TV

I liked Jennifer Anniston on Ellen.  She is very sweet.

Garth Brooks was also very nice.

There aren't many clips online and my computer was slow .. and the show was interrupted and I ended up turning it off.  Whoops, it may have come back on.

Health

I had an apple today.  It seems I'm getting healthier.  Too bad about the diabetes.  He thought I should get an early start and get shots, but I said no.  Instead, I am gonna get of my psych meds.  I just have to switch psychiatrists.  I could die, lose eyesight.. I can't even get an early appointment.  Should I wean myself?

TV

about to watch Ellen

I guess..

..I got away with myself.  Sorry.  I figured I should not try to be mad cuz it made me more mad, too.

Exercise

Abs - 10 Minutes

Wonder if it tempered me.

Where I'm At..

Laundry

I cleaned and vacuumed my room.

I just need a shelf for my books, might stack em up here.

Looking forward to Ellen @ 3.

Edit

I set my YouTube videos to private.  I'll add more public ones.  I wanted to take away the copyrighted ones.  I do want to be a singer.  The accompaniments didn't indicate neither if we could record over them and post them online.. so I won't.  I can see why.  :/

I don't see

why they point out me cursing or hitting things or screaming.  You just stay positive and say not to do it, not sit there and poke a bug with a stick.  It is worthless to be here.

What I Did

dishes, ate zucchini, washed laundry, ironed, dried laundry, vacuumed

 Now, I have to finish the laundry and wash whites and special things.

Problems

I got upset and squeamed and by accident hit the laundry machine once.  I stopped doing that more now.  I don't know who was on my mind, but it doesn't matter cuz I dunno I just feel out of place, a failure.  They continued to bug me more.  I guess I have to live with it, like Anne Frank.

The Day

I guess I will wash, iron, and clean up my room the best I can without getting a new shelf yet.