Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Problema

Can we just get Ellen DeGeneres to stop telling me how I reacted to something?  She is telling me I had a shot at life or something I don't care about and then saying well I did the N word and I have a reaction I don't have~

Got an issue?

My dad was sending me secret messages, again, and acting like I did something.  Tim Burton ruined our family!  Why get mad at me?  I'm not the 1 dishing out the info.

Monday, August 19, 2013

Parade

A little girl was saying the turtle was a special thing to be.  I wanna be a real person.  That was another thing.  People have mixed emotions.

Apparently, people make fun of me beceause I'm not as spunky as their present Tinkerbell, but I'm gonna copy her and get a costume!

Singing Lessons

My teacher will call me in a few weeks.  She has really helped me to come along.  I like her.  She moved up to be a professor full-time @ 1 college.

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Very Mad

My parents tried to impress me with Ellen DeGeneres saying I failed at something.  Then they said something else and were like "look at her."  That's just annoying.

How I Am

I'm doing okay.  I got a bit upset.  I just need time to myself and like bodily necessities.

Problema

Why do people keep finding things to hurt me emotionally @?

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He He He

Isn't it funny how Portia is not from Europe but Ellen's dad is?  I'm not sure, though..

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YOU ALL SO

You all so stupid you put me up to shit for Helena Bonham Ca'ter (Carter.)

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What Ruined All

So, why do you think my dad was so violent in inner attitude after the N word thing and my mom being sneaky?  What else, people who found out when I went to Lakeside.  I think that's what did it for the world.  I didn't even tell them.  I don't know whose idea it really was, but supposedly I can say what I like since everyone is lying to me who they are and that what they do isn't part of a big, unnatural plan, something I'm wary about.

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I disagree.

So, is it obvious to you it was wrong and how would you so happen to know?  ...  I dunno, if it doesn't matter if it's part of our lives.  Let me just say I have a stream of things that made my life bad, anyway.  How do you think I feel about making a snap decision?  I just don't mean it and don't keep doing it, but it was like all I heard in a way it seemed in a way.  I thought it was something else then.  I didn't wanna be called that, but they didn't care.  I just always had this fear from my parents, anyway.  They seemed mad, and they didn't say so just were mean.  My dad yells at me and threatens to put me out the door if I just say it nicely.  I just told my mom that, too, in fact.  So, it would be from not being able to pass in college because of noises, basically.  Not sure what else, unless it's for not remembering to write my cousin and my mom never reminding me.

So, basically,

I know there are no real rules and when I cursed it was about the experiment, clicks in my room, secret messages, just because of that N word thing.  I wanted to talk @ it.  Otherwise, I feel people are going through a cycle of ideas when they encounter me that I was really bad, regardless of if I were in pain.  Well, the blogs are on my website.  I never sat there and formulated to pound hate at anyone, though.  If you're so interested, maybe you can read and enjoy.  I just kinda was cursing in general and maybe sometimes yea something partially inappropriate would come up.  I guess people these days suddenly became perfectionists.  People now hate me because of the hype over Depp and Burton.  I was an original perfectionist!  See, that's something before the chocolate factory.

Time for a Nap

Or not?  I might walk and get a candy bar @ curfew.
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Sunday, August 18, 2013

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Saturday, August 17, 2013

Why don't you shut your mouth?

There are clicks coming from my computer screen machine.  Do you wanna feel dizzy?

I'm not an idiot, I can say what I like, apparently if you're English you can say what you like.  You are being bad.  Ha ha, look at this person being bad, aha ha ha.  Keeps telling me to be a goody-good!  ;D


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How retarded.

How do I know if Ellen said that?  Singing telegram.  Well, Ellen DeGeneres, you don't do much if this shit is all you have to say in regards to me.  I see her though online and on TV, so I guess she's something in that regard.


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Stupid

Why do we have to introduce Ellen DeGeneres to pink?  Stop interrupting her relationships with your kids!

Also, what do you have to say @ how serious this dizzy thing @ her has gotten in the past few days?  I can't even speak my mind in a normal way.  What's her problem?  People don't envision these things @ me.

Friday, August 16, 2013

Una Problema

I got such a negative vibe from the casting directors at Disney.  Overall, they appear pretty caring.  They probably had 1,000 people there yesterday.  I would be #1, but 2 people came in front of me.

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Lart Alert

IO dom't have to listen to anybody.. when they think they punish a good person like me for their badness.  I didn't attack them!  They are building on some fantasy.  I don't need to be bombarded with shit-3:16-3:51

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Tim Burton does it, too.  I watched something I liked, he knew, and he sounded like Helena Bonham Carter "neeeded" it.

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MAD

Okay, dum dums, go ahead and be dum, don't say noth'n'.

What's her point? xS

She just wants to tell us we don't deserve attention sometimes and gets away with it with the parents?

MAD

STOP RUBBING IN LIKE YOU'RE ELLEN AND FEELING NAUGHTY

Unhealthy

So, Ellen DeGeneres is gay so she can annoy us *******y?

This is stressin' me out.

Ellen DeGeneres seems to get mad, like if you wanna feel good.  She thinks we don't or maybe people can't.  No one wants to get to know me.  I just have to see what these people do now.

Upset

You know, in school, people would pick on me for wanting the best attention.  They said I was discouraging, basically.  They already made it too obvious the nature of their needs.

Now, what?

How did you learn to read into me and why do you talk about stuff that I -don't- like?  I made it pretty far.

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take a shower and bath so I can redo my hair.  I am drying it some and putting the curlers in.

Unappreciative

I wonder just how deeply people wish to annoy me.  Some people "''don't' like' kids."

I'm just living my life, and all I get is a muffled remark, once in awhile, from somewhere up above.

I don't have to

threaten you, do I?  Something will come up again..

I .. HAVE SOME THING TO SAY

I am not the kind of person who if she says something you like rub it in.  I just don't like to be picked on for not being a perfect machine but a perfect living animal.

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I'm .. a "bad 1."

No, not really..  I don't think curse words are bad and I never want to hurt anyone.

I was mad at the secret messages and the way things were.  Guess I should have gone to school.  I did, but then I can't go back.

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HOW STUPID CAN YOU ALL BE.I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE

ARGH

YOU I AM NOT SOMEONE WHO LIKES TRASHY BROWN|BLACK HAIR WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBBBB

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What do you think @ having dark hair?  What do you think @ having light hair and dark skin?  I don't hold it up.

STOP

Ellen you wanna hurt me, too..parents even do that.  Because why..you were mad I thought you had a problem when I don't wanna think you're bein' mean.

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starting to watch Ellen.

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Someone else got hurt.

I was mad when a motorbike came by.. it roared by me, like wanted to hurt my sacks.. then he seemed like he was playing with himself somewhere else, like that girl.

Mad

I got upset @ my brother with my mom, and he's nappy bye.

FUCK YOU

TIM BURTON

I woulda had a chance with Ellen if it weren't for your sorry, noncommunicative ass.  I found Ellen likes behaved people.  No one gives a crap @ your stupid daughter Nell.

Haha, wasn't that funny, I don't get violent -- nor threatening.


You know, though, Ellen was acting like a fool with nothing important to say, sorry to say.  She wants me to be submissive @ being toyed with to call Nell a nigger.  WHAH.  Just admit it, you're scared of other poeple.  I told you not to do that.  No one cares @ you, I thought you said you were strong for the world and now look!  No offense, nothing serious in a way.

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Europe

I wonder if I can live in France, but too many Americans think they're from Europe.

Why I Have to Report It

He was sly enough to say not to write about him and yelled in the car and threatened to throw me away.  Forget what I was gonna say otherwise.

Problema

My dad can't accept that I'm not shit and do different things..he keeps bothering me

He used to care @ me more, but now he is freakin'.

Threat

My dad keeps trying to teach me a lesson after severing a healthy relationship because I went to college.  My mom did the same thing.

Threat

I don't gossip @ my dad's toenails - but he is always indirect to my mom and I directly because of race, like he'll say we have to accept his attitude @ us racially because of me, too.  Like, he'll make it so he thinks he did nothing, but he does it and won't stop.  Everyone made a mistake and said he was so nice.  This is wrong, and I have a right to report it to the police online, but they never seem to help..

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Problema

People are affecting people because of knowing something from Johnny Depp.  If Ellen wanted to be nice to kids, parents would get jealous and ruin it.

Question

Do other people do it for her?  Doesn't she just wanna be there for people?  How can she do that if you test her superhuman strength and chase off rightfu lfans?

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Was Ellen a worrywart with mommy? She seems addicted to m***********.

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Problema

I was never mean to anyone.

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Being Nice

In a way, it seems my dad is never a little impressed with me and practices racism to me.

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What's All This!

Does Ellen DeGeneres, sorry to say, need to step out??

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MAD!

I don't like my "new" introduction.

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Problema

Late Boom girls are all not Daddy. They are treasured above anything.

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See, my heart hurts. I've been taking the pills.

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What If

What if I said I have no desire to have *** with MY DAD.

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Shit Family

My aunt and dad are threatening me bc of Nell Burton.

My dad got mad when I asked something and doesn't think I can post @ him. My mom and brother are similar. That's shit. I don't write stupid stuff. They want anything they happen to say come true.

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I don't believe I have friends I can trust.

Remember when my friends wanted to "play with" my little brother?  Now, everyone wants *** from my dad and a laugh from my mom.

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..a person who likes to feel strong or a person who likes to get in the mud..

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What's your favorite part.

Mine is when they start the main theme with the Indonesian bells.  Other than that, I went to see a movie in college in New Orleans and walked there and heard the theme from the cheap theater as people rushed home.  I only stayed for like 5 minutes.  I probably went and ate at the other college, which is opened all night.

The part I like is near the middle.

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So

You invade my personal privacy and you keep dropping things on me thinking you have some lesson to tech.  You can't just keep dropping anvils or I will never heal.  I guess that's actually what you meant, in a way, and you couldn't help it.  That's too bad.  I don't approve of Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and their tom foolery.

Problema

So, I got the idea my aunt was thinking of a stimulated (but not complexly) perverted son, like she was on top of something but she's not.

Then, I felt threatened in the flesh of this horrendous *** offense I would report..well, dunno maybe it'd get someone locked up.

Another problem is that my grandma is stupid and thinks if someone good was involved it was their fault.  I don't agree going along with young girls thinking you can't have anything positive because it's too good to be true.  How so?!  Ha ha, sorry Gramma, you're not stupid, but maybe it's better not to spend too much time..funny too.  Well, if you're mean, then..

Disobedient..

Disobedient Ellen

Every time I post something like an uptight yet lose country bar I realize Ellen didn't want to do the work.

I already

didn't approve of extreme fandom, but I just like her and everyone used to like me, before Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.

Mad

So, I got more sarcastic clicks around my room.. wanting me to be submissively affected and sorry.  I am sorry, but I am not submissively affected.  That's a psychiatric crime.

A car also roared by wondering why I don't leave Ellen DeGeneres alone.  Whoops, another car acting stupid..  You're supposed to be an active fan.  She is herself every day, and I can follow her little Tweets and of course the show.  Do you know how insulting that statement is?

If -I- didn't think they were cool

I'd get to stay out of looming trouble in its distant future.

If you wanna

give them more attention privately then I guess you have the option to go ahead.

Not Waiting

What?  They were rude to me and didn't act as social, like there was something wrong with my racially..I dunno, then add other things that don't matter.

Okay, smartie..

if you think everyone should see Tim Burton then what about me?
You's gots to EEarn your respect.

Mad

Why are Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres such *beep* if, it -is- true that they think they have to rub in people I know just because they saw me online.