Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Or

do you know h*rt stands for hurt?  I meant like inconveniencing her.

He He He

I know people wanna hurt Ellen DeGeneres because of me.  Because of me.  Because I exist and they were all mean when I finally decided to post somewhere in public, not that you'd just be able to find -me-..  So, what was I saying..  I mean, if I watch her show, they wanna make a scene, if they know I watch it.

So, he he he.  I didn't come up upset @ Talyor "getting the prodigy thing" I think..so..  It looks like it came with another message.  It does benefit me, but I mean that's just a waste of time, just because you like her so-called ^heritage^.  HA HA HA HA HA.

I found the actual suggestion

suggestive.  Why?  Because it's obvious she's something of a bully.

What

Is Taylor her only #1 prodigy?  Hm, I have a chance to meet her if I can equalize myself to someone like Tim Burton and even everyone Johnny Depp-  I mean, any kid in the crowd goes boo when someone like Ellen gets with 1 person who isn't the match.

What else what else?

Ooh I forget!  So what?  I have a lot to think @.  Why when Ellen said that Taylor was her prodigy act like she didn't like anyone else?

Sick, Nasty Homeboys

You wanted me to get close to my DAD!

I got nothing but shit for you.

Un Problema Grandioso

So, why does Ellen just like ^Taylor Swift^ now?  I wonder what she's turning into, just with 1 person @ a time.  That's nice, though, because she's a nice girl, not sure what they have in common, guess the country music?  Anything wrong with that?

If you just wanna sit there and throw shit at me, I don't wanna be a prodigy like that, anymore.  My life wasn't as exciting travel-wise in that respect as it coulda been.

I was just curious..

..why Ellen likes Justin Bieber and Taylor Swift.  She called someone like Taylor Swift her 1 prodigy.  xp  I don't wanna listen to her bullcrap.  I'm not jealous, but I feel it was to reward her for something other people can't do.  I just don't feel comfortable.  I got mad, too, because I think Obama got a dog because of that-  I'm not gonna listen to her *beep*  I don't like Taylor Swift better than everyone and if she does is her ^thing^.  I think she's very nice and all, but I just feel she's gonna drag this on.  It means she's saying something, but I don't know what.  I mean, you shouldn't encourage people to be famous if they aren't ready.  I am not at ALL like that!

Have a Bad Feeling @..

..Ellen DeGeneres mingling in my mind.

No, I didn't do my laundry.  I don't feel like it.  It's hard.  I just went out.  I'm tired.

I'm looking forward to doing my laundry.  I was upset @ Tumblr, feel upset in general, upset @ stuff.  Maybe bored @ the features of my blog and not knowing what to do @ it.  It's quite perfect, but like I thought of some pretty advanced thingies.

Annoyed

Why are people being so suggestive to me.  I cannot trust adults to be nice to me.  I'm not "holding on."  Why can companies always go in and hack my accounts?

Well

My Tumblr isn't working.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Sorry

I don't remember why Ellen had stringy hair..it's not really.  I must be getting bipolar, but I think I'm Autistic to the community but mildly.  I was just disappointed @ her hair, wanted it to be something else, though she looks really nice.

And, of course, my hair is worse.  Blonde hair isn't always good, though.  I wonder just how thick her hair really is.

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Cool Stuff

I spoke of my identity in group, today.

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I spoke of my identity in group, today.

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Problema

I was so friendly..why complain? I wasn't yelling nor even nasty. I didn't wanna move then unless to the city!!

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Problema

I was so friendly..why complain? I wasn't yelling nor even nasty. I didn't wanna move then unless to the city!!

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ALERT

Ellen DeGeneres, it seems, has stopped or someone has stopped airing her show. In England. Her cousin is married to a prince of Wales. I just noticed because I started cursing on my blog. .. She was being mean.

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ALERT

Ellen DeGeneres, it seems, has stopped or someone has stopped airing her show. In England. Her cousin is married to a prince of Wales. I just noticed because I started cursing on my blog. .. She was being mean.

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Do you wanna know who's really paranoid?

Helena Bonham Carter

Just Stupid Stuff

Why would you stop me to ask stupid questions, like why would you like a nose like me?

My Mom's Secret

She gets mad @ that, too.  Then, she won't stop like yelling|whining.  They really just do that to me, now.

Problemas

I told my mom my dad was annoying me in how he was walking around like I can't tell him he's mean or he'll threaten to throw me out..  That's stupid.  He's also acting racist.

Problema

Ooh, wow, so funny, something upset you, too?

Just Woke Up

I woke up from a nap.

So..

I'm feeling bad @ what happened, but obviously it is not and actually was not my intent.  I was with my mom and it just happened.  Then, it happened to her.  I better be really careful.  Guess I better just recoil.  Didn't mean no harm.  Why do people pretend they're other people?  They don't do that to other people.  They act like it's the same for me, when it never has been.  So..

I will not..

..pay for anything I say.

Well, guess the attack..

..wasn't technically happening, I coulda stopped it.

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If someone is bad, to get them to shut up you have to not complain related to it.

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HAA!!

So, Ellen DeGeneres is really mean?

1 Look

You just see that I am unpopular.  Then, you say I am bad, you *beep*

Looking Back

There should be no special message, at all..

I Swear

Ellen is acting like I'm nothing because I didn't live by extended family.  Well, look at her ^extended^ family.  What's the message?  I'm worthless?

I mean..

..be conscious of if you're mean, for I am always nice to everyone.  Like, hurting my family?  I tend to still have snap reactions but am working on just that..among other things

Upset, Still

I felt like I was trying to punish Ellen DeGeneres for thinking I have to hurt my dad.  Stop acting like everything we do is evil.  La. seems dumb.  I mean, I was also a resident for a long time.  What did my dad do?  He needed it?  I'm sorry I can't find someone who can fix that.

STOP IN THE NAME OF THE LAW

Being careful Ellen's mom came up, I didn't mean to imply what was implied.  I wasn't even saying her.

You made me hurt my dad!  I will NOT get closer to him in a way that made me uncomfortable for you!

STOP

*beep*



My mom acted like it was funny I was a kid @ 11. No, she is the 1 w/o brain, like mine. She thinks she's better. Stop shoving me to my mom. She's a liar of diahrrea.

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Problema

The people here are complaining @ their job, to me, in how they look @ me. What was so weird @ liking acting + Tim Burton.



No 1 will talk to me @ their attitude. Orlando's got animals. I even asked the police @ this, not very much there, not knowing any advice, no time.

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Problema

The people here are complaining @ their job, to me, in how they look @ me. What was so weird @ liking acting + Tim Burton.

No 1 will talk to me @ their attitude. Orlando's got animals. I even asked the police @ this, not very much there, not knowing any advice, no time.

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Problemas

My mom acted like someone was able to hurt me in 'New Orleans.' I thought it wasn't careful.



This lady was acting like I did something here and I told my mom I accidentally pushed her to get outta the way so I could get away from that lady.

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Problemas

My mom acted like someone was able to hurt me in 'New Orleans.' I thought it wasn't careful.

This lady was acting like I did something here and I told my mom I accidentally pushed her to get outta the way so I could get away from that lady.

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Problema

You make it hard for me. I didn't do anything. You started. You're impossible.

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Problema

You make it hard for me. I didn't do anything. You started. You're impossible.

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Mom, Dad, Little Brother, Public, Aunt, Gramma

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Problema

People are so flippant of me..like my hight.  Like, oh, did you make fun of someone short?  Why would you think shit like that of me?

Annoyed

I'm tired of these stupid messages.

Another Siren

Why does Ellen DeGeneres act sarcastic like those mean kids, communicates with nasty signs, thinks people wanna hurt me really.  Well, no, we were worried @ that with her.

Why

Ellen DeGeneres still needs a mom and I don't need an apron mom..

Why

would I be so ugly?  I seem to be getting better.  I don't feel thin and retractable.

I hate moms.

My mom thinks she's still involved in my life.  I just wanted to have fun with her.

Maybe..

..her mom liked lighter hair.

I wonder..

..why Ellen DeGeneres had such stringy, white hair, when she was a toddler.  Her mom isn't blonde.

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I shouldn't care @ anyone..

..If an adult is your parent, you don't just extract the best 1 like a weed and ^switch places^.  You're just jealous.  It's because I'm younger.

I was thinking @ how everyone is buttering up Ellen DeGeneres.  Like, I'm more like an animal, all I was to the people in Slidell, La.  That doesn't mean you tell me I'm not a person and need to ^be the 1 to be older^ when I'm not.  I see her hair also curled as a toddler, but mine curled more often.  When it was straight, though, it didn't look "straight" like "an arrow."  It would curve if it hit my shoulder.  I think the reason it's not blonde is because my parents made it darker, like didn't take me outside anymore when they were gonna.

Mah Hair

I did like it natural when it was black, but they straightened 1 side at the mall.  I think I've been doing so much to it that you can't tell well and I seem to do something to it most all days.

Not that it matters..

..I had hair that curled with white in it when I was a baby|toddler.  Instead, though, I guess we moved and it got darker and straighter.  It's been curly all through high school and junior high.

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Oatmeal with Milk

I'm taking my vitamins.

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I wonder..

..if it takes work for Ellen DeGeneres to be sarcastic.  I just like, "Whatever.."

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I know what you all did..

You wait for me to get in trouble when I didn't do anything wrong so you can pop off like a pimple and go on with your life.

Problema

Can we just get Ellen DeGeneres to stop telling me how I reacted to something?  She is telling me I had a shot at life or something I don't care about and then saying well I did the N word and I have a reaction I don't have~

Got an issue?

My dad was sending me secret messages, again, and acting like I did something.  Tim Burton ruined our family!  Why get mad at me?  I'm not the 1 dishing out the info.

Monday, August 19, 2013

Parade

A little girl was saying the turtle was a special thing to be.  I wanna be a real person.  That was another thing.  People have mixed emotions.

Apparently, people make fun of me beceause I'm not as spunky as their present Tinkerbell, but I'm gonna copy her and get a costume!

Singing Lessons

My teacher will call me in a few weeks.  She has really helped me to come along.  I like her.  She moved up to be a professor full-time @ 1 college.

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My parents tried to impress me with Ellen DeGeneres saying I failed at something.  Then they said something else and were like "look at her."  That's just annoying.

How I Am

I'm doing okay.  I got a bit upset.  I just need time to myself and like bodily necessities.

Problema

Why do people keep finding things to hurt me emotionally @?

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Why do people keep finding things to hurt me emotionally @?

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He He He

Isn't it funny how Portia is not from Europe but Ellen's dad is?  I'm not sure, though..

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YOU ALL SO

You all so stupid you put me up to shit for Helena Bonham Ca'ter (Carter.)

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What Ruined All

So, why do you think my dad was so violent in inner attitude after the N word thing and my mom being sneaky?  What else, people who found out when I went to Lakeside.  I think that's what did it for the world.  I didn't even tell them.  I don't know whose idea it really was, but supposedly I can say what I like since everyone is lying to me who they are and that what they do isn't part of a big, unnatural plan, something I'm wary about.

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I disagree.

So, is it obvious to you it was wrong and how would you so happen to know?  ...  I dunno, if it doesn't matter if it's part of our lives.  Let me just say I have a stream of things that made my life bad, anyway.  How do you think I feel about making a snap decision?  I just don't mean it and don't keep doing it, but it was like all I heard in a way it seemed in a way.  I thought it was something else then.  I didn't wanna be called that, but they didn't care.  I just always had this fear from my parents, anyway.  They seemed mad, and they didn't say so just were mean.  My dad yells at me and threatens to put me out the door if I just say it nicely.  I just told my mom that, too, in fact.  So, it would be from not being able to pass in college because of noises, basically.  Not sure what else, unless it's for not remembering to write my cousin and my mom never reminding me.

So, basically,

I know there are no real rules and when I cursed it was about the experiment, clicks in my room, secret messages, just because of that N word thing.  I wanted to talk @ it.  Otherwise, I feel people are going through a cycle of ideas when they encounter me that I was really bad, regardless of if I were in pain.  Well, the blogs are on my website.  I never sat there and formulated to pound hate at anyone, though.  If you're so interested, maybe you can read and enjoy.  I just kinda was cursing in general and maybe sometimes yea something partially inappropriate would come up.  I guess people these days suddenly became perfectionists.  People now hate me because of the hype over Depp and Burton.  I was an original perfectionist!  See, that's something before the chocolate factory.

Time for a Nap

Or not?  I might walk and get a candy bar @ curfew.
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