short and too many things don't matter.  I don't know what else to say, think I've made a point almost, so.  I'll just say I know you all think I'm actively upset with Richard.  He seems to think it's a tacky fantasy our dreams of the obvious.  I just am upset it seems he's gotten old and hasn't been able to get anyone together.  I have no idea why he thinks there's a problem that the whole world wants to sing with him.  I have not heard enough of him to believe that.  I hope it's just that he can't find the right kind of people cuz I know I can't, but I found you all.  I think we should keep tabs about Richard Carpenter because he is so cute like his sister and about the fact that he needs to socialize himself with other musicians.  I do wanna be a sorta director|educator of music.  Too old for college again maybe like that.  I can learn on my own.  I wish I could help him with that.  I wanna send him a note on how to get to sing in those groups he gets together.  He seems to want it random and not an American nor European.  Maybe, someday, he will be more active.  That's what concerns me.

So, I hope you liked my post, sorry it seems a bit disarranged and long.  I only mean well.  =]

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Hey, you're looking up Richard, too? I see we both found the same blog post. =] I'm still waiting for your next reply you promised, but you don't have to really.


I think Ellen keeps at things whereas other people totally don't seem to do anything like it. I know Depp does, too, but lots of people are jealous of him.


LOL that's good and Johnny Depp, too. 

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Question

Is Lily Rose like her dad as far as wanting to please others?

Happy

Why is Lily Rose and Nell Burton the new me?  I used to have the same opportunities as they have.  I was treated something like that in life.

I'll argue I do get attention but mad attention often.

Update

New Me Online Account - Above on Top
New Website

My 3 Tasks as a Human

1-Pianist
2-Singer
3-Ballerina
Forum

When..

..people get upset at me for spamming my friends, like e-mailing them things as I go that I want to say to them a while past.. like there's 1 friend a little older andother a little younger, both in my class.  Why just pick from people I know to give attention??  I already said that Ellen seems to think everything is for Portia.  I think people live with a real hope to meet her or see lots of people be able to do that..

The reason it hurts my feelings iz cus I feel bad @ it.  I felt trapped with nothing to do, no forum to post on and forgot I could get a blog.

Update

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I figured something out @..

Ellen.  She thinks I'm an animal cuz I'm Chinese cuz I can't do anything she thinks, like the way she's discriminating @ people w|o parents from the South.  Like, I want to talk to someone else from the South.  She says my reaction to her saying no is like being an animal because I'm Chinese.  She is sick, so be nice.

New Videos

Me Singing

2014/01/25
1 - 1/10 - Let It Go - Elsa from Disney's "Frozen"
2 - 2/10 - Both Sides Now
3 - 6.5/10 - Golden Afternoon - Disney's "Alice in Wonderland"
4 - 3/10 - Be Happy

Friday, January 24, 2014

Hey, Dad

Can you get me in a live action of "Frozen???"

Me Thinks

Richard Carpenter is jealous of me dad.  Why?..  He does things other than just music, but he also does music.  That would apply to most people.  I did music more than most people in college my 1st year.  I kept getting kicked out..

Measurements

01-24-2014155.0 pounds31"5'2"

New Videos

Me Singing

2014/01/24
1 - 2:14-2:25 - 6/10 - Top of the World
2 - 5.5/10 - Angel of Music

Nitey

Must Sleep Soon

Shopping

dice

lei

Please

Don't make a scene of me!

Wasn't What

It wasn't what to deny a person of their home heritage.

I D UH

I came up with an idea for my room.  I'm painting it greenish blue.  I will hang up things around it, like dice, get a zebra comforter.

Where I Should Be

I think Ellen thinks I should only do school.  While everyone else luvs.

Problem

I am not living to offer my talents to sinners.

I'm sorry but

I feel that Burton was a blast and it disrupted people's attention span.

What I Feel

I feel that these people have all gone like berserk.  I'm talking now, I can keep a containment of organized thought.

I'd like to get this over with as soon as possible.

Burton, I ain't no scardy cat.

FREEKING MOTHER OF GOD

NO ONE IS THERE FOR ME AND I CAN'T HELP ANYONE.. did Ellen want to publicize something of someone btw? she's sick.. I don't think she'd do it, but I'm afraid she's possibly done things of a related nature

My Housing

No, we did not live in nice houses.  Of course, we weren't too dirty but couldn't always have pets..  So.  You can't say oh you didn't have a decorated life.  That was my parents.  We lived in apartments, too.  I always thought that seemed like a good idea..  I wanted a huge house with stairwells.  Most kids did then, I think.  I mean instead of 2 stories 3!  I had my little adventures.  You can't picture me in a rich southern mansion..  That's all the bloody hell you're looking fer!  I could not find clothes I wanted, like a yaller and orange dress.  And money!

Wonder

Was my cousin's life made to be more glamorous?  Maybe, her dad, though nice, has violent reactions, reminds me of Richard Carpenter but not in that way actually.

Um- right now my eye feels like if I don't temper it could have a heart attack.  It's things like this that make me upset for how people deal the cards of what I've done in life, like accidentally sounded mad cuz I was still upset and feel m..  Oh, I used to feel this.  I just watched some politics, which is the nice northeast..  Did you pick up on everything from each area????

My cousin's mom is my aunt, and maybe they are mean to my cousin because she was mean to me, and maybe my dad isn't like the ugly brother compared to her.  I think he's very attractive, but he's changed so much at different times it seems to me or maybe 1 major change to note.

Okay, now that eye is blurring.

So.. they care about the aunt.  My cousin just seems to have ruined vacation for me.

I'm looking for love and not getting any.  I was asking @ calling my Gramma, too.  AH!!  What did I do?  Why is my mom so nasty @ me thinking I'm not attractive cuz she ^knows^ my dad?  That's a sin.  Just because of that n word thing you get away with harming me.

They really care @ my aunt.  I know for a fact @ this, what about the fact she is related to her mom?  It sounds like something I don't know about doing to be right.  I just am a person who's done right things and have a personality type.  This is how the world used to be.

Ancestors

I have attractive relatives on different sides.  Isn't it passed onto me to unravel cuz that's who I'm related to?

I think..

..they whoever they is.. believed that like things like the school is a living thing, community theater .. is a living thing .. well, we never said to make your hair dark and get piercings and move somewhere you don't really like at all

Girl in PLay

So, she was Dorothy but then she went off to NOCCA|Riverfront..

Now, she's in Tennessee.  Nashvilee fits her, but what about the real Saint Louis?

She would not talk to me.. I think her hair also got darker..

Another boy changed, too, looks older, was at our high school 1 year when his friend died.

I never wanted that for them, they deserve something but so would technically I someday, though that's not really that important in this position.

Problems Add Up..

..Do you wanna shudder @ living in Fort Lauderdale area since you were little and when you've never lived there again ) ) )

Messed Up

My rowdy self-indulged in a good way cousin has lived in the family area of Florida all but 1 year of her life and when going off.  It is by Miami..  You can visit the beach.

So, my family is also messed up..

Clammy

So, I've withdrawn like a clam and love livin' in O-Town~

LIKE "OMYGOD"..

I like the little boy from Pirates of the Caribbean from California.  I like the big men I saw with Burton who must eat lots of tacos and talk a lot..  I love that little girl they put in "The Brady Bunch }:]"

Otherwise, I've grown to hate California cuz all the adults I look up to from there are like ^and the club goes bump goes bump^ - probob is I also have beachy heritage in my lifetime but not claimed 1st, more like a visitin' lyfe!

Born and Bred in the Sout'

Naow, naow.

Tim Burton and Richard Carpenter mirror images..  What is so amazing about the fact that you see that you check your Facebook?  I bet lots of beady-eyed celebs actually do this..  I'm just saying it clicks with me as something private.  Ah'm bred in their crops.

Oh, and no offense- *doors close!* my orders!

Thursday, January 23, 2014

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What if I did ballet and gymnastics? That's for the reeally quiet type!

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Doesn't the fate of the ^19-year-olds^ rest on you so I can go @ this life?

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Well

I admit I'm fat, but do you have to blame me or was it meant to be that way?

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Well, I just saw some nice bigger girls come out.



I also realized right away the experiment against me performing.

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Everyone @ Disney knows I have "it."

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Shouldn't ballet dancers have tendered grayish honey hair??

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What color should my hair be and what should a gymnast appear to be? I also love ballet, dancing to music. I'd rather not be fat. I wanna be athletic and not do soccer professionally. I respect its offerings but everything is too much.. I like playing sports with friends I don't have.

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I'm dead, anyway!!

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Is it gay to ice skate today? It is for up to age 18-ish.. I got scared of gymnastics after from 1 3/4 to turning 9. What have you found out?? That's what I picked up..

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Question

Does Ellen want prestige for herself or someone else-



And what of the fact of how I didn't make it but am better off attractively, no offense to any one..

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It appears your secret wish to disclude me had to come true, just disclude me.

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So, life is @ the right to think @ something professionally and be talented privately/personally. Why do you support the Mother of God freaks of nature? LOL



I obviously like to just lower myself in life and have fun like minimum wage workers.

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So, how is Tinkerbell @ Disney World/Land a dancing-interest role.. What @ multi-talented people who did not compete at a dance school?? I just did some ballet I could take.

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It's funny when people judge you by popularity and worth without talking to you. You know there is no such thing. Life is intellectual. I know I made sacrifices for others's mistakes.

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They got serious dainty, thin and short girls.

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I kept acting like I didn't wanna make it.

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If a bad and good person say or do the same bad thing, I would put the hatred on the bad 1 more. Most people are the opposite.

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Auditions

I wasn't quite able to make it. My face is too fat.

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New Photo

New Photo of Me

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Morning

Too Old

Ellen is to old to administer *** to me-  =}

Just Watched a Show

Campus Police Department, 1 in Indiana PA, looks just like Dad!

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Up Still

I listened to Richard Carpenter's interview again.  He seems like a nice man.  I didn't get all of what was said, which gets me in trouble, but it was a pleasant listen..

I ~ want ~ more!

It would be nice to have more to listen to like of Mindi Carpenter..
TV Forum

Watcha Know??

Do you know @ being taken care of cuz of havin a young mom?  I was in bed and got up..

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TV

I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Lonnie Love?  She was so cool!  The lady who was older but looked young was so radical.  The 1 who dressed from the 1980s was cool.  The football player was sweet.  The group who all did different things but performed for Ellen was good.

Singing

It's really hard.  If you are healthy, it's not.

Stereotypes

In judging how attractive I can, how much of a risk would you tell an Asian to take in being good with actual experience already in actively loving and tendering kids?  I did say last night something with the word k*** which was on the no-no list.... and I said well people like such and such are shit and decided to get that outta the way or something like that.  That's called shit, though.  Don't mean it against the people who all did that, have nothing waiting at the end for you, no good news....
155.8 lbs
31" waist

Problems in My Social Life

I've turned to a life fighting crime.  The Ft. Lauderdale Police said "don't shoot your gun in the sky" on New Year's.  I don't believe in encouraging racial complementing people against others racially....  They think I'm black!  I look white!  Those other kids aren't even as advanced looking as me.  They are only cute cuz people are nice to them and never or not me..

And Another Thing

While Ellen sits in the middle of her flocks of sheep, what right do you have to surpass someone like me to her if you were just juggling to see if I was equal to a 55 or whatever year old?

*sniff sniff*

So, who ruined the 2000s and 2010s?

My New Thing

People need to recognize how good I am as a white person racially.

Kicking Out

So, are we just kicking out girls born in the mid-late 1980s with older moms?

Wow

"Call Me" is from 1980.

Problem

Older people act like kids should be as developed as they are.. they are mimicy about it, like kids from the 1990s.

They're just being aroused about their "type" of generation of kids, but I'm in it, too.

Why are things less modern?

Listen to "Call Me" by Blondie - https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/call-me-2002-remaster/id723845843?i=723845927

Mixed Race

Remember that feeling of coziness kids had of the 1990s?  What happened!  Remember all those 15-year-olds on here around 2008?

Nitey

Going to bed soon unfortunately, maybe listen to music but need sleep..

TV

I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  There was a nice girl with medium blondish brown hair and highlights from a TV show since she was 16.  So, that's 21 years.  The 1st guy is really cute, gonna do a talk show, excited it'll be every day.