"When I was little, I used to have this good tea. It's hard to describe, but it seemed like this purest tea, this general, traditional, fancy, complex tea. I guess it's kinda like coffee in how sorta it has that feel of something that rubs a lot.
For some reason, we stopped having it. I remember for some reason always getting antsy when we had it. It just happened. I think my mom grew up having tea.
I started having it again. The first thing I had, though, was a mocha, and I don't drink coffee. I'm the least coffee person in the world. However, I do like the smell a lot and when I do have a drink."
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Website Update
"I don't know much about alcohol, but I found that having food with it tasted trashy, after awhile, but I will still go back and have it, maybe. At first, I thought it was the most divine thing, like."
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
My Hand! '8^0
I feel that the influence of Renee Fleming or someone channeling her somehow, maybe through me being an experiment, again! made my hand feel like a person for some reason, you know in a disgusting way that is possible, I guess. Needless to say, it's pinpointing key hot spots. It was my right hand first, and it happened again. Something adverse happened, and I thought that she made me turn on my dad and I used the word nigger in the same sentence describing the occurrence.
*Up*
Did you ever consider the movie Up? It features a young Japanese or Chinese or Korean boy with an old English man who looks like he's gonna die.
I was thinking of my brother. He is feisty and something of a devil who's calmed down later in life. He thinks it's funny to be everything I don't want to be and test me for it. What a ditzy thing to do. Why didn't my parents guide him?
Oh, yea, and my mother wanted me to baby my brother. She thinks that's what I'm for. Well, he didn't listen and for some reason he wanted to be with her too much, though he was not accepting of her race, at the core.
So, it seems all these people are acting bad just to make you feel like you're better. I shouldn't get in trouble for it. I already don't want to go there but try to convince them otherwise. People are so silly and think maybe I need to be bad like them. What outlandish idea made that happen? '8^.
I was thinking of my brother. He is feisty and something of a devil who's calmed down later in life. He thinks it's funny to be everything I don't want to be and test me for it. What a ditzy thing to do. Why didn't my parents guide him?
Oh, yea, and my mother wanted me to baby my brother. She thinks that's what I'm for. Well, he didn't listen and for some reason he wanted to be with her too much, though he was not accepting of her race, at the core.
So, it seems all these people are acting bad just to make you feel like you're better. I shouldn't get in trouble for it. I already don't want to go there but try to convince them otherwise. People are so silly and think maybe I need to be bad like them. What outlandish idea made that happen? '8^.
The New Baby ^ ^
Ellen DeGeneres is weird. She is like putting all this stuff over my head set to happen because of other people and the n word thing.
Well, I found that people realize what they did before this happened that was wrong, and that seems to consume them.
Like, I feel that she's like stereotyping me in bad ways like she's afraid of me. I don't know, but it seems Kate Bush did that. At first, I was feeling good from them. Then, I felt them turn on me because of the n word thing. Like, they made me unappealing, the same influence rubbed off from Tim Burton and the world looking like Winona Ryder.
I guess Ellen DeGeneres will never be her brother. She seems to think the youngest should always be the cutest. My mom seems to have made my brother feel more innocent. Well, I'm a girl, and she seems to know about that kind of thing, maybe. I don't really like to think I'm supposed to be like unimportant because I have a little brother. I seem a lot whiter than him, as put in my website, like in my outward desires.
I'm mad at my parents. They truly cannot control me, and sometimes they act like that's okay.
I think my mom really threw me away like trash, ashamed at what she did.
My brother was a bit feistier than me, for whatever reason, and not as fresh. I guess girls are made to be more fresh, and people with older moms tend to feel more in a certain way though maybe may not have as much punch as some people. You get it, it's complicated and too much to go into for me because I'm mixed.
Well, I found that people realize what they did before this happened that was wrong, and that seems to consume them.
Like, I feel that she's like stereotyping me in bad ways like she's afraid of me. I don't know, but it seems Kate Bush did that. At first, I was feeling good from them. Then, I felt them turn on me because of the n word thing. Like, they made me unappealing, the same influence rubbed off from Tim Burton and the world looking like Winona Ryder.
I guess Ellen DeGeneres will never be her brother. She seems to think the youngest should always be the cutest. My mom seems to have made my brother feel more innocent. Well, I'm a girl, and she seems to know about that kind of thing, maybe. I don't really like to think I'm supposed to be like unimportant because I have a little brother. I seem a lot whiter than him, as put in my website, like in my outward desires.
I'm mad at my parents. They truly cannot control me, and sometimes they act like that's okay.
I think my mom really threw me away like trash, ashamed at what she did.
My brother was a bit feistier than me, for whatever reason, and not as fresh. I guess girls are made to be more fresh, and people with older moms tend to feel more in a certain way though maybe may not have as much punch as some people. You get it, it's complicated and too much to go into for me because I'm mixed.
Change the channel!
Ellen DeGeneres seems to be channeling negative energy. She is cynical, and she may be aware of that, already. Why wouldn't she be?
Anyway, I get the feeling she wants to reduce me to my brother. She happens to have a brother, and he's more like what people stereotyped me as when I lived where she lived.
Who would want you to be exactly like someone else? She seems to be well aware she has a fetish.
I don't know, but I don't think it affected me. I just found it insulting.
Anyway, I get the feeling she wants to reduce me to my brother. She happens to have a brother, and he's more like what people stereotyped me as when I lived where she lived.
Who would want you to be exactly like someone else? She seems to be well aware she has a fetish.
I don't know, but I don't think it affected me. I just found it insulting.
2 Peas in a Pod
Why do people think that doing "the right thing" or "what you're supposed to do.." 8^. is offensive to them?
Magic 8^|
I'm pretty sure I've seen magic. One example is that when I was in college in Cleveland during Katrina, I was in bed and one arm was over my eyes, like glued to them, and the other forearm grew a foot and back in a minute. I know it was magic because then I woke up and there were blood drops under my armpits.
My Eye! 3^(
Isn't it funny when you feel like a certain way sorta mapped out like you know when people cross their eyes? One of my eyes sorta popped out.
Something Weird
Something weird that has been happening to me was that when I talked to my grandma, my cheeks got bigger. Since I thought something upset at my grandma, my right cheek has been swirling around, but I concentrated it elsewhere. It's kinda a hard disconnected feeling.
..So, did you notice?
Clumsy thumbsy...
Would you say some people go out of their way to hurt people? Also, do you see Tim Burton knocking people out as having a point?
Would you say some people go out of their way to hurt people? Also, do you see Tim Burton knocking people out as having a point?
*Immersion*
I realized if it's not about the kids immersing into culture, it's not about the parents, neither.
Did you ever think of the rules this way?
Like, I called someone the n word, so people can do anything they want to me. Except, I think the person is getting away with making me think they wanted me to do it. Instead, they think they can do bad stuff, stuff that they'd been doing, anyway, sorta unobtrusively. They might think they deserve it. Now, however, they have peaked their pleasure and decided to take certain traits away from me. I think a bunch of people do this, see things in different ways, but have no point and shouldn't be doing this because it isn't smart... It's mean, and that's not okay because I'm not allowed to do the wrong things to them.
Very Good Advice
"Ever since I went to college in Cleveland, which is at the Great Lakes, I've felt like my blankets were a person touching me."
Practice makes perfect.
So, I "shouldn't participate" because of the n word thing?
You know how practice makes perfect?
You're supposed to do things that people like to do and not think you're like waiting for someone else to do it or that no one will ever really do it like that, while other people get away with easy, unaccomplished lives.
You know how practice makes perfect?
You're supposed to do things that people like to do and not think you're like waiting for someone else to do it or that no one will ever really do it like that, while other people get away with easy, unaccomplished lives.
Tweet @ARobles125
You are really a sweet guy. =} You look a lot like my second cousin. Her mom was 15 when she was born. She has 2 children, Haylie and Noah. Oh, she's a few months younger than me, the last to pass through the higher grade born at that point in September. The funny thing is that her 2nd child is half black and oh so cute. I'm half Chinese-Indonesian, but I just look Caucasian.
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Good for people who are able-bodied and well enough to tune in to what's on television as a part of their lives. Ello! 8^)
Wasted Money
I shouldn't have had to have gotten those 3 personality books this month.
Moreoff, I should have already have had the noisemaker.
I also got a movie that was cool but not like as interesting as you'd want.
What else? I was overspent on iTunes. I guess I just kept wasting money.
I have some cash to put on my credit card that I took out of another credit card. I've been using it on the other, and there is a small fee.
My dad is getting me my Halloween costume, though, which should be okay. We started going to the movies since a certain time, too, when I was in my room sick, kinda, like feeling tired. I just posted online. I didn't go to IMDb, though, until later. My dad was laid off when I was 16, when I lost my 4.0, too, and somehow he got by trying to give presentations. He went to Las Vegas and brought me back a souvenier, which I asked for, I think a pen.
The Halloween costume I am getting is at ebay and costs like $25 but comes with shoes and a hat and is very nice. I guess I'll wait and look for a trick-or-treat bag, around. :6
Moreoff, I should have already have had the noisemaker.
I also got a movie that was cool but not like as interesting as you'd want.
What else? I was overspent on iTunes. I guess I just kept wasting money.
I have some cash to put on my credit card that I took out of another credit card. I've been using it on the other, and there is a small fee.
My dad is getting me my Halloween costume, though, which should be okay. We started going to the movies since a certain time, too, when I was in my room sick, kinda, like feeling tired. I just posted online. I didn't go to IMDb, though, until later. My dad was laid off when I was 16, when I lost my 4.0, too, and somehow he got by trying to give presentations. He went to Las Vegas and brought me back a souvenier, which I asked for, I think a pen.
The Halloween costume I am getting is at ebay and costs like $25 but comes with shoes and a hat and is very nice. I guess I'll wait and look for a trick-or-treat bag, around. :6
Lame
What do you think of the way people are reacting, it seems, that like it's outrageous we want to be treated like the person who is an adult to us like as a parental figure age is sorta domineering over us, emotionally, and sorta dark and sexy? It seems to have spun off all around in various ways in the hidden background with hidden motives, too. 80
What do you think of people who shrug off this kind of thinking as disrespectful, when they define themselves to have the kinks of the majority? Like, they claim they are downplaying themselves not to look as good because they are not inherently perfect, but they are not more perfect than you are.
What do you think of people who shrug off this kind of thinking as disrespectful, when they define themselves to have the kinks of the majority? Like, they claim they are downplaying themselves not to look as good because they are not inherently perfect, but they are not more perfect than you are.
^ Living a Life of Misery 86 ^
Just because my dad's mom's dad's dad is part Native American indian does not mean I have to live my life tortured even in private as though I messed up when I wasn't even a person yet.
Also, I would only think it a blessing to have a minority of a most non-white race.
I'm not sure. I mean, it's my dad's mom's side that has Native American. I'm not sure which of his sides has it, guessing his dad's dad's or his mom's, but it may not matter. We're all different...
Also, I would only think it a blessing to have a minority of a most non-white race.
I'm not sure. I mean, it's my dad's mom's side that has Native American. I'm not sure which of his sides has it, guessing his dad's dad's or his mom's, but it may not matter. We're all different...
Dream
My first dream was scary.
While I remember the 2nd dream, I was hugging someone and they were hugging me and it felt really good.
Hard to remember the 1st one now, but I woke up to go to the bathroom.
Ah, yes, a car woke me up as it roared by.
So, I felt the hug because of my sheets. When I lie in bed, I feel kinda like that, like a person is touching me. Usually, I have to think of a real person, and then for a long time it sorta fuels me. I try not to, but I usually end up doing that now. I remember a time when it wasn't like that. It started, I think, after I was in college or thought my life turned into like an experiment...
Speaking of which, having your life be like an experiment is kinda weird. I hope there are other people like me in the same experiment.
Time for breatkfast. :)
While I remember the 2nd dream, I was hugging someone and they were hugging me and it felt really good.
Hard to remember the 1st one now, but I woke up to go to the bathroom.
Ah, yes, a car woke me up as it roared by.
So, I felt the hug because of my sheets. When I lie in bed, I feel kinda like that, like a person is touching me. Usually, I have to think of a real person, and then for a long time it sorta fuels me. I try not to, but I usually end up doing that now. I remember a time when it wasn't like that. It started, I think, after I was in college or thought my life turned into like an experiment...
Speaking of which, having your life be like an experiment is kinda weird. I hope there are other people like me in the same experiment.
Time for breatkfast. :)
Monday, October 15, 2012
My Cuz!
Her boyfriend committed suicide! Talk to #AskEllen!
This was probably 2 weeks ago, a week before Frankenweenie. I had a cute suicide background up at my old Twitter, BarrettXtina.
D: He shouldn't have!
This was probably 2 weeks ago, a week before Frankenweenie. I had a cute suicide background up at my old Twitter, BarrettXtina.
D: He shouldn't have!
Making Things Up
What do you think of people who make up things to stay safe? Not everyone does that. In fact, it will get you into trouble.
I am very suspicious and mad. First, Tim Burton rules out that my mom is recognized as a generation, while Helena Bonham Carter makes people think it's right to be scary-looking. Now, I'm getting the vibe it's catching on, in the same fashion, that my daughter and supposedly son will be an invalid. It's too bad I've been thinking like that. Well, actually, it makes sense. I don't accept that because I'm not an invalid, and I don't think that my husband would be more of an invalid than me. I don't care about perverted, bad people, who blame you for things racially and corner you. I'm not up for perverted, mixed people, neither, like my own relations. Don't go and ruin my life like some stupid animal.
I am very suspicious and mad. First, Tim Burton rules out that my mom is recognized as a generation, while Helena Bonham Carter makes people think it's right to be scary-looking. Now, I'm getting the vibe it's catching on, in the same fashion, that my daughter and supposedly son will be an invalid. It's too bad I've been thinking like that. Well, actually, it makes sense. I don't accept that because I'm not an invalid, and I don't think that my husband would be more of an invalid than me. I don't care about perverted, bad people, who blame you for things racially and corner you. I'm not up for perverted, mixed people, neither, like my own relations. Don't go and ruin my life like some stupid animal.
Details 8|
I noticed that some people are rather lunky, what other word to describe the marvelous, sought after *sensation* 8|
I just noticed that I have fetishes for some reason, but I don't really though I could get them. }:)
I just noticed that I have fetishes for some reason, but I don't really though I could get them. }:)
Tweet @edwardlopez47
I had a Philosophy professor my 2nd year 2nd semester after a hurricane from Saint Louis. I was studying at a Jesuit school in the downtown area of New Orleans. He was really cool, quite a perfect, astounding person, humble, though, and apprently without much money ... He had black hair, dark eyes, and black skin. I spoke to him once in person and once over e-mail, I think both times to do with me not turning in an essay, but he liked me.
http://tinyurl.com/mjy4oky3 It looks like a nice place. I studied there, too. I took a graduate course in Foundations of Education. It was a week long course. It was after my 1st year of college in Music Education, though I was just kicked out of it and Voice Lessons. I had such a hard time walking to eat. It was all graduate students who were teachers. Anyway, I walked to a place under this huge, huge, fancy church or cathedral. After school, I ate at the cafe. There wasn't anything digestible there, actually. I saw some very slick girls, who looked like they could be in junior high or high school, with light-medium blonde hair. When I was near the Cleveland area, next semester, during Hurricane Katrina, I saw some blondes with thick, white glittery hair and sharp, strong noses, who seemed like 2 years younger than me. I had quite an adventure in Washington, D.C. I couldn't do any of the homework. That was my first flunk in college. One of many. Well, I started out a 4.0 student and became a procrastinator. I also participated in a plethora of extra-curricular activities.
I wanted to go back to Jacksonville to see Pink perform, but apparently it's in Orlando. Jacksonville is in Northeastern Florida. I live in Orlando. I used to live in the Jacksonville area. When I was 9-11, I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, there. I lived in the city itself, which encompasses the entire county about, when I was 5, 6, and a little at 7.
Wish I could chat longer, just don't know what to say... 8^. So, have a marvelous time!
http://tinyurl.com/mjy4oky3 It looks like a nice place. I studied there, too. I took a graduate course in Foundations of Education. It was a week long course. It was after my 1st year of college in Music Education, though I was just kicked out of it and Voice Lessons. I had such a hard time walking to eat. It was all graduate students who were teachers. Anyway, I walked to a place under this huge, huge, fancy church or cathedral. After school, I ate at the cafe. There wasn't anything digestible there, actually. I saw some very slick girls, who looked like they could be in junior high or high school, with light-medium blonde hair. When I was near the Cleveland area, next semester, during Hurricane Katrina, I saw some blondes with thick, white glittery hair and sharp, strong noses, who seemed like 2 years younger than me. I had quite an adventure in Washington, D.C. I couldn't do any of the homework. That was my first flunk in college. One of many. Well, I started out a 4.0 student and became a procrastinator. I also participated in a plethora of extra-curricular activities.
I wanted to go back to Jacksonville to see Pink perform, but apparently it's in Orlando. Jacksonville is in Northeastern Florida. I live in Orlando. I used to live in the Jacksonville area. When I was 9-11, I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, there. I lived in the city itself, which encompasses the entire county about, when I was 5, 6, and a little at 7.
Wish I could chat longer, just don't know what to say... 8^. So, have a marvelous time!
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@TheEllenShow is probably the most famous person in the world. What an accomplishment! Well, I don't know about other talk show hosts. ^66^
Sunday, October 14, 2012
I still get mad.
When people outside say "it's not it" it seems to me all the time. That gets me pretty mad. It's just because I'm mixed race and pretty.
MY DAD
Just because there was a button to press and I was feeling clumsy from being tortured doesn't mean my dad can get me to tell Ellen DeGeneres to leave me alone and hypnotize my mom to make me not be able to feel well alone. She really seemed to bring something up that wasn't something. :6
I know with Tim Burton I used to think of him a lot, but I don't remember what I was doing, at that time. :^. I used to think I think pretty directly about Johnny Depp because I mean you're supposed to! I wasn't masturbating or anything... I don't really masturbate for pleasure.
I know with Tim Burton I used to think of him a lot, but I don't remember what I was doing, at that time. :^. I used to think I think pretty directly about Johnny Depp because I mean you're supposed to! I wasn't masturbating or anything... I don't really masturbate for pleasure.
My Dad
I think he's trying to make me fat and stuff because of that thing I posted on my website. I feel miserable all the time and my whole life and didn't have any close relationships. Why do you think I can't do anything anymore? Isn't that sick and perverted? I just try to play around and have a little fun but without being able to think? And people are like edging me on, in a way. It shouldn't matter what he feels.
WAH
My mom came back in and suggested something else. She suggested my daughter wouldn't do ballet. Then, she suggested she wouldn't get in Hollywood. She's suggesting I can't be like everyone else and get mad because I'm suggestively good at it, neat at it. What do you think just happened? Ow, my eyes! This happens all the time in movies.
Let me get you back on focus.
I just made a breakthrough in my strength, and you cannot stop me. Instead, my mom is capable of sexually arousing me all of a sudden like that, like I'm my brother. LEAVE ME ALONE FOR GOOD!
Help!
My parents are sexually abusing me. They made me go into sexual anti-convulsiosn.
I was just taking a break from feeling things, content at my day's work, looking forward to the next day. Explained my present situation. My dad seemed to be accepting of it. I have a noisemaker that doesn't cover like music, though. So, anyway, my mom cmoes into the laundry room. She makes my right egg sack feel the reaction after the word "fart..."
My vagina feels like it's being masturbated, like turned inside out. I think it's pulsing.
What sick parents. Once I have fun, they turn my world inside out and upside down and don't let me feel my own due pleasure or independence in life.
So, they make me feel uncomfortable, and the medicine does not help. I'd rather report my parents to authority, but I am too sick to work. I don't want to live with my aunt. The medicine made me lose my period for over a year, and now it's not as heavy. I am very mad. I got a very heavy period when I finally came home from college. I almost didn't go to college.
I was feeling so good before, and I am so upset I was interrupted. I think my dad is gay about me making any adverse noise when I feel inwardly agitated for no good reason and am treated like I'm crap, which I am in a way thanks to them.
No, I will not sit here and meditate on their mistakes in preparing food. I don't like their ways. Not in the way I like other people because they are who they are.
I feel sorta stimulated in my vagina to not feel pleasure but to feel stupid.
I was talking about fun things online and feel made fun of for no good reason, for the stupid n word thing. I can't post about new kinds of things and cannot live my true dream because of it. This makes no sense. Leave me alone. I will get you and authority.
Please stop skirting around me that maybe I have to experience good things but only once. I can control myself pretty well. What happened? Why can't I h*rt you? Then, you wouldn't be able to hurt me.
I feel so disettled. I was asleep and reacted to when the light was turned on by my mom.
I'm already having problems because of girls with older moms! And because I have an older dad! I am being made fun of for liking younger people but not like the women born around 1960 are getting in trouble for it!
I felt my face change, and I think it's because of Tim Burton's son.
Oh, and I feel so bad, kinda dirty though I took a shower, a bit fat, too, from resting and not working out.
So, anyway, what was there was a trap for his son's face to be molested and go in convulsions, so I just sorta didn't react sexually but "pressed 'the button.'" That was so insulting about my face. I was thinking Ellen DeGeneres caused it, but who wants to think that about her? Well, they've thought it others.
I feel irritated how my mom just got close to me. She's like another race to me.
So, no, I didn't literally want to hurt him but feel clumsy and very mistreated and even said don't come near me. I'm having trouble typing, for God's sake!
I was just taking a break from feeling things, content at my day's work, looking forward to the next day. Explained my present situation. My dad seemed to be accepting of it. I have a noisemaker that doesn't cover like music, though. So, anyway, my mom cmoes into the laundry room. She makes my right egg sack feel the reaction after the word "fart..."
My vagina feels like it's being masturbated, like turned inside out. I think it's pulsing.
What sick parents. Once I have fun, they turn my world inside out and upside down and don't let me feel my own due pleasure or independence in life.
So, they make me feel uncomfortable, and the medicine does not help. I'd rather report my parents to authority, but I am too sick to work. I don't want to live with my aunt. The medicine made me lose my period for over a year, and now it's not as heavy. I am very mad. I got a very heavy period when I finally came home from college. I almost didn't go to college.
I was feeling so good before, and I am so upset I was interrupted. I think my dad is gay about me making any adverse noise when I feel inwardly agitated for no good reason and am treated like I'm crap, which I am in a way thanks to them.
No, I will not sit here and meditate on their mistakes in preparing food. I don't like their ways. Not in the way I like other people because they are who they are.
I feel sorta stimulated in my vagina to not feel pleasure but to feel stupid.
I was talking about fun things online and feel made fun of for no good reason, for the stupid n word thing. I can't post about new kinds of things and cannot live my true dream because of it. This makes no sense. Leave me alone. I will get you and authority.
Please stop skirting around me that maybe I have to experience good things but only once. I can control myself pretty well. What happened? Why can't I h*rt you? Then, you wouldn't be able to hurt me.
I feel so disettled. I was asleep and reacted to when the light was turned on by my mom.
I'm already having problems because of girls with older moms! And because I have an older dad! I am being made fun of for liking younger people but not like the women born around 1960 are getting in trouble for it!
I felt my face change, and I think it's because of Tim Burton's son.
Oh, and I feel so bad, kinda dirty though I took a shower, a bit fat, too, from resting and not working out.
So, anyway, what was there was a trap for his son's face to be molested and go in convulsions, so I just sorta didn't react sexually but "pressed 'the button.'" That was so insulting about my face. I was thinking Ellen DeGeneres caused it, but who wants to think that about her? Well, they've thought it others.
I feel irritated how my mom just got close to me. She's like another race to me.
So, no, I didn't literally want to hurt him but feel clumsy and very mistreated and even said don't come near me. I'm having trouble typing, for God's sake!
Wanna know a little secret?
Ellen DeGeneres is hard to put up with. She gets more vibrant with sin!
Well, I probably watch her show for the same reason but may have seen it sooner, otherwise. 9=
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Well, I probably watch her show for the same reason but may have seen it sooner, otherwise. 9=
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Good Night
I'm going to bed, now. I'm worried about what I will think. Maybe, the time has come. I'm just too invaded, for no good reason.
Ellen DeGeneres..
I hope she is magic. Not everyone wants to be.
I came back to set things right. I think I had to come back, though.
I came back to set things right. I think I had to come back, though.
Ellen DeGeneres
Ellen DeGeneres is scary? Why does she waste her time? Oh, that's right, is she a magician?
I was thinking of deleting my posts.
However, I think my dad likes them there. I'm not sure what's going to happen to Ellen DeGeneres, anyway. She doesn't want to accept the n word conspiracy. She does enjoy hurting me, for some reason. }:D
I think she is sensitive to both sides of the issue.
Wasn't this funny, though? I don't know why I got so mad - oh, I just felt my eggs go crap from him. And Ellen DeGeneres. Please, don't hurt me. Why does everyone I meet hurt me? I'm out to get you.
I think she is sensitive to both sides of the issue.
Wasn't this funny, though? I don't know why I got so mad - oh, I just felt my eggs go crap from him. And Ellen DeGeneres. Please, don't hurt me. Why does everyone I meet hurt me? I'm out to get you.
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Funny how our beginnings are very different. You started out a gay entertainer, and I started out a classical musician and singer starting out to become a music teacher. I flunked out, and here you are still the same as ever! 8D
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I had a dream where there were a few beer machines with logos, apparently in Florida where I'm from. I don't drink, but I like food with wine. I guess I don't drink because I don't feel well. I do believe in not drinking, at all, anyway.
Tweet @TheEllenShow
Oh, really... I just figured out something today. I remember well, that people want you to be famous only so they can be more famous later. To perform!
Tweet @TheEllenShow
Well, you have some nice cats. >^,,^< I guess they don't want you to leave. I wonder why... Wait, no, I don't. You have more than one cat, I see. I had a friend who had lots of pets.
Mrs. Ellen DeGeneres
Okay, I will keep talking to you. I like watching your show. I don't know why my family is being mean to me because of you because you didn't do anything wrong.
I think my parents are animals and wondering why I didn't eat supper today, but I haven't been for awhile.
If my dad wants to see me, he needs to be more open.
I think my parents are animals and wondering why I didn't eat supper today, but I haven't been for awhile.
If my dad wants to see me, he needs to be more open.
What a nigger. What a machine.
I don't want him to have any affect on my life, at all, see what comes.
I'LL WALLOP YOU TO THE *BEEP*
This is to my dad. If you don't cut the crap about the n word thing and all the times bad thoughts bubbled in my head.
ELLEN DEGENERES
LEAVE ME ALONE. I like talking to you, but my dad just came in here and I felt the effects of Kate Bush on my future possible son! ':{ I don't want a future possible tortured child. I felt his crap bubble up my left egg sack. He's just a mimicky, worthless idiot like he makes his sister out to be.
Decisions, Decisions
Why do people think that some things offend them and other people really get offended and they can't control themselves or chose not to?
Topics While I Was Riled Up
My Dad and Mom
If my dad cares about her so much, why does he lose his temper with her? He used to do it outwardly but "not yell." He is very racist, yet open to other races|cultures.
You know, quite frankly, I don't care about your stupid thoughts about your mother, like maybe she disapproves of the food my mom cooks yet you're too stubborn to control what she decides to feed you.
Surprises
Most people have fatal surprises and should let people like me control my own life. They should listen to me and give me what they owe me, like food and shelter and the like...
Back Off!
I guess some people need to learn to back off.
Getting Mad
Why not just change your life yourself? If you want something, like me to have a good eating experience and I don't have it, that isn't my fault! You can certainly work your way around this and even forget about it, somehow...
The Stupid N Word Thing
This is all because of the stupid n word thing. Why don't you realize that lots of people use that word?
Age and Parents
I guess that we lived our life already and are onto greater things. I still am growing up.
Racist!
My dad is weird. He overreacts to how my mom behaves, like her nuances, though she is very nice. He doesn't want her to do things other people do! D:{ ...
Ellen DeGeneres
Quit interfering my life because of the stupid n word thing. My mom keeps threatening me. Tell her to stop! Just because you don't have kids does not mean that if I do that they will have to suffer. You'll all be long gone before that ever happens! }:D
Quit picking on me.
No one cares about my little brother. Don't think it couldn't happen to you. I don't know if it could happen to me.
If my dad cares about her so much, why does he lose his temper with her? He used to do it outwardly but "not yell." He is very racist, yet open to other races|cultures.
You know, quite frankly, I don't care about your stupid thoughts about your mother, like maybe she disapproves of the food my mom cooks yet you're too stubborn to control what she decides to feed you.
Surprises
Most people have fatal surprises and should let people like me control my own life. They should listen to me and give me what they owe me, like food and shelter and the like...
Back Off!
I guess some people need to learn to back off.
Getting Mad
Why not just change your life yourself? If you want something, like me to have a good eating experience and I don't have it, that isn't my fault! You can certainly work your way around this and even forget about it, somehow...
The Stupid N Word Thing
This is all because of the stupid n word thing. Why don't you realize that lots of people use that word?
Age and Parents
I guess that we lived our life already and are onto greater things. I still am growing up.
Racist!
My dad is weird. He overreacts to how my mom behaves, like her nuances, though she is very nice. He doesn't want her to do things other people do! D:{ ...
Ellen DeGeneres
Quit interfering my life because of the stupid n word thing. My mom keeps threatening me. Tell her to stop! Just because you don't have kids does not mean that if I do that they will have to suffer. You'll all be long gone before that ever happens! }:D
Quit picking on me.
No one cares about my little brother. Don't think it couldn't happen to you. I don't know if it could happen to me.
Europeans and Their Fascination With Europe
Why even bother talking to them about their fascination with being European? I have no idea "what" it's like to have a more European father. I don't think I care, frankly, just the prejudicea about my Native Ameican and probably Jewish blood.
What Happened This Time
I just felt funny and wanted to pretend I was like a soldier fighting and was upset that I was American but accepted it but not that it was necessarily the best thing.
I was looking for old Halloween costumes like that. I still have to tell my dad what I want to be. He's gonna buy the costume. I also have to decide to spend my money a certain way by a certain time.
^99^ My dad just asked me to go to the mall, and I said no I want to wait until it's time for us to go to the grocery store. I don't feel so well. I feel pretty good as a whole for some reason, though. It's like there's something wrong with the surface of me. I felt affected by someone ... for some reason I channeled the thought with Helena Bonham Carter ... and I felt my face wasn't as plastered in a certain way that was bad, but I didn't keep the good way.
Hm, I just thought of book when my dad came in. He left me a note, and I saw it. I didn't want to go out, though... I just bought 3 personality books. What's his point? I don't want to solidly feel indents in my brain, neither! Why should I suffer his bloood?
I was looking for old Halloween costumes like that. I still have to tell my dad what I want to be. He's gonna buy the costume. I also have to decide to spend my money a certain way by a certain time.
^99^ My dad just asked me to go to the mall, and I said no I want to wait until it's time for us to go to the grocery store. I don't feel so well. I feel pretty good as a whole for some reason, though. It's like there's something wrong with the surface of me. I felt affected by someone ... for some reason I channeled the thought with Helena Bonham Carter ... and I felt my face wasn't as plastered in a certain way that was bad, but I didn't keep the good way.
Hm, I just thought of book when my dad came in. He left me a note, and I saw it. I didn't want to go out, though... I just bought 3 personality books. What's his point? I don't want to solidly feel indents in my brain, neither! Why should I suffer his bloood?
I just realized something.
Don't get mad because there will always be a reason later, but I still deny certain things, feelings. I do feel very irritated and am keeping to myself a lot, maybe because I'm an adult, now.
I think I can calm down. I guess I just got excited. However, when this happens, when I get better, people want to do me in some other way just to test me out.
Also, I'm going to the grocery store sometime soon. They didn't even have sushi last time I was there, and that's my present diet. D: It's been a week! I didn't go! I've been having stuff that's not godo for me and didn't have my vitamins. I can last because I don't make it out much and keep to myself. I can't imagine people who lead lifestyles that are unrestful.
I think I can calm down. I guess I just got excited. However, when this happens, when I get better, people want to do me in some other way just to test me out.
Also, I'm going to the grocery store sometime soon. They didn't even have sushi last time I was there, and that's my present diet. D: It's been a week! I didn't go! I've been having stuff that's not godo for me and didn't have my vitamins. I can last because I don't make it out much and keep to myself. I can't imagine people who lead lifestyles that are unrestful.
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