Friday, August 16, 2013

No one else

Wants her in their life.

Why should I ever think of that brat??

Stop.  If I do, I'll just say she's mean.  She's the same age as me.

I just wanted a life!

You can't replace DIGNITY WITH ***.

Most people simply have strong disagreement that exists..

..that people like Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres should have knowledge special of friends that steal attention!  I was stuck in my room in the house in annoying Orlando and I tried e-mailing a list of people each day, you know, like Ellen's weekly little letter.  I didn't even think to have a blog.  I always wanted not to worry @ my friends getting attention to extreme proportions, in a way such that is unreasonable and somewhat falsified.  People were telling me from up north to get on Facebook and MySpace while I was in school.  They never said to stop, I think, just cut off the entire relationship.  Some people didn't mind, like my aunt doesn't respond much anyway.  I had nothing to do.  I was just sitting alone in my room.  I don't see why this would spark such a response in anyone of significance cuz we know those girls are tricky.  Watch out for how that will happen to you.  I used to be like you, trying to be safe from stupid, mean people.

Why do people keep

talking back to me, like signs from my parents, like if I'm online talking @ Ellen?  You know, I can tell Ellen "does it" or "likes it.." same diffrence-

Do you like to waltz with tomatos

Because what Maggie Liz Jones, Chloe G Moretz, Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift all informing me hwat I should do, thinking, even Johnny Depp, they are MORE from New Orleans than me.  They just want to affect me.

Benefits

I also have culture that has Swiss.. and it's connected to Canada.

Mad

Following Ellen, getting into trouble for being critical.  I'm not "less French."  His dad is German-Canadian, I think.  I will not forsake what I have living in a French culture like Canada.  It's not something I do.  I lived there long enough in the earlier parts of my life.  I was barely a lady-girl, yet..

What now?  I think he's over what his little sister does.  People are different.  He could have something to realize, though, you know?  It's just that I -come- from a more basic, today-styled place.

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Facebook

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Funny

I just picked out a really funny song for singing lessons.  From the original Les Miz.

Hah!

I'm so back and hopefully in a better mode.

I asked a girl to zip me up..

..1 of the many overweight 1s.. and she broke it!  My dad bought it, and we don't know who can fix zippers, at least on the backpack.  I'll ask my mom.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Auditioning

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French

Are private.

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So..

The fav Q in French is tchree.

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Funny

This music from French and Canadian "Les Triplets de Belleville" in NO style.. The 3 girls even lookand sound like they're gonna k*** you.

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Always..

Old Message From Today

Well, no, NOT always. Why is Ellen DeGeneres often so wrong to me, so mean. I forget. She just keeps chipping away at my young adult life. What, she acts like overly nice, too. All my hurt keeps hosing out from said source. I get these weird ideas/visions.

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Y

Do people want Late Boomers to live and not the children of Early Boomers?

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New Photos

New Photos of Me

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I fixed the Tags Page, took away the space.

Mobile Soon

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This is ready for liftoff.

New Photos

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I reordered something.

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I added a comma after La.

Update

New Text Box

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same @ school I meant to the Me section not Me!

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I moved my family names to the Me! section.

How Dirty

a gain

I kinda had to

m*********!  ;'

Ever since I've been not sleeping in bed, this has happened.  I don't usually get up from my bed m***********.  I have a new bedset, cheap Tinkerbell but nice enough.  I had stopped then.  Then something happened, probably not make someone feel good as to why.  Maybe I wasn't that tired.  :(  I'll sleep in public.  I have to get ready in like not so much time more than an hour!  Then I can relax again.

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Twitter

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How to Test Others

Make sure they can repeat an action without a guilty conscience.

Update

I added a desired minor.  I wouldn't do communications nor film because this seems more hands on.  Communications seems more @ feelings in general.  I guess I just find this idea a good one.  I just added Communications to a desired 2nd minor.

Well

Why was he big and red?  I wouldn't want to be that way.  I was small and brown.  Now, he's the dark 1.

Question

What should my mom do to my brother?  I'm under the impression he's just a different person and hard to deal with.  Well, that's that, a part of my dad, a boy, 2nd child.  I don't know.  I think my dad doesn't know about what my mom wants, must have m******* him as a baby.  He seemed smart, but then he didn't.

Doesn't matter.

I just wanted to post my nigger alarm..maybe I could make a new 1, but it's for the black people.  Even if I called someone that, you should understand the situation.  Obviously, I wasn't trying to type out such and such is *word*

The Call

My aunt tries to make my brother feel good.  Nothing wrong, but I think it bothered him.

He's the kind of person even my dad and mom just wait to let him discover himself, 1st, maybe different than with what I thought I did by myself.  I mean, he doesn't even seem normal.  I told my aunt it was nice she came, but she had an attitude.  I don't need this shit because of NELL BURTON  ~  Don't make me curse, now!-

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O My

Why does Ellen seem to be preaching hidden images of herself like Martin Luther King, Jr., may he RIP though like Gandhi, saying like I'm too old to have a CUTE stuffed animal.  She lies all the time because then she finds a way outta saying she has anything to do with it.  She thinks I come in a bunch of kids that can't be encouraged like kids today.  I'm not even a kid, anymore!  It tastes like ***!  Thanks a lot, Burton!

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I added a light bulb to my last post.

I have something big against you..and

don't know how else to say but don't like the mixed messages which are fine.  I'm just not a happy person for other reasons, I know.  What was it..ah, yes, you can't tell people they can't do things like crying and sobbing but not in an annoying way.., feel physical affection I know.  Isn't that unhealthy and make you want to get stimulated?  What are you a robot?  I don't like massages.  I can't even believe in my dreams.  I hit my head and haven't had a good 1 in a long time.  Then, what boiled me in water was that she thinks girls with a dad born @ 1950 are perverts and don't deserve to feel anything, like physical affection.  I'm not someone who halts history for it, though.  Why was I mad?  Because I think it was just @ me for my dad being born in 1950 .. my race ..

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If you like her..

..you should follow her more.  I know Lily Rose posted her.  She's so stuck up.  She blocked 1 of my Twitters and lets out anger when I'm frustrated.  I did see a no one post a video, as well.  Also, some people are on Tumblr, but Tumblr doesn't let you skim through the past.

Being a Fan

I never "stalked" Ellen DeGeneres.  I'm just a good fan.  I read her Tweets and answer most of them pretty easily.  I watch the show each day.  Facebook.  I post @ her a lot, my problems.  I want to summarize each show so I can start "'giving' my 2 cents."

I know what everyone's problem is.

Sometimes, I feel warm emotion in my body when someone touches me, and it doesn't always feel good.

Cont.

I mean, I do care ABOUT Ellen.  I never really go sorta wacked.  It does seem pleasurable.

Also, I was upset @ people born 1957-1961.  They just got too much in life, and people think they are entertainment.  They just want empathy from me.  It's like I made mistakes.

Better

So, I took a full shower and bath.  I have curlers in my hair and won't brush them out, rather hairspray.  Yes, it's still black.

I got wind a boy stimulated Ellen DeGeneres.  That just makes me not wanna look up to her, as much.  I also got wind she was luring me in and insulted something very personal to me, when I heard "voices" that were happy and I felt what Heaven was like, hearing noises and having weird but cool ideas come, hearing things and different things with my body or at least 1.

Facebook

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Twitter

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Videos

going through them

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Up

I slept about 8 hours during the day.  I guess I'll eat supper and then go back to bed, gotta shower and do my nails.  I feel groggy, had a breakfast bar.

Update

I also started a new 1 called "All About History."

I have a feeling..

with Ellen DeGeneres people just wanna talk @ how she gets stimulated for being 1 of the most famous people in the world.  I don't really know how people hear about her and remember her full name.  I just assume they should know what's on TV since they watch it so much.  What else do they watch?  Comedy Central sounds like fun, but I'd prefer Ellen.

History

link

The Age of Imperialism
Trends and Themes of the Era

    American industrialization created a need for foreign markets in which to sell manufactured goods and from which to buy raw materials.
    Early efforts to find foreign markets involved economic expansionism, which focused on opening markets through investment rather than military involvement. Under President McKinley, near the end of the nineteenth century, the United States wanted to increase its exposure in foreign markets and shifted to a more militaristic and imperialist policy.
    Victory in the Spanish-American War gave the U.S. an empire, and also marked the ascendance of the U.S. as a world power.

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im·pe·ri·al

1 [im-peer-ee-uhl] Show IPA
adjective
1.
of, like, or pertaining to an empire.
2.
of, like, or pertaining to an emperor or empress.
3.
characterizing the rule or authority of a sovereign state over its dependencies.
4.
of the nature or rank of an emperor or supreme ruler.
5.
of a commanding quality, manner, aspect, etc.


It seems to take place 1700, 1800s.

A Prologue to the Future

Progress (history) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Progress_(history)
In the 17th century Bernard le Bovier de Fontenelle argued in favor of progress with respect to arts and the sciences, saying that each age has the advantage of ...

History

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The Industrial Revolution, which took place from the 18th to 19th centuries, was a period during which predominantly agrarian, rural societies in Europe and America became industrial and urban. Prior to the Industrial Revolution, which began in Britain in the late 1700s, manufacturing was often done in people’s homes, using hand tools or basic machines. Industrialization marked a shift to powered, special-purpose machinery, factories and mass production. The iron and textile industries, along with the development of the steam engine, played central roles in the Industrial Revolution, which also saw improved systems of transportation, communication and banking. While industrialization brought about an increased volume and variety of manufactured goods and an improved standard of living for some, it also resulted in often grim employment and living conditions for the poor and working classes.

This is great.

List
  
Prologue: The Rise of Democratic Ideas
   
Chapter 1: European Renaissance and Reformation
   
Chapter 2: The Muslim World Expands
   
Chapter 3: An Age of Exploration and Isolation
   
Chapter 4: The Atlantic World
   
Chapter 5: Absolute Monarchs in Europe
   
Chapter 6: Enlightenment and Revolution
   
Chapter 7: The French Revolution and Napoleon
   
Chapter 8: Nationalist Revolutions Sweep the West
   
Chapter 9: The Industrial Revolution
   
Chapter 10: An Age of Democracy and Progress
   
Chapter 11: The Age of Imperialism
   
Chapter 12: Transformations Around the Globe
   
Chapter 13: The Great War
   
Chapter 14: Revolution and Nationalism
   
Chapter 15: Years of Crisis 

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Page - Me

Lifestyle: I buy the magazine Astro Girl and subscribed to National Geographic on my Nook.

Update

New Playlists

I've been keeping 1 of the parade.. there's 1 of me dancing to it.. and now 1 of "good Tinkerbells."

Wondering

I guess I wouldn't budge if Ellen judged me before I lived my life in Orlando.  I think she's like my therapist and psychiatrist, just wants me to get some clAHthez (clothes..)

Unsure

I don't wanna be in a musical to get a director to touch me!

Erm

I don't -have- a need for ***.  I just thought that people were touchy.  To me, too.

Mad

I WANT JOHNNY!  You are just sneer at his performance, Sweeney Todd.

Reading

I just got National Geographic.  I was looking and that was something I found.

IMDb

IMDb

Reading

"time and space"

bone eaters

Florida! jk

"cavemen" originated in Asia


I know all the wars.

WWI+II affected the future of the children afterwards and was the most influential wars, affected the whole world at a time of critical development in things such as factories.

The Revolutionary war was the war between the U.S. and England and fought near the country's critical development.

The Civil War was the war over slavery.

There were wars involving the fighting of Japan, Vietnam, and the Koreas.


What if "the South" had to stop slavery of black people because they were getting uncomfortable and riots began.


I just read @ the bloody Civil War.

I am concerned the Jews were always hated.  However, I might have at least 2 Jewish last names.  I like the Swiss 1, and the other name is Polish.  No Russian, I guess.  All I can say is no one cares how much people have hated on my race and think my work to plow through life was their doing.  I even think of the ballet "The Nutcracker" to think of Dutch Jew Anne Frank.  Audrey Hepburn was 1/2 Dutch and did ballet.  I also watched like "The Pianist.." in school.

The division from England, guessing there were people there who weren't English and not so uptight like an Oriental.  Tea was a big celebrated thing to have.  Lots of flavors, as well.  You know, in the mall they serve alcohol in a new places and give out samples to young people.

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I just added a link to my desired college major.

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New Textbox: Me!

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Twitter

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Self-Help

I need to look for some books like that, I guess in another ½ month.

I bought curlers online from the Wal-Mart here, and all my mom needed to do was pick it up.

Update

New Text Box @ my ***life

Panic

O, how I hate m********ing.

You know I don't "do it" standing up.  My eyes don't stimulate me 1 bit.

Edit

I edited something that was formatted wrongly on my website, my last YouTube.

Edit

took away

Paternal Ethnicities
•Anglo-Irish, German, Irish, Native American indian (?)
•maybe French & Dutch

Paternal Racial Distribution on Me
¼ Irish, English, French, German
¼ Irish, English, French, German

Hair Today

My hair appt. Is postponed..

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Why I Am Not Well

I was off the pill in school, but now my mom has me take them. I asked for a higher dosage, asked me or something. Now, it's changed back, still feel like I can't do anything. There are other reasons.

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TV

So, I watched I think "Comedy Central" with my little brother.  It was so funny, a girl in glasses and this funny guy who kept stopping, a little obese but with a sharp wit.  I know the girl was gay.  Now, that's my kinda show.  Ellen DeGeneres is probably rooted in "Saturday Night Live."

So

A girl I'm following I Retweeted who posted @ Ellen just posted "f***."

Or

"taking out anger?"  What's wrong with the word "spew?"

So

if Ellen can be mean why does she make a living spewing out anger on other parents in private?

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Colors of Blog

Self-Help..

So, I get mad and then figure out why and don't have to do it again.  I was really annoyed at people "bothering me for Ellen DeGeneres" so I had to do it.  I wanted to get it outt a the way.

Update

New Person - Food 11 Blog

Reservation-

Why am I reserved a ticket to a nose like my Chinese mom when it was 1 of the most pointed?  I guess it has a certain point, now.  I had to m*********.  Anyway, whenever your New Orleans or real Dutch kids are ready they get to do what I do, the right thing.  Why since Tim Burton is right wrong?  Why don't you just harass people who are like that, not me?

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Ex er cise !

Whew!

@ 5 Minutes, 1 + part of another section

Brazilian Butt Lift, from TV, Music Choice?

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You know what who thought-

The pictures I posted on Twitter, we all have bangs.  Maybe, we just want attention from adults.  Why give young people today any attention?

f.y.i.

Ellen had more modern nails as a baby, as well, as in not profiling "the nail" as an entity unto itself.

I do feel trashed around for having an older dad but not an old dad maybe I'm just not too old.  They think we're like boring Barbie dolls who can't eat anything that tastes good.

New Video

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Note a Gain (Note Again)

You know, I have a feeling I can't m********* like a young high schooler.  It sure tickled a fancy to my thinking.  Seems I'm getting off it.  I hate how people like are afraid to be affectionate, now, maybe because of Tim Burton.  Anyway, the m*********** helped me feel stimulated in a better way, not too strong, than otherwise-

A Stupid Question

requires a stupid answer.

Why are people mean to me with the noises and hints in my room?

Dun Dun Dun Dun

Ellen how do you associate your very self with Florida being a stuck up Southerner with New Orleans heritage supposedly .. and then like I forget now maybe I couldn't help you.

Stuck up because that's how it is.  Not a menial word.  Conceited?  Self-satisfied?  Feels that they have better parents?  and grandparents?

Twitter

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Meanie

My brother won't stop sending mean messages.  He was good younger but blamed me for not having peace in the house.

Monday, August 12, 2013