My friends being spammed help and concern by my incessantly over a long period of time like I'm not a bundle of sunshine
or
Ellen DeGeneres putting the noises in my room and it bothering people that it happened .. and my "sins are not to be forgiven" that I was in pain when I cursed about it and you can look at it in past blogs? I cursed at her only a little and subbed my dad in more so as not to get mad at her. Silly, I know, but possibly an important start. The thing is you could get me mad enough to curse more..
But people keep worrying about my old friends doing something mean because of that - see, they didn't e-mail me back, etc.. like I wasn't a cool friend. No note on their part of this as to why. I think they should be considered guilty for things they've done to me, along with what I did.