"Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" (2005)

I notice you have to be more specific if you want to preserve an idea rather than have it simply suggestive.

Nostalgic

There is a deep sense of nostalgia about "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" that kids feel.

Watching "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" (2005)

Spoiler: I forgot the fling bar didn't work.

Olivia Newton-John

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oW_aowS9TSA

She is pretty attractive.

I'm making Velveeta mac & cheese.

There was a special sale when I got them.

I'm just with my mom now.

I tried to help her open pictures from her Blackberry.

Out

I was doing music with my dad.  Back when he's done.

Just woke up again.

I'm going to see The Adjustment Bureau, have pizza, and go to the mall and shop for shoes.  I have a Payless Shoes coupon.

Sprry I fell asleep.

I'm going back to bed then at 12 leaving for eating out, shopping for shoes, and a movie that's 1 hour 45 mintues.

I just need to rest.

Then I plan to do the pictures and videos.  I had 2 cans of Chef Boyardee.  BURP!

Totally different program coming along here.

http://community.babycenter.com/post/a5604085/post_some_more_photos

The next thing after European to be white is Chinese, even before Jewish.  Then comes Jewish.  Then comes everything else.

I'm waiting for my food to cool

and after I eat it, Chef Boyardee raviolis, I plan to jump in the bathroom and put on makeup and upload some pics of me and talking for the night.  I may even sing I think.  Yea.

I didn't come to bring my brother back to school.

I wanted to stay home and jog.  I didn't jog in the morning, though usually I like both.

Okay, I'm back.

I'm gonna eat some Oreos with milk and cook a cheeseburger and a hot dog probably.  I wanna put on makeup and take pictures, too.

Gatorade and Shower|Bath

Ah!

Going for Another Jog

1 1|4 hours

Johnny Depp

is listed as rumored to co-star in a movie the co-star from Dark Shadows is also co-staring in.  She's the 14-year-old girl, born in 1997.  Johnny Depp is producing Dark Shadows.  Christopher Lee is in it, as well.  Tim Burton isn't doing it, though.  I was hoping she would work again with Tim, but at least it's Martin Scorsese.  I think I would like to work with young directors that you fall in love with.  It's 2011.

Chloe Moretz

I had some pix of her saved on my computer, and then I found her in Dark Shadows.  I've never had a coincidence like that before.

I've been eying the team of Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, and Danny Elfman for a long time, so I was disappointed this time I didn't hear of the auditions or how you get to be in a movie like this.  For instance, it's not for first time tries?  For Alice in Wonderland they had auditions I think in Plymouth, England.  They got extras then, but I didn't see those same people or kinds of people all in it but maybe you know.

Anyway, I'm glad someone entertaining got the role so I can enjoy what I see a little.  I feel too antsy to really watch this that much.  I'm not that comfortable anymore with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  I can take Helena Bonham Carter.  I feel that as a fan online though I've been mistreated.  Like the last mistake is what lingers that people notice in how we talk.

She just looks so alive, like this is her chance.

Just like me the way I was when I was still in school.

There's a plan for what people think about kids.

I can relate to her as a parent.  She fits under me.  I wonder what's next.  She should brush her hair more to smooth out the frizz.  I had frizzy hair.  Now it's short but starting to curl some.

Nolstalgic she is 14.

I liked being 14 as my favorite time, but now is also my favorite time or the future will be.

Another Nice Picture & Race

http://www.imdb.com/media/rm480688640/nm1631269

So, Chloe is French probably.  She lives in the U.S. with the influence of other cultures, like German|Dutch.  Johnny Depp's kids actually also have German but are influenced by France, which seems to be like England in many ways.  It's hard to understand why Depp does movies as an indian, like Spanish stuff.  He doesn't seem to like dark things for race.

Chloe Moretz's Wiki Pic

http://i1094.photobucket.com/albums/i456/2011-04-06-1/Chlo_Moretz_at_WonderCon_2010_1.jpg

Why doesn't she look as good in this?

Chloe Moretz

She looks like a second cousin I have except Chloe has blue eyes.

http://i1094.photobucket.com/albums/i456/2011-04-06-1/young-chloe-moretz_402x593.jpg

The Nazi war is never-ending.

So I was looking at Eva Green

and she's from France.  Johnny Depp has German and the Cherokee is mixed in as well as Irish.  So, since he's so German-looking, he's not afraid to spread his roots in Paris.  I think France is a dangerous place, especially for aristocrats.  I would go to Germany, but I know that's where these two singing teachers were.  If I could pick anywhere to go, it would be Sweden.

Funny how this makes you think of Germany.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20110408/lf_nm_life/us_britain_warplane

Talk about not keeping a low profile.

Olivia Newton-John

I was following her online, and apparently she lives where I lived when I was 7 & 8.

Time to go to the store.

Well, my mom's not here.

I'm ready to go to the store..wait makeup.

I just set an e-mail

for a casting agency.  I was asking about the price and what to do for the headshots and bodyshots.  Like, I think I might get a more expensive dress next time.  This month left I have to get is shoes.  It's for if I get the modeling jobs for one of them, a total of $7300 pay, though supposedly I did get the job already.  I could get a new computer and laptop and shopping spree.

I'm going to the store a little later.

My mom might take me to the store.

Sorry I was asleep.

I'm going back to bed.

I want to take more pictures

and get a video of me up tonight.  I was lying on my sofa.

I'm hot.

My blood is boiling.

I was eating my dad's portion of food.

He wanted peanut butter on bread.

He said it was from a Chinese place.  I know we just had chicken.

I'm soo tired!

I'm going for another jog.

I have to get changed and go.  Will be back in about 1 1|4 hours.

I don't think I could honestly live

without a boy like the one in the background at the beginning of this.  You can turn it to mute.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9iz3KVT0Y0

Johnny Depp seems to be open to meeting interesting people, definitely.  He is probably lots of fun with his young girl fans who think he's so hot.  It makes me wonder people who aren't like me and don't want a boy like that.  I'm sure there's people like that out there, maybe from different cultures.  Even though I'm half Chinese-Indonesian and a little Native American, I have a little English and think that I look like that boy except more like everyone else as opposed to standing out in that way.  It just makes me uncomfortable.  What do people do with different kinds of husbands?  I realize they're great like the women.  Funny women depend on men in a certain way.

I feel uncomfortable because I used to like Johnny Depp as a person.  I don't think he's boring.  But, I don't wanna use him.  Same with Tim Burton.  He has a cute daughter with Helena Bonham Carter.  She was born when I became a fan around.  I think she was conceived when I started posting online.  Like at the same time.  But I dunno, maybe I'm too afraid to get into that and check my thinking.  About their son, he looks different in different pictures.  In some he has brown hair and others he has gray hair like I have.  I thought he was the cutest boy.  I wonder if he will turn out like the older boys I like.  It reminds me when we went up to my grandma's when I was 6 for Christmas, some girls working at McDonald's said I was cute or the cutest girl they met, though I don't think I could look cute at that time, not sure why, though I know my hair was cut to a bob with the bangs still but bangs a bit longer.  So, anyway, I really like Johnny as Willy Wonka.  He and Tim have made themselves so unavailable I just can't find myself happy with them alone anymore.  I mean unavailable in that they already have families and don't really spend much time about their fans.  I found myself retreating from life and just talking to my parents and people online to a degree.  They used to seem more open.

The reason I don't look like that boy is because I have blackheads, too.  I cover up with makeup and hope it goes away.  Sometimes I use pore strips.  I didn't look like him before because I used to believe in other ways of looking and because I was uncomfortable with my race and relating to others when it's not polite to talk about it, even if someone brings it up.

It's a matter of what's right and wrong.  Johnny Depp does in fact have a family and therefore is unavailable.  He should spend more time with them.  I think I'm a fun person to be around sometimes.  Who knows.  Maybe I'll see him one day.  That would be fun for me.  Johnny Depp does seem less open than Tim Burton, too.  I haven't seen much of Tim Burton online recently, neither.  I liked Tim from the very beginning but am beginning to feel different.  I think Helena Bonham Carter is very lucky.  That might not be a nice way to put it.  I think it's special I mean.  They go together so well.  I mean look at their daughter.  She takes good care of her son, too.  They always hold hands when they're outside.

If I didn't meet a boy like that nor like a Norwegian boy who's kinda cute, I don't think I'd ever think to get married.  I find that in some ways I'm very white and would fit in in Norway, mixed though.  I'm not worried and would be more interested in do we live where it's that cold.  I think it's not as cold as people think, though.

So, I still like Johnny Depp, but it's like he's waiting to drop the other shoe.  I like him as an actor and follow him around.  I like Tim Burton immensely and he reminds me of my past life.  I like art like him, too.  Tim Burton is very interesting to me if you were interested in my first 12 years of life.  I lived in east coast Florida then.  Being from Florida is what makes me interested in Johnny, as well, and plus someone who actually gets it like.  I'm not sure what they'd be like otherwise, but I guess they're the kind of people to live where they're from.  It's just addictive, Floridian or Californian heritage.  It's like being black.  I know what I like.  It's like why.  The area just feels cool to live in where there's no beach.  Where there's no beach, there are probably more flowers.

Okay, time to get ready for some carrot cake.  Num.

Stay Home

I think I will stay home until I can get a role in a movie.  I could pay an agency.  My modeling jobs total to $7300.  If I still will get them I bet that's enough money for an agency.

A Grand Day

I did some stuff on the computer and now to go out for a jog.  My 1st jog of the day.

Pictures and Video

I just took some pictures and 2 videos of me and am posting them.  I have to wait for a couple hours for YouTube to load the videos of course.

I could major in singing.

The courses are available at the campus, but I don't quite feel like it.  The musical theater courses aren't all offered at the nearby campus, anyway.  I'm not sure why they claim music is.

Not a Big Deal

I was probably around size 5 a little more when I was my normal weight.

I put the wrong dress size

on Star Search Casting.  I thought I was a 7, but I'm a 16.  I know in pants I wear 11-13 and shirts I can fit in an XL.

http://christinabarrett43.blogspot.com/

I'm going for a jog for an hour.

It's still light out.

Dentist cancelled.

I don't know..

..something happened to the schedule.  They changed things.

Makeup

I wanted to get some pix of me in a wig, but it turns out my appointment is for now.  I'll be back 4 I think but maybe a little later.  I am seeing a therapist and the dentist.

I'm going back to bed.

At least I think I am.

Today I see a therapist and the dentist

in the afternoon, I think leaving at 4 or it starts at 4.

Okay, I'm on a diet.

I'm just eating as little as possible of healthy things.  I jog twice a day.  I just want to get there faster.  My weight hasn't moved.  I gained like 50 pounds.  So we'll see if it works out.  I feel less tired already and more like doing something else.  But what?

Ah maybe not.  Just jog twice a day.

I'm going for my 1st jog of the day.

I added more pictures to my Nell Burton album.

photobucket.com/NellBurton

I should go for my day jog.

I also like to do a night jog.

So, the yeti ride and the festival of the Lion King or whatever

-spoilers- were really creepy.  I'm gonna post some spoilers.  The Lion King ride was freaky with animals coming in from four sides of the room.  They were robots|puppets on big floats.  There was the lion king, the warthog, a giraffe, and an elephant.  They just moved around the whole time they were doing the singing and dancing.

They had a thick frame.

Why does Helena Bonham Carter wear glasses now?

I got some buns at the store

so I'm making a hot dog.  I also have hamburger buns and sub rolls.

I've been updating my About Me.

I linked the old biography.  I wrote a lot more before and wonder what to do about it.  I want something interesting.  The one I have now seems to flow better in a way.

Oh no, it's raining.

Tacos

We get the soft tacos, too.  That's all I'll eat.

Asian

Russia is in Asia.  My dad was saying when I was talking to him that he wishes they didn't say white but say Caucasian.  There are different places.  First there's African.  Then there's indigenous indians.  Then there's the Middle East.  Then there's Asia.  Then there's southern European.  Then there's middle European.  Then there's north European.  F.y.i. Johnny Depp is related to the first freed black woman and seems to have significant Cherokee plus the German and the Irish.  I even think I've heard he's English.

I'm back.

I'm gonna take a nice shower.

Jogging

Worried

We were moving to New Orleans, but my dad claims he can't have afforded a house in New Orleans.  He checked out all the areas and found only one Catholic school that was opened.  I remember I thought it was funny when he got home where we used to live, I'd say, "Oh no."  I used to talk to my mom in private that I wanted to eat earlier so I wouldn't be as tired, but we had to wait for my dad.  I started losing sleep.  I did get in trouble with my mom for saying, "Oh no."  Like, Ooh Noh.  It was a thing because I didn't like touching with my parents, though it had become uptight.  I guess it wasn't so funny really.

I remember that my brother used to lie on the floor a lot.  My mom eventually networked teaching exercise from my piano teacher's suggestion to start teaching her and her sisters tai chi.  My mom wanted to stay in Slidell for my brother to grow up, but Hurricane Katrina came.  Anyway, my brother weighs how much I did at 5' and he's taller than my dad around 5'8.  It was hard in school being around people of different heights because they don't believe in appreciating differences.

Something I Posted About Tim Burton

People feel submissive to him.  I think a key difference between another fan and I would be that.  I am appreciative though not submissive.  What is that feeling, anyway?  What I might feel most submissive to is his directing, like of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) the most.  I just think that's overly cool and am not afraid to say I noticed.

Resent Music

I resent it now.  That's why I don't do it.  It was a big part of my life, like Charlotte Church.

2 Modeling Jobs

I got 2 modeling jobs for a total of $7300.

I just realized why they have ''Finding Nemo.''

A lady human passes through the eggs without them ever being concept-ed.

It's raining, it's pouring.

It just started to rain again.  I lost power for over an hour.

"Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" Days

I wish I never went to college now.  Anyway, I just remember those were good days.  I'm not in college now and got $1700 the way poor people get food stamps.  I will use it to buy myself lots of clothing.  This weekend my dad said we'll put in a set amount for me to get a glamor shot done, and, then, we'll put in more on my credit card to shop for clothes.

Mia Wasikowska - ballet

She is a famous actress who did ballet, as well as Audrey Hepburn.  Ballet must have been very different when Audrey Hepburn was doing it.

Noses at Will

http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.wallcoo.net/Celebrity/Cyndi_Wang/images/Cyndi_Wang_b9.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.wallcoo.net/Celebrity/Cyndi_Wang/html/wallpaper10.html&usg=__LFiMtpOQySninSeYKKq9fOphoS4=&h=525&w=700&sz=50&hl=en&start=19&sig2=jGSZff_qZt0jtVRs5OtuwQ&zoom=1&um=1&itbs=1&tbnid=JYfT8eTkH9sMSM:&tbnh=105&tbnw=140&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dchinese%2Bgirls%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dopera%26sa%3DN%26rls%3Den%26tbs%3Disch:1&ei=4z_WTIi4FIKBlAehpqj_CA

This is definitely a small version of a rubbery Mid East nose.  It just has that look except it's shorter.  She probably feels smart but not social.  I think it's the way you stress and arrange and relax the nose muscles.  Mine sorta used to flare, but it was never just long.

I watched The Karate Kid 2010, and the African American boy had white on his head where the braids were tied.  I saw a DVD from Netflix on births, and I saw the black babies are born white.  They psych themselves into getting black.  Also, this boy had pink nipples, whereas mine are caramel with pink in the middle.  My breast is very white.

Boston Market

My favorite is the cornbread!  Sweet.

Redeemable Qualities

What was I gonna say?

I was maybe gonna go see my mom perform.

But, I just felt like sleeping.  They will bring me home some food.

Diet & Bathroom

I was able to poo a lot suddenly after I ate some candy and pasta, so that's both good and bad.

Wooops

That interview I've been posting about Johnny Depp was from exactly about a year ago.  Anyway, that's okay.  At least I have more to post about.  It was for Public Enemies.  I never saw it but maybe should put it on my Netflix Q.

Something That Makes Sense With Helena Bonham Carter

She notices that white people don't get offended they say but do about comparing it to other races. It's that they're totally not there for you.

going 2 the store tonight

Reminiscence of Ballet

I get a funny feeling about how I've grown since not doing ballet.  I'm not fat differently.  I wish my neck and everything would straighten out.  This computer is nice because the screen tilts up.  I can feel everything is straightening out.

What I Wish I Did

decided on the public school

9th grade
1. English II Gifted
2. Geometry Gifted (I was 4th in the state.)
3. Biology I Honors
4. World Geography
5. Dance Team
6. Talented Theater
7. 

10th grade
1. English III Advanced Placement + Gifted
2. Algebra II Gifted
3. Biology II
4. World History
5. Dance Team
6. Talented Theater
7. 

11th grade
1. English IV Advanced Placement + Gifted
2. Advanced Math + Trigonometry Advanced Placement + Gifted
3. Chemistry I
4. American History Advanced Placement + Gifted
5. Dance Team
6. Talented Theater
7. 

12th grade
1. Calculus Advanced Placement + Gifted
2. Chemistry II
3. Social Studies
4. Dance Team
5. Talented Theater
6. 
7. 

I can stick in the other requirements and give or take by the end.

What I Wish I Did

3rd grade - cheerleading prep at the end of the year

4th grade - baton

5th grade - gymnastics

6th grade - cheerleading

moved

7th grade - cheerleading, gifted testing, talented theater testing

8th grade - cheerleading

9th grade - 12th grade - dance team, talented theater

Not Working

I do want to, but I still feel I need the shelter of my own home in an active city like Orlando.  You have no idea.  I've been stuck in my room for a long time since quitting college.  I just can't stand it here.

Dance Team - Dedication and What Cuts It

For us young in high school wanting to do dance team what preparation is there since junior hi if Catholic especially may only have cheerleading.  I stuck to ballet where it's only a side class when we moved and was comfortable there.  It was only once a week though very close.  I didn't take jazz because I didn't wanna do the tap and lyrical and wanted hip hop.  No such luck, but now they teach hip hop.

Remembering Talented Theater

I didn't do it my second year.  I did it my third year.  I remember my second year seeing them do stage combat and perform during lunch.

We had a different teacher each of three years.  The first was a lady with medium brown hair.  The second was a man who was rather short with black hair and a moustache or something.  I did it third year, and we had a woman with short black hair and bangs, curly-wavy.

Each year in drama there was very distinct.  I liked third year because I was secretary and helped backstage.  First year seemed to have the most opportunity at the high school.  I regret not trying out for gifted in 7th instead of 8th grade.  I also regret not starting with Talented Theater.  I feel I am actually too old is the reason I am not doing it now.  I know I'm not, but it's too old for me.  I'm gonna just worry about money and food on the table and shopping for clothes.  I made a vow not to throw things away like I used to.

I watched the making of "The Nightmare Before Christmas."

I don't think I was meant to be a story writer in a way.  Sometimes I come up with something, but I never recorded these things.  It seems very difficult to orchestrate music, as well.

Now I'm watching the commentary for it with Tim Burton the creator, the director, and the composer.

I just watched "A Nightmare Before Christmas" again.

I found the part I was looking for, the base guitar with the Danny Elfman head in it.

I thought it was a bit disgusting like that creature made out of bugs and the holding hostages while Jack ruins Christmas.

I don't know what I think the cutest part is.

I might wait to get a job.

I'm not sure about my weight issue.  At least I shouldn't be tired.

I forget what I was gonna say.

Some People's Point

Some people's points are that everyone wanna has fun.

All People Wanna Do

It seems like all people wanna do is prove their point even though they don't really have one, a unique point.

There's this outfit I saw that I like

that I'm going to get with my dad this weekend.

To different capacities we are all very special.

I used to feel cuter and smaller, but I gained the freshman 40 at 150 pounds.  I am trying not to eat too much.  It's hard to lose this weight, but maybe getting a job will help.  I wonder where I can work and what the hours will be.

I wonder if only

south China is safe.  It seems that northwest China has darker skin than southeast and maybe same to dead south.

My mom is south southeast Chinese.  I imagine southwest Chinese is like Indochina.

You have to know if something looks European or interesting.  There are islanders that are only so-so.  They do look very young.

My mom grew up doing ballet and then did gymnastics.  I feel comfortable about each her and my dad and am not sure what would have happened if they never met, like my dad might want to pick another Chinese lady and my mom was just doing it for her major in English as a Second Language, ESL.

My mom was number one in gymnastics.  That's like saying that the U.S. gymnasts were cute or someone very talented.

I notice already somebody is

already always being sarcastic about people who wanna look like the princess but who enjoy the company of others who don't have weight as their pedestal, along with things like warts or being pimply or having nothing there.

Working

I get allowance and wanna ask my dad for something but just spent a lot of his money messing up dying my hair.  Anyway, so, I was in Wal-Mart and found an outfit I really liked that would be around $25.  Maybe I will ask him to go.  I think it's on sale.  There were a few more things tho I really liked this one.

So, I wanna get a job so I can get mucho new clothes.  My mom said wait until next week to see if with these benefits I get financially, mail sent to me, that when I work will I need to pay them half of my earnings then.