Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Looking Back

There should be no special message, at all..

I Swear

Ellen is acting like I'm nothing because I didn't live by extended family.  Well, look at her ^extended^ family.  What's the message?  I'm worthless?

I mean..

..be conscious of if you're mean, for I am always nice to everyone.  Like, hurting my family?  I tend to still have snap reactions but am working on just that..among other things

Upset, Still

I felt like I was trying to punish Ellen DeGeneres for thinking I have to hurt my dad.  Stop acting like everything we do is evil.  La. seems dumb.  I mean, I was also a resident for a long time.  What did my dad do?  He needed it?  I'm sorry I can't find someone who can fix that.

STOP IN THE NAME OF THE LAW

Being careful Ellen's mom came up, I didn't mean to imply what was implied.  I wasn't even saying her.

You made me hurt my dad!  I will NOT get closer to him in a way that made me uncomfortable for you!

STOP

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My mom acted like it was funny I was a kid @ 11. No, she is the 1 w/o brain, like mine. She thinks she's better. Stop shoving me to my mom. She's a liar of diahrrea.

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Problema

The people here are complaining @ their job, to me, in how they look @ me. What was so weird @ liking acting + Tim Burton.



No 1 will talk to me @ their attitude. Orlando's got animals. I even asked the police @ this, not very much there, not knowing any advice, no time.

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Problema

The people here are complaining @ their job, to me, in how they look @ me. What was so weird @ liking acting + Tim Burton.

No 1 will talk to me @ their attitude. Orlando's got animals. I even asked the police @ this, not very much there, not knowing any advice, no time.

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Problemas

My mom acted like someone was able to hurt me in 'New Orleans.' I thought it wasn't careful.



This lady was acting like I did something here and I told my mom I accidentally pushed her to get outta the way so I could get away from that lady.

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Problemas

My mom acted like someone was able to hurt me in 'New Orleans.' I thought it wasn't careful.

This lady was acting like I did something here and I told my mom I accidentally pushed her to get outta the way so I could get away from that lady.

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Problema

You make it hard for me. I didn't do anything. You started. You're impossible.

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Problema

You make it hard for me. I didn't do anything. You started. You're impossible.

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Secret Lies

Mom, Dad, Little Brother, Public, Aunt, Gramma

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Problema

People are so flippant of me..like my hight.  Like, oh, did you make fun of someone short?  Why would you think shit like that of me?

Annoyed

I'm tired of these stupid messages.

Another Siren

Why does Ellen DeGeneres act sarcastic like those mean kids, communicates with nasty signs, thinks people wanna hurt me really.  Well, no, we were worried @ that with her.

Why

Ellen DeGeneres still needs a mom and I don't need an apron mom..

Why

would I be so ugly?  I seem to be getting better.  I don't feel thin and retractable.

I hate moms.

My mom thinks she's still involved in my life.  I just wanted to have fun with her.

Maybe..

..her mom liked lighter hair.

I wonder..

..why Ellen DeGeneres had such stringy, white hair, when she was a toddler.  Her mom isn't blonde.

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I shouldn't care @ anyone..

..If an adult is your parent, you don't just extract the best 1 like a weed and ^switch places^.  You're just jealous.  It's because I'm younger.

I was thinking @ how everyone is buttering up Ellen DeGeneres.  Like, I'm more like an animal, all I was to the people in Slidell, La.  That doesn't mean you tell me I'm not a person and need to ^be the 1 to be older^ when I'm not.  I see her hair also curled as a toddler, but mine curled more often.  When it was straight, though, it didn't look "straight" like "an arrow."  It would curve if it hit my shoulder.  I think the reason it's not blonde is because my parents made it darker, like didn't take me outside anymore when they were gonna.

Mah Hair

I did like it natural when it was black, but they straightened 1 side at the mall.  I think I've been doing so much to it that you can't tell well and I seem to do something to it most all days.

Not that it matters..

..I had hair that curled with white in it when I was a baby|toddler.  Instead, though, I guess we moved and it got darker and straighter.  It's been curly all through high school and junior high.

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Oatmeal with Milk

I'm taking my vitamins.

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I wonder..

..if it takes work for Ellen DeGeneres to be sarcastic.  I just like, "Whatever.."

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I know what you all did..

You wait for me to get in trouble when I didn't do anything wrong so you can pop off like a pimple and go on with your life.

Problema

Can we just get Ellen DeGeneres to stop telling me how I reacted to something?  She is telling me I had a shot at life or something I don't care about and then saying well I did the N word and I have a reaction I don't have~

Got an issue?

My dad was sending me secret messages, again, and acting like I did something.  Tim Burton ruined our family!  Why get mad at me?  I'm not the 1 dishing out the info.

Monday, August 19, 2013

Parade

A little girl was saying the turtle was a special thing to be.  I wanna be a real person.  That was another thing.  People have mixed emotions.

Apparently, people make fun of me beceause I'm not as spunky as their present Tinkerbell, but I'm gonna copy her and get a costume!

Singing Lessons

My teacher will call me in a few weeks.  She has really helped me to come along.  I like her.  She moved up to be a professor full-time @ 1 college.

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Very Mad

My parents tried to impress me with Ellen DeGeneres saying I failed at something.  Then they said something else and were like "look at her."  That's just annoying.

How I Am

I'm doing okay.  I got a bit upset.  I just need time to myself and like bodily necessities.

Problema

Why do people keep finding things to hurt me emotionally @?

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Problema

Why do people keep finding things to hurt me emotionally @?

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He He He

Isn't it funny how Portia is not from Europe but Ellen's dad is?  I'm not sure, though..

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YOU ALL SO

You all so stupid you put me up to shit for Helena Bonham Ca'ter (Carter.)

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What Ruined All

So, why do you think my dad was so violent in inner attitude after the N word thing and my mom being sneaky?  What else, people who found out when I went to Lakeside.  I think that's what did it for the world.  I didn't even tell them.  I don't know whose idea it really was, but supposedly I can say what I like since everyone is lying to me who they are and that what they do isn't part of a big, unnatural plan, something I'm wary about.

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I disagree.

So, is it obvious to you it was wrong and how would you so happen to know?  ...  I dunno, if it doesn't matter if it's part of our lives.  Let me just say I have a stream of things that made my life bad, anyway.  How do you think I feel about making a snap decision?  I just don't mean it and don't keep doing it, but it was like all I heard in a way it seemed in a way.  I thought it was something else then.  I didn't wanna be called that, but they didn't care.  I just always had this fear from my parents, anyway.  They seemed mad, and they didn't say so just were mean.  My dad yells at me and threatens to put me out the door if I just say it nicely.  I just told my mom that, too, in fact.  So, it would be from not being able to pass in college because of noises, basically.  Not sure what else, unless it's for not remembering to write my cousin and my mom never reminding me.

So, basically,

I know there are no real rules and when I cursed it was about the experiment, clicks in my room, secret messages, just because of that N word thing.  I wanted to talk @ it.  Otherwise, I feel people are going through a cycle of ideas when they encounter me that I was really bad, regardless of if I were in pain.  Well, the blogs are on my website.  I never sat there and formulated to pound hate at anyone, though.  If you're so interested, maybe you can read and enjoy.  I just kinda was cursing in general and maybe sometimes yea something partially inappropriate would come up.  I guess people these days suddenly became perfectionists.  People now hate me because of the hype over Depp and Burton.  I was an original perfectionist!  See, that's something before the chocolate factory.

Time for a Nap

Or not?  I might walk and get a candy bar @ curfew.
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Sunday, August 18, 2013

Testing

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Saturday, August 17, 2013

Why don't you shut your mouth?

There are clicks coming from my computer screen machine.  Do you wanna feel dizzy?

I'm not an idiot, I can say what I like, apparently if you're English you can say what you like.  You are being bad.  Ha ha, look at this person being bad, aha ha ha.  Keeps telling me to be a goody-good!  ;D


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How retarded.

How do I know if Ellen said that?  Singing telegram.  Well, Ellen DeGeneres, you don't do much if this shit is all you have to say in regards to me.  I see her though online and on TV, so I guess she's something in that regard.


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Stupid

Why do we have to introduce Ellen DeGeneres to pink?  Stop interrupting her relationships with your kids!

Also, what do you have to say @ how serious this dizzy thing @ her has gotten in the past few days?  I can't even speak my mind in a normal way.  What's her problem?  People don't envision these things @ me.

Friday, August 16, 2013

Una Problema

I got such a negative vibe from the casting directors at Disney.  Overall, they appear pretty caring.  They probably had 1,000 people there yesterday.  I would be #1, but 2 people came in front of me.

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Lart Alert

IO dom't have to listen to anybody.. when they think they punish a good person like me for their badness.  I didn't attack them!  They are building on some fantasy.  I don't need to be bombarded with shit-3:16-3:51

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Also

Tim Burton does it, too.  I watched something I liked, he knew, and he sounded like Helena Bonham Carter "neeeded" it.

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MAD

Okay, dum dums, go ahead and be dum, don't say noth'n'.

What's her point? xS

She just wants to tell us we don't deserve attention sometimes and gets away with it with the parents?

MAD

STOP RUBBING IN LIKE YOU'RE ELLEN AND FEELING NAUGHTY

Unhealthy

So, Ellen DeGeneres is gay so she can annoy us *******y?

This is stressin' me out.

Ellen DeGeneres seems to get mad, like if you wanna feel good.  She thinks we don't or maybe people can't.  No one wants to get to know me.  I just have to see what these people do now.

Upset

You know, in school, people would pick on me for wanting the best attention.  They said I was discouraging, basically.  They already made it too obvious the nature of their needs.

Now, what?

How did you learn to read into me and why do you talk about stuff that I -don't- like?  I made it pretty far.

I wanna

take a shower and bath so I can redo my hair.  I am drying it some and putting the curlers in.

Unappreciative

I wonder just how deeply people wish to annoy me.  Some people "''don't' like' kids."

I'm just living my life, and all I get is a muffled remark, once in awhile, from somewhere up above.

I don't have to

threaten you, do I?  Something will come up again..

I .. HAVE SOME THING TO SAY

I am not the kind of person who if she says something you like rub it in.  I just don't like to be picked on for not being a perfect machine but a perfect living animal.

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I'm .. a "bad 1."

No, not really..  I don't think curse words are bad and I never want to hurt anyone.

I was mad at the secret messages and the way things were.  Guess I should have gone to school.  I did, but then I can't go back.

DOI

HOW STUPID CAN YOU ALL BE.I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE

ARGH

YOU I AM NOT SOMEONE WHO LIKES TRASHY BROWN|BLACK HAIR WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBBBB

So

What do you think @ having dark hair?  What do you think @ having light hair and dark skin?  I don't hold it up.

STOP

Ellen you wanna hurt me, too..parents even do that.  Because why..you were mad I thought you had a problem when I don't wanna think you're bein' mean.

It seemed different

starting to watch Ellen.

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Someone else got hurt.

I was mad when a motorbike came by.. it roared by me, like wanted to hurt my sacks.. then he seemed like he was playing with himself somewhere else, like that girl.

Mad

I got upset @ my brother with my mom, and he's nappy bye.

FUCK YOU

TIM BURTON

I woulda had a chance with Ellen if it weren't for your sorry, noncommunicative ass.  I found Ellen likes behaved people.  No one gives a crap @ your stupid daughter Nell.

Haha, wasn't that funny, I don't get violent -- nor threatening.


You know, though, Ellen was acting like a fool with nothing important to say, sorry to say.  She wants me to be submissive @ being toyed with to call Nell a nigger.  WHAH.  Just admit it, you're scared of other poeple.  I told you not to do that.  No one cares @ you, I thought you said you were strong for the world and now look!  No offense, nothing serious in a way.

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Europe

I wonder if I can live in France, but too many Americans think they're from Europe.