Why should I be punished?

I think it's a mistake to.  I simply didn't do anything.  1 thing was college, but for some reason my dad didn't accept that I thought my life was a fake experiment that was horrid that I would escape.  What else is big?  Me cursing about the noises Ellen put in my room?  You think, oh but she did so much for you.  I just wanted some help!  So..  My dad thinks he's onto me for something after I did something a 2nd time, but it wasn't really bad..  I said "oh no" a few times when I was 11 when he came home cuz my homework wasn't done etc.  Then I thought I was supposed to call someone the n word according to them sorta.  This was online, and he found out through the experiment.  I think people are just trusting old ways and being picky about things I do I don't remember exactly.  The rest of the sound that I think will come out of me is that this practice is animalistic and merely thoughtless, like you go by a formula you don't understand for making people feel guilty for their age.