Monday, April 11, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Just woke up again.
Sprry I fell asleep.
I just need to rest.
Totally different program coming along here.
The next thing after European to be white is Chinese, even before Jewish. Then comes Jewish. Then comes everything else.
I'm waiting for my food to cool
Saturday, April 9, 2011
I didn't come to bring my brother back to school.
Okay, I'm back.
Johnny Depp
Chloe Moretz
I've been eying the team of Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, and Danny Elfman for a long time, so I was disappointed this time I didn't hear of the auditions or how you get to be in a movie like this. For instance, it's not for first time tries? For Alice in Wonderland they had auditions I think in Plymouth, England. They got extras then, but I didn't see those same people or kinds of people all in it but maybe you know.
Anyway, I'm glad someone entertaining got the role so I can enjoy what I see a little. I feel too antsy to really watch this that much. I'm not that comfortable anymore with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. I can take Helena Bonham Carter. I feel that as a fan online though I've been mistreated. Like the last mistake is what lingers that people notice in how we talk.
She just looks so alive, like this is her chance.
There's a plan for what people think about kids.
Nolstalgic she is 14.
Another Nice Picture & Race
So, Chloe is French probably. She lives in the U.S. with the influence of other cultures, like German|Dutch. Johnny Depp's kids actually also have German but are influenced by France, which seems to be like England in many ways. It's hard to understand why Depp does movies as an indian, like Spanish stuff. He doesn't seem to like dark things for race.
Chloe Moretz's Wiki Pic
Why doesn't she look as good in this?
Chloe Moretz
http://i1094.photobucket.com/albums/i456/2011-04-06-1/young-chloe-moretz_402x593.jpg
So I was looking at Eva Green
Friday, April 8, 2011
Funny how this makes you think of Germany.
Talk about not keeping a low profile.
Olivia Newton-John
I just set an e-mail
Thursday, April 7, 2011
I was eating my dad's portion of food.
He said it was from a Chinese place. I know we just had chicken.
I don't think I could honestly live
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9iz3KVT0Y0
Johnny Depp seems to be open to meeting interesting people, definitely. He is probably lots of fun with his young girl fans who think he's so hot. It makes me wonder people who aren't like me and don't want a boy like that. I'm sure there's people like that out there, maybe from different cultures. Even though I'm half Chinese-Indonesian and a little Native American, I have a little English and think that I look like that boy except more like everyone else as opposed to standing out in that way. It just makes me uncomfortable. What do people do with different kinds of husbands? I realize they're great like the women. Funny women depend on men in a certain way.
I feel uncomfortable because I used to like Johnny Depp as a person. I don't think he's boring. But, I don't wanna use him. Same with Tim Burton. He has a cute daughter with Helena Bonham Carter. She was born when I became a fan around. I think she was conceived when I started posting online. Like at the same time. But I dunno, maybe I'm too afraid to get into that and check my thinking. About their son, he looks different in different pictures. In some he has brown hair and others he has gray hair like I have. I thought he was the cutest boy. I wonder if he will turn out like the older boys I like. It reminds me when we went up to my grandma's when I was 6 for Christmas, some girls working at McDonald's said I was cute or the cutest girl they met, though I don't think I could look cute at that time, not sure why, though I know my hair was cut to a bob with the bangs still but bangs a bit longer. So, anyway, I really like Johnny as Willy Wonka. He and Tim have made themselves so unavailable I just can't find myself happy with them alone anymore. I mean unavailable in that they already have families and don't really spend much time about their fans. I found myself retreating from life and just talking to my parents and people online to a degree. They used to seem more open.
The reason I don't look like that boy is because I have blackheads, too. I cover up with makeup and hope it goes away. Sometimes I use pore strips. I didn't look like him before because I used to believe in other ways of looking and because I was uncomfortable with my race and relating to others when it's not polite to talk about it, even if someone brings it up.
It's a matter of what's right and wrong. Johnny Depp does in fact have a family and therefore is unavailable. He should spend more time with them. I think I'm a fun person to be around sometimes. Who knows. Maybe I'll see him one day. That would be fun for me. Johnny Depp does seem less open than Tim Burton, too. I haven't seen much of Tim Burton online recently, neither. I liked Tim from the very beginning but am beginning to feel different. I think Helena Bonham Carter is very lucky. That might not be a nice way to put it. I think it's special I mean. They go together so well. I mean look at their daughter. She takes good care of her son, too. They always hold hands when they're outside.
If I didn't meet a boy like that nor like a Norwegian boy who's kinda cute, I don't think I'd ever think to get married. I find that in some ways I'm very white and would fit in in Norway, mixed though. I'm not worried and would be more interested in do we live where it's that cold. I think it's not as cold as people think, though.
So, I still like Johnny Depp, but it's like he's waiting to drop the other shoe. I like him as an actor and follow him around. I like Tim Burton immensely and he reminds me of my past life. I like art like him, too. Tim Burton is very interesting to me if you were interested in my first 12 years of life. I lived in east coast Florida then. Being from Florida is what makes me interested in Johnny, as well, and plus someone who actually gets it like. I'm not sure what they'd be like otherwise, but I guess they're the kind of people to live where they're from. It's just addictive, Floridian or Californian heritage. It's like being black. I know what I like. It's like why. The area just feels cool to live in where there's no beach. Where there's no beach, there are probably more flowers.
Okay, time to get ready for some carrot cake. Num.
Pictures and Video
I could major in singing.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
I put the wrong dress size
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Okay, I'm on a diet.
Ah maybe not. Just jog twice a day.
So, the yeti ride and the festival of the Lion King or whatever
I've been updating my About Me.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Asian
Worried
I remember that my brother used to lie on the floor a lot. My mom eventually networked teaching exercise from my piano teacher's suggestion to start teaching her and her sisters tai chi. My mom wanted to stay in Slidell for my brother to grow up, but Hurricane Katrina came. Anyway, my brother weighs how much I did at 5' and he's taller than my dad around 5'8. It was hard in school being around people of different heights because they don't believe in appreciating differences.
Something I Posted About Tim Burton
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Resent Music
I just realized why they have ''Finding Nemo.''
Monday, November 8, 2010
"Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" Days
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Mia Wasikowska - ballet
Noses at Will
This is definitely a small version of a rubbery Mid East nose. It just has that look except it's shorter. She probably feels smart but not social. I think it's the way you stress and arrange and relax the nose muscles. Mine sorta used to flare, but it was never just long.
I watched The Karate Kid 2010, and the African American boy had white on his head where the braids were tied. I saw a DVD from Netflix on births, and I saw the black babies are born white. They psych themselves into getting black. Also, this boy had pink nipples, whereas mine are caramel with pink in the middle. My breast is very white.
Saturday, November 6, 2010
I was maybe gonna go see my mom perform.
Diet & Bathroom
Something That Makes Sense With Helena Bonham Carter
Friday, November 5, 2010
Reminiscence of Ballet
What I Wish I Did
decided on the public school
9th grade
1. English II Gifted
2. Geometry Gifted (I was 4th in the state.)
3. Biology I Honors
4. World Geography
5. Dance Team
6. Talented Theater
7.
10th grade
1. English III Advanced Placement + Gifted
2. Algebra II Gifted
3. Biology II
4. World History
5. Dance Team
6. Talented Theater
7.
11th grade
1. English IV Advanced Placement + Gifted
2. Advanced Math + Trigonometry Advanced Placement + Gifted
3. Chemistry I
4. American History Advanced Placement + Gifted
5. Dance Team
6. Talented Theater
7.
12th grade
1. Calculus Advanced Placement + Gifted
2. Chemistry II
3. Social Studies
4. Dance Team
5. Talented Theater
6.
7.
I can stick in the other requirements and give or take by the end.
What I Wish I Did
3rd grade - cheerleading prep at the end of the year
4th grade - baton
5th grade - gymnastics
6th grade - cheerleading
moved
7th grade - cheerleading, gifted testing, talented theater testing
8th grade - cheerleading
9th grade - 12th grade - dance team, talented theater
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Not Working
Dance Team - Dedication and What Cuts It
Remembering Talented Theater
I didn't do it my second year. I did it my third year. I remember my second year seeing them do stage combat and perform during lunch.
We had a different teacher each of three years. The first was a lady with medium brown hair. The second was a man who was rather short with black hair and a moustache or something. I did it third year, and we had a woman with short black hair and bangs, curly-wavy.
Each year in drama there was very distinct. I liked third year because I was secretary and helped backstage. First year seemed to have the most opportunity at the high school. I regret not trying out for gifted in 7th instead of 8th grade. I also regret not starting with Talented Theater. I feel I am actually too old is the reason I am not doing it now. I know I'm not, but it's too old for me. I'm gonna just worry about money and food on the table and shopping for clothes. I made a vow not to throw things away like I used to.
I watched the making of "The Nightmare Before Christmas."
I don't think I was meant to be a story writer in a way. Sometimes I come up with something, but I never recorded these things. It seems very difficult to orchestrate music, as well.
Now I'm watching the commentary for it with Tim Burton the creator, the director, and the composer.
I just watched "A Nightmare Before Christmas" again.
I found the part I was looking for, the base guitar with the Danny Elfman head in it.
I thought it was a bit disgusting like that creature made out of bugs and the holding hostages while Jack ruins Christmas.
I don't know what I think the cutest part is.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
All People Wanna Do
To different capacities we are all very special.
I wonder if only
south China is safe. It seems that northwest China has darker skin than southeast and maybe same to dead south.
My mom is south southeast Chinese. I imagine southwest Chinese is like Indochina.
You have to know if something looks European or interesting. There are islanders that are only so-so. They do look very young.
My mom grew up doing ballet and then did gymnastics. I feel comfortable about each her and my dad and am not sure what would have happened if they never met, like my dad might want to pick another Chinese lady and my mom was just doing it for her major in English as a Second Language, ESL.
My mom was number one in gymnastics. That's like saying that the U.S. gymnasts were cute or someone very talented.
I notice already somebody is
Working
I get allowance and wanna ask my dad for something but just spent a lot of his money messing up dying my hair. Anyway, so, I was in Wal-Mart and found an outfit I really liked that would be around $25. Maybe I will ask him to go. I think it's on sale. There were a few more things tho I really liked this one.
So, I wanna get a job so I can get mucho new clothes. My mom said wait until next week to see if with these benefits I get financially, mail sent to me, that when I work will I need to pay them half of my earnings then.
Do Jews have a certain look like Africans and Asians?
The thing about Africans is they are totally different from Europeans and Asians. Asians might be similar. I don't know, it's just that my mom is from an island in Asia. There are sexy Asian minorities. China is like Europe because it's 1 name for 1 big thing. We think we know exactly what different supposed extremes could be.
What's going around is that this famous actress Kate Beckinsale has 1|8 Burmese or something. There are some little countries like a part of Indochina between China and India pretty basically.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Indochina
The rest is just the Filipins and Japan and Korea in the northeast.
I feel pretty safe because people always want to know "it's China." Indochina is neat. It includes Vietnam. It's basically goes Vietnam Taiwan & Filipins then Japan and Korea. So, south China isn't really dark, but northwest is. I may be wrong, but there are light people. I am compiling these things to post as well.
So, Asians are very black and white. They are also attractive but don't look like modern people. They are so good. I suppose if someone marries them have to make sure they match. Like, my mom is pretty disciplined. She's from the 1950s|60s. I don't feel the same about other Asians, just my mom. I hate it when people pick at me and pretend they're so perfect. I can see the good sides to each of my parents and know about the rest of my family relations.
If I had a mom from northeast China, they'd have that thin crepe skin. Then there's the northwest which has that athletic Mongoloid look. The middle has tribes which include blonde hair and blue eyes, like the indians in Europe, in the southeast.
So, I think it's bad when people are mean to very attractive people of another race, which is rare. Very attractive to me is worldly, a good citizen or someone open to the world.
I think Asians all have freedom. Vietnam is on the coast and the rest of Indochina have varying degrees of proximity to India or China. Jews need to worry but not really because they are also so European. I don't know why north Asia doesn't look Russian. Actually, there are eskimos and pagans there.
Jews are just jews. It's a very religious feeling. Ethnic Jews don't have a certain look nor color in a way. The color may be like Greece, sometimes light sometimes dark. I know because there are ones with light hair.
Africans do have a certain look as much as Asian has the Asian features so-to-speak. It's hard to say. I think they think that the Caucasoids in the Middle East are Asian but not in that way with the pinched up look. I don't have blatant things like that because I consider myself a normal person. It feels more like being Jew. My hair was not born black, though. Only rarely was it really that black. It's sorta a neat color, though, if you like the rest of you. I think I had more of a white Mongolian look. I did gymnastics, so I had the athletic look, though in a way I was thin.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michelle_Trachtenburg
Here is the Jewish look though. I think I have a handle on it now. If you watch Audrey Hepburn helping Africans you will see the modern look of Africans. They really have black skin, not brown like most Africans in the US. I guess living in the US is what it is. It feels like I'm getting Jew almost. I have north American native American, though.
These are Cherokees. So, obviously, indians have caught on in the U.S. Europe is an old country, so the tribes are set with blonde hair and the eskimos in Russia and the north pole.
I think the way Asians look is just how they look. They feel what they feel about Europeans. Europeans aren't always as delicate in their culture but are very cute. I think other cultures are mysterious. I realize Pocahontas doesn't look so European, but she seems to notice the differences.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pocahontas#Journey_to_England_and_death
She seems pretty white to me. Indians can make themselves European for some reason. Maybe it was for the beauty they are indian. The kid looks cute.
Johnny Depp is related to the first black woman who freed or whatever and that she had kids apparently with someone white. I think he is a direct descendant. I am not prejudiced against blacks as a race but feel different around different ones. They are so dark I cannot match up. I do not understand, but I guess the ones who get fresh air are best off too. Europeans are hard workers.
I'm happy and feel well-accepted overall.